Mythical First Love Handbook

"He never got drunk when he drank. After that time, he got very drunk, he lost you, so all his considerations became wrong. He regretted, why did he listen to one side and believe it, not firm enough, and hurt you I waited for him for three years, but only got one lie."

"Regret, why didn't I answer you, didn't listen to you more, and told you that Si Yuanzhao was the only three words Yang Yi wanted in his life. Why didn't you think about how you found him, just thought it was Eli I'm helping you. Why don't you hurry up, why are there conflicts in Qingzhuyuan, why do you believe them again and again, why are you powerless, why can't you be found..."

Jiang Zeting's voice became softer and softer, and finally turned into a deep sigh.

"According to him, it would be great if you would like to meet him on the day you come back."

Si Shaoliu's eyelashes twitched: "He didn't come to Qingzhuyuan that day."

Jiang Choting was stunned for a moment.

On that day, the weather was gloomy and the sun was covered by dark clouds, so Qu Wen took Si Shaoliu to Qingzhuyuan.Anyway, when he came back, he should also meet these elders.

I just remember that there were many people crowded in the small yard, and I couldn't remember exactly who they were wearing, what they looked like.I just remember them talking loudly, laughing or annoyed, chattering to him.

He followed behind Qu Wen, and they took a step back one by one to get out of the way.He watched their indistinguishable joy and worry from the sidelines with cold eyes, like watching a black and white silent movie, the pictures flashing across the retina without staying in his mind.

Yang Yi?He didn't come, he wasn't in the crowd.

"He's gone." Jiang Zeting said, "He was watching you from a distance outside the yard, he wanted to go in but didn't dare to go in, he hesitated all the time. He didn't dare to take a step until you were about to leave."

Si Shaoliu looked up at Jiang Zeting, who lowered his head and lit a cigarette again, "You didn't see him, but Mr. Qu did, so he turned around and asked if you want to see Yang Yi..."

Si Shaoliu remembered that he was hollowed out by those noisy blacks and whites from the inside to the outside, and he probably knew in a daze that he would never come if he didn't come.The teacher asked him if he wanted to meet Yang Yi, but was that someone he could meet whenever he wanted to.It's better not to see each other.

"He? Missing? Teacher, I don't want to see him."

You see, it's because I don't want to see you, not because you don't come to see me.

It was just the last bit of self-esteem he had propped up by tinkering.Others can despise you, but you must not despise yourself.At that time, he thought so.

"The third brother heard it, so he could only stick to his wish and watch you go further and further away and disappear from his sight."

"Then why is it that he is here again?"

Si Shaoliu asked, "Shouldn't he be avoiding me for the rest of his life and never see him again?"

"He looked at you quietly, full of jealousy. He had endured it for too long and couldn't bear it. Some time ago you had an affair, and he just happened to watch you hug someone else and make out. Even a man can't bear it, let alone him Well. He went to see Mr. Qu, and Mr. Qu agreed with him to come, so he felt a little bit of approval, so he came."

Jiang Zeting looked at Si Shaoliu, but Si Shaoliu had already closed his eyes, and he could only see Si Shaoliu's calm face.

Jiang Zeting felt uncomfortable, but felt that no one could blame Si Shaoliu.He is the most innocent of these things.He didn't know anything, and was pushed into the abyss step by step by the people closest to him.Now that he managed to climb out, he also climbed out by himself, no one helped him, and now no one has the right to blame him for being indifferent.

"Shaoliu, I know, you don't owe the third brother anything. But I mean, if you can... Even if you don't love him that much, please be kind to him, just be nice. If you treat him a little better, he You can be happy. If you hate him a little, it will be no easier for him than Ling Chi."

Si Shaoliu was like a wooden man, even his eyelashes were still, and he blinked after a long while.

He took a sip of the ice-cold water again as if to cover up: "I thought I was the one who had the most right to hate him. Looking at it now, you're going to tell me that I don't even have the right to hate him, right? Because he He has always been doing good for me, always planning for me, and he has always been giving, and I am just a cowardly waste under the shelter of wings."

His voice was cold and clear, with a slight depression.The cold water didn't slide down smoothly from the throat, cooling the internal organs along the way.

"No, I am not……"

Jiang Zeting hurriedly wanted to explain, but saw Si Shaoliu standing up suddenly, and the transparent water glass fell on the carpet, making a dull knocking sound, like a heavy hammer hitting the heart.

The ice-cold water sprinkled in mid-air, refracting dazzling brilliance under the light.

Only then did Jiang Zeting realize that Si Shaoliu's palm was burned red.Boiled hot water, even through the wall of the glass, how can it not be hot when you hold it tightly in the palm of your hand.

"Uncle Jiang, please go back."

Jiang Zeting was silent, he took out a room card from his pocket and put it in front of Si Shaoliu: "This is the spare card for the third brother's room."

Si Shaoliu looked up at the lamp on the top without moving.

Jiang Zeting walked to the door and opened it. Before going out, he looked back at the person standing motionless in front of the sofa, and suddenly realized how bastard he had just said.

He took all of Si Shaoliu's calmness as indifference, but he didn't want one person to love another person more in order to abandon the grievances and scars of the year and embrace the lover of the year again without knowing anything.

It was as if he had met Si Shaoliu for the first time, and he agreed with Yang Yi's arrogance.Sure enough, he is a proud and haughty person, and he doesn't show his gaffe to others.Converge all the sharp blades under the skin and flesh, and pretend to be calm on the face.

There was a sound of "click" when the bolt was locked, and the straightened spine seemed to lose all strength and collapsed.

Si Shaoliu covered his face and squatted down. He didn't know what he said, but when he raised his head, his tears couldn't fall.Shit!

Those useless drops of water overflowed the eye sockets and fell out as if they didn't want money.When the flood comes, it will conflict with the embankment. Either the water will be blocked or the embankment will be washed away. It depends on which side prevails.

At this moment, the defense line built by Si Shaoliu completely collapsed, and the flood could only be tolerated.

Yang Yi heard a knock on the door, who would come to him at this time.Apart from Jiang Zeting, I don't think of anyone else.

So Mr. Yang went into battle in a bathrobe, opened the door calmly and almost threw the door in Si Shaoliu's face, and fled.

Si Shaoliu pressed the door firmly, raised his eyebrows and asked him, "Revenge on me?"

"No." Yang Yi subconsciously let go, and between pulling people in and insisting on closing the door, he forked out the second option.But he felt that he shouldn't choose the first way, so he asked, "Why are you here? I mean, what's the matter with you so late?"

If the time was rewinded to an hour and a half ago, he would have slapped Yang Yi on the face with a door, but now he just smiled and said: "I came to find my boyfriend, do I need any reason? Or is there a hidden treasure in your room?" What ulterior secret, are you afraid that I will be caught?"

Yang Yi's scalp went numb, and he quickly backed away two steps to make way, to prove that he was innocent and had no secrets.

Si Shaoliu smiled at him, passed him, like a cat patrolling its territory, scanned Yang Yi's room, and sat down on the couch.

Yang Yi closed the door, and Si Shaoliu dragged his chin and looked at his back, and said slowly: "Mr. Yang, after thinking about it, I still think it's inappropriate. When are you going to give me a title as a little star? Or... ...You just like the pleasure of cheating?"

Yang Yi shook his hand, almost lost his mind, and photographed his own soul outside the door.

"What... what?" Yang Yi turned his head away, standing by the door at a loss, like a child who has done something wrong.

"I... Take a photo, you... It's not that you don't want to..."

Si Shaoliu was not in a hurry, he waited for Yang Yi to finish his nervousness, and slowly speak clearly.

"Yes, Jiang Zeting said, it's because I didn't handle it well enough to make you angry." Yang Yi walked to the single sofa beside him and sat down, "If you don't want to make it public, we won't make it public. I'll listen to you. I won't I know whether you want to see me or don’t want to see me. It’s because I want to see you on my own initiative and caused you trouble. I will pay attention to it in the future. According to you, if you are angry with me, what I did wrong, you must Tell. You're angry, but I don't know how to calm you down. But you tell me, and I'll change."

It is necessary to run in between people.

Seeing that Yang Yi was walking on thin ice, as if he was about to fall into a hole in the ice if he was not careful, Si Shaoliu's heart was sore and astringent, his eyes were hot and swelled so painful.

He could only cover Yang Yi's eyes looking at him, quickly wiped away the tears, and smiled in his mouth: "Then you call me more, hug me more, kiss me more, stay by my side for a moment longer. In this way, you Coax me well."

Yang Yi was stunned, stretched out his hand tentatively, and accurately hugged Si Shaoliu into his arms: "Is this so?"

Both of them felt awkward in such a posture, Si Shaoliu hooked Yang Yi's neck, pulled him onto the couch, and boldly straddled Yang Yi's lap.Yang Yi visibly froze, not daring to move.

Si Shaoliu covered Yang Yi's eyes with one hand, put down his hand to hold Yang Yi's wrist, and pulled his hand towards his back.

"Well, I was half coaxed by you."

That's why Yang Yi dared to touch Si Shaoliu's face carefully: "Take a photo."

"Well, it's still a little bit close."

Yang Yi was guided by Si Shaoliu to hold down the back of Si Shaoliu's head. He estimated the position and wanted to kiss Si Shaoliu on the cheek.Si Shaoliu held his cheek and kissed his lips.

The light shines through the cracks in the fingers, casting sporadic light in Yang Yi's eyes.He blinked involuntarily, pursing his lips stiffly.

He could feel Si Shaoliu gently rubbing against him, his soft lips were dry and itchy when pressed against them.

The long eyelashes swept over Si Shaoliu's palm, soothing the burning pain from the burn.

Si Shaoliu separated slightly, looked down at Yang Yi, and murmured inaudibly: "Kiss me, Yang Yi, kiss me like before."