want to touch my muscles

point. "

Xu Rongjing turned his head back, stared at Li Nan's red, swollen face, and finally smiled lightly, this smile made Li Nan's calm face finally show a little bit of anger.

Lu Shu was wondering why the two of them were still chatting. They had just finished a fight, shouldn't they be rivals?

After a while, Li Nan asked Lu Shu about his confusion.

"Are you not angry, sad or sad now?"

Xu Rongjing raised his chin, still leaning on Luo Yan's body: "I'm angry, but I'm neither sad nor sad, do you know why?"

"Why?" Li Nan asked following his words.

"Because Luo Yan said he doesn't like you." Xu Rongjing is like a child fighting for favor, with adults supporting him, he is full of confidence.

"Do you believe?"

"I don't believe him, should I believe you?"

Li Nan was taken aback when he heard this, and then raised the corner of his mouth, "Xu Rongjing, you may not know that what I did tonight was to help you."

"Help me?" Xu Rongjing glanced at Luo Yan, Luo Yan didn't intend to interrupt, so he continued, "Take off my man's clothes, is that considered helping me?"

Li Nan narrowed his eyes, smiled and said, "With him, what you have to face is ten thousand times more angry and sad than when you saw Luo Yan lying naked on the bed just now."

Xu Rongjing frowned his handsome eyebrows with a puzzled look on his face.

Li Nan: "Xu Rongjing, give him to me. I will bear it for you. After all, I have already endured it once."

"what are you talking about?"

"What did you say? Oh...Luo Yan hasn't told you yet," Li Nan looked at Luo Yan, "How about I tell him? Tell me what happened to me?"

Lu Shu continued to hug himself tightly. He had listened to the transcript just now and knew what Li Nan meant.

Luo Yan said coldly: "My mother."

Xu Rongjing rubbed his temples: "Huh?"

Luo Yan rubbed Xu Rongjing's hair twice, "I'm sorry, it's my mother."

Xu Rongjing seemed to understand, but also didn't seem to understand.

Li Nan tilted his head: "Do you know why he ran to the hotel bed today?"

Xu Rongjing frowned.

Li Nan: "His mother helped me half of it."

No matter how confused Xu Rongjing is now, he understands.

Li Nan exhaled, put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked at the moon in the dark night, and said frankly and honestly: "Xu Rongjing, if you like it, you can't eat it. I love Luo Yan, and my love cannot compare to you. Luo Yan loves you now. But it's not as good as a thousandth of what he loved me back then."

Li Nan glanced at Xu Rongjing.

Xu Rongjing pursed his lips. To be honest, he was very upset, but he endured it because Luo Yan was standing beside him now.

Luo Yan couldn't bear it anymore, and said angrily, "Li Nan, take your fantasies and get away, okay?"

Li Nan turned a deaf ear and continued to say, "Xu Rongjing, have you been happy these past few months? Your cohabitation life with Luo Yan."

Xu Rongjing: "Are you following us?"

"Just ask around, do you still need me to follow?" Li Nan shrugged and smiled lightly, "I'm not in a hurry, but someone is more anxious than me. Luo Yan's mother knows that her son has a new boyfriend now, so she is anxious to follow him. Going around like headless chickens."

Luo Yan gritted her teeth: "Li Nan!"

"Luo Yan, you won't let me tell, but he will know sooner or later."

Xu Rongjing stared at him with burning eyes: "Say it."

Li Nan said unhurriedly: "In the end, the headless fly found my egg with a seam. My aunt loved me so much, and she hated me later, but she hated me so much, but she still came to beg me Help, because she can't accept it, she can't accept her son dating a man."

"And I just can't see you, Xu Rongjing," Li Nan's voice was cold, and the gentleness before had disappeared completely, "Why can you get what I can't get, the warmth I have, and how can you rely on it?" What can you have, you can enjoy everything he gave you under Luo Yan's protection, and why should I be exposed to her mother's resentment year after year, so what I endured, you must bear it too!"

"Li Nan!" Luo Yan yelled at him, "Do you know that you are like a paranoid psychopath!"

Li Nan bowed his head, shrugged and smiled wryly. Has he already become like this in Luo Yan's heart?

Xu Rongjing heard his stomach throbbing, he touched his forehead, the night wind was blowing, and he became more awake with a fever.

Luo Yan pressed Xu Rongjing's shoulder: "Rong Jing, let's go home first. I'll tell you what you want to hear, okay?"

Xu Rongjing closed his eyes, his head aching like a splitting headache: "Mmm..."

"Luo Yan..." Li Nan called him to stop.

Luo Yan moved his lips, and only said one word: "Get lost."

Li Nan still wanted to stop him, but Lu Shu stopped him, "There is no end to it, family affairs, why are you an outsider joining in the fun, I have never seen a man like you who grinds and grinds."

"Luo Yan, we can't go back!" Li Nan shouted.

Luo Yan looked at him coldly, and said without emotion: "The moment you let go, there is no turning back."

After finishing speaking, Luo Yan bent down, carried Xu Rongjing on his back and led him towards the intersection, even though Li Nan yelled from behind, he didn't look back.It was early morning, and there were no taxis on the road, so Luo Yan kept walking with Xu Rongjing on his back.

Xu Rongjing circled his neck and said weakly: "What's going on..."

Luo Yan was patient and said slowly: "Today I received a call from my mother, she said she wanted to talk to me..."

Xu Rongjing smiled: "No wonder you don't drag me to exercise anymore, even Shu'er thought it was strange, but I didn't think much about it at the time."

Luo Yan smiled faintly after hearing this, "When we arrived at the teahouse where my mother invited me to meet, we sat face to face, and she mentioned you to me."

"Mmm..." Xu Rongjing put his face on Luo Yan's shoulder.

"I haven't lived in the previous house for a few months. My mother found out, so he asked me if I didn't live here anymore and lived with you. I said yes," Luo Yan sighed softly, "Then she Just as angry as usual and couldn't make any sense...then my phone rang and I went to answer the call."

"When I came back, my mother calmed down again, asked me to drink tea, and said that I wanted to talk calmly. I didn't think too much about it at the time, so I drank the cup of tea...After drinking it, I will be in the hotel if I am conscious again. Li Nan looked at me from the side, then poured me another glass of something, I choked on half of it, but I still drank more..."

Xu Rongjing tightened his hands, "Is that kind of medicine?"

Luo Yan responded: "Yes."

Xu Rongjing said in a low voice: "Then you... did it with him?"

Luo Yan bumped Xu Rongjing's head with his head, "What are you thinking, how is it possible, I still have such a little willpower as a soldier, I just kept holding back and passed out..."

Xu Rongjing chuckled, he didn't expect that what he saw in the hotel was Luo Yan who had fainted.

Luo Yan teased: "I don't know if it will break if I hold it in like this today, and then you may have no penis in the future."

Xu Rongjing thumped his back, jokingly said: "Then I'll change my attributes."

"Don't even think about it," Luo Yan said with a smile.

"Rong Jing."

"Huh?" Xu Rongjing obediently lay on his stomach, following like a cat.

"My mother would rather let Li Nanlai intervene in us and ruin our relationship than us together. She may try all kinds of tricky ways to make things difficult for you in the future. Can you still persist..."

Xu Rongjing kissed Luo Yan's neck, "Your mother can't accept Li Nan, she can't accept me, so she must not accept others, then I might as well just stick to it and let me be the last one. After a long time, she sees I am not pleasing to the eye, but I should be a little more pleasing to the eye."

"Besides, I, Xu Rongjing, am so good-looking, why are you afraid that others won't like it..." Xu Rongjing's cat was on Luo Yan's back, very obedient.

After Luo Yan heard this, the corners of his mouth remained undiminished, and he said softly, "I hope that Teacher Xu can make persistent efforts and become the champion of this marathon."

Chapter ④⑧

Luo Yan carried Xu Rongjing on his back all the way, Xu Rongjing asked what Luo Yan answered, including his and Li Nan's past.

Li Nan grew up in an orphanage. His parents died in a car accident when he was very young, and he has no relatives who can support him.

By chance, he met Luo Yan.

It may be that Li Nan is gentle and weak, but Luo Yan became protective. After getting to know him well, he learned that he didn't even have a place to live, so he took him home.

That's how it came about.

After the two found out that their feelings for each other were different, they readily accepted it and secretly talked about love.

Luo Yan's mother treated Li Nan like a son, and loved him even more because she learned of his misfortune. So when the two came out to her a few years later, how much they loved her, and later hated him.

This is unacceptable to any traditional mother.

Xu Rongjing listened quietly: "Then your mother has been embarrassing Li Nan..."

Luo Yan nodded: "Well, no matter how ugly the words are, I've said them all, and I've said more things that can hurt him."

Xu Rongjing could imagine that those words definitely included his orphan status, homosexuality misleading his son and so on.

Luo Yan said calmly, "After a few years of being abused and pointed at like this, a person has almost reached his limit."

Xu Rongjing felt a little sympathetic to Li Nan for a moment, he also loves someone, but the gender is different, how could it become a heinous crime.But it was only for a moment, after all, what Li Nan did was enough to make him hate him for a lifetime.

"Then why did you break up? Just because of your mother..." Xu Rongjing asked.

"Most of the reasons are this, and there are other reasons..." Luo Yan said unhurriedly, "I can't give him what he wants. He wants to learn photography, he needs money for equipment, and he also wants to go abroad for further studies, but At that time, my gym was not on the right track, and I was stumbled..."

Luo Yan smiled helplessly: "He looks good, and many people liked him. Later, he found a rich man who would pay him a lot of money for a night's sleep. The man even promised to send him abroad."

Xu Rongjing was surprised, he didn't expect that Li Nan, who seemed gentle and elegant, would do such a thing.

"Then... won't you be angry if you know?"

"Angry, I was very angry at the time, but when he accused me of my mother's attitude and my incompetence, I couldn't refute it, because he was right, I couldn't give him what he wanted."

Xu Rongjing leaned against his neck, closed his eyes, and thought to himself, but you gave him your whole heart at that time, cared for him dearly, even after being separated for so many years, Li Nan still loves the warmth you gave him. Forget, one can imagine how much you, Luo Yan, paid at that time.

"Luo Yan...you loved him so much back then..."

Luo Yan shook his head, it was all over for him.

Luo Yan interrupted him: "Rong Jing, I always look forward. What I gave Li Nan before, I can't give you the same, but I can give you better, okay?"

Xu Rongjing smiled contentedly and said, "Mmm..."

He propped his head on Luo Yan's back, "Then when can we go home? We've been walking for a long time, and it's almost dawn!"

Luo Yan asked teasingly: "Then can you come down and walk by yourself?"

"Then I don't want it. I have a stomachache, a headache, and a fever."

"I don't think you look in pain at all now."

Xu Rongjing immediately lay on his back again, pretending: "It hurts...it hurts to death..."

Luo Yan smiled, feeling helpless and pampered.

After Luo Yan and Xu Rongjing got home, they took a shower, and Xu Rongjing fell on the bed from exhaustion. Before going to bed, Xu Rongjing's stomach ached, but he still had a fever, so Luo Yan poured antipyretics before falling asleep.

Luo Yan took the disinfectant and helped Xu Rongjing clean up the wound on his foot, bit by bit, patiently and meticulously.

After tidying up, he relaxed and nestled on the bed, hugged Xu Rongjing into his arms, and hugged him.

Before going to bed, he glanced at his phone, his mother told him to go home for dinner tomorrow.

Luo Yan stared at the message for a long time before turning off the phone and putting it aside.He closed his eyes, his body was exhausted, but his head was awake. After thinking about a lot of things, he gradually fell asleep.

This time, they fell into a deep sleep, and the two of them didn't know how long they slept.

The curtains in Luo Yan's house are particularly good at blocking light, when Xu Rongjing woke up, he thought it was night.

"Luo Yan... what time is it..."

"It doesn't matter... sleep a little longer..." Luo Yan hugged him tightly.

"I skipped class again today..."

"I also skipped work..."

Xu Rongjing laughed in Luo Yan's arms, trembling with laughter, even Luo Yan was infected by him, and began to laugh too.

Xu Rongjing felt that he had led Luo Yan to the wrong, and thought it was funny: "What are you laughing at?"

"I don't know, seeing you smile makes me want to laugh."

Luo Yan opened his eyes, and suddenly said seriously: "I'll take you somewhere today."

"where to?"

"You'll know when it arrives."

"Mysterious."

Luo Yan helped Xu Rongjing pick out the simplest and cleanest clothes, which made his whole body look sunny, but instead he dressed himself in an old-fashioned way, looking like a gloomy uncle.

Xu Rongjing looked him up and down, and said with disgust: "Boss Luo, you are only four years behind me, and the way you dress up today looks 40 years behind me."

Luo Yan hooked his neck and wanted to take him away, "Don't worry about it, I'm dressed like this for such a purpose."

The two started on the road, Xu Rongjing slapped him many times, but Luo Yan still kept his secret about today's itinerary.

The two of them woke up at three o'clock in the afternoon, and went out after four o'clock. In fact, Xu Rongjing was so hungry that he rubbed his stomach, "Luo Yan, I'm hungry. Is there food where we are going?"

Luo Yan thought for a while, then smiled: "If there is, it depends on whether you dare to eat it."

Xu Rongjing was at a loss, when he reached the place, he finally understood what Luo Yan said.

Xu Rongjing stared at this slightly older residential area, "This is..."

He seems to have guessed it.

"My mother's house." Luo Yan said flatly.

Xu Rongjing's heart trembled, he would be afraid subconsciously, but he suppressed his fear in an instant, it doesn't matter if it comes early or late, since it's all coming, let's let the storm come more violently!

Xu Rongjing cheered up: "Alright, get out of the car!"

He pushed open the car door and jumped out under Luo Yan's amused gaze, "Hurry up, Boss Luo."

Luo Yan grinned, opened the car door and got out.

The two stood in front of the car, Xu Rongjing asked: "Which building?"

"The building in front of you."

Xu Rongjing took Luo Yan's hand, "Then let's go."

Luo Yan held him tightly, interlocked his fingers, and led him upstairs. The two of them were in front of the door. Luo Yan told him, "Don't be afraid, I'm here for everything."

Xu Rongjing smiled brightly: "Don't worry."

Only then did Luo Yan take out the key from his pocket to open the door, the door was gradually opened, and there were lively voices from inside.

"Homura is here right now."

"Brother, you are here, just in time for dinner."

Xu Rongjing heard that Zhang Liao was also there, Zhang Liao rushed to the door excitedly, and said to Xu Rongjing with a smile: "Master, wrap it on me, I will definitely help you."

Xu Rongjing was stunned, what and what, Zhang Liao knew he was coming?

Luo Yan turned to explain to him: "I informed him in advance that you are coming."

Xu Rongjing figured it out, so he asked Zhang Liao to stand up for him, to give him more confidence.

"Mom, uncle, I'm back."

"Come on, come on, Mom has made something delicious for you."

"Homura, Uncle hasn't seen you for a long time."

Luo Yan dragged Xu Rongjing into the room, while Zhang Liao stood beside Xu Rongjing.

The two of them acted like guardians on the left and right, afraid that a hidden weapon would fly from somewhere and hurt Xu Rongjing.

It was quite lively inside, but after seeing Xu Rongjing, everyone became quiet, and after seeing Luo Yan holding his hand, it was so quiet that there was no sound of breathing.

Zhang Yuefen's spring-like caring smile just now disappeared immediately, Xu Rongjing cheered up, put on the smile that he thought was the most captivating in history, and said politely: "Hello, Uncle and Auntie."

I haven't married Xu Rongjing yet, so it's not wrong to call her uncle and aunt.

The relatives looked at each other, Luo Yan's uncle Zhang Ping smiled kindly and broke the deadlock: "Luo Yan, this is..."

Luo Yan generously introduced: "This is my boyfriend."

Now everyone's expressions became more subtle. Everyone knew that Luo Yan had a boyfriend before, but they only thought he was confused for a while, but now it's fine, pretending to be confused is no good.

Zhang Yuefen fell into a rage on the spot, "What boyfriend! You can't die as your mother!"

"I'm inviting everyone to come to dinner today. I want to introduce you to a blind date. You'd better bring me a man back!"

"The motherless one before, I raised him for so long with good intentions, but in the end, he was a white-eyed wolf without a mother and no father's education! He is actually a homosexual! He even spoiled you!"

Xu Rongjing listened, feeling quite uncomfortable, and understood Li Nan's feelings.

"Mom!" Luo Yan said coldly, "You are in a good mood today, and you are willing to invite everyone to eat because you and Li Nan joined forces to break us up. You think you won, you are very happy, and the big stone in your heart is gone, yes ?"

Zhang Yuefen was speechless for a while.

"You think that as long as you do that, you can separate us, so that your son will be alone again, don't you?"

"I did it for your own good!"

Luo Yan: "For my own good, give me medicine for my own good, then how do you know that Li Nan got me away, so you won't give me medicine? What if he gave me poison?"

"He won't..." Zhang Yuefen pursed her lower lip, lacking confidence, her eyes showed worry: "He said he would deal with it, he said he wouldn't do anything, he just wanted this man to leave you, I can't stand it He, he also can't understand him, he said that even if he can't get it himself, even if you hate him for the rest of your life, he won't let you go down with this man..."

"He said, Mom, listen to him, why don't you listen to me, I hate him for the rest of my life, aren't you afraid that I'll hate you for the rest of my life..."

"I'm your mother! How easy is it for me to raise you so big!"

Zhang Ping smoothed things over: "Okay, let's not say a word, it's a rare reunion dinner."

Zhang Yuefen stared at Xu Rongjing: "How can I eat this meal!"

Zhang Liao saw that the smell of □□ was very strong, so he hurriedly added oil and vinegar, "Dad, aunt, let me introduce you."

Zhang Ping wanted to pull his ear when he came up: "Little brat, what are you going to introduce again!"

Zhang Liao dodged, raised his hands and pointed at Xu Rongjing: "Dengdengdeng, let me introduce you, this is my master, Xu Rongjing, a rising star in the painting world."

Zhang Ping was impatient: "What is your master?"

"Didn't I tell you before, I have a very powerful master, Dad, if you don't believe me, you can go to Baidu, there is his introduction."

Zhang Ping got excited, "Baidu is Baidu, you have been bluffing me for a day or two."

In fact, I was afraid that his ignorant son would be tricked by others. He has such a high talent for painting and has such a master. What if the teaching fails.

Zhang Ping: "Which Xu?"

Xu Rongjing answered ahead of Zhang Liao: "Xu Xian's Xu is easy, respectful."

Zhang Ping took a look at Xu Rongjing and nodded. After typing in the Baidu bar, a brief introduction really came out, and there were even photos, but the photos were not as handsome as the real person.

Zhang Yuefen stared at Zhang Ping: "Have you found anything?"

She didn't want to find out anything, it would be best if it was fake.

Zhang Ping glanced at Zhang Yuefen: "I found it..."

This resume and awards seem to be extraordinary, and the family seems to be very wealthy.

Zhang Ping's wife, Jiang Yan, stood up and took her mobile phone. It was no big deal to join in the fun, "Old Zhang, let me see!"

Jiang Yan stared at the words and read: "Red Dot Design Award...IF Design Award...IDEA Award...Isn't it for painting? Why is it all about design?"

Xu Rongjing replied slowly: "I am a painter, but I also learned a little bit of design a while ago. You must first be able to draw before you can design things. It is similar."

Luo Yan turned his head to look at Xu Rongjing, he didn't know that, he didn't even know that Baidu could find him.

Zhang Liao began to brag: "Mom and Dad, you have to know the gold content of these awards. You must be scared to death, and you are going for the red dot award. There are really few who can get it."

Zhang Ping stared at Zhang Liao, Jiang Yan nodded, and continued to read: "Famous painter Liu Kui's closed disciple, 15-year-old famous painting "Cunning Rabbit" was auctioned off by rich people in Hong Kong at a high price of 580 million. Later, "Four Seasons Leading the Canal" ", "Moth", "Yexiang", "Qinghe" and other well-known works, all of which were sold at high prices, and the prices were kept secret...Xu Rongjing has a unique talent and is called "the immortal sun". Waiting for the sun to fall, but I have never seen the day when the sun is exhausted..."

Jiang Yan swallowed and continued: "Xu Rongjing's grandfather is Xu Chang, a famous Chinese surgeon, his father is Xu Zhaonian, a famous Chinese photographer, and his mother is a famous Chinese pianist..."

Zhang Yuefen interrupted: "Okay!"

Jiang Yan flinched, and didn't dare to continue reading. Looking at it this way, she felt that Luo Yan had led such an outstanding guy into a bad situation.

Luo Yan's family background is average, and he started serving as a soldier after graduating from middle school. In fact, his education level is not high. He has opened a few gyms. Although he is the boss, compared with Xu Rongjing, it pales in comparison.

After hearing this, Luo Yan was also shocked. He had never checked Xu Rongjing on the Internet. He only knew that he was outstanding, but he didn't know that he was so outstanding.

Luo Yan leaned towards Xu Rongjing, and said with a small smile, "Teacher Xu, I'm over the top."

Xu Rongjing glared at him, could he not be poor at this juncture!

Zhang Yuefen looked at Xu Rongjing with a complicated expression.The sarcasm she once used on Li Nan seemed so powerless here. This person is very good, and he is not without father and mother. She can't find anything wrong.

Zhang Yuefen: "Rong Jing, right..."

Xu Rongjing was taken aback by her affectionate address: "Auntie, tell me."

"Rong Jing, you are so outstanding, it's Xiao Yan who is overpowering you, it's Xiao Yan who is ignorant..."

Xu Rongjing was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Luo Yan's mother to give in to him, he originally planned to fight head-on.

Zhang Yuefen was haggard and covered her face, "Rong Jing, I beg you, Auntie, let him go, okay?"

Chapter ④⑨

Xu Rongjing looked at Zhang Yuefen's pleading eyes, and actually couldn't bear it in his heart, but he couldn't restrain love, it wasn't something he could let go just by begging him.

Xu Rongjing sighed and said, "Auntie..."

Luo Yan took the first step, protecting Xu Rongjing, and said sincerely: "Mom, the person you are begging for now was so anxious that he saw a picture of me yesterday. He came to look for me in a taxi, and his foot was scratched by the glass. I don’t even know if it’s opened.”

As he spoke, he lifted up Xu Rongjing's sweatpants, exposing his injured ankle that was wrapped like a rice dumpling.

Zhang Yuefen stared at the wound, pursed her lips tightly and did not speak.

Luo Yan said in a low voice, "Mom, I really can't find another person who will treat me like this..."

Xu Rongjing was surprised, he never thought that Luo Yan would say these words.

Zhang Yuefen came back to her senses, and immediately retorted: "Why can't you find the next one? I don't believe that China is so big that you can't find a girl who treats you well!"

Luo Yan grabbed Xu Rongjing's hand, clasped his fingers and held it up: "Then you know, such an excellent person who never fights, beat up Li Nan yesterday, for the first time I got into the game, for my You have to apologize to others, and you have to lose money, do you know all of this?"

Zhang Yuefen's eyes trembled, and she panicked: "The situation..."

"Yes, Bureau, I broke into the police station yesterday, do you know?"

"I..." Zhang Yuefen felt guilty, she didn't let Li Nan bring the matter to this point, she just wanted Xu Rongjing to quit, "Serious...does it matter?"

"Auntie, it's been resolved, it's fine." Xu Rongjing interrupted.

Luo Yan said in a deep voice: "You also heard that Rong Jing is so good that he can sacrifice to such a degree for me. This kind of sacrifice may ruin his entire future, just for such a rotten person like me! And me , I just want to stand side by side with him, Mom, isn’t that okay?”

"What makes you such a rotten person, you are also mother's precious son..." Zhang Yuefen choked up, closed her eyes, covered her forehead and turned around, her back to Luo Yan.

Zhang Ping listened, looked back at Zhang Yuefen, and glanced at the relatives who were sitting around silently, helplessly, what is this called, eh...

Jiang Yan clumsily touched Zhang Ping, and signaled him to smooth things over with her eyes. Zhang Ping closed his eyes and sat down, expressing his displeasure. He had to stand with his sister no matter what, otherwise his sister would be so disappointed at her age.

Jiang Yan was angry inside, she was really unreliable, she laughed, and said to Luo Yan and Xu Rongjing: "Xiao Yan, Rong Jing, don't stand there, sit down, let's talk about anything after dinner."

Jiang Yan led them to the dining table, but Luo Yan and Xu Rongjing didn't move at all. Jiang Yan walked up behind them and pushed them forward, "Listen to auntie, we are all grown-ups, nothing is more important than eating."

Luo Yan glanced at Xu Rongjing, Xu Rongjing smiled slightly, shook Luo Yan's hand vigorously, indicating that he was fine, and then Luo Yan dragged him to the dinner table.

Luo Yan chose the outermost position, and if there was a quarrel after a while, he would leave directly with Xu Rongjing.

Zhang Liao laughed happily: "Yes, yes, eating is the most important thing. Aunt, uncle, aunt, uncle, you should hurry to the table too."

Everyone looked at each other, and slowly moved to the table.

Zhang Yuefen didn't finish this dish, so Jiang Yan asked Zhang Ping to drag Zhang Yuefen into the kitchen, calm down, and cook the dishes first, otherwise it wouldn't be a problem if everyone surrounded the empty table without food to eat.

Jiang Yan greeted: "Come, come, eat the dishes on the table first, and they will bring other big dishes in a while."

"Eat."

"Move your chopsticks, move your chopsticks."

Several elders played sloppy eyes to maintain the atmosphere.

Zhang Liao didn't care about the overwhelming smell just now, he was sincere and enthusiastic towards Xu Rongjing as always, "Come on, master, what do you want to drink?"

Xu Rongjing thought for a while and said, "The bar."

Luo Yan said softly, "You just said you had a stomachache last night."

Xu Rongjing calmly said: "Everyone is here today, it's not good if it's so lively without drinking too much."

Jiang Yan took the white wine from the cabinet behind her and said, "Okay, let's drink, Rong Jing, and you and Uncle Xiaoyan will have a few more drinks in a while."

Xu Rongjing nodded.

My uncle and Luo Yan didn't drink while driving, and my uncle quit drinking because he was old, so when the dishes were served, only Xu Rongjing and Zhang Ping toasted each other with their heads sullen.

Zhang Yuefen sat across from Luo Yan and Xu Rongjing, looking up at them from time to time, with nothing but disappointment and complaints in her eyes.

Jiang Yan smiled and said, "It's been a long time since we had dinner together, and Xiaoyan is busy every day, so I won't come to your uncle's house anymore."

Luo Yan said lightly, "I'll come here often when I'm not busy."

Zhang Liao snorted: "Brother, just blow it up, you must stay with Master when you are not busy, and you will definitely be nagged at my parents if you go to see me."

Jiang Yan hates that, is her son out of his mind? She knocked his head with the back of her chopsticks, "Eat your food, you will say, you will be 16 years old after the new year, why only grow up?" Height doesn't grow brains!"

My aunt felt distressed when she saw it, "Ah Yan, the child is still young."

"You are so small, you don't care about the occasion when you speak..." Jiang Yan glared at Zhang Liao several times, and she wanted to change the subject, but her own son dragged her back.

Zhang Ping was already a little drunk: "You let him say, let him say, what are you stopping him for, he is right!"

"Tsk... drink less!"

"Don't worry about it," Zhang Ping gripped his wine glass tightly. He was usually strictly controlled by Jiang Yan, so he drank less. Today, he seized the opportunity and let go of his drink. He raised his glass and said to Luo Yan, "Xiao Yan , look at your mother, take a good look, look at her white hair, it's all about you, she looks ten years older than her sisters!"

Zhang Yuefen lowered her eyes, reached out her hand and quietly wiped away her tears.

Zhang Ping pointed to Zhang Yuefen: "She is your mother and my sister. You don't feel bad, but I do! Is it easy for her? It's really not easy! Your father left early, and she felt sorry for you and useless. Let my son who has a bright future come home from the army! The only thing I want to do for you is to find a good partner so that you can live in peace and stability, but what about you..."

"Xiao Yan, you say such things to your mother again and again, how can your mother bear it..."

Zhang Yuefen turned her head away and wiped her tears with the back of her hand, she is just an ordinary mother, if possible, who would want to make such a mess with her child, what is she trying to do.

Zhang Ping poured a glass of wine, Jiang Yan stopped him, he pushed her hand away, and continued to pour another glass, "Xiao Yan, why did you fall in love with men? The previous one was not enough, I thought that Li would go south After that, you calmed down, you understood, and it turned out that you were fine, the old one didn’t go and the new one didn’t come, and you found a new one. It’s no problem if you want to find a new one, find a woman, uncle, your mother, Your aunt, beat the gongs and drums to support, but you just don't want to find a man!"

"Xiao Yan... ah... Tell me, what is this called..." Zhang Ping drank it down.

Everyone was silent at the dinner table, Xu Rongjing and Luo Yan held hands tightly under the dinner table.

Luo Yan put down her chopsticks, stared at Zhang Yuefen, and said, "Mom...my fault, I'm sorry...I failed your expectations...If I said something before that made you sad, I apologize to you."

"But what's wrong with liking someone? What does it matter if that person is a man or a woman?"

"I know what I said, you can't accept it, you even think we are sick, we are sinners."

Luo Yan glanced at Xu Rongjing and smiled.

"I, Luo Yan, can't change in my life. Mom, don't worry about it. I'm 32 now. I know what I want... Mom, uncle, I'm sorry, this sentence is not because I like you A man apologizing, but apologizing for not being able to visit you often to honor you."

"In the future... I will often go home to see you..."

"Come back to see us often?" Zhang Yuefen roared with tears on her face, her voice hoarse: "If you bring this man with you in the future! Don't enter the house!"

Luo Yan pulled Xu Rongjing to stand up, "I'll come by myself, and I won't bring him with me until you accept it one day, if you accept it."

"I don't want every meal to be like today's."

After finishing speaking, Luo Yan bowed deeply.

Xu Rongjing was quietly watching him finish all this, bowed until he straightened up.

"Then let's go first." Luo Yan took Xu Rongjing's hand and walked outside.

When Xu Rongjing reached the door, he paused and let go of Luo Yan's hand. Luo Yan was stunned for a moment, Xu Rongjing smiled at him, and returned to the dining table.

Everyone looked at him, Xu Rongjing bowed deeply, bent at [-] degrees, and said: "Please trust me, I will definitely take good care of Luo Yan."

"Auntie, thank you for giving birth to Luo Yan."

"Auntie, I'm sorry to make you so sad."

"Also, Auntie, I'm sorry, no matter what happens in the future, I won't be separated from Luo Yan, I'm sorry..."

Zhang Liao stared at Xu Rongjing and muttered: "Master..."

He had never seen the proud master bend over, let alone apologize in a low voice.

Zhang Ping turned away his gaze and went to look at Zhang Yuefen. Zhang Yuefen turned her face away and said nothing. Zhang Ping sighed.

Xu Rongjing straightened up, walked back to Luo Yan, held his hand, and said with a bright smile, "Luo Yan, let's go."

Luo Yan smiled and nodded, "Let's go."

The two went out together and walked downstairs, Xu Rongjing breathed a sigh of relief, then hugged Luo Yan, buried his head on his shoulder, without saying a word, but the hug tightened a bit.

This is a very ordinary night and a very ordinary meal. It is a scene that many LGBTs will encounter when they face their families. There are quarrels, tears, blame and guilt.

But with Luo Yan around, Xu Rongjing didn't feel that he was the target of everyone's criticism, and he was fighting alone.

Luo Yan smiled and reached out to rub his hair, "What's wrong?"

Xu Rongjing shook his head, "Thank you."

like me……

Take me home……

stand by me...

Chapter ⑤⑩

After that meal, Luo Yan and Xu Rongjing's life was the same as usual, with a little surprise in the ordinary, and a little moving in the noisy.

The only thing that changed a lot was that Luo Yan went home to accompany her mother more often, at first it was two or three times a month, and later she went home for dinner once a week, and Xu Rongjing would call his parents on that day, some There is no need to explain things, and there is a tacit understanding naturally.

Although Luo Yan's mother still couldn't accept him, but the future is long, Xu Rongjing feels that he will always