be your cat

At that time, Shu Yi had a friend who was very arrogant, and was forced to come to this reception due to some unavoidable reasons.

He didn't know how to drink, so everyone booed and toasted him. After a drink or two, he couldn't do it anymore, so they asked Shu Yi to block the wine for him, and hid to the side to seek purity. Live with these malicious people in front of you.

Seeing that the person in front of them had turned into the timid Shu Yi, there was a bit of unkindness in their eyes, and they didn't say anything on their faces, they just toasted him more enthusiastically.

Shu Yi's status has plummeted, and he is not what it used to be. He no longer has the right to refuse a toast.

That night, Shu Yi vomited violently in the toilet, his stomach was full of water, his throat was so painful that he was about to lose consciousness, after vomiting, he squatted down against the toilet, covered his face, and shed tears silently.

His drinking capacity has been tempered by his sister, so he is not too drunk to die of drunkenness, so the scene just now is vivid in his memory, the humiliation and helplessness he wanted to forget, he leaned weakly against the toilet, feeling dizzy , Gradually sleepy.

I don't know how long it took, there was some movement outside the toilet door. Someone probably saw that the toilet was unlocked, and pushed the door to come in, but when he opened the door, he bumped into Shu Yi's feet, and said, "Huh?" ' with a sound.

In a daze, Shu Yi seemed to hear someone calling him, asking him if he was okay, Shu Yi was pulled up and helped out by the strong arm of the man in a daze, and at the same time, he heard a gentle voice asking him, Do you have any companions, which room are you in?

Shu Yi thought that he had a companion, and after gathering his composure, he reported a room number, but when the man helped him over, the waiter told him that all the guests here had left.

The man looked at Shu Yi, who was half awake, and didn't know what to do, so he went to the door to call him a taxi. Shu Yi, who was still a little awake just now, couldn't stand when the wind blew him. The big tree by the side of the road staggered and sat on the ground, waved his hands to the man, vaguely told him to leave him alone, since he was not drunk, just sit for a while.

The man stood aside and waited for him to wake up. Shu Yi just vomited for a long time and fell asleep for a while, his consciousness gradually returned, and his rationality kept pulling his chaotic thoughts, telling him that he could not sleep here, he had to go home to sleep .

The man came over again and asked him how he was. Shu Yi rubbed his stomach blankly and said, "Hungry."

The man was taken aback.

His companion greeted him in the distance: "Zhao Yan, why don't you go?"

Zhao Yan turned around and waved at them, letting them go first.

His companions shook their heads and said, "Don't worry about this kind of thing. There are drunks everywhere. Throw it on the side of the road and wake up after a while."

Zhao Yan smiled, but still leaned down and asked Shu Yi, "Do you want me to take you to eat?"

Shu Yi shook his head desperately, he didn't want someone to stare at him when he was in such a mess, so he hurriedly waved his hands and muttered, let's go, let's go, it's all right.

Zhao Yan stood there for a while, seeing that Shu Yi's consciousness gradually came to his senses, he was relieved for the most part, turned around and went to the side of the road to buy him some food, but Shu Yi was still dizzy and kept chasing him away, Zhao Yan didn't insist , handed him the food and left.

Shu Yi didn't remember the details of that night very clearly, but he only remembered that the person was Zhao Yan.

For the first time in a long time, Shu Yi felt the kindness from a stranger. After waking up, he wanted to say thank you to the other person face to face, so when he came back, he went to inquire who Zhao Yan was, but as soon as he inquired, his heart became half cold.

Zhao Yan is the Shu family's rival in business and the youngest son of the Zhao family.

After knowing Zhao Yan's identity, he didn't have the courage to thank him face to face. Originally, he wanted to find out which department he was from, so he went to thank him secretly, but he accidentally bumped into him on the basketball court that day.

Maybe it was because the sky was too blue that day, and the graceful and handsome Zhao Yan was dazzling on the court, like a ray of hot sunlight, piercing through the haze deep in Shu Yi's heart, tearing out a piece of light.

Shu Yi squinted his eyes, as if the ray of sunlight burned the dark clouds in his heart, the flames rose up, and his whole cheeks became hot.

From an emotional point of view, it was fate. This glance made Shu Yi think that he had met the legendary one.

To put it bluntly, it was love at first sight when the heart beat wildly with that handsome face.

So the original purpose of simply wanting to thank him became a bit color, Shu Yi found a way to get Zhao Yan's e-mail, and mustered up the courage to write him a letter by e-mail, modifying the wording, scratching his head, In the end, he only said that Zhao Yan's junior came here because of his reputation and wanted to make friends with him.

Soon, he received a reply letter from Zhao Yan. The content of the reply letter was very polite, and he did not reject Shu Yi's idea of ​​making friends.

Overjoyed, Shu Yi regarded this as his only channel to get close to the male god, so the two began to exchange emails for two years.

After getting acquainted with each other, Shu Yi sensitively noticed that Zhao Yan had tried to test his identity and asked him to meet. Shu Yi was naturally very willing, but because the relationship between Zhao and Shu's parents was not very good, it was a bit at odds to say the least. Meaning, Shu Yi hesitated again and again, not daring to reveal his true identity.

The period of exchanging emails with Zhao Yan was probably the happiest time for Shu Yi. He was pleasantly surprised to find that the two of them could chat very well. Regardless of any topic, Zhao Yan could keep up with his pace and talk freely with him After a long time, Shu Yi's heart was moved, and he mistakenly thought that he really met his true destiny at a glance.

So after Zhao Yan invited him to meet again, Shu Yi hesitated and agreed repeatedly, but unfortunately something happened, the two met by a relatively secluded lake in the school, but Shu Yi stood in the distance watching Zhao Yan wait The long-standing figure, dawdling and hesitating, trembling and considering whether to go there, was shone with a flashlight by the passing security, and immediately ran away in fright.

Although the security guards scared Shu Yi away, it was an accident after all. After returning, Shu Yi mustered up the courage to send Zhao Yan his confession token, and revealed his identity in the letter.

As a result, this letter has since disappeared.

Afterwards, the heartbroken Shu Yi held a glimmer of hope thinking that Zhao Yan hadn't received the gift, and wanted to send an email to ask about it, but reason told him that this glimmer of hope could not exist, because the gift was placed in Zhao Yan's dormitory It's such a big box in the table bucket, it's impossible not to find it.

So the fact is that it is rejected.

Shu Yi laughed at himself, look, it's useless, the Shu family is on the verge of collapse, and it's too late for others to hide from you, let alone the son of the Zhao family, after knowing that his pen pal for the past two years is him, he must give up. The idea of ​​knowing.

After all, the relationship between the two elders is incompatible. Your Shu family wanted to be friends with the son of the Zhao family when you were in such a desperate situation. Even Shu Yi himself felt that he had bad intentions.

Once this idea came into being, the low self-esteem and prudence of the past few days once again occupied the peak of reason, Shu Yi did not dare to send out the inquiry email, and had to swallow the bitter fruit of broken love silently. Fortunately, there were some academic problems in the school in due course The change of arrangements and the increasingly complicated situation at home kept him busy, and he had no time to be distracted to grieve his unrequited love.

A long time after that, he accidentally had a week-long close contact with Zhao Yan. When Shu Yi was a little transparent and Zhao Yan was the center of the crowd, he discovered that Zhao Yan was not only talking to himself Very happy, he has a wide range of knowledge and high emotional intelligence, and he can have a good chat with anyone he wants to get close to in the future.

Before Shu Yi revealed his identity, he was probably one of the targets of his extensive network.

After Shu Yi's identity was exposed, it should be of no use to Zhao Yan.

The fact discovered during that rare close encounter made Shu Yi shrink back into his turtle shell in shame, and even Zhao Yan didn't respond when he came over to talk to him, and he left a place for others to pretend to be aloof in front of Mr. Zhao's family. laughing stock.

……

Shu Yi, who was extremely frustrated, never logged in to that mailbox again. He solved it quickly, and soon forgot his email account number and password, but his admiration for Zhao Yan couldn't cool down so quickly.

So much so that after the family got back together, Shu Yi's self-confidence returned a lot, thinking that since you are not interested in interacting with me because my family is down and down, then there must be some hope now, so she chased after me with a shy face.

Although everything after that was unbearable to look back on, as for what happened in college, Shu Yi didn't keep it in his heart for a long time. The time passed was really unsatisfactory, and there were too many things that made him sad, not just this one, Too much and it will be numb.

It wasn't until he suddenly heard the roar of the heroine on TV that he suddenly had a doubt in his heart.

Will that confession letter, and the emails he sent clumsily to please Zhao Yan before, be shared by Zhao Yan with his friends?

On the surface, they have friendly exchanges with themselves, but in fact they just regard themselves as a spare tire. Once they confess, the relationship will end?

Maybe he will still laugh behind his back, saying that the young master of the Shu family is so overconfident that he is down to this point and still wants to climb higher.

This kind of thing is everywhere in the university. Once the spare tire puts his feelings on the table and takes the initiative to confess, he will be ruthlessly thrown away by the son-in-law, and even ridiculed behind his back. When Shu Yi is with those cronies, he often listens to them So talk and laugh at those who pursue themselves.

Zhao Yan...

Shu Yi felt short of breath when he thought about it for a while, so he hurriedly stopped himself from thinking about it.

No no no.

Zhao Yan is not that kind of person!

He was flustered, one voice desperately denied it in his heart, but the other pulled him maliciously, asking him to imagine the scene when Zhao Yan passed those emails to his friends, that picture was too hurtful, Shu Yi felt his scalp go numb just thinking about it.

No, no, his vision won't be so bad!

Although he kept denying it in his heart, Shu Yi still couldn't face Zhao Yan for a while, he broke free from Zhao Yan's arms in a panic, walked around the room, and found that there was no way to escape, so he had to hide in the cat climbing frame again in the nest.

Zhao Yan was startled awake by his action and was at a loss.

"Xiaoyi?"

A gentle voice called him, Shu Yi hid in the den and flicked his tail aggrievedly, but did not respond.

Zhao Yan felt that the cat was a bit strange, so he wanted to come and have a look, but just as he stood up, the phone rang suddenly, and Zhao Yan could only go back and pick up the phone.

Seeing the name of the incoming call on the mobile phone, Zhao Yan's relaxed expression suddenly became a little dignified. After a pause, he answered the call with a low voice: "Dad?"

Shu Yi lay down in the nest and waited for a while, and heard Zhao Yan talking on the phone outside. His words seemed to involve some internal affairs of the company. Shu Yi was afraid that some company secrets that he should not hear were involved, so he avoided going out.

Not long after this phone call, the long-lost phone call between father and son was all about the company and work. After hanging up the phone, Zhao Yan's expression became very indifferent, even a little gloomy.

He squeezed the space between his eyebrows, as if he didn't want to take another look, he threw the phone on the sofa casually.

Shu Yi carefully opened the door with his head, and looked at him with two eyes. Although he was still doubting himself not long ago, this doubt was still unable to convince himself who had known Zhao Yan for six years. Shu Yi thought about it, He felt that it was unreasonable to force such a thing without evidence on Zhao Yan, so after a while, he ran out by himself.

When he saw Shu Yi, Zhao Yan's expression was slightly relaxed, he forced a smile, squatted down and opened his hands towards him: "Come on."

Shu Yi hesitated for a moment. He didn't want to go there at first, but seeing that Zhao Yan looked very lonely after talking on the phone, he hurried over to rub his hand to please him.

Zhao Yan smiled slightly, hugged Shu Yi in his arms, turned off the TV, carried him to his bedroom, and asked him with a smile:

"Do you want to sleep with me tonight?"

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