[Wei Yong] Looking for Lilia

Four hours into the official rehearsal, Yuuri had to admit he had a problem.

In terms of technique, he has no problem. Since Yang recognized that he had passed the training of basic skills, he found that he was like a spinning top that was constantly being whipped. The more it turned, the more powerful and flexible it became. In a cell, once awakened, it's like a sports car being well-oiled and the engine bearings humming; but on the other hand, he—he's a complete novice.

He doesn't have any experience in trying to figure out complex roles. His only experience in acting is "Lohengrin", a story that every child has been familiar with since childhood, but what about this?It's a new choreography, a new story, and heck, it even has a new music!As his exposure to the show increased day by day, Yuuri began to feel more and more (although everyone else insisted on keeping it secret) that this mysterious choreographer would never be anyone else but Lilia Baranovskaya.Apart from the legendary dancers of the last century, he couldn't think of anyone else with that much energy, which gave him a whole new understanding of Lilia: in the past, the image of her in Yuuri's mind was just a blurry videotape. The image, beautiful, light, like a proud swan, with a sharpness that ordinary female dancers don't have - she must have shocked everyone, but that is a thing of the past, Yuuri has always regarded her as a microcosm of history, Not a real person, but this performance - it shocked every part of his life in a way that it had never been before, the richness of emotion contained in it, a kind of instinctive fire and vitality, which made Yuuri win several times. Turning his back and stealing a deep breath, so as not to bring tears to his eyes because of the huge momentum and magnificent background-even Chris admits that this is the best show he has ever seen, but Yuuri feels that none of them are like him , emotional as if a weak point had been touched, and he was too ashamed to let them find out: Yuuri was a crybaby who couldn't control his tear ducts.

Realizing this made Yuuri stand on one leg shaking as he spun—he had accidentally stumbled into playing a major role in such a masterpiece, the weight of such a historical mission overwhelming him to let Victor's proud determination: too hard, impossible... he heard the coward muttering in his head several times, indeed, he didn't have as many big jumps, nor did he have any lifting tasks, compared to JJ, Throughout the show, you can't find a character more friendly to his legs than the character "Genie", but that doesn't mean it's easy, quite the opposite, and its slightly "relaxed" technical standard means that It requires more exquisite expressiveness, this character is not single and one-sided, although it is not even a real person, it is the most real and full figure in the whole dance.Whenever he starts to retreat, he will always ignite more vigorous fighting spirit because of it, as if its difficulty increases its value, as if the advanced cutting skills make a diamond's value tenfold or a hundredfold.

He must do better, must be even better... He was thinking like this, but was suddenly stopped by Yang Ming.

Yuuri stopped from the rapid rotation, and the number of turns did not turn as much as expected, which made him feel dizzy from inertia. He looked around the empty rehearsal room, only Yang and Chris, Yang led The speaker that came was playing the piano piece I heard during the interview.

Young crossed his arms. "What are you worried about?" she asked.

"Uh...nothing?"

"Then why do you look like you're dying for your country?" she asked, stern once she got to work.

Yuuri opened his mouth a few times, but couldn't find a reason to justify himself, he didn't want to at all, he knew he didn't do well: this piece was his favorite of all music, and whenever it When the melody sounded, many things popped up in his mind involuntarily, related to Victor, related to himself... He was afraid of letting it down, and wanted to do better, but the result seemed to be counterproductive—now he When I hear it, I feel nervous.

"I'm sorry." He said, "I will...I will try my best." But he didn't have a clue in his heart. He watched Leo's performance video thousands of times, trying to capture the processing of his every little movement, but he couldn't help it. But he felt further and further away from him, so he tried to see Kenjiro on a show night - and it got worse, and now he looks like a Dior belt with Gucci trademark: nondescript, similar one.

It made him feel very irritable, like the rising temperature every day, and there was a small fire in his heart: against himself, he was angry with himself.

Sensing his annoyance, Yang breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why are you so nervous?" she asked, "Is it because you don't like this song? Isn't the performance of a song like "eros" very good." She was talking about the main theme of another elf. It always appears alternately when the elves appear. The strange thing is that this one has no name. Yang said that it is a new piece created by the choreographer and composer. It is difficult to name because it is a temporary emotional expression.This reason always feels far-fetched, and Yuuri feels a little bit of resentment in his heart: he has fallen in love with it, but it can't even get a name.

"Please don't mention "eros"." Yuuri said quickly, "Please." Because it is a passionate dance song as the name suggests, it absorbs a lot of flamenco and bullfighting elements in the choreography, not only the difficulty It's very big, and it's a bit inexplicable... Lustful, he still can't understand why an inclusive character has such an appearance melody. It obviously has a version of "agape" with different arrangements, but it is different from another version. A track with an Italian title was scrapped together, and Yang passed all the music on to Yuuri, and these two scrapped tracks were one of the things he couldn't figure out the most: they were obviously super good.

"Why on earth is there such a song as "eros"!" Yuuri complained, "It doesn't feel like a character at all."

"Because the elves in "eros" are not elves themselves," Chris said, "it is the first time that the demons who realize the existence of elves think of them as scourges, just like devout Christians see a girl with breasts exposed, Heinous."

"A demon thinks other people are heinous." Yuuri muttered, "Can it be a little self-aware..."

Both Yang and Chris laughed. "But you acted really well," Young said. "Maybe we were wrong...you should do more of that sex act..."

Yuuri's face was blushing, and he felt like he was going to pass out at any moment. "I pretend I'm a pork chop fan," he can only admit, "or a Nintendo game console... or a poster of a football star. Anyway, it's what the boys want in their hearts." Chris sneered, as if he was laughing at him.

"You know what guys want? Sexy babes at 20. You should think of yourself as that."

Yuuri stares at him dumbfounded, and the next thing that happens is Yang kicks him out because she thinks he doesn't respect women.

Yuuri was even more determined not to provoke her.

They practiced for another half an hour, until Yang said that Yuuri's behavior was getting worse and worse, and now he looked like "an appliance thief" (exactly).

If Yuuri was just a bystander, he would have to ask why he didn't steal other thieves. "You're supposed to be peaceful, you're forgiving, you're forgiving of all your mistakes, and that's where you're brave, you're brave enough to face yourself. Get it?"

"Understood." Yuuri said, "It sounds like I'm a spare boy."

Yang looks at him, dazed for half a second for the first time, and then she bursts out laughing and slaps Yuuri on the arm, nearly shoving him.

"I thought you were too honest to joke around!" she said, laughing hard, when the door of the rehearsal room opened again, JJ, Kenjiro, Chris poured in, Victor was the last one, he looked at Yang, and Looking at Yuuri, the corners of his mouth subconsciously curled up.

"What are you talking about?" he asked.

"Talking about my character," Yuuri said, feeling a little embarrassed, "I'm that character! Always tolerant, always accepting, as long as people turn around, I'll be there—spare tire."

Everyone except Victor laughed, and after thinking about it carefully, it seemed to be the case.

Victor frowned, looked at Yuuri with laughter, and after a few seconds, he said: "It's not like that - it's a precious quality, it doesn't change because of the contempt of the outside world, it's a kind of tenacity ——Why do you think so?”

He seemed a little annoyed.Yuuri was taken aback, belatedly realizing that he might be unwittingly making fun of one of the best characters in a masterpiece — a character the choreographer put a lot of positive emotion on, saying it It is the choreographer's sustenance of tender feelings.And this choreographer is most likely Lilia herself, Victor's family member.His heart was pounding, and he didn't know how to explain this cheap joke.

"I didn't mean that..." he said guiltily, "I'm sorry..." Victor looked at him, and after a while, his brows opened, looking helpless.

"You're not a backup," he said. "Why do you think that?"

For a moment it seemed that everyone's laughter died away, and Yuuri looked into Victor's eyes, the storm that had been brewing in his pupils suddenly calmed down for some reason.

"It's not a bad thing to have a spare tire." Yuuri heard himself say, "I'm willing to be a spare tire because I want the person I like to feel safe." He blinked, and Victor suddenly looked sad for some reason like.

"you……"

"Oh, why don't you have a spare tire?" Chris interjected, "What are you two doing so seriously? Do you want to take an art appreciation class? Let's eat." After he finished speaking, he greeted everyone and walked towards the gate together. go.

"Victor... is gone." Victor fell at the end, Yuuri couldn't help but call him, as if he just came back to his senses, Victor said "hmm".He followed unhurriedly.

Yuuri wanted to say something more to him, but Chris grabbed him and led him to the front of the crowd.He wants to discuss with Yuuri whether he should grow a mustache or not, and he annoys Yuuri so much that by the time he gets to the restaurant across the street, the question of whether he has a spare tire or not has been completely forgotten.

What's more, there are still people waiting for them in the restaurant.

*Why doesn't YOI have a name?Because there is no ICE.In addition, tell a person named Yuri that a song is called Yurion... This structure is even a fool can see that it was written for myself...