Mythical First Love Handbook

After Si Shaoliu took Yang Yi's photo, he stared at him for a while, and then left, feeling even more angry.

In fact, anger is such a spark at the beginning, and it can be completely extinguished with a few words.But Yang Yi didn't like him. When Si Shaoliu choked him, he didn't speak, and if he was told to leave, he turned around and walked away.Regardless of what Si Shao said in his mouth, whether it was the truth and sincerity, or whether it was a lie, he would accept it as the truth.

Such a small spark like Si Shaoliu fermented into a small flame after many days, and it was about to ignite. He said ironically that he hoped that someone would stay, even if he just sat still and didn't leave, he could be coaxed.

You don't need to be gentle and petty, and you don't need to change your style to become happy out of the closet, then at least, at least nostalgic, let him see him, and tell him that Si Shaoliu has some weight.It is worthwhile for Yang Yi to face the danger of being discovered and widely reported, and get such a moment of tenderness.

But what Yang Yi did really confused Si Shaoliu.

You said he didn't care, and he tried his best to see you.You said he cared, but he cared even more about his reputation, he walked away as soon as he saw it and never stayed.It seems... Once Si Shaoliu threatened him and crossed the line drawn by Yang Yi, a hundred years of reincarnation would repeat itself between them.

Si Shaoliu threw himself into the sofa and stared blankly at the lights on the roof for a while.He began to brainwash himself, neither angry nor angry, Yang Yi is not a person who changes every day.He cares about him, it must be, since we met, every bit of it should be enough for you to trust him, he cares about you.

Si Shaoliu suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and brainwashed himself for another wave of life.He sat up and lit a cigarette, turned on his phone to find the fan clips of Yang Yi's "First Love" program, and started his daily supplement again.

In the clip, the second part of Yang Yi's first issue and the "little black room" part of the second part of the second issue were cut out and put together.

Yang Yi's deep voice flowed out from the earphones, he pondered for a while, and finally said: "I saw him for the first time... I don't know when he saw me for the first time, but I saw him for the first time, seriously Looking at him, it was at my house, one afternoon, the sun was shining brightly."

"He followed his parents across the high threshold and walked towards me. The sun shrouded him and outlined a light golden edge for him. The movement is very quiet and elegant."

"He has been lagging behind his parents. His mother asked him to come forward to greet him, so he came to me. I saw the young man's Qingjun face clearly. He was full of bookishness, and he could smell him as soon as he approached. He is full of books. He looked up at me, and I can't understand the light in his eyes."

"On the contrary, he smiled at me. I remember it clearly. Two points are quiet and three points are shy, and five points are elegant and soft. The hair on the sideburns is softly attached to the sides of his face, and the clothes are neat and docile. young man."

"He... is an excellent child. The first time I met him behaved properly, there was nothing unusual, and he was not the one who paid the most attention. It has been too long, and the memory is blurred. The deepest... only I remember that at that time, I only thought in my heart, to live up to his parents' entrustment, and to take good care of him."

Listen, his first love is indeed you.

But how long has it been? After a hundred years, can the friendship destroyed by the years be restored?

Even back then, when they were most affectionate, Yang Yi left without saying anything.

Si Shaoliu knew that Yang Yi might have his own reasons, or maybe he was just deceived.But Si Shaoliu couldn't figure out what kind of lie could make Yang Yi not see him for three years.

If that person is really your unchanging until death, then is there really a scam in the world that allows you to let him wither and turn into ashes?

So, if it is an emotion that is not enough for life and death, what can win time.If they can't win time, how long can they, who were able to separate easily at the beginning, persist under the friendship that has been worn down by the years.

Who does Yang Yi like?

The voice in the earphones didn't stop, and it skipped to the second part of the second period. The assistant director asked Yang Yi what was the scene that made his heart beat for the first time.

Si Shaoliu heard Yang Yi chuckle softly: "He said to wait for me to go home. The first time I was tempted... I didn't know it before, but after thinking about it for a long time, I figured it out. When he suddenly looked back, When he raised his eyebrows and smiled at me, and said "you are back" to me in surprise and joy, his heart moved."

Yang Yi's voice was soft and slow, as if he was remembering, but also seemed to be immersed in the glamor and snow, afraid that his voice would startle the dream if his voice was too loud.

"It was a spring night, the wind was filled with the fragrance of flowers, vanilla and ink on his body. He was sitting alone on the steps, the shadows of the trees were whirling, and the moonlight seemed to favor him alone. He was the only one in the whole world. Bright and clear."

"When I look at him from a distance, he is as handsome as the moon, and he is as beautiful as the mountains and rivers. But when I look at him from a distance, if he gets close, he might be freezing. But when I get close, I look up at me and smile at me , his eyes were full of joy and smiles, and he warmed up all of a sudden. His four words set my heart on fire, and I was about to set myself on fire. Just these four words."

What Yang Yi likes is Si Yuanzhao who told him "you're back" back then.The quiet, thin, shy and gentle Si Yuanzhao.Instead of the unrecognizable Si Shaoliu now.

You're back?

How to say it.

Si Shaoliu took a puff of cigarette, sucked it into his lungs and then let it out slowly.He sank into the soft sofa and couldn't get up.He wanted to call Yang Yi, to tell him to come out, to meet him.

But he was afraid that Yang Yi would not find the shadow of Zeng Si Yuanzhao in him.Occasionally, he would think that maybe one day the little bit of emotion left by Yang Yi would be wiped away by Si Shaoliu, and they would come to an end.

Si Shaoliu has no doubt that Yang Yi loves Si Yuanzhao.But he is Si Shaoliu now, he can't be Si Yuanzhao anymore.Then Yang Yi, will he still love him?

He could sense that Yang Yi was coaxing him to curry favor with him.But he also saw that Yang Yi was always cautious.Yang Yi doesn't seem to have warm feelings for him.

From the time they confirmed being together to the present, when the two were alone, Yang Yi never even kissed him actively, not to mention the lips, not even the cheeks and forehead.Si Shaoliu almost suspected that Yang Yi had a cold personality, but the problem was that he knew that Yang Yi was not.That person will also respond when he initiates teasing.

Si Shaoliu asked himself, is this what it looks like to love someone?

Si Shaoliu answered firmly, no.

When a cigarette burned to the bottom, Si Shaoliu extinguished the sparks, hammered his oppressed chest, thinking, if one day Yang Yi returned to his life and left again...

"When that day really comes, I pour a bucket of kerosene into my heart and burn it, and I want to get out of the body, but it's not so easy." Si Shaoliu was not suppressed, but was a little bit filled by his own brain, He said harshly, "Just kill you."

Jiang Zeting coaxed the bewildered Yang Yi back to the room, and he knocked on Si Shaoliu's door after tidying up his suit and leather shoes.

Si Shaoliu was originally paralyzed on the sofa like a piece of wheat cake, but when he heard the knock on the door, he immediately opened his eyes and sat up in shock in his dying illness.

He ran two steps and turned back to the sofa to find his own slippers. Yang Yi, who was afraid that he would go back and forth in such a short time, left, and ran to the door in two steps, pressing his hands on the doorknob, and he started Reflect on whether you are too impatient and unstable.It seemed as if he was waiting for Yang Yi to turn around.

go fuck it!

Who wants him to turn back!It's a big deal if he doesn't look back...

Si Shaoliu opened the door and shouted, "Uncle Jiang."

Oh, Yang Yi, just wait for me!

Si Shaoliu slapped Yang Yi's face for his gaffe.

He took a step back to let out the door: "Why are you here?"

When Jiang Zeting saw Si Shaoliu, he wrapped himself in a bathrobe and covered his face, stepped in and closed the door with his backhand.

"Come and help my third brother to coax my sister-in-law." He said rudely, "Hey, Shaoliu, you change your clothes and we can talk later. Let the third brother know that I came to see you at night, and you are still dressed like this." You have to chop me up and take me to feed the pigs."

Si Shaoliu pressed his twitching lips, and rolled his eyes wide: "Brother Jiang, please make it clear, I am your nephew and he is your nephew's wife."

Having said that, Si Shaoliu still went to change his clothes. Xia Keke prepared formal clothes for him when he went out this time.Si Shaoliu put on his trousers and buttoned his shirt, and poured a glass of water for Jiang Caiting who was sitting on the sofa with his eyes fixed on him.

He sat opposite Jiang Zeting, his body subconsciously straightened, upright.

"Just tell me what you have to do. Don't use Yang Yi as a cover. There is no reason for you to be a punching bag and peacemaker about the two of us."

Jiang Zeting took a sip of water, cleared his mind, and asked: "Shaoliu, do you think the third brother won't be with you for long? Do you think he is too careful and sees you every day like a sneaky thief? Can you sit for a while, see each other when it's not good, pass by and leave, don't look like someone who cares about you?"

Si Shaoliu felt his teeth itch, so he peeled off a smoking cessation candy and bit it.Qi returns to Qi, and you still have to quit smoking. I have already smoked one just now, and I can't smoke anymore.

"No. If he really doesn't care, he doesn't have to come. Why bother. I just don't understand his strange attitude, swaying from side to side, hesitating, not decisive at all." He twitched the corner of his mouth, " To put it bluntly, I don’t trust him. Uncle Jiang, he couldn’t see me for three years back then, and I couldn’t excuse him. There are no absolutes in the world, and there are ups and downs in life. Maybe when something happened, what happened The quarrel, the relationship is gone, and he and I will gradually drift away."

He raised his eyes and looked out the window, it was pitch black.

"City B, Uncle Jiang, otherwise tell me, what reason can I trust him, he won't leave when he comes this time."