[Wei Yong] Looking for Lilia

Chris hands Yuuri a pair of glasses.

"I hear it's yours," he said, chewing on the crab cake. "Victor's back at the hotel, if you want to know. Some meatballs?"

Yuuri silently sat down across from him, Victor's plate was clean, he must have eaten nothing.

His heart was trampled on by Yuuri.Yuuri knew in his heart that what he had said and the many unreasonable accusations he had made against Victor were just a subversion of the facts, and there was no reason for Victor to stand there and allow his dignity to be trampled and hurt.

他应该揍勇利一顿的，如果有人把自己对他十多年如一日的爱护形容成寻找避风港的懦弱行文，勇利知道自己会揍那个人一顿的。But Victor didn't say anything and just walked away.

Maybe he won't come back.Why is he coming back?To face this Yuuri Katsuki who was no longer the child he remembered?If there's one thing he's right about, it's that Viktor should feel at ease with him - he doesn't want anything from Viktor, what he already has is enough, and it doesn't matter if Viktor takes it back, He should have been like this.But now Katsuki Yuuri is starting to get greedy, and like those people Victor wants to keep away from, he also wants more, care and attention are no longer enough, he wants more, more intimate relationships.

Victor has no reason to come back.

So... the trip is over.Yuuri's heart was empty, as if his internal organs had been ripped out, and he even felt a little relieved—a kind of ease of facing the world with nothing, before falling into complete daze, ignorance and fearlessness, such ease and relief are built against Inherently hurt Victor above, but so what?Now they are all going back to their original positions.

Yuuri pulled the plate away and started eating.Chris took a lot of food, and he took a little bit of each, and ate bite by bite as Chris stared at him in astonishment—everything was similar, but he wasn't sure if it was because of the chef's poor skills, or his own. The sense of taste has failed.

"Uh," Chris said cautiously, "Yuuri? Young Yong? What... what happened?"

"It's okay." Yuuri's mouth was full of food, he replied without looking up, suddenly he was very hungry, he went to the dining table again, got more food, but it didn't seem to be enough no matter what full.Chris watched in horror as he kept going back and forth between the dining counter and the table, taking food one after another, stuffing it into his mouth, and then swallowing it without chewing, as if he had been reincarnated by a starving ghost .

"Are you okay?" Chris asked, "It's better not to eat so much suddenly...the stomach can't stand it..."

But Yuuri ignored him.

"I gain weight easily." Yuuri said to himself, "so I never dare to eat more." He picked up a cupcake and took a bite, it was so sweet that his throat felt a fishy sweetness, but Without distracting himself from thinking about it, he continued to swallow.He was about to cry, but the tears didn't flow so easily in Chris's presence. ——He is only a crybaby in front of Victor. It turns out that what he said is really true, "Crybabies have candy". People have learned a truth since they were babies: you have to cry in front of people who care about you. it works.

Victor cared about him, so he used this care to hurt Victor.

He choked, nearly choked to death on the coarse crumbs of the cake, and Chris frantically pushed him a glass of water, which Yuuri gulped down.

Ah, he felt full.Literally, completely full, his stomach couldn't hold any more, but the nausea at himself didn't go away.He rushed to the bathroom and threw up all the food he had just eaten.Then, he hugged the toilet and cried like a drunk.

He felt his own heart being spat into the toilet too, flushed away.

After 15 minutes, Yuuri returned to the dining area, he washed his face, and looked so calm that he had nothing to do with the man who was holding the toilet and crying.

"Can you borrow my phone?" he asked Chris. "I want to find out where the nearest train station is."

He should have done it in the first place, no matter what Victor said, he should have hopped on the next train back to school when he was out of Victor's sight for the first time, or followed Phichit, whichever would have been better.

"Well," Chris said, "but Victor told you to wait here—he called just now." As soon as he finished speaking, there was the sound of the engine of the familiar Jeep outside the restaurant door, and the woman The wonder of the child.

"Oh look at him," they said, "he's very handsome. But why does he look so unhappy?"

"Come on." Chris said, took out a few banknotes from his wallet and threw them on the table, "Come on...don't lose your temper."

Yuuri hesitated—he said he didn't want to go back to that cramped space, and with Victor, it must be so embarrassing how embarrassing it must be, but Chris stood in front of him with a look that he didn't want to Standing up and not going away, he could only stand up and silently followed Chris to the door, thinking anxiously about the reason for Victor's return here.

He still has some things in the hotel, maybe he sent them here?But those don't seem to be important enough to make a special trip.Or... to make up for that punch.If that's the case, Yuuri doesn't think there's anything to complain about, and he makes up his mind that it doesn't matter how much Viktor beats him up. They walked out of the restaurant, and he realized at this time that, while he was venting his overeating, it was sunny The cloudless sky was already overcast like night.

Victor leaned most of his body out of the car window.

"How long?" he asked Chris, who shrugged and said it was not his fault.Yuuri stares at the ground, not having the courage to look at Victor.

"Yuuri." He heard Viktor call him, with a tiny sigh, "Get in the car."

"...Where are you going?" At that moment, he felt more panic than surprise, as if his subconscious understood what Victor was saying, but his rationality was unwilling to believe it.

"Go to Blue Jay Town." Victor said, also not looking at Yuuri, his voice sounded a bit stiff, is he still angry?of course.In that case...

"I don't..." Yuuri mumbled, "I still..." He glanced at Chris subconsciously, as if asking for his help, but Chris put his hands in his pockets and pretended not to see turned away.

Viktor seemed irritated by the look, and he slammed on the car door with an uncharacteristically strong force, making both Yuuri and Chris flinch in fright.But when they looked into his face, looking for signs of anger, they found nothing.

"Get in the car," he repeats curtly. "It's going to rain later. — 'You promised.'" He said emphatically, "Yuuri."

Yuuri shuddered, he didn't expect Victor would want to continue after everything he had just experienced.

"I can't help you or anything." He whispered, "Actually..."

Victor didn't say anything else. "Get in the car." He still said the same thing, "You don't have to talk to me, just pretend that I don't exist."

It's hard for Yuuri to argue against that, especially in weather like this, where Viktor would look like he was shining in a dimly lit room.But he cautiously said nothing, he stood where he was, and was in a stalemate with Victor, at this moment, Chris suddenly grabbed one of his arms, opened the back door and pushed him in—his strength was very strong. Big, Yuuri was caught off guard and didn't even have time to react.Then Chris opened the co-pilot's door and sat in. As soon as the co-pilot's door closed, as if planned, the door lock made a scary "click" and was locked.

"What are you doing here?" Victor asked, frowning, he had never spoken to Yuuri in such a tone, and Yuuri in the backseat couldn't help but open his mouth - it was like the first time hi knew that Viktor was also grumpy same side.

Chris spread his hands grinning.

"Somebody has to make sure you two don't kill each other," he said. "Besides, I'm living in Blue Jaytown right now—drive, it's very close. If you leave now, you'll be there by twelve o'clock!"

After he finished speaking, he turned on the stereo, played a jazz piece, and lowered the back of the chair.

"Why are you still standing there?" he asked, "Let's go? Goodbye Bai Hua, hello Blue Jay!"

Yuuri looked at Victor from the rearview mirror, and the latter frowned and looked straight ahead. After a while, he started the car.

He didn't say a word to Yuuri again.