Same crime

Mr. Gong:

Good news!

I really didn't expect that I would still communicate with you in such an ancient way.You always say that my handwriting is not good-looking. When I write, I regret that I didn’t listen to you and practice handwriting. This is already the fifth or sixth time. Now my desk is full of waste paper. You look tired.

I have been attending classes at the training school of the Provincial Public Security Bureau for the past few days. I just had dinner with my classmate Lu Yuwei yesterday. He is now in charge of your cell. In the future, if you have anything or needs, just tell him directly, and he will tell me of.

What should I write?When I picked up the pen, I wanted to say a lot, but I couldn't say it.Rather than talking about the past, it is better to talk about the present.

In fact, yesterday, he told me a lot about your current situation inside and his impression of you.

In the past, I always felt that I knew you well, but until today, after listening to what my classmates said about you, I was still in a daze, and I always felt that the person standing in court and being tried was not you.Because my impression of you is always in that winter evening, you called my name on the basketball court.But it's been four or five years.

I know, it's time for my memory bank to be updated.

But what is there to remember now?I searched, except that I went to see you that night, we had a meal together, and the others are... not so good.So much so that I don't want to remember.

After your accident, I was always shocked and didn't want to believe it.

More than one person asked me: "Qin Zhengzheng, do you really understand your teacher?"

I calm down and think about it, although I don't want to admit it, the answer is that I don't understand it.

You have taught me for several months. During these few months, all I saw and knew was the side of you as the teacher.Even though we've played ball together, you've helped me with my homework, you've guided me through some of the most painful periods of my life, but I've never tried to get to know you.Those contacts in the past were all superficial and formal.You use your own method to pry into my heart little by little, and slowly untie the dead knot in my heart in a way that won't touch my sad point.

However, I did nothing.

That day, I went to find Chen Yusheng, and he told me about your past. After listening, he asked me the same question.I just realized that I really don't understand you.

What you experienced when you were a child must be very difficult. If I were you, I might have collapsed long ago.I was thinking, how did you survive when you were so young?

Really, I want to get to know you very much, you always don't give me a chance, once I get close, you stay away from me.When I was admitted to the police academy, I happily went to share my happiness with you, that's how you are, back away.I'm lost, sad, and still asking myself why.But if I knew you at that time, I would have known your scruples, and I would not have stubbornly ignored you during those four years, and forcibly pulled myself away from your life.

Teacher Gong, I know, I am a very stupid person.Because you don't say it, I can't understand your deep meaning.

I want to care about you, and I want to chat with you like Chen Yusheng.

My friend said that I have a deep feeling for you, and I have to think all night about what this feeling is.However, later I figured it out, this relationship should be love.

Teacher Gong, don't be scared by me, just wait until I figured this out... I was scared by myself.Do you find it strange?It should be, I hope next time I come to see you, you don't hate me.

This kind of liking is really not out of gratitude, or feeling sorry or anything.I just like it. ——This is something I figured out after lying in bed thinking about it all night.

It should have been planted from the moment you first walked into the classroom when I was in high school.Later, when we gradually became familiar with it, we didn't realize it.Now that the seed has sprouted, I can't ignore it, and I feel like I have to tell you.

Teacher Gong, do you think I'm ridiculous? Don't laugh at me, and don't dislike me. I know you will definitely not agree to me, and you may even think it's outrageous.

In fact, I can guess that you will reject me because of my career, your past and present circumstances.I have this self-knowledge.However, I still have a little hope. I hope that next time I come to see you, you can just ignore me.Take another ten thousand steps back and talk about it, you can just ignore me, you can just pick up the receiver of that phone and listen to me babbling a few words.

Okay?

Student: Qin Zhengzheng

Gong Yuechao read the letter from the beginning to the end. At first, he thought he had misunderstood the meaning, and then went back to the confession and read it again. It turned out that he was really right.This kid, in the past, always complained to him that the composition for the college entrance examination required a thousand words, which was difficult to write. After a few years, he was still doing well, and he wrote so much eloquently.

He received a lot of likes, Chen Yusheng said it, Wang Yurou said it, and there are others... Now there is one more person on the list of people who like him, and he was in a daze for a while, he didn't expect that he was quite attractive People like it.

Just as he was about to collect the letter, the door of the cell was opened.He looked up and saw that Shi Mucheng had returned.

Shi Mucheng should have thought that there was no one in the cell, so he was taken aback when he saw him, and asked casually, "Are you there?"

"En." Gong Yuechao bowed his head and folded the letter.

While he was not paying attention, Shi Mucheng took a step forward and snatched the letter paper, "Someone came to see you again? You are very popular." Shi Mucheng sat back on his bed, crossed his legs, and started to read, Gong Yuechao went to grab it, but he hid, raised his arms and held up the letter paper, and said, "Be careful not to tear the letter paper, I'm not responsible."

Gong Yuechao had no choice but to let this wayward old guy pry into his privacy, and listened to him comment while watching: "Hey, Teacher Gong, your student, this is very emotional, and the writing is good... Oh, God Hey, you're also a merciful guy, and the students don't let you go. Wait a minute? He's a policeman? Hey? He's a boy... Co-authoring this is a love letter, innocent elementary school student, tsk... Teacher Gong , but you can’t see it.” After speaking, she looked at him playfully, and looked him up and down with a kind of lewd eyes.

Gong Yuechao knew that he was joking, but he couldn't listen anymore, so he snatched the letter back in anger, just when Mucheng had finished reading it, he didn't hide from him anymore.

"It's not bad, it has the demeanor of my youth, and I have a lot of energy in my bones." Shi Mucheng said.

"Are you praising me or hurting me?"

"Ha..." Shi Mucheng laughed loudly, and when he had laughed enough, he said seriously: "It looks like you haven't had a date outside, and you don't even care about others chasing you." His gaze passed Gong Yuechao, Seeing the clothes and items on Gong Yuechao's bed, she said, "Given it by the little policeman? It's quite thoughtful. Don't think about it?"

"Think about it." Gong Yuechao said a dirty word, then stuffed the letter back into the envelope, sandwiched it among a pile of clothes, and stuffed it into the bag of his personal belongings, "Young people are uncertain, they will Put your likes on your lips, when I go out, maybe everyone is married. Besides, he likes me, and he doesn’t want to see if I like him.” He was a little bit angry, first, Shi Mucheng made fun of his privacy The second is Qin Zhengzheng's mindless confession.Leaving aside whether he agrees or not, is five years a joke?

"Marriage is not guaranteed, the main reason is that the sex is not good and the status is different. He is a cop, we are in this kind of place..." Shi Mucheng gestured to the prison, "Who has nothing wrong with him... Can people accept it?" Shi Mucheng looked at Gong Yuechao with a smile, and that kind of smile was always mixed with some other meaning.

Gong Yuechao saw the temptation in his eyes, and Gu Zuo said to him, "I'm not a traditional person. Since he dares to say it, it means he doesn't care." Gong Yuechao is not a dull person, he can feel the deep emotions.Moreover, he has been in school for many years, and it is not uncommon for batches of students he has taught to be like this. Gong Yuechao's ability to accept is still very strong.

Shi Mucheng sighed and said: "Then I really envy you. You also know why I came in. The people around me fell apart, and the people I trusted most were hurting me. Before I came in, I was so beautiful. After I came in, I found out Human feelings are cold and warm, and the world is hot and cold. Everyone around you has left you, and those who stare at your money want to take advantage of your absence and want to move. You have no choice but to pretend to be a calf in this prison and follow the discipline. Sorry for the smile. I really don't know who to trust..."

Gong Yuechao looked out of the window covered by the iron fence. Under the high wall, several willow trees were already sprouting green, "If you change your heart for a heart, others will never let you down."

"Heart?" Shi Mucheng asked a question, accompanied by a sneer, "People nowadays still have hearts? You are too naive. As sincere as Wang Xuejiang's mouth is, there are as many stumbling blocks behind me. Said To be honest, when I was in the detention center, I was on guard against you, even though you stabbed him a few times, and I let go of my hatred. But you didn't take revenge for me...but for yourself..."

When Shi Mucheng said this, he seemed to be calm and nonsense, but Gong Yuechao's hairs stood on end, and his scalp exploded. The man's temptation just now and what he said now... Did he know something he was trying so hard to hide?How would he know?Thinking about it, he stood up, walked to Shi Mucheng's bedside, and looked down at this rough-faced,

A middle-aged man with a calm and fearless face.Gong Yuechao's figure covered the evening sun, and just formed a shadow on Shi Mucheng's face, and there was a trace of weirdness in the smile under the shadow.

His voice lost the emotion just now, "What did you say? What else do you know?" Although Shi Mucheng was the boss of the cell, Gong Yuechao had never been afraid of him.What kind of past did he have, what kind of life he experienced, his smooth fighting skills, and how he conquered the empire in Zhangzhou... Gong Yuechao even used the few words he heard and combined his own understanding to tell him in his heart Made up a perfect story, however, it was just a story, Gong Yuechao was just trying to understand this man's way in his own way.In fact, Gong Yuezhao couldn't find out how deep he hid.But this kind of curiosity about a person did not affect his courage. During the few seconds of confrontation with him, Gong Yuechao even felt that he was the winning side.

Later, it was also Shi Mucheng who conceded defeat first, he smiled, this time he laughed with open arms, stood up, raised his hand and patted Gong Yuechao's shoulder, nodded, and avoided talking about Gong Yuechao's question, just He praised: "Young man, with development and courage, never thought that you used to be a teacher. You dare to single out Jing Tianming, and you can actually prove it."

Gong Yuechao was very annoyed by this hesitation, but he couldn't express it, and couldn't ask him what he knew.In the prison environment, everyone is in danger, and there are pitfalls everywhere. As Shi Mucheng said, no one can be trusted.

"Let's get down to business." Shi Mucheng said: "I arranged for you to be in this cell. You couldn't see through it when you were in the detention center. Now you have to slowly understand it. Young people, there is plenty of time between us."

As he spoke, he walked to the door and rang the bell. After a while, Tie Yuan came. He roughly knocked on the iron door of the cell with the baton in his hand, and asked him impatiently, "What's the matter, bastard?"

Seeing Shi Mucheng standing upright, he said loudly, "Report to discipline, I want to apply for a bath. Today, a bastard threw dirt all over me while working outside."

"Damn it, there are so many things to do all day long!" He opened the door cursingly, waiting for Shi Mucheng to pack his things.

Shi Mucheng winked at Gong Yuechao, and asked leeringly, "Little teacher, let's go take a bath together?"

"Bah, old rascal." Gong Yuechao scolded in his heart.