captive joint

"Brother g..., what do you mean? I don't understand. What does it mean that no one wants to be your brother?" Shao Jun felt that he had understood something, but subconsciously still avoided that possibility instinctively.

However, he didn't feel that he was afraid or resisting this relationship, but that this relationship reminded him of some memories that he didn't want to touch.

Yao Yingyan had already walked to the door, but stopped when he heard Shao Jun's question.

"Brother, I don't understand." Shao Jun sat on the ground and looked up at Yao Yingyan.

Yao Yingyan turned around, his eyes wide open, his teeth clenched, his hands clenched into fists, his body trembling slightly.He didn't say a word, just stared at Shao Jun, as if trying to suppress something.

Shao Jun's heart palpitated unceasingly, as if he had sensed that something was about to happen.He seemed to be begging and called his brother again.

Hearing this, Yao Yingyan still stood there for a long time without responding to Shao Jun, but his expression gradually became peaceful, and he loosened his fists.After a long sigh, he slowly walked to Shao Jun's side step by step, pulled Shao Jun and hugged the younger brother into his arms again, and sighed: "Brother is here."

Shao Jun put his head on Yao Yingyan's shoulder and stared at the oil lamp on the ground, but in his mind he remembered the intimacy between the two of them that far surpassed the brotherhood in their short time together, and the intimacy that Yao Yingyan left unconsciously that day. nosebleed……

Shao Jun hesitated and struggled for a while, and opened his arms to embrace Yao Yingyan in the same way. Through the tight chests of the two, he could feel the chaotic and fast beating heart of the other party at the moment.

He likes himself, he wants to be a lover with himself...

The two hugged each other quietly in the warm and soft light of the oil lamp.

After a long while, Yao Yingyi let go of his embrace, put his hands on Shao Jun's shoulders, looked into his eyes, and said, "Elder brothers depend on you. Jun Jun, depend on you... Let's be brothers." "

Shao Jun wanted to say yes, but it turned into another sentence when he got to his mouth: "If it's not brothers, what does brother want us to do?"

He knew that Yao Yingyan had given in at this time, and as long as he walked down the steps he gave him, then today's matter would be completely over, and maybe he would never mention it again in this life, so that everything would be buried in the hearts of the two of them. In the depths, never see the light of day.

But for some reason, Shao Jun suddenly recalled the memory he recovered before.He thought of the confession he had failed to say to Yao Yingyi.At this moment, I just felt a violent anger surge in my heart, I don't know if it was the resentment towards Yao Yingyan, or the regret for myself.So he knew that he was tying himself in a cocoon, but he would rather climb to the cliff and fall all over his body with bruises than follow the steps and cautiously struggle with Yao Yingyan for a way out.

Yao Yingyan obviously didn't expect Shao Jun to ask such a question at this time, he was speechless for a while, and just looked at Shao Jun with a face full of shock.

"Brother, why don't you talk anymore?" Shao Jun let go of the ceramic shards that had been hidden in his palm, smiled gently at Yao Yingyan, and asked jokingly, "Do you want to fuck me?"

"Jun Jun!" Yao Yingyan stood up immediately when he heard it, and walked quickly out of the room as if fleeing.

However, Shao Jun's voice sounded again from behind: "Okay."

Yao Yingyi stopped abruptly.

"Shao Jun, what do you mean!" Yao Yingyan instantly understood the meaning of Shao Jun's short words, but he couldn't believe it.

"I said yes, brother"

Under the light of the orange-red oil lamp, Shao Jun's figure seemed to be covered with a hazy layer of tulle. Yao Yingyan felt that this scene seemed familiar, but he didn't dare to recall it, nor did he want to recall it.

He is like a carp frozen in a small pond. He has been hungry for so long that even the same bait can make him take the bait a second time and die without regret.

Seeing that Yao Yingyan was stunned, Shao Jun thought that Yao Yingyan had been frightened into a fool by him and flinched. He really planned to just suppress himself and become his brother.

"Brother, do you think that since we grew up together, would you feel immoral if you fell in love with me?" Shao Jun stood up from the ground, as if approaching a vigilant wild cat on the street, cautiously And slowly approached Yao Yingyan.

"No, we're not together." Seeing Shao Jun approaching, Yao Yingyan subconsciously pushed back a few steps.

Then, seeing Shao Jun's puzzled expression, he added: "The three of us were indeed in an orphanage when we were young, but later on you and Yao Yingyi didn't want to be adopted, and I was the first to leave instead. Until...five years Before, after you came to me, we got to know each other again."

Yao Yingyan seemed to have thought of something, and his expression was extremely unnatural for a moment, making Shao Jun somewhat suspicious of Yao Yingyan's words.

"Then we met again after the fire?" Shao Jun asked, standing opposite Yao Yingyan.

Yao Yingyi looked at Shao Jun in front of him, but didn't answer immediately.He paused for a moment, and a passage recorded in the lost booklet suddenly appeared in his mind.

"Remember, there are substitutes for everything in the world, but this method is different, and it cannot be achieved without blood relationship.

Both parents died, relatives are sparse.

Adapter is only one person.

12 years or 32 years, I can only choose one.

A reunion after 20 years, what a marvelous murder.

If brother knows, will you forgive me?Will you live for me? "

"Brother? Why don't you talk anymore?" Shao Jun took another step forward, and the distance between him and Yao Yingyan was only one palm away, and no matter who leaned forward a little, the other could be pushed forward. into the arms.

"No, we met not long before the fire." Yao Yingyi replied in a daze.

"Brother, you found me? Did you take care of me until now because of the fire?"

"No, Junjun you found me."

"I found you?" Shao Jun had some bad guesses in his heart. Although there was no basis, he felt that his purpose of reuniting this time was by no means so simple.

"Junjun, let's not talk about this, okay? My brother doesn't want anything else, so we'll just be good brothers." Yao Yingyan wanted to leave again, but the toes of his feet had already turned to the door, as if he was already anxious and wished he could at any time Run out.

"But I agree, brother." Shao Jun stared at Yao Yingyan and shook his head, "We are not related by blood, and you like me too, and I don't dislike my brother, why don't you give it a try."

Shao Jun stretched out his hand and grabbed Yao Yingyan's palm. Yao Yingyan struggled and retreated again and again, but he never succeeded.

"What are you worried about? Why did I back down after agreeing? You were the one who said at first that you didn't want to be a brother, brother." Shao Jun pressed Yao Yingyan's hand tightly and asked.

After Yao Yingyan heard this, he no longer avoided Shao Jun's palm.He raised his free other hand, pinched Shao Jun's chin forcefully, struggled in his eyes, and finally kissed Shao Jun's lips like a lamb offering sacrifice.

Shao Jun opened his eyes wide at first, a little surprised, but soon opened his mouth meekly, and Yao Yingyan invaded more and more fiercely.

He felt his lips hurt, and his tongue was stirred so hard that it was difficult to breathe. If he hadn't confirmed that Yao Yingyan was a human being, he would have thought that Yao Yingyan wanted to swallow him alive from the inside out.