just a little like

April 4th, Ching Ming Festival.

Mom left early, Yu Huan didn't have much impression of her, and naturally she doesn't have much feeling on this day.

But this year...

Yu Huan wanted to go back to see his father and tell him that everything was fine.

Is it really good?

Actually not.

For more than a year, taking medicine, hospitalization, and treatment, the family that was not well-to-do was completely emptied.Even if some can be reimbursed, the remaining part has to be supported by oneself.

The restaurant was transferred, and the house was given to the third aunt. Yu Huan spent all the last money on the funeral, afraid that the people in the town would leave so uselessly when they said that Lao Yu was gone.

It is said that funerals are for the living.

Of course Yu Huan understands this truth, but she just can't get over the hurdle in her heart, she just doesn't want her father to be gossiped like that after her father is gone.

Don't fight for steamed buns to fight for breath, this breath, Yu Huan won.

Is she having a bad time?

It doesn't seem too bad either.

I have encountered some setbacks, but in the end it can be regarded as turning the corner.

The current job pays a lot, and Mr. Gu is also a nice person.

She just... lost her home.

But that is, from now on, I have to face all kinds of hardships in this world alone

Only.

In fact, Yu Huan didn't feel too sad, the tears had already been drained during the long treatment process.

Every time she thinks about it inadvertently, she feels that there is something stuck in her heart, not big, just a little bit.But it was such a small thing, it hurt when she moved, which made her even cautious about breathing.

"Sister, you're so pretty." The little girl next to her spoke sweetly, pulling Yu Huan out of her thoughts.

What Yu Huan is holding in his hand is a doll rabbit, blue, with a pink nose and white belly, it doesn't look like a rabbit except for its ears, but it looks very cute.

The little girl was attracted by the doll and stared at it for a long time before she finally plucked up the courage to talk to Yu Huan.

The seven or eight-year-old girl stared at the toy in her hand eagerly. At other times, Yu Huan might have given the toy to the child in a soft heart.But not today, An Ansai gave it to her before leaving, Yu Huan was reluctant to let other children play with it.

An An is sensible, but it doesn't mean that all children are naive.Yu Huan was still under the shadow of the two bear children of Wang Dazhu's family, and she was really worried about other children.

"Really, thank you." Yu Huan thanked the child and put the little rabbit into his bag.

The little girl didn't say anything, she just felt a little pity, so she sat back and leaned against her mother and didn't speak.

The girl's mother let out a snort, took out her mobile phone and put on makeup to send messages to her family, speaking so loudly that it could be heard several rows ahead and behind.

"Your girl likes other people's dolls, so don't play with their precious ones. Go and buy a doll for your girl, and ask for a little rabbit."

It just means that Yu Huan is stingy, and he doesn't even want to let children play with a doll.

But the more this happened, the more Yu Huan resisted, pretending that he didn't hear what the woman was saying, leaning on the seat and closing his eyes to rest, unconsciously recalling the scene of going out in the morning in his mind.

The school was on holiday today, Gu Luoyao and An An were both there, Gu Luoyao refused to let her take the subway, and drove her to the station.When Yu Huan was about to get out of the car, the little guy still grabbed her clothes and told him to remember to come back, for fear that she would never go back once she went out.

"An'an has no more fish, this is for you," the little guy squeezed the doll and stuffed it into Yu Huan's hand, "It will accompany you for me."

He was obviously reluctant, and pretended to be strong and pretended that he was not a clingy brat.At that time, Yu Huan suddenly thought of An An, who was on the first day of kindergarten. He also resisted the urge to rely on him and tried to be an obedient and sensible child who would not worry adults.

Yu Huan took the little rabbit and assured An An seriously, "I will protect it well and return it to you when I come back, okay?"

"we have a deal."

"Well, it's settled."

Compared with children, adults' emotions are obviously much more restrained.

Gu Luoyao just gave her a box of milk and a banana, telling her to be safe on the road.

"Wait." With one foot on the ground, Gu Luoyao called her to stop again.

Yu Huan thought she forgot something, turned around and saw Gu Luoyao handing over a handkerchief, "I borrowed this from you, remember to return it to me when you come back, this is all I have left."

It's just going home to sweep the grave, making it seem like she's going to do something.

The train ticket is a bit expensive for Yu Huan, but it is indeed fast.She sat for nearly ten hours when she went there, and arrived at the station in just over two hours by train when she came back.

Time is money, and it's on full display here.

Take the bus out of the station and get off at Zhenkou three times.

Near noon, the temperature in the small town is not much different from that in T City, except that it is a little colder when the wind blows.

Yu Huan took a deep breath, feeling the long-lost earthy breath.

In fact, it's not a long time since she went out for only two months.

But it always feels different.

Backing the bag and walking all the way home, I ran into many people who came back from the field.They were all familiar faces, and Yu Huan greeted them one by one. It seemed that everyone did not expect her to come back. Eight out of ten people who passed by were quite surprised.

Maybe it was because she felt that she would not come back after Qingming just after the burial.

The town is close to the urban area, and it takes only half an hour to drive to the city center, but it is a town after all, and it is not as fast as the city.Up to now, the tallest building in the town is the three-story building of Wang Dazhu's family.

The small courtyard of Yu Huan's house is in the inner part of the town, and there is a smaller house next to the two main rooms, which was used as a warehouse in the past.The yard is not very big, and it takes about twenty steps to walk from the gate to the door of the house.

Now, this yard belongs to the third aunt.

This originally belonged to my own yard, and I have lived here since I was a child. Every plant and tree is so familiar, even the pile of dead branches in the corner of the yard is still there.But this familiar place has become not so familiar again. The tree is still there, but the vegetable planting place has been compacted; the dead branches are still there, but the hut has been demolished; It was a ladder made of steel; the large water tank at the door was gone, and there were two pots of flowers that could not be named.

I can't tell what it's like in my heart, it's quite complicated anyway.

This kind of complexity is most intense when I hear the third aunt's letter saying "It's a coincidence, this is about to start dinner."

It feels like... I shouldn't be here at this time.

It's not very good, but I can't say anything.

When her father was hospitalized, Yu Huan couldn't afford so much money at once, so it was the third aunt who lent her money to relieve her urgent needs.

Dad was buried, and the third uncle helped to make contacts, and he did a lot of hard work.

Although the third aunt's family opened a pharmacy, it was not a wealthy family in the final analysis. It was not easy to get the money out when the younger brother was about to go to college.

It's not that no one told her that she was at a loss when the house was transferred to the third aunt, but Yu Huan thought at that time, after all, it was his own family, and he had helped at a critical moment, so he had to pay it back.

If you lose a little, you should pay back the favor.

Yu Huan regards this love as more important than money, and doesn't want to care too much about it.

But in the eyes of others, love is only important when it is used in exchange for benefits.

The author has something to say: Teacher Gu: I borrowed it from you, and you have to return it to me when you come back

Xiaoyu: Is it expensive?It's very expensive and I don't want it. It's not good to lose it.

Teacher Gu: Are you stupid?

Xiaoyu: Huh?What's wrong with me

Teacher Gu: The point is to come back!return!

Xiaoyu: Then why don't you just say it?

Teacher Gu: What do you think?

Xiaoyu: If you don't tell me, how will I know what you're going to say?

Teacher Gu: ...Next time I will go with you

Xiaoyu: Huh?okay

Teacher Gu: Stupid