captive joint

When Shao Jun left the studio, the sky was completely dark, and the sky was full of stars, reflecting each other beautifully.He thought about what he told Yao Yingyan before he left to let him save food for him, so he went to the opposite kitchen.

But it was pitch black there, and it didn't look like anyone was still waiting inside.

Is it back to the bedroom?

He didn't hesitate, turned around and walked towards the bedroom, but before he could take a step, he saw a figure rushing out from the kitchen and grabbed him firmly.

"Jun Jun!" Yao Yingyan's expression couldn't be seen clearly in the dark night, but his arms strangled Shao Jun painfully.

"Brother?" Shao Jun pushed Yao Yingyan's chest, but was hugged even tighter, so he could only obediently said, "You are in the kitchen, why don't you turn on the lamp?"

Yao Yingyan didn't reply, but hugged him tightly in silence.

What's going on, Shao Jun naturally understands.

Even he himself didn't understand why he would reply to the teacher's question with such a strange reason as Liufan in the end, and he didn't understand why he really knew that he died at the hands of the brother and teacher who was holding him, but still Came back as promised.

Probably at the beginning, I planned to use the sacrifice of the second brother to change the fate of the elder brother. I will suffer this kind of punishment, and I deserve it.

And tomorrow is the 21st.

After Shao Jun regained his memory, he knew that he would not live alone.The mournful and howling voices in his head had stopped, and those voices that kept questioning himself also disappeared without a trace.

Because he has made a decision and will leave tomorrow.

In Shao Jun's view, leaving on this day means that he will not have to endure the body of the puppet anymore, and he can die on the same day as his elder brother, which is the best.

It was already dark at this time, and it was only a few hours before the next day.And in this last time, he would not have no tolerance for comforting his elder brother beside him.

Shao Jun struggled for a while, pulled out his hands from the tight chests of the two, and gently hugged Yao Yingyan.The brother's body in his arms froze, and then he felt a wet liquid wet the light pajamas on his shoulders.

A soft sigh sounded in the small courtyard.

Yao Yingyan finally let go after hugging him for an unknown amount of time. He turned sideways to avoid Shao Jun's sight, wiped his eyes, and said with a forced smile, "Jun Jun, do you want dinner?"

"Brother, are you waiting for me for dinner?" Shao Jun stretched his sore body from being hugged, and pretended to be surprised: "You haven't been waiting for me in the kitchen since I left in the afternoon, have you?"

Yao Yingyan, who was guessed right, was a little embarrassed. After a long time, he finally spelled out a sentence: "I thought you wouldn't come back."

"Didn't I ask you to stay for dinner?" Shao Jun asked puzzled.

"Isn't this an excuse?" Yao Yingyan expressed doubts.

Shao Jun was stunned for a moment, then smiled awkwardly and said, "Brother, have you eaten yet?"

"You came back because tomorrow is the 21st, the anniversary of your brother's death?" Yao Yingyan left such a sentence abruptly, turned his back and walked into the kitchen.

Shao Jun stood where he was, without moving for a while.

He knew he was going.

In the evening, Yao Yingyan hastily fried a vegetable and steamed a bowl of stewed eggs.But whether it was rice or vegetables, Shao Jun didn't take a bite.

"Isn't it to Junjun's taste?" Yao Yingyan asked, looking at Shao Jun who was curled up on the rattan chair with his legs crossed.

Shao Jun shook his head. "No, I can't eat now."

After knowing that his body has become a doll, Shao Jun can't agree with himself to live in this state.And what does that resistance do.As Shao Jun who was once prepared to use this method to help Yao Yingyi, he naturally knew it well.

His body is crumbling, this body built on lies is irreversibly crumbling.

Before long, he thought, even the appearance might not be able to maintain the human state.

But tomorrow is the 21st, and it is enough to stick to this day.

After listening to Shao Jun's explanation, Yao Yingyan didn't ask why he couldn't eat anymore. He took a few mouthfuls of food and packed up his things.Sitting straight across from Shao Jun, he didn't speak or do anything, but just stared at him.

Shao Jun was taken aback by him, and couldn't help but said: "Brother, should we go back to the bedroom, or sit in the kitchen, I'm a little sleepy."

Baby Junjun opened his mouth, Yao Yingyan, as an older brother, has nothing to say.

When he really went to the bedroom, Shao Jun was lying on the bed, while Yao Yingyan was uncharacteristically lying on the outside of the bed, taking the passage away from the bed as a strict one.

Yao Yingyan's purpose for doing this was clear to Shao Jun's heart.He neither exposed nor resisted, and covered the quilt when he went to bed, and really slept on his side with his eyes closed.

But Yao Yingyan on the other side didn't feel sleepy at all, he just stared at Shao Jun without blinking.Seeing this, Shao Jun felt uncomfortable all over, and had to ask, "Can't you sleep? Brother."

"I dare not sleep." Yao Yingyan hugged Shao Jun from behind through the quilt, "I'm afraid you won't be here if I open my eyes again."

Shao Jun knew the facts Yao Yingyan said, he didn't want to lie, so he could only be speechless.

"Junjun...can you..."

"If you want, you can break my feet, lock me up with a chain, or even put me in a box like a real doll, and then hide it somewhere only you know."

Facing Yao Yingyan's entreaties, Shao Jun was a little at a loss, so he could only deliberately propose those terrible methods, so that he could understand that he should not bear it anymore.

"Do you think I haven't thought about it?" Yao Yingyan turned Shao Jun over with one hand and stared into his eyes, originally gnashing his teeth, but the moment he saw Shao Jun, his voice gradually weakened, and finally turned into a sigh. "You can always find a way."

"Brother, some things cannot be forced." Shao Jun gently held Yao Yingyan's head, pressed him to his chest, and said, "It took me a long time to understand this. Only then did I realize that choosing to let go is not necessarily not Not in love anymore."

"But I don't want to let go." Yao Yingyan grabbed Shao Jun's waist and retorted with a sob in his voice.

"Okay, since you must insist, brother, you can't sleep anyway, let's do it?" Shao Jun pushed away Yao Yingyan's arm, stood up and sat on Yao Yingyan's waist,

"Ah?" This sudden development caught Yao Yingyan off guard, "No, Junjun, what are you going to do?"

"Don't do anything, just do some normal adult communication." Shao Jun lowered his head and unbuttoned Yao Yingyan's sleepy jacket one by one, "Brother, are you still shy?"

Taking advantage of Yao Yingyan's fear of hurting him, he took off Yao Yingyan's shirt and said sarcastically, "It's not the first time for us. You see, when I was planning to sacrifice you, I didn't do it with you." Many times."

Yao Yingyan was shocked, and looked at Shao Jun in disbelief: "Jun Jun, can you be more cruel to me?"

"Cruel? Yao Yingyan, you still dare to talk about this word with me." Shao Jun grabbed Yao Yingyan's shoulders, lowered his head against the tip of his nose, and said viciously, "I gave you a better choice. I will give you Leaving the key and the contact information of the teacher is not to find out that one day I was killed and turned into what I am now. Why do you think I finally gave up using this method to let Yao Yingyi avoid the fate of the ghoul? !"

Yao Yingyan was dumb for a moment, and after a long time, he said sadly and slowly: "I thought it was because you have feelings for me."

"I'm sorry." Shao Jun apologized subconsciously.He was silent for a while, then whispered, "We met too late."

"No, we're not too late, we've known each other since childhood. It's just that I'm not the eldest brother." Yao Yingyi paused for a moment, "If you want to do it, do it. I'm sorry for you."

Yao Yingyan raised his arm, not struggling, like a sacrificial lamb, closing his eyes, waiting for the final judgment.

Shao Jun pulled the quilt for him, rolled back his own quilt again, and lay down with his back to Yao Yingyan: "Forget it. I'm asleep."

After a while, Shao Jun's muffled voice came from under the quilt: "What's wrong with me, I deserve your liking?"

Yao Yingyan looked up at the ceiling hidden in the shadows, with a smile involuntarily on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Anywhere is good, even if you don't like brother."

"You are so stupid." Shao Jun lifted the quilt and kissed Yao Yingyan.

It was a kiss like a touch of water, without the slightest bit of lust, and some only with the slightest regret after missing it.

"sorry."

"Why are you apologizing again?" Yao Yingyan put his arm on Shao Jun's back and gently stroked his back.

"I shouldn't have come to you later."

"Junjun!" Yao Yingyan interrupted, "If you don't take the initiative to find brother, then I will never meet you again in my life."

"But you know why I came to see you again. Although you have made me like this now, I deserve it after all." Shao Jun pointed to the top of the beautifully carved pillar on the canopy bed, "Do you still remember Once I woke up, the shackles that fell from the canopy bed? That's what I prepared for you."

"Don't say that, Junjun. It's not your fault, it's me... I'm greedy..." Yao Yingyan wanted to say something else, but as if he felt something strange, he gave a suspicious "hmm".He blinked again, and the tense expression on his face was slowly relaxing. He finally understood what was going on, grabbed Shao Jun tightly, and asked, "Is there a problem with the food just now?"

Shao Jun nodded.

Yao Yingyan wanted to say something, but he couldn't resist the effect of the medicine. Even if he tried to open his eyes, they closed them quickly and gradually fell asleep.

Shao Jun hugged Yao Yingyan, kissed his forehead, and murmured: "Goodbye, brother. Goodbye, Yao Yingyan."