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Because of the meal, Yu Huan felt a lot of emotions that he didn't quite understand.

These emotions seem to appear suddenly, but if you think about it carefully, did they really appear suddenly?In fact, there were some clues before, but I didn't pay much attention to it.

Maybe they have been hidden in the bottom of my heart all the time, poking and poking to observe, waiting for an opportunity to move, just need a little stimulation, they will all run out, scrambling to express themselves, for fear of being buried back to that corner that no one cares about again.

What could not be dealt with before, can it be dealt with now?

how can that be possible.

It can't be dealt with alone, and it can only make people more unprepared and helpless if they appear in a swarm.

Yu Huan slept badly that night, and the strange dreams made her wake up every once in a while.

In the dream, she seemed to see Teacher Gu when he was in school.

At that time, Teacher Gu was not as calm as she is now, and the smile on her face was not as restrained as it is now, and the clothes on her body were not very particular. It was just a very ordinary beige dress, and the skirt would follow her as she walked. The steps are flickering, very playful.

Teacher Gu at that time seemed to be very different from now, but I feel that there are not many changes.She is still the one with the most outstanding temperament, and the simplest clothes on her body are not so simple because of the addition of her unique taste.

This smell should be the fragrance of Sophora japonica.

Not overpowering, but impossible to ignore.

When she was a student, Teacher Gu always had suitors by her side, but she had no intention of falling in love and only wanted to dance. She often danced alone in the classroom, just like she did in the attic every day, correcting her movements in front of the mirror over and over again.

There were many people watching outside the classroom door, Yu Huan felt as if she was mixed in with the crowd, but also seemed to be wandering outside the crowd, she could see others, but others couldn't see her existence.

In a daze, Yu Huan seemed to see Wang Bo in the crowd, and was about to take a closer look to see if it was him, when the scene changed directly to a hotel.

The banquet hall of the hotel was beautifully decorated. When the music played, Yu Huan was still standing on the stage at a loss. When he turned his head, he saw Teacher Gu coming in a wedding dress.

Yu Huan wanted to speak, but couldn't say anything. He watched Gu Luoyao walk towards her, then passed her, and walked to Wu Haoxuan's side step by step.

Turning his head again, the place that was empty just now is now full of guests.Yu Huan saw Wang Bo at a glance. This man was looking at the stage with a smile, but his eyes were full of tears.

Yu Huan wanted to shout, to say don't marry that person, that person is a scumbag, he would cheat again and again, raise an illegitimate child, get divorced and let Teacher Gu leave the house, would shamelessly come to the door again and again to make trouble, would It made Teacher Gu very sad and sad.

Opening his mouth but no sound came out, Yu Huan rushed over to grab Mr. Gu, but he passed through and fell to the ground.

Looking up again, the scene in front of me changed again.

She saw Teacher Gu leading An An away from Wu Haoxuan, and it was Wang Bo who was waiting for Teacher Gu.

An An likes Wang Bo, and smiles and rushes to Wang Bo to hug him.Teacher Gu also stood beside him, and the two looked very good, but Yu Huan felt a void in his heart.

They are too close, so close that there is no gap at all for others.

Yu Huan watched helplessly as Teacher Gu followed him, and then turned around and told her not to chase after him anymore, they didn't need a nanny anymore.

Don't need it anymore?Really don't need it?

She is not here, who will cook soup for Teacher Gu in different ways, who will find ways to add stomach-warming ingredients to the dishes, who will bring her meals...

Oh, by the way, Mr. Gu has Wang Bo, he seems to be a very careful person, he should have noticed.

It was as if a big hole had been poked in his chest, and the air he sucked in leaked out before it entered his lungs. Yu Huan felt a little suffocated, and tried his best to breathe but couldn't relieve the oppressive feeling.

Dream, just woke up.

It was already bright outside the window, and the phone showed that it was already 6:58, and the alarm clock should ring in 2 minutes.

There was already movement outside the door. It was Mr. Gu who had woken up and was probably washing up. After warming up, he was going to start his morning run.

Today is Saturday, Teacher Gu will go out half an hour later than usual, Yu Huan can make a richer breakfast than usual, but at this time she is sitting on the bed blankly, breathing rapidly to relieve the suffocation in the dream just now feel.

"Morning, you look so tired, did you not sleep well?" Gu Luoyao was warming up, and was a little worried when she saw Yu Huan swaying out.

Yu Huan seemed to be in a very bad mood, he couldn't even walk steadily, and his eyes were blurred. Rather than saying that she walked out, it would be more convincing to say that she was sleepwalking.

Hearing Gu Luoyao's voice, Yu Huan turned his head and blinked blankly, "Ah? Oh, I'm having a nightmare, it's okay, I'll be fine in a while."

This doesn't look like it's going to get better anytime soon.

Gu Luoyao was worried that she would feel uncomfortable but refused to speak out, and followed behind into the bathroom.

The small plastic basin was stuck in the middle of the sink, and the cold water first flowed into the palm of the hand and then splashed on the face. The instant coolness took away the chaos in the mind.

Turn off the faucet and squint to find facial cleanser. Squeeze out an amount as big as two grains of soybeans and rub it onto your face. Rub it vigorously twice. Then, face the plastic basin with your head down. Rinse off the foam with the cold water you just received. After falling, turn on the water and rinse it again, then turn off the water, and wash your hands and forearms with the water in the basin.

It was the first time Gu Luoyao saw Yu Huan washing his face, she was so shocked that she didn't know what to say.She didn't know what they were for when she saw that there were suddenly more pots in the house before, and she didn't ask, but now she finally figured it out.

This girl is too economical.

"Hey, I'll go," Yu Huan wiped his face before looking in the mirror, and suddenly saw a person standing behind him, almost frightened to death, his little heart was about to jump out, "Mr. Gu, when did you come in. "

He didn't speak when he came in, scaring him to death.

"Uh, I'm sorry. I just now...I came here to wash my hands." Gu Luoyao didn't expect that she could scare people, and she couldn't react for a moment, and conditioned reflex gave herself a reasonable excuse.

It's okay to clearly say that he cares about her, and he doesn't know what's wrong, so he just opens his mouth and talks nonsense.

Feeling guilty for her dishonesty, Gu Luoyao squeezed over and stroked the small basin symbolically twice, then shook her hands and went out, leaving Yu Huan with a bewildered expression the whole time.

That water was just used by her, does it really matter?

Gu Luoyao is going to go to the piano store, Yu Huan listened to her thinking about it for a while, Gu's father is coming to pick An An up for a trip, the change of clothes has been packed and put on the bed, just remember to bring the milk powder and feeding bottle for An An.

Halfway through the shoe exchange, I remembered something, and gave Yu Huan another five hundred cash, and told her to remember to pack it for Papa Gu, otherwise the old man would never bring cash when he went out, and it would be a trouble if he couldn't pay with his mobile phone.

"Teacher Gu," Yu Huan held back all morning, and when Gu Luoyao was about to go to Wang Bo's piano store, he finally couldn't hold back, "If you get married in the future, will you really not fire me?"

Gu Luoyao was taken aback, "Why do you think of this again? I have no plans to get married in a short time, and there is no way to erase the fact that you have signed a contract with me. If I fire you for no reason, I will also Pay liquidated damages, do you think it is easy for me to make money?"

But you have shares in the piano store, so if you really want to pay this money, it's not impossible to pay.

Yu Huan didn't dare to say it out, smiled and handed the bag to Gu Luoyao, "I see, be careful on the road."

"Don't think about it all the time, it's easy to grow old if you think too much." Gu Luoyao squeezed Yu Huan's face, "Okay, don't think about those messes all the time. Do you want to eat lychees? I can stop by and buy some when I come back at noon .”

"No, the ones outside are very expensive. If you want to eat, I'll go to the market to buy them. The ones there are cheaper and fresher."

"Okay, then I'll leave it to you." Gu Luoyao had no choice but to go out with her mouth curled.

People who hire a nanny always have to worry about being deducted for the food money. Her family is very good, and they try their best to save her money every day.

I really don't know what to say.

Gu Luoyao went to class, An An was picked up by her grandfather, and Yu Huan was left alone, suddenly feeling sad again.

She doesn't know where she got so hypocritical, people say it hurts spring and autumn, it's almost summer, what's going on with her?

Is there a delay in things like emotions?

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out.

Yu Huan felt that he might have lived too comfortably recently, so there were so many strange emotions, looking for trouble for nothing.

The vibration of the phone brought back Yu Huan's thoughts of not knowing where he was going, and when he opened it, he found that it was Liang Xiaoxi who sent a long message.

[Liang Xiaoxi: Xiaoyu, I have thought about something for a long time, but I still dare not tell you in person.In fact, from the first day I saw you, I felt that you are a very good person. You are obviously younger than me, but you always want to take care of others, which is not at all the same as those friends around me.It may be that you are different, let me pay more attention to you.The more I pay attention, the more I am attracted to you. I think I like you, the kind of love I want to fall in love with you.I know that it is impolite not to talk about this kind of thing face to face, please forgive my timidity, and I hope you can think about it seriously when you read this passage, if you like me that much, please give me a chance okay?I like you and want to fall in love with you. 】

After skimming through it, Yu Huan thought he had misunderstood it, so he re-read it from beginning to end, earnestly paying attention to every word and punctuation marks.

Is what Xiaoxi wants to express the meaning she understands?

Could it be that he lost some game?

Yu Huan blinked and replied.

[Xiao Yu: Did you lose the game? 】

The place for the remarks showed that the other party was typing, so Yu Huan waited with his mobile phone, and waited for a long time for a reply.

【Liang Xiaoxi: No, I'm serious, so I hope you can think about it seriously.Don't rush to give me an answer. I know this matter may not be easy to accept. I still hope that you can think about it seriously and tell me your answer after you think it through. 】

[Xiao Yu: Wait a minute, are you sure this message is for me?I'm Yu Huan, please see clearly. 】

It was too troublesome to send messages back and forth, Liang Xiaoxi didn't have that much patience, so she stopped typing at all, and just made a phone call.

Yu Huan looked at the caller ID and didn't dare to answer it. He always felt that many things would be different if he answered the call, but if he didn't answer it...

What if Xiaoxi came directly to her?

In front of Teacher Gu...

After hesitating again and again, Yu Huan picked up the phone at the moment when the ringing was about to end, "Hello? I'm Yu Huan."