safe in distress

Joan suffered a lot and suffered a lot.

But these sufferings also made him a better person.

He understood many things that he had never understood before, but this also made him feel more guilty when facing Li Shuyang.

He originally had a good opportunity to love a good person, but at that time he didn't know how to treat others' sincerity at all.

On the contrary, because of his fault, he caused a lot of harm to innocent people, and Mr. Li had to have a very unpleasant emotional experience.

Joan thought of the ill-fitting shirt and squeezed out an awkward smile on his face.

"Li Shuyang..." He called the other party's name in a serious manner, "I should apologize to you."

"Ok?"

Li Shuyang hummed in confusion, but before he had time to ask, Qiao An ran to his side and squatted down obediently.

Joan's face was still stained red with the smell of alcohol, and his eyes were soaked in steaming water vapor. Looking at the chicks who seemed to be drenched in the delicate feathers on their petite wings, they were so pitiful and cute.

Li Shuyang never thought that a man would hook the word cute, let alone a man over thirty.

But Joan was different.

In his eyes, Joan seems to have always had a special criterion for judging. He is different from anyone else in the world and is always lovely.

She was cute when she was younger, she was cute when she was 20, and she was naturally cute when she was 30.

Perhaps, when Qiao An is seventy and eighty, Li Shuyang looks at him, and still thinks that he is the cutest old man in the world as always.

However, Li Shuyang couldn't help but think.

The chance to hold each other's hand and grow old forever has been lost by himself.

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Qiao An didn't know that Li Shuyang regarded himself as a bird that fell into the water, and he still talked on his own.

These words have been buried in his heart for many years, like cotton soaked in salty sea water, bitter and swollen, tied to a tiny spot on the tip of his heart, it hurts like nothing else There is a way.

"I...I have to apologize to you..."

Qiao An raised his head and looked into Li Shuyang's eyes. He was very bad, wrong and guilty. Even though the times had changed, he still couldn't forgive himself at that time.

"Back then, I treated you...too bad."

Whether it was his temper at that time or those unreasonable troubles.He felt that he had ten thousand words of sorry to say, but his mouth was locked with a lock, and it was extremely difficult to even open it.

However, Li Shuyang didn't seem to hear his words, he just looked at the tired and flustered person in front of him, and his eyes flickered.

"You...you didn't have a good time back then." Li Shuyang stuttered, but the words he said, one by one, were nailed into Qiao An's heart like needles, "Yes, tell me. "

He sighed as if he were a joke.

"You have suffered and suffered...but I don't even know."

He once made an oath that he would stay with the person in front of him for the rest of his life and through the ups and downs of life together.

However, he broke his promise.

Li Shuyang suddenly forgot why he insisted on getting a divorce in the first place, and suddenly couldn't remember the reason why he gave up this marriage.All the negative memories about Joan, about love, about marriage seem to have been formatted and cleared, leaving only uncontrollable and unbearable distress.

He has complained about Qiao An's naivety and ignorance, and he has also been tired of Qiao An's childishness in love. He knows how many bad habits this person has. He used to be very familiar with this person, as if he was himself. bust.

In the past, he occasionally hoped that Joan would be more mature and become a rational and excellent lover.

However, this does not mean that Li Shuyang will be happy when he hears this person lightly telling him about the downfall and embarrassment he has encountered during the years he left.

In the dog days, what is it like to be wrapped in a doll and hand out leaflets until you suffer from heat stroke?

What is it like to deliver food on a battery scooter through the streets in a storm?

In the butcher shop, the bones are chopped until the jaws of a tiger are broken.I even went to the construction site to go to the canal sand, and was exposed to the sun until my skin peeled off.

Li Shuyang's heart ached when he heard it, how could he even hear an apology now.

He just wanted to take a look at the flesh and blood of the person in front of him, and count carefully one by one how many scars he had left over the years.

How could such a good and well-behaved baby whom he raised meticulously back then be bumped into this way.

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Qiao An was still apologizing, and he watched Li Shuyang staring at him until his eyes were red, and when he stared at Mr. Li's tear sockets suddenly became steamy, and tears burst out.

"How do you..."

Qiao An was in a panic, you see how bad he is, Mr. Li was so angry that he cried.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know I've gone too far, I've made a lot of mistakes..." He anxiously wanted to wipe the other person's tears, but felt his hands were dirty, and wanted to stand up to get a tissue, "I'll get it, ah!"

Qiao An tried to stand up while leaning on the armrest, but was pulled into his arms by Mr. Li's wrist.

He bumped into the broad chest in a daze, raised his eyes to look, but was kissed on the corner of his mouth.

Mr. Li's tears are salty.

His too.