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Gu Luoyao's sudden fragility made Yu Huan a little flustered.

It's not that Gu Luoyao was so strong and indestructible before, but...

Yu Huan couldn't describe this feeling, but suddenly felt like his heart was hit by something, sharp and dull, painful and stuffy, sour, a little bit bitter, and more overwhelmed.

Yu Huan has always known that Gu Luoyao is not an indestructible person, she also has times when she is vulnerable, when she is sad, and when she doesn't know what to do.

But Gu Luoyao's fragility is often just to give herself a chance to breathe. She will be sad, sad and depressed, but the sadness is also light, and it will be fine in a while.

Just like the previous few times, when she felt uncomfortable, she would go upstairs and dance until she was exhausted, until she had no strength to think about it, until she forgot those troubles.

But this time, Gu Luoyao didn't even want to dance anymore, she just sat there blankly, surrounded by a deep sense of loss, as if she had lost the whole world, or was abandoned by the whole world.

Yu Huan could feel how helpless Gu Luoyao was.

But she didn't know why, or what she could do about it.

"Mr. Gu, what's the matter with you? Tell me, okay?"

Gu Luoyao hugged her knees, looked up at Yu Huan blankly, the emotion in her eyes was something Yu Huan couldn't understand, the only thing she could understand was that she needed to rely on now.

Without any hesitation, Yu Huan knelt down and hugged Gu Luoyao, letting her put her head on his shoulders, "What's wrong, I'm really worried about you like this."

"I don't know, it's just suddenly..." Gu Luoyao rubbed against her, fearing that she would be too tired, so she hugged her and sat down facing the mirror, leaning her head against her head and looking at herself in the mirror, "Maybe I let you Are you feeling stressed?"

"No, it's easy to be with you, why do you think so suddenly?"

"It's just a sudden feeling..."

Leaning on Yu Huan's shoulder, Gu Luoyao turned her head and buried her face in Yu Huan's neck, as if she didn't speak as long as she couldn't see her face.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't feel like myself. You may not know that when we were not together before, I thought that although I like you, if you want to leave, I will I will definitely not stop you."

"I thought I wouldn't be the kind of person who pushes forward, but now, you're just busy and don't have time to talk to me, so I feel uncomfortable, like..." Speaking of this, Gu Luoyao herself was embarrassed, hugging Yu Huan hid his face even deeper, and said in a muffled voice, "You said I'm already thirty, and I'm still so hypocritical."

So this is ah...

Yu Huan suddenly realized and smiled.

"No, if you're making progress like this, what about those who have to report their itinerary 24 hours a day at any time. And I'm also wrong, I really ignored you."

"Don't you think I'm annoying? It's still like this at this age."

"Nope."

Yu Huan felt that every time they sat down and chatted like this, the distance would be one step closer.It was the same this time, and it felt like a certain layer of tulle had been removed again.

It is impossible for people who hit it off once again to be [-]% compatible. It is only after a long period of running-in that they become more and more in tune and understand each other more and more.

When two people get along, they are not afraid of conflicts. If there are conflicts, they will reconcile.

In contrast, Yu Huan quite liked this way of getting along.There are basically no quarrels, no red faces, and no major conflicts. If you have any problems, you are used to sorting them out first, calm down and think about it slowly. If you can’t figure it out, sit down and have a chat. it.

Compared with the ups and downs and ups and downs of love stories of young couples told by Xiaoxi, Yu Huan's love affair is indeed not like what she should have at her age, but Yu Huan likes this state, and that's enough.

Turning to face Gu Luoyao face to face, Yu Huan stared into her eyes and told her very seriously, "I don't feel any pressure, nor do I find you annoying. On the contrary, I'm very glad that you can tell me directly that I ignore you You know, I am a person who is not very proactive. I don’t know how to say a lot of things, and I am not very good at expressing feelings. If you feel uncomfortable, just say it, and I will definitely pay attention to it in the future of."

Seeing Yu Huan's serious expression as if he was making a self-criticism, Gu Luoyao smiled instead, and pinched Yu Huan's face and pulled it to both sides.

"Okay, I get it. I'm just afraid that I'll ask too much and always want you to change, so you will be very tired."

"How can anyone stay the same for a lifetime, people are growing every day. If An An is the same as he is now for the rest of his life, you really have to worry."

"You really don't think I'm naive? I'm so old and clingy." Gu Luoyao was still a little worried. Although she knew that if she asked this way, she would definitely get an answer of 'no', she still wanted to ask.

Just like what Gu Luoyao said, she no longer looks like the original her.

But people are very complicated, who can tell which side is the real self, or, in fact, each side is the real self.

It's like Yu Huan is not very good at expressing feelings actively, but does she really not want to be clingy with her girlfriend?

No.

"I'm actually..." Yu Huan was still embarrassed to say, staring at his legs with his head down, not daring to look into Gu Luoyao's eyes, "I'm actually quite happy. That is, I feel special when you're around, how should I say it?" , I just feel down-to-earth, I have the bottom of my heart in everything I do, a bit like the kind of spiritual pillar, but it doesn't look like it. Anyway, when you are by my side, I don't feel in a hurry, and I can concentrate on doing things in a down-to-earth manner. "

"And... I can't. Other girls are very good at acting like a baby, but I can't do anything. I'm still a little worried that you will think I'm weird."

"Well, it's quite strange." Gu Luoyao nodded seriously, "I thought you didn't like me."

"How come! If you don't like it, that night..."

"What night? Huh?"

It was a serious topic, but somehow it got turned into a strange place.

Yu Huan wanted to leave, but felt that he hadn't finished speaking. At this time, he had to say it again next time when something went wrong, so it was better to finish the sentence directly.

After struggling to organize his words for a long time, Yu Huan finally said the sentence he wanted to say the most.

"I'm a passive person. If you don't take the initiative, it seems pretty bad. I'm not saying that I want to be passive all the time, and I don't want you to be active all the time. Even, I will definitely work hard to overcome it, but, that is, You may work a little harder, but, just, eh, I don't know how to say it, can you understand?"

My own children really don't know how to express, and at this time, they don't know what to say.

But what to do, I just like it, I like it even if I don’t understand it, I like it even if I can’t express it, I like everything.

Gu Luoyao grabbed Yu Huan's hand and stood up, hugging him tightly in her arms, reassuring Yu Huan and herself, "I understand, I understand everything, I'm just a dead end. Thank you for being so tolerant I am so self-willed and childish, thank you for being willing to tell me what is in your heart, thank you for staying by my side, thank you for taking care of me, thank you, thank you for everything."

It seems that many people like to lock up their inner thoughts, as if they feel that it is hypocritical to say these words, as if these are too nasty, they should only exist in TV dramas and not in reality.

But love is to speak out, you have to speak out if you like it, you have to speak out when you are uncomfortable, and you have to speak out when you are moved. No one is an expert in mind reading, and only by speaking out can we communicate better.

Yu Huan knows that she has flaws, but she is willing to change, as long as she can get better with Gu Luoyao, she is willing to change anything.

"I also want to thank you. I don't understand anything, and you are willing to teach me. I am so indecisive, I hesitate to do anything. If it weren't for your patience, I might... I can't think of it, if I didn't With you, I don’t know what I will be like now. So I also want to thank you, thank you for being so patient and accompany me to grow up.”

Rubbing the child's head, leaning forward to take a bite, Gu Luoyao smiled.

"We grow up together. In the future, if I can't help but want to cling to you, don't push me away."

Yu Huan blushed, bit her lower lip and smiled, "No, I can't wait."

"What are you looking forward to?"

"Hey, it's good that you know."

"Who said to overcome shyness just now?"

What does it mean to lift a rock and shoot yourself in the foot, this is it.

Yu Huan's cheeks were hot, obviously he didn't do anything, but he was ashamed as if he did something.

Patience is the most important thing that Gu Luoyao lacks. Her child is shy and unable to overcome the psychological barrier for a while, so she waits patiently for the child to take this step bravely.

The room was very quiet, and it was hard to tell who it was from the beating heartbeat.

Taking a deep breath, he summoned up the courage to raise his head, and just about to speak, he burst into laughter.

Yu Huan raised her hand to help Gu Luoyao smooth down the strand of hair that was raised on the top of her head, and the nervousness just now disappeared, at least it didn't look like she was going to read the wedding vows.

"I like it, I like you...stick to me."

The video has already been edited, but it is not suitable to update it in the middle of the night, and Gu Luoyao kept his word. He stayed in Yu Huan's room for a long time, and only went back to sleep in his own room in the middle of the night when he was too sleepy. Yu Huan didn't have the energy To tinker with the account.

The next morning, when I was free, Yu Huan re-registered a new account, the ID is called 'Pingshengyigu', and after registering, he sent the first video.

He said it was a try, and he didn't care whether it would work or not, but he was thinking about such a thing after all, so there was no way he couldn't care less.

A person who doesn't usually like to play with his mobile phone, picks it up for a while to look at it, and then picks it up to look at it again, and keeps staring at the comment area and the number of likes.

But it didn't rise a few in half a day.

Gu Luoyao laughed at Yu Huan's impatience, and choked her with what Yu Huan said before, "Did you say to take your time, this is the first video, don't worry. Otherwise, I'll contact you Contact, buy some recommendations?"

What to buy, and I don’t really want to be an internet celebrity.

Yu Huan wrinkled his nose and snorted, "How do you know I'm looking at my phone if you don't look at me, how do you know I'm in a hurry if you don't look at me."

"I was just looking at you, and I didn't deny it."

"Don't make trouble." Gu Luoyao was able to let go, but Yu Huan still couldn't, and was so ashamed by her reasonable words.

Gu Luoyao laughed, Le's teeth were exposed, and he dragged An An over, bent over and pointed at Yu Huan, "An An, who is this?"

What is the problem?

Mom what's the matter?

An An looked confused, blinked and answered obediently, "Sister Xiaoyu."

"Who is that sister Xiaoyu?"

Sister Xiaoyu is Sister Xiaoyu, who else can she be?

An An was even more confused.

Gu Luoyao taught An An word by word, "Sister Xiaoyu is a family member, what should a family do?"

"To...be caring, to each other."

"Yes, we should care about each other. Sister Xiaoyu is in a bad mood now, what can you do?"

not in a good mood?

An An looked at Yu Huan, then turned to look at Gu Luoyao.

I can't tell you're not happy.

But since mother said that sister Xiaoyu was in a bad mood, then sister Xiaoyu must be unhappy.

Little friend An An ran over in two steps, threw herself on Yu Huan and hugged her tightly, "Hug, happy hug."

"Yes, you'll be happy just hugging." Gu Luoyao also leaned forward and hugged both of them, "Don't worry, don't be unhappy, everything will be fine when the family is together."

What's this all about.

Yu Huan was helpless and a little moved, bent over to hug An An, and kissed the little one on the face, "Thank you An An."

"I want it too!" Gu Luoyao moved her face closer.

"Don't make trouble."

"mua~" An An kissed Gu Luoyao on the face, giggling.