just a little like

It's not too early to go back at night, and I don't have so much time to make dinner.

Yu Huan made scrambled eggs with fungus and cucumber, cut a plate of sauced beef from the refrigerator, cooked white fungus and red date soup, and gave An An a bowl of clear soup noodles with a poached egg on top.

For birthdays, longevity noodles are still eaten.

"Thank you, sister Xiaoyu~" An An wore his birthday hat, her eyes turned into crescent moons when she smiled.

The cake was placed next to it, Gu Luoyao said that she had to finish eating before cutting the cake.After all, I have been busy all afternoon and everyone is hungry. The ceremony can be put aside first, and the most important thing is to fill the stomach.

Even for a simple bowl of noodles in clear soup, Yu Huan put in a lot of effort.The soup base is specially reserved chicken broth, which has a strong aroma and makes the mouth water.

Gu Luoyao licked her lips, "Is there any more noodles? I'm a little hungry."

What about not eating staple food at night?

Fortunately, Yu Huan was also quite hungry, so he cooked an extra bowl of noodles.

"Yes, just wait a moment."

Even out most of my bowl of noodles, while the water is hot, turn on the fire for a little while, throw away the lettuce and scald it, divide it into two bowls and add some soup, just right.

Watching Gu Luoyao and An An eat is a particularly fulfilling thing. Both mother and son eat fast, but they eat with special concentration. The simplest meals can make them feel like delicacies from mountains and seas.

As a chef, Yu Huan was very pleased.

After the meal, the table was cleared, a small cake was placed in the middle, and the number three made of candles stood on it, which represented that An An was three years old.

The lights are all out, only the candles illuminate the small world.The little man clasped his hands together and closed his eyes to earnestly make a wish. Gu Luoyao softly sang a birthday song to him.

It was only then that Yu Huan discovered that Gu Luoyao not only danced and played the piano well, but also sang so well.

The warm yellow candlelight is reflected on the face, making people look amiable, the sandalwood mouth is lightly opened, and the singing is melodious.This picture is like a memory picture replayed in a movie. It is warm and cozy, making people raise the corners of their lips unconsciously, and the whole heart is warm.

Having lied to herself for so long, Yu Huan felt that she really had no way to lie to her anymore.

Caring is not because of responsibility, heartwarming is not because of moving, happiness is not because of salary, and sadness is not because of sadness.

Everything has long since deviated from the original track and headed towards a direction that she was somewhat afraid of.

Yes, she likes Teacher Gu.

Yes, it likes to scare her a little.

Her hesitation, panic, and entanglement all stem from the fact that she fell in love with an unexpected person.

One, someone she shouldn't have liked.

Life is never just about liking it.

Yu Huan has long understood this truth.

If you are full of water, it will be one or two meals, and it will take a day or two to die.If it was like this every day, the two of them would have to fight within a week.

For most people in this world, love is a luxury.

Gu teacher is right, like it is your own business, don't care what others say.

But liking can’t be eaten as a meal. People have to live well before they have time and energy to fall in love.

not to mention

She likes Teacher Gu, but Teacher Gu doesn't necessarily like her.

Teacher Gu treats her well only because of her personality, and she can't rely on this kindness to make progress.

All the heartbeats are just her wishful thinking.

Maybe people really want what they lack.Ever since her father left, she always felt that there was no one to rely on in this world, and suddenly there was such a warm person by her side, and it was inevitable that anyone would be unable to help herself.

Yes, she just couldn't help it for a moment, which shows that she is not strong enough, that she is not mature enough.She can't disturb Teacher Gu's life just because she is too young and energetic.

It doesn't matter if she is messed up, Teacher Gu's life trajectory cannot be deviated because of her.

Teacher Gu has already endured so much, and she can no longer add to the distress because of her.

Reason tells Yu Huan that not everything you want in this world is guaranteed to be obtained.

But this heart, why is it still hurting?

"Why are you crying?"

After blowing out the candle, Gu Luoyao turned on the light.

The tears under the light had nowhere to hide, Yu Huan wiped the tears on his face with red eyes, "I don't know, maybe I was too touched."

Gu Luoyao took out a piece of paper and pinched Yu Huan's chin to make her look up, and gently pressed her face to let the tissue absorb all the tears.

"Your teardrops are also quite strange. I haven't seen you cry while watching a movie. Blow out a candle and cry like this."

Yes, the tears came in a strange way.

Everyone hopes to be ready to face everything, but things don't happen until people are ready.

Fate, this guy, seems to like to see people caught off guard.

Yu Huan thought that as long as he took some time, he could sort out these emotions that shouldn't arise.But she was not ready for anything, and the accident happened suddenly.

At the end of June, the school was on holiday, so Gu Luoyao made an appointment to take the whole family, including Yu Huan, for a medical examination.

There is nothing serious about the old couple, except that their blood pressure is a little high, and Gu's father's blood sugar is also a little high. They should pay more attention to their diet and take some medicine.There is also a little bit of calcium and vitamin supplements to prevent osteoporosis.

Yu Huan is a little bit malnourished, probably because of poor absorption.It's not a big problem, just eat three meals a day and pay attention to exercise.

An'an is the healthiest one, and all the indicators are up to standard, so just continue to maintain it.

Gu Luoyao checked a lot of items, but the result came out last. The doctor called her in and talked for a while before she came out. Yu Huan's intuition was not very good.

"Well, I want to have an operation. An An may have to ask her parents to take care of her for a while. Xiao Yu, you may have to work hard for a while."

Gu Luoyao came out with just such a sentence, which scared Yu Huan so much that he lost his soul, and the hairs all over his body stood up, "What's the matter, what did the doctor say? What's wrong, why do you need surgery all of a sudden?"

Yu Huan actually didn't want to come to the hospital, it was Gu Luoyao who persuaded her to come here.

Is it just a routine physical examination?Is it okay to say that there will be no problem?

Why did you have to have surgery all of a sudden!

All kinds of ailments suddenly popped up in his mind, all of which were linked to life and death, and all of them made Yu Huan feel chills in his bones.

Gu Luoyao pressed Yu Huan's shoulders to prevent her from getting up, smiled and rubbed her hair, "Uterine fibroids is a very common disease, just take it out. It's a very small operation, two It's done in an hour, don't worry."

If it's not a big problem, why do you need surgery?Can't you take medicine?What about injections?

Do I have to have surgery?

Yu Huan panicked.

Gu's mother seemed to know more and was calmer, "Didn't you say before that you don't need to worry about it? Why is there another operation?"

"It was relatively small before, a little over 3 centimeters. This time the examination found that it has grown quite a lot. It may be related to the previous mood swings and hormone/hormone instability. The doctor said it is already more than 9 centimeters." Gu Luoyao He also sat down, hugged An An on his lap to protect him with one hand, and covered Yu Huan with the other hand and patted gently.

"The doctor said it's okay to leave it alone. It won't affect my life, but I always feel uncomfortable with such a big thing in my stomach, so I'll just take it."

Gu's mother nodded, "That's fine. Don't worry about An An, I'll just take him with me. It's just hard work, Xiaoyu, so you have to worry about it. How do you arrange this operation, and what do you need to prepare in advance."

"I have to wait for a bed. If it is fast, it will be about a week, if it is slow, it will be half a month. The doctor asked me to come out and think about it, and communicate with you. I have decided that I will go in and sign later. When the bed is vacant, I will be arranged to be hospitalized." , can be operated on the next day.”

"Can you do minimally invasive surgery? I heard from your aunt that minimally invasive surgery is better and the recovery is faster, so you can suffer less."

Gu Luoyao was as calm as if she wasn't the one who was going to undergo the surgery, and she even joked, "I'm not afraid of Sheng An'an making such a big incision, it's nothing. Don't worry, the doctor also said minimally invasive recovery is quicker, almost You can leave the hospital in a few days."

Everyone seems to be quite calm, is it really not a big problem?

Seeing that Teacher Gu didn't look nervous at all, and Gu's mother and father didn't seem to have any major reactions, Yu Huan slowly calmed down, took out his mobile phone with his free hand, and hurriedly checked what kind of illness it was.

Just like Teacher Gu said, this is really not a big problem, it is similar to a cold, it is very common, and the risk of surgery is very small, almost negligible.

But no matter how small the risk is, it is still surgery, and no matter how minimally invasive, it is still invasive!

The fear of the hospital and the operation made Yu Huan unable to be as calm as Teacher Gu. The whole person calmed down, and his whole body was so tense that he was about to turn into a stone.

"What's wrong with you, Xiao Yu?" Gu Luoyao shook Yu Huan's hand, "I'm not afraid, just relax, it's really fine."

It was Gu Luoyao who was going to have the surgery, and Gu Luoyao was the one who had been comforting everyone.

Yu Huan wanted to say something, but her mind went blank and she couldn't say anything.

"Minimally invasive is very simple, that is, three small incisions are made on the stomach, and the sum of them is not as big as the wound that An An fell last time."

"But that's still an operation." Yu Huan finally choked out a sentence, and there was even a bit of crying in his voice.

An An didn't quite understand what the adults were saying, but he understood the key words. He hugged Gu Luoyao's neck and pouted, desperately holding back his tears, "It hurts, it hurts so much."

Yes, it hurts so much!

Gu Luoyao touched this one's head, then pinched that one's face, "Hey, it doesn't hurt, I have anesthesia, I just go in and sleep, and I'll come out when I wake up. Relax, I'll be fucked by you if I'm not nervous Got to be nervous."

The people sitting on the chairs waiting beside laughed, and Gu's father and Gu's mother also laughed.

Yu Huan also knew that he was a bit overreacted, afraid of affecting An An, so he tried his best to calm himself down, at least on the surface first.

Not daring to continue the topic of surgery, Yu Huan took a piece of paper and began to write and draw. While writing, he talked to Gu's mother, telling her what food to eat has the effect of lowering blood pressure, how to make it more delicious, and What to eat can supplement calcium, but it is easy to get angry and cannot be eaten frequently.

"This girl is good, suitable for marrying home as a daughter-in-law. Nowadays, many young people can't cook, and it takes a lot of effort to cook instant noodles. My son and his young couple eat takeaway every day and don't listen to it no matter how many times."

The old aunt next to her praised her and chatted with Papa Gu.

Father Gu smiled kindly, nodded and praised, "Well, Xiao Yu is a good girl."

According to the legend, Mr. Gu, who is not young even though it takes a lot of effort to cook instant noodles, touched his nose, lowered his head to play with An An, not daring to argue, and quietly glanced at Yu Huan.