[Wei Yong] Looking for Lilia

This feeling is definitely weird.Out of the corner of his eye, Yong sneaks a look at Viktor, who is standing next to him in a baggy training suit, who senses his gaze and grins at him.

"What?" he asks, and Yuuri feels a little offended, and it takes him a moment to realize why: he hasn't seen a short-haired Viktor in a training suit yet.Once he realized this, the "fan Yuuri" who was closely watching Victor in the depths of his soul woke up again, and he couldn't wait to take a closer look at Victor, just at this time Yang returned to the room with his arms still Holding a laptop in his arms, Yuuri seized the opportunity to look at her a few times when Victor turned his head to look at her - he didn't seem to be stronger than when he was a teenager, and then he remembered that he was a stunted person back then Child, it seems that he has a nail-like cognition in his mind, that is, Victor is always a head taller than him, even today, he still wants to look up Victor's eyes from time to time, even though they are actually It's not that bad anymore.Victor was wearing a black T-shirt, the sweetheart-shaped neckline was a little low, revealing the delicate collarbone extending to both ends of the shoulders and a bit of fair and flat chest skin, Yuuri's eyes were burned, and he hurriedly looked away.

"Come here." Yang waved happily, Yuuri and Victor, and Kenjiro and JJ gathered around her, only Chris stood in front of the mirror, constantly comparing the two sides of his face.

"Should I give this a face-lift injection?" He said to himself, and found that no one was paying attention to him, so he ran over to join the people, "Hey, what is this? The desktop wallpaper is good." On the computer The wallpaper is a poster of JJ. He is naked from the top to the waist, wearing a grass skirt on the bottom, and his face is painted with oil paint. Yang blushes and mutters something like "just too lazy to change".She clicks on a video and it starts playing, and Yuuri quickly realizes that this is a video of the performance.He found himself fascinated.

It was absolutely—he only now understood what it meant—a performance of legend.Whether it is from the background of subduing sound effects or the performance of the actors, the choreography is what attracts the most attention-what a bold and romantic person did it!He abandoned the step-by-step performance methods that are common in many modern dance performances. From the very beginning, all the actors showed a burning passion, conflicts, contradictions, relaxations and climaxes. Hate myself for not being able to grow a few more pairs of eyes - several times he almost reached out and pulled the progress bar back, wanting to watch the clip again, if it wasn't for a large group of people watching together, he would definitely do it - At first, he tried to remember the few bars he liked, but later, he gradually began to realize that his brain was not enough, he liked too much, every scene, every section, even every little detail I like all the positions.

When the show came to the end, when the actors began their curtain call and there was thunderous applause in the background, Yang stopped the show and asked:

"How about it?"

"It's..." Yuuri searched for adjectives, he couldn't think of anything to match the performance - it was top-notch in every way, "It's just amazing!" he said, shocked , he turned to Victor, who looked sullen and folded his arms.

"Victor?" Yuuri asked in surprise, "Wh-what's wrong?"

"The last one," Victor said awkwardly, "that—what about that kiss?" He was talking about the last action of the last scene—JJ, who played the leading role, took Leo's face and kissed him One bite, this is indeed a bit strange, but without knowing the background of the story, it can be seen that they are two characters who have disputes, and in the end they got mutual understanding and expressed understanding with this kiss... Although it is a bit exaggerated, it seems to be nothing wrong.Of course, it was hilarious to see JJ in front of me—a straight straight man—and think of him kissing another guy every other night. JJ catches Yuuri's gaze, and his face flushes suddenly. "What are you looking at?" he said gruffly. "There is no real kiss, okay! I kissed my thumb."

That doesn't do the scene much justice either.But even so, Victor's antipathy was a bit exaggerated.

"Uh, Yang?" he said bluntly, "Explain—was the arrangement of this program at the beginning of 'this'?"

"No," Yang said, "it was a little improvisation...but it worked out, didn't it?" She grinned, and Victor looked pissed off, but not easily, his cheeks puffed up.

"I don't think so," he said dryly.

"I think it's fine," Chris interjected. "What's wrong with kissing? Kissing can be sacred, it can be pure, of course it can be pleasant...but!" he said before Victor could retort. "Think about it, what does a mother do when she wants to comfort a crying child? She kisses his forehead; how does a boy express his joy when he hears that he's been accepted by a football team? He kisses the girl closest to him ;A kind old lady has passed away, how will her children and grandchildren say their final farewell? Yuuri, tell me.” He suddenly turned to Yuuri, startling him.

"Uh, they...they kissed her on the cheek." There seemed to be no other answer.

"That's right!" Chris said, snapping his fingers, "What's wrong with kissing, tell me? Besides, who are you, are you the choreographer?"

Victor stared at him, and after a while, he laughed angrily at Chris' plausible words. "Okay, okay." He said, "I won't talk about it."

Judging from his expression, this matter is not over-at least Chris must be unlucky afterwards, but Yuuri suspects that other people have not observed Victor as carefully as himself, and they all have a triumphant expression, and they all smile together stand up.

"So," Yuuri asked after they had had enough laughs, "is this an LGBT-themed show?"

Because there are basically no prominent heroines in the plot. From the beginning to the end, it is JJ and Leo's roles, and JJ has more scenes. He has several solo scenes.And finally a kiss, okay thumbs.

As a result, Yang and JJ burst out laughing when they heard his question, and they both patted each other on the back, laughing so hard that they couldn't stand upright.Victor looked at them blankly.

"This is not an LGBT theme, my dear." Yang laughed enough and said, wiping away tears, "This is, um, how should I put it...a story about growing up."

"The main character of the story, that is, JJ, is a young boy who travels. For a boy, I know, he grows a little anxious... ("Hey!" JJ exclaimed angrily) he encountered a huge maze during his journey, Kind of like Alice in Wonderland, get it? He's met with guidance from two people, an impulsive, nasty demon - JJ himself acting - and a kind-hearted, indecisive elf - aka Ray Oku and Kenjiro, will be your character in the future."

Yuuri opened his mouth wide.He was a little bit overwhelmed, it sounded full of fantastical romanticism, and he was a little curious about what the theme of this story was.

"I have a question," Chris said, "Say, why does the demon look exactly like the boy himself?" Yuuri agreed with his question, which is really weird, no wonder JJ does so many solo dances, because he Played two roles, so the roles of the two male characters are very unbalanced, and the physical exertion on JJ is even greater, this arrangement seems quite unreasonable.

"Because the demon and the elf are both the boy himself." Yang replied, "Understood?" She, JJ, and Kenjiro all had a look that should be taken for granted, and Yuuri and Chris looked at each other, as if they thought they heard it wrong up.

"So..." Yuuri said cautiously, "Is he schizophrenic... it's actually a mental health topic?" Chris laughed and raised his hand to Yuuri, who was bewildered in that hand I clapped my hands.

"It's the theme of growing up!" Yang said, also laughed angrily, "The devil symbolizes the general nature of an adolescent boy, impulsive, reckless, arrogant and often getting into trouble, but people often think that such a character is what a boy should have. Yes, the mistakes he made are also worthy of forgiveness, so the boy recognizes this side of himself more, so the devil looks the same as him."

"What about the elf?" Chris asked. "By the way, if I had the freedom to choose the image of my character, my character would be Rihanna."

"You are enough of you..." Yang moaned, "The elf is a gentle, tolerant, kind and maternal part of a person. A teenager will often resist this side of himself, feeling too indecisive and not cool enough, but human beings cannot I have always been against a part of my nature, so in the end, the demon and the elf reached an agreement and reconciled, symbolizing that the teenager finally faced himself in the process of growing up and fell in love with every side of himself-his two parts of the soul merged into one One."

"That's why that kiss," Chris said, smacking his lips, "you have to say it makes sense, I can literally see how the choreographer guy had a miserable adolescence..."

"Adolescence is never miserable." Yang said wisely, "Because of growing pains, I tasted insomnia for the first time, and my face got pimples every now and then, and my mood fluctuated for a while. It's an idea. No one takes you seriously. I like it." People don't like you, people who like you don't like... don't you, Victor?"

Yuuri couldn't understand why she was throwing the conversation at Viktor - Viktor was probably the last person he knew who might be dissatisfied with puberty, and since just now he's been standing with his arms folded, neither participating in the conversation nor Putting forward any opinions, it was as quiet as air, and he didn't know what he was thinking. When Yang suddenly called out, his expression was startled, and he subconsciously glanced at Yuuri.

"—yes." Unexpectedly, Victor admitted, and found that everyone was looking at him, including Yuuri, with his mouth open and a silly face, so he had to explain reluctantly: "Growing pains are quite unpleasant."

"Tch—" JJ said, "The thing you're most upset about is growing pains? Tsk tsk, tsk tsk, you really don't know how to suffer!"

"Your adolescence is not so bad," Yang pointed out, "Driving a sports car every day to pull beautiful women..."

"You're the only woman I've ever pulled in a car—my God, where's your modesty?"

The two of them started bickering again.Chris asks Yuuri, "How are you feeling?" He refers to the plot.

Yuuri thought for a moment.

“Very LGBT,” he says, “and kind of mentally-healthy.” The two of them smile knowingly at each other.

"Not at all, okay!" Yang said, exasperated at the men's lack of artistic acuity. "This is a story about growing up and finding yourself! Say something, Victor!"

"Without that kiss, I would have said it was growth and self-discovery," Victor said, "but I feel like it's completely LGBT now."

Yang was going to be pissed off by them.

"Okay ok just LGBT," she says angrily, "you vulgar-minded boys!" Yuuri, Chris, and Viktor all laugh vulgarly.

Yuuri laughed along with Chris and Victor, but another round of self-doubt started in his heart-joking is one thing, acting is another, after hearing the background of this story, he began to have no confidence to perform well Such a complicated character - he's an elf, but full of... motherhood, and he doesn't really exist, he's just one aspect of a person.He was starting to feel like he couldn't laugh anymore.

"Oh honey," she said, noticing his sudden loss, "don't worry, you'll be fine—do you know why we chose you? Because your tolerance and kindness are the strongest."

"Sounds like I'm the cutest," Yuuri said.

"There's a guy in bright green lace panties," Chris said. "If we were going to pick the girliest, it would have to be him."

Yuuri looks at them, filled with uncertainty, when a hand strokes the back of his head lightly, and he turns to see it's Victor.

"I think what they're trying to say," Victor said, "is that Yuuri is the sweetest, the opposite of reckless and impulsive—you've never done anything impulsive, have you?"

wrong.Yuuri thought.not real.He did something very impulsive, very reckless, in his boring, normal adolescence.

He is in love with Victor.But how can this be said?

"Well, yes," he said, "never."