safe in distress

"Who is it?"

Joan was in a daze and stumbled towards the door. He was so dizzy now that he lost all vigilance and opened the door without even looking.

"Who knocked?"

he asked in a daze.But as soon as the words were spoken, he lost his footing and almost fell, but fortunately he was hugged by someone so he didn't fall.

"Who are you... Shuyang, how did you get here?"

Qiao An couldn't believe who he saw in front of him. He thought he was dreaming. He just ran away from a hotel in another city this morning like a thief. Then he glanced at how Li Shuyang appeared in front of him again. What about in front of you?

"You ran fast enough, Qiao An." Li Shuyang wanted to scold him angrily.But before he could speak, he was frightened by the hot person in his arms.

The temperature on Joan's body was obviously abnormal, and he felt hot even through his clothes, and it looked like he was having a high fever.

Joan didn't realize it, he was still muttering, "Why did you come? Aren't you supposed to be there? Why did you come back after I ran away?"

The high temperature made his mind feel like a paste. Apart from being unbelievable, he was just thinking wildly without his usual calmness and rationality.

He couldn't believe that Li Shuyang still loved him for a long time, so it was even more impossible for him to feel that after he ran away, he could let the other party come all the way and chase him into his home.

Those two sentences were repeated over and over in his mouth - why are you here?Why are you here? "Why is it so hot?" Li Shuyang frowned, "Qiao An, you have a fever. Do you know that you are sick? Qiao An, can you understand me?"

The person in his arms was already unconscious, more like a child, crying and crawling into his arms.

Joan said while sobbing: "I ran away, why did you come to me? I'm so bad, you shouldn't come to me."

Li Shuyang asked him patiently while leading him into the house: "Then if I don't come to you, who should I go to?"

Joan was dizzy and really counted with his fingers: "You should go to someone else. Find someone who is better than me, who is more obedient, more sensible than me, and who will love you more than me."

He was so lost that he kept criticizing himself.

"I'm very bad, I'm very bad, I've always been bad, I still...I don't want you anymore."

Jon's nasal voice was terribly heavy, and the tears he couldn't hold back rolled down, soaking Li Shuyang's shirt and burning Li Shuyang's heart.

"Joan, let's stop talking about this, shall we? Let's go to the doctor first, and I'll take you to the doctor..."

"See a doctor……"

Joan repeated it in a daze, and suddenly became nervous again. He kept trying to push away the person who was pulling him.

"I don't want to see a doctor. It costs money to see a doctor. I don't have money, so I can't see a doctor..." His mind was already in a mess. He thought it was the time when he couldn't afford to eat a few years ago. Repeatedly repeating, "It takes money to see a doctor, and it costs money to see a doctor. I don't have money. I can't see it. I just need to sleep. I can recover from any illness. I don't want to go to a doctor."

Li Shuyang looked at Qiao An's fearful expression and couldn't tell what it was like.

"Well, let's not see a doctor, let's not see a doctor, shall I take you into the bedroom and lie down first?"

Only then did Joan calm down, and he nodded: "Lie down, it doesn't cost money to lie down, I can go to lie down."

Li Shuyang couldn't laugh or cry.He wanted to laugh and felt sad at the same time.This person is really scared of being poor, he doesn't even dare to go to the hospital, and he behaves as soon as he says he doesn't spend money.

Qiao An became obedient now, he lay down on the bed obediently, covered the quilt obediently, and then stared at Li Shuyang all the time.

His eyes were too heavy to open, but he refused to close them, just watching.

"What's the matter?" Li Shuyang asked him, "Go to sleep first, I'll go buy medicine for you."

Qiao An sniffed, carefully hooked Li Shuyang's finger on the bedside, and said quietly: "I don't want to take medicine, can you stay with me?"

His cheeks were flushed with dry tears, making him look funny and pitiful.But Qiao An was trying to pull up the corners of her mouth little by little, as if trying to make a smile.

"It's been a long time since I've been here, and I haven't dreamed of you for a long time." He seemed to be talking to himself, "Shuyang, can you stay with me..."

"Hmm..." Li Shuyang held his warm fingertips and rubbed them, his eyes were filled with tenderness, "I'll be with you."

I will be with you from now on.

Don't be afraid.