be your cat

At that time, Zhao Yan was young, confident, and assertive. He had never been baptized by society, and he didn't know how to restrain his edge. In his speech and behavior, there was always some indistinct sharpness and decisiveness that could not be concealed, and he often made decisions for others inadvertently. .

Like this meeting.

He didn't think much about whether the other party was willing to meet him so abruptly.

Or he thought about it, but it was very simple.

The other party is a man, and he is also a man. There is no such thing as shyness or timidity. The two buddies who met on the Internet got along very well. It just so happened that they were busy recently, so they made an appointment to meet up, and stopped by for a meal and a drink. Wine, nothing more normal.

Although Zhao Yan had some unspeakable thoughts in his heart, he believed that he hid it well, and he should not be noticed by the other party, which would cause the other party's possible discomfort.

But after sending out the invitation email for a long time, the other party did not respond, which made Zhao Yan mutter a few words in his heart. Considering that this person is usually introverted, he has known each other for two years, and he still pays great attention to his wording when talking with each other. Maybe he still feels a bit abrupt. , I just wanted to send another letter saying that if it is inconvenient, I will do it next time.

Just when he was about to click send, the other party's email was delivered in time.

"Okay."

Zhao Yan slowly retracted the finger that was sent.

In the evening of the next day, Zhao Yan came to the South Lake early and sat down on the bench outside the gazebo they had arranged for.

There is no class in the evening, there are couples walking in twos and threes holding hands by the lake, some students are holding books and reciting words facing the lake, and some people are looking at the scenery quietly by the lake, the willow branches by the lake are blown by the gentle breeze, everything seems peaceful And beautiful.

But when Zhao Yan played on his mobile phone until it was almost out of battery, it was already dark, and there was no one around the lake, and the person hadn't arrived yet.

Zhao Yan checked the battery level of his mobile phone, and the email he sent to inquire has not been answered. Could it be that he has been let go?

He put away his mobile phone, thought for a while, forget it, let's go back first, what's the matter with that person at such a late hour.

But before he got up, there was a sound of cautious footsteps not far away, and Zhao Yan stopped moving instantly.

Perhaps sensing the man's caution from the sound of footsteps, Zhao Yan subconsciously couldn't help being a little nervous, and didn't dare to make a big move for a while, so he still leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the dark lake.

The footsteps were getting closer.

Zhao Yan felt a little uneasy for no reason, and still laughed at himself in his heart, but he was just meeting a friend, so why be nervous.

But just as the footsteps were about to turn the corner and walk to his side of the road, suddenly a flashlight swept over, probably a security guard patrolling, the flashlight swung past Zhao Yan, and directly shone on the person who was about to come.

Zhao Yan looked back reflexively.

That person's conditioned reflex was faster, as if he was a thief, he was startled by the flashlight, turned his head and ran away.

Zhao Yan was taken aback, subconsciously chased a few steps away, only had time to look at a thin and weak man from a distance, and disappeared behind the rockery in the blink of an eye.

Zhao Yan: "..."

That was the only time Zhao Yan saw the real body of this person, a running back.

Afterwards, Zhao Yan couldn't figure out why he ran away.

The other party sent an email to explain in time, saying that he thought the security guards were here to arrest him, and ran away in a moment of nervousness.

Zhao Yan laughed, saying that this is not high school, and the security guards don't catch those who are in a relationship.

After finishing speaking, Zhao Yan felt strange, huh?In love?

Aren't they just two pen pals meeting up?So what if you catch it?What is the other party afraid of?

Before Zhao Yan turned around this bend, the other side replied stupidly, yes.

Zhao Yan helped his forehead helplessly, saying that next time, make an appointment at a place where there will be no security guards.

The other side readily agreed.

Not long after that, when Zhao Yan returned to the dormitory, he received a gift secretly sent to the dormitory by the other party. It was an ugly hollow ceramic figurine. It was Zhao Yan who pinched it. Words, happy birthday to him.

That was the happiest gift Zhao Yan had received over the years.

then……

Zhao Yan was never able to contact this person again.

The interview failed, and the emails he sent were lost. Zhao Yan had no other way to contact this person. What was his name, which department he was in, and what grade, Zhao Yan didn't know anything, and he couldn't even inquire.

Even when I called up the monitoring of that day, because of the angle and lighting problems, I only saw the back of a thin and small man holding a gift box, sneaked into his dormitory, and then ran away from another direction on tiptoe. The camera in the other direction is broken.

It's like God's will in the dark.

That person disappeared from the world without a sound.

……

"Meow..."

Shu Yi jumped onto the bed and called out to Zhao Yan who was in a daze.

What are you looking at, so focused.

Zhao Yan was called back to his senses, stretched out his hand to touch his head, turned his head and got off the bed to throw away the torn manuscript in his hand, but he looked at the trash can beside the bed, and was silent for a while, feeling that there was something wrong in his hand. The first manuscript was reluctant to throw it in, and finally folded the manuscript neatly and put it back in the original cabinet.

Although the original copy can be printed out countless paper manuscripts, Zhao Yan still feels uncomfortable at the thought of throwing this memory into the trash can so easily.

Shu Yi looked at him blankly as he took out the paper, folded it, folded it and put it back, wondering what he was doing.

When putting it back, Zhao Yan saw the thick stack of manuscripts again.

After replaying his thoughts for a while, he couldn't help but smile wryly, why didn't he catch up directly at the beginning? With his own skills, it was too easy to catch up with that person.

God knows, he hesitated for some inexplicable reason, and as a result, there was no news from the crowd since then.

This sudden setback and powerlessness made Zhao Yan depressed for a long time, and even thought in the worst direction for a while, whether he had an accident suddenly, so he left without saying goodbye.

But Zhao Yan did not think about it in this direction after all. No matter whether there is a chance to meet again in the future, even if this regret will accompany him for the rest of his life, he hopes that that person can spend it safely and happily even in the days when he cannot participate. this life.

As for myself.

Zhao Yan thought dejectedly that he would probably not be able to start again until he completely let go of this person.

He closed the cupboard and went back to bed.

Shu Yi was having fun on the bed. He gradually got used to the cat's body. He felt that the cat ran fast and lightly on all fours. When it ran, the wind was on its feet, which was much more refreshing than humans.

As a result, he was bouncing on the bed, and was suddenly picked up by Zhao Yan.

Shu Yi was having fun and was about to struggle when he saw a tired look on Zhao Yan's handsome face, and his movements froze, and then he saw Zhao Yan buried his face in his hairy belly.

"!!!!!!!!!"

Shu Yi was so startled that his limbs were stiff and straight, his eyes were as big as a bell, and he clearly felt Zhao Yan's face skin sticking to the thinnest piece of flesh on his belly, and he even had the urge to take a deep breath. action.

The sudden contact made Shu Yi's mind go blank.

What are you doing! ! !

Fortunately, before he exploded, Zhao Yan left his belly in time, and then naturally hugged the cat into his arms, and lay back under the bed together, still feeling emotional in his heart, it is true that touching and sucking cats can help reduce stress .

With a big chubby and fluffy cat in his arms, no matter how bad the mood is, it can alleviate a little bit.

It's just that it's hard for Shu Yi to be held in Zhao Yan's arms, not to mention his hands up and down, but also to sleep together. Shu Yi squatted beside the pillow, looking at Zhao Yan's profile that fell asleep quickly, and felt that the life of an ascetic monk was nothing more than that.

But after thinking about it, it would be nice to be able to accompany Zhao Yan every night like this.

……

For the next few days, everything was business as usual.

Although Shu Yi still doesn't know what his current situation is, but he can't find any way to get out of the current predicament for a while, and can only live from day to day.

There are no masters, gods, or gods who pop up like in novels to point out what to do to get rid of the current situation.

Shu Yi can only think optimistically, maybe one day when he wakes up, he will return to his original body, but now he can only be like a cat, circling around Zhao Yan all day long.

However, after a few days of getting along with each other, Shu Yi felt more and more fond of Zhao Yan.

The person who can only be seen at the company on weekdays can only look up at him from above and carefully please him, but he has never thought that he is so distressing.

As a rich man, Zhao Yan has almost no night life. Except for regular fitness, the rest of the time goes directly home and continues to work overtime. After work, he just watches football, watches movies, eats some takeaways, and occasionally plays games.

Most of the time when he is alone, he is upset. Every time his father calls, his mood will be worsened. The greeting calls from his mother or other relatives will be hung up after a few perfunctory words. It is difficult for friends to call him out. .

Except for the occasional little niece's visit to make Zhao Yan smile, the family is deserted from morning till night.

Sometimes, he would see Zhao Yan sitting quietly on a chair on the balcony, staring at the night in a daze.

As if in prison.

He is lonely.

But Shu Yi felt that he didn't want to be so lonely, so he couldn't help but go to rub him against him every time he was in a trance, please him, and use all kinds of funny moves to make him happy and distract him.

Zhao Yan felt that Xiaoyi had changed his temperament for some reason recently, he stopped losing his temper, and was more obedient and considerate than before.

Now every morning, I wake him up in a childlike voice, and then send him out. When I go home at night and open the door, I can see a fluffy puppet cat squatting in the entrance, rolling towards him on the ground in favor, spreading Laying on the bed with one person and one cat, Xiaoyi's round head occupies the edge of the pillow, sleeping soundly with his belly spread out.

As if he had been infected by Xiaoyi invisibly, Zhao Yan was tired of going to the gym. When he thought of that cute little dog squatting at the door every day waiting for him to come home, he wished he could get off work early and run home.

When sitting on the balcony and enjoying the wind, you don't just hang around with a glass of wine in a daze, but hug the cat, lean on the recliner, and relax with your eyes closed.

After such a comfortable period of time, Shu Yi was so comfortable that he almost forgot that he was a human being.

A well-dressed lady suddenly knocked on Zhao Yan's door at 08:30 in the evening.

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