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Shi Mucheng is such a shy person, when he heard Gu Ming say that if he still refuses to go to the hospital to treat his fever and cough, and if the disease is really serious, he will not wait on the old man. He obediently asked Gu Ming to register an expert account.

Shi Mucheng also knew in his heart that his physical fitness had really declined a lot in the past two years. He had never caught a cold for a year or so, but now when he got a little cold air, he would arouse the evil energy in his body. Come to such an event, ranging from coughing for ten days and half a month, to severe fever and being bedridden.He originally thought that this was caused by the physical decline caused by the years in prison, coupled with the many things in the company, and the lack of restraint in smoking and drinking, he didn't realize how serious the problem was at all.

It must be that Gu Ming saw that he was always sick, so he threatened him with such words, and he still insisted on this.

Gu Ming had a good relationship with that old expert. After a series of inspections, he handed over a bunch of result reports. The old expert frowned and looked at them over and over again. Finally, he pushed his reading glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said with a very serious expression. Said in a tone: "Gu Ming, come out with me for a while."

The white hair on his temples shone silvery under the sun, which made Mucheng panic.But he saw that the two of them were hesitating as if they were plotting some bad things without telling him, so he stopped Gu Ming from following the doctor and said, "Gu Ming, stand there for me." However, when ordering Gu Ming, his voice was full of air, which startled the old doctor, "If you have something to say, just say it clearly here, so it's a cover-up."

Gu Ming looked at him, saw that he persisted, and said to the doctor: "Then if you have something to say, just say it."

The other party sat back on the chair, cleared his throat, took out the film from a pile of test results, hung it on the special light board for watching films, took out a black pen from the pocket of his white coat, and pointed at Shi Mucheng. The photo of the lung stopped at a lobe and said: "There are nodules in this place."

Both Shi Mucheng and Gu Ming have never learned how to watch movies, so they can't understand where there is a problem, and they feel that there is no difference between the two lung lobes, they are all the same.

Seeing their confused faces, the doctor straightened it out and said, "I don't think this nodule is particularly good. If it sounds bad, it might be cancer."

The word "cancer" was understood by the two of them, and the reason why he hesitated to hide it from Shi Mucheng was precisely because of the bad test results.

Gu Ming panicked a step ahead of Shi Mucheng, stood up, leaned over to watch the film, and found several different spots where the doctor's pen pointed, "Such a small thing, you Call it cancer?"

"The tumor is not bad in size, and it's even worse when it gets bigger." The other party took off his reading glasses, rubbed the center of his eyebrows, put them on again, picked up a few reports that they couldn't understand, and said: "The indicators are not particularly good. , and inflammation, fortunately, the location is good, and it should be completely removed, if you are worried, I can introduce you to an expert in Beijing, he is my classmate, an authority on lung tumors, and has more experience than me."

In this way, Gu Ming forced Shi Mucheng to go to Beijing by car.

There are countless hospitals in Beijing, large and small, and it is difficult to get an account for any hospital. Everyone knows this truth, let alone an authoritative expert account.However, they were also lucky. With this relationship, they didn't need too much trouble. They took advantage of the doctor's lunch break to touch the office and handed over the reports of various inspection results. The other party started to read them without saying a word. films.

This one and the Zhangzhou one read the report in exactly the same posture, both of them frowned, with bitter and bitter expressions on their faces, as if Shi Mucheng was really going to die, which made the two of them very nervous.

These two must have communicated with each other before, and they didn't talk nonsense after reading it, so they directly gave suggestions: "I think it's better to have surgery, wait until the surgery is done, look at the situation and pathological results, and then formulate a chemotherapy plan. Fortunately, The location is pretty good, but if this thing is a few centimeters crooked, it might not be so lucky."

There are various kinds of tumors in the lungs, and the structure of the lungs is extremely complicated. Some tumors are not well located, and the death sentence of the patient is directly pronounced.Since the two doctors said that the location is good, it means that Shi Mucheng can still be rescued, although they can't escape the knife in the end.

Originally, Mucheng was still in Zhangzhou with the energy of bluffing and not believing in evil. When he came to Beijing to see this authority, he announced his "death date" in a few words. If Gu Ming hadn't been teasing him, he might Even the gate of the hospital could not go out.

When I think of him, Mucheng has been on the road since he was in his early 20s. He has suffered and been bullied. It is also Zhangzhou and even the province who are famous people, but now they are about to be crushed by an illness, and it is a joke to say it.

The two were sitting in a taxi going to the train station. The driver saw that they were about the same age as him, so he talked about politics with Beijing movies. Shi Mucheng was upset and wanted the driver to shut up. But he held down his hand and gave him a look. Shi Mucheng followed Gu Ming's gaze and found that the car happened to be passing by Chang'an Street. …It is a rare and hazy blue winter day in Beijing, where the blue sky complements each other, and it is a kind of biting and just beauty.

"Go back and treat your illness well, I'm here." Gu Ming only said this sentence, under the red flag, as if swearing something.It was Gu Ming who was weak in Zhangzhou, but when he arrived in Beijing, Gu Ming seemed stronger than Mu Cheng.Gu Ming's appearance made Shi Mucheng, an eight-foot man, almost cry. Shi Mucheng sniffed and told himself that it was the emotional fragility caused by illness, but if he didn't have friends, would he really be unable to survive? up?

"I just don't want to admit defeat." Shi Mucheng looked out the window and said to himself.The scene just now flashed under his gaze.

"I know." Gu Ming's voice fell, and Shi Mucheng obviously felt that he was holding his hand harder.He turned his head to look at Gu Ming, who had tenacity and confidence written on Gu Ming's face, "The illness will definitely get better."

This good friend who has grown up by his side since he was young has never fought for himself on the issue of interests, and even wiped his ass and dealt with the aftermath when he failed to invest in Suijiang. , When he was released from prison, he worked hard without any complaints.

In Gu Ming's words, without Shi Mucheng's brains and courage, Gu Ming would not be as brilliant as he is today.

Shi Mucheng still remembers Gu Ming when he was young, wearing a pair of big glasses as thick as a soy sauce bottle, his shirt buttons must be fastened to the top of his neck, and he was carrying an army green canvas bag. With a silly look, he always tells him by his side that this cannot be done, that is illegal, and after being beaten by him, he will still bite the bullet and follow.They transported contraband for others and made the first sum of money. This fool was frightened away holding the thick pile of RMB glasses, and told him that he had never seen so much money in his life.Shi Mucheng patted his chest and said, "I will show you more money in the future."

Later, when they really had money, Shi Mucheng began to spend a lot of time going out to spend time and wine, and they even called it social entertainment and dredging relationships.Gu Ming would try to stop him, but he never followed. If he couldn't stop him, he would tell him to be careful not to contract any strange diseases. He said it from the red ears to the root of his neck. Cheng Huanshu shamelessly said to him: "Brother Gan Ming'er will take you to eat meat." The young Gu Ming was so frightened that he shook his head.

Later, Shi Mucheng really took Gu Ming to open meat, the nightclub full of feasting and feasting, Shi Mucheng hugged a woman who was neither human nor ghost, drinking and laughing, while Gu Ming sat upright, like a serious director of the teaching department checking discipline.

Afterwards, Shi Mucheng said that he was bored, and Gu Ming also said at that time: "That's how I am." Then he left angrily.But the next day, as if nothing had happened, he took the account book and said to Shi Mucheng: "You have to be more restrained, we have spent more than this month."

Shi Mucheng waved his hand and said: "I still need to rely on this to clear the barriers and buy relationships, otherwise you think our business is so easy to do? Otherwise, we will both have to drink the northwest wind in the future."

Gu Ming also knows that when they do this kind of business that can't be put on the table, not only must they be able to endure hardships, but they also have to do what Shi Mucheng said, otherwise there is really no way out.

But he shut up this time, and he will say it again next time, just let it go, because he knows that Shi Mucheng may not be able to listen, and he has always been behind Shi Mucheng to manage the bigger and bigger stalls for him. alright.It was as if he didn't agree with Shi Mucheng's investment in Suijiang, but Shi Mucheng was obsessed and insisted on going. If he failed and went to jail, he would be responsible for the aftermath.When Shi Mucheng came out, he was still loyal and diligent.

Thinking of this, Shi Mucheng's sadness completely passed, he smiled again, and said: "Go back to the operation, I haven't lived enough yet."

In this way, through the relationship, experts were invited from Beijing, and the company was entrusted to Gong Yuechao before the operation, Shi Mucheng was pushed into the operating room.

Shi Mucheng's reaction to such things as anesthetic seemed to be slower, and he could even feel the doctor cutting randomly on his body with a knife in the first half of the operation.When he woke up and opened his eyes again, he felt that he was no different from a salted fish dying on the hospital bed.

Gu Ming seemed to be more embarrassed than him. This meticulous and polite guy all along seemed to be a different person at this moment.The sweater was deformed, the buttons of the shirt inside were randomly buttoned up, and the sweater was pulled out of the bag abruptly, the stubble protruding from the lips was a patch of bruise, the eyes were swollen and dark circles that could not be covered by the glasses... ... Shi Mucheng wanted to say a lot, but the doctor who rushed over blocked his throat. After he understood everything, he was exhausted and fell asleep, and finally forgot what he wanted to say.

There were people coming and going in the hospital, except at night, when the nurses cleared away the visitors, only the two of them were left in the ward.Just these few days alone, using this time, Gu Ming talked to him a lot, discussing the future of the company, discussing the treatment plan given by the doctor, talking about what happened in Zhangzhou recently, but never talking about himself. thing.

Gu Ming lived for so many years, as if he had never been himself.

Because his life seems to have revolved around Shimu City since he was in his early 20s, just like the moon revolves around the earth.

"Tell me about yourself. You agree to let the little teacher manage the company. What are you going to do in the future? You can't serve me all your life." Shi Mucheng asked Gu Ming while eating the oranges that Qin Zhengzheng bought him.

Gu Ming was originally standing on the side of the hospital bed, lowering his head to massage his restless legs and feet. When he heard this question, he stopped his movements, as if he was thinking. "I haven't thought about it yet, let's talk about it when you are completely cured." Then continue to pinch his leg, and after pinching this leg, go around the end of the bed and change to the other one. "The chemotherapy is over, and there is still a long recovery process. I am still thinking, after the Spring Festival, I will take you to Beijing to find a good Chinese medicine doctor and take some traditional Chinese medicine to strengthen it."

He was like this, he didn't have any arrangements, instead he made arrangements for Shi Mucheng's future.

Shi Mucheng swallowed the words "I don't believe in Chinese medicine" together with Cheng Zi, and it wasn't because he was moved or something that he didn't plan to go against Gu Ming.Instead, he suddenly realized that he couldn't do without Gu Ming in this ongoing and long-term battle against cancer.

"Okay." Shi Mucheng's mouth rarely refuted, but only said this word obediently.

Shi Mucheng has slept with many people, men and women, but he has never slept with Gu Ming once. He can't even imagine what it would be like to sleep with this rigid, nice guy who is nice to everyone.Sometimes when he just thought about it, he would think of how this man was sitting upright in a nightclub when he was young, and suddenly lost his character.However, he vaguely remembered that he mentioned it when he was young, and Gu Ming turned his back with a red face and rolled his eyes. At that time, he thought: This person is really boring, he might as well go and play with the young man he just met.And then there is no more then.

He has recovered from his illness, and his indicators are normal. It just so happened that a scenic resort invested in Lingquan before was also put into operation. For a patient like him.They overcame all difficulties and helped him realize it. After moving in, he suddenly found that he was going to live under the same roof as Gu Ming. When he was full of warmth and thinking about sex, his mind began to think about something.

The rain in early summer was sticky and sticky, and the raindrops hit the leaves in the dense forest, and there was a rustling sound, which was a bit noisy. When the window was opened, there was the moist smell of the leaves soaked in the earth fragrance, which was refreshing. This kind of weather that can only be found in the south is very rare and precious in the north.

Gu Ming was boiling medicine for him by the stove outside. When he walked out of the house, the scent of Chinese medicine replaced the aroma brought by the rain. Gu Ming waved a big cattail fan and looked at the Shi Mucheng, who was running the train with his mouth full, asked back: "Do you really want to try?" The implication is: If you want to try, I have no problem.

This answer and performance have changed from the past.

Shi Mucheng was originally full of "sexual" interest with a teasing tone, but when Gu Ming asked him this seriously, he suddenly lost interest just like when he was young, and he didn't even know why.

Shi Mucheng waved his hand, retracted his words, and said, "Forget it."

"Cultivate your body and cultivate your character. Do you still think of yourself as a young man? You should take good care of your body and live a few more years. I still think that when I get old, I will be dragged down by you and I can't walk. You push me away." Where's the wheelchair?" Seeing his appearance, Gu Ming threw out such a sentence, then got up, and went to the kitchen to bring out a bowl of chicken soup. "The local chicken sent by Mayor Zheng, I made soup, put some Codonopsis ginseng and wolfberry in it, and hazel mushrooms collected from farmers, you should drink it while it's hot."

When Shi Mucheng took it over, Gu Ming sat on the saddle he was sitting on again, pushed his glasses, stared at the medicine pot without saying a word.

It was still raining outside, and some restless rain drifted into the house through the screen door along with the wind.

Shi Mucheng drank a bowl of thick and fragrant local chicken soup, hot sweat seeped out from his pores, mixed with the humidity in the weather, it was very comfortable, just when he was about to instruct Gu Ming to serve him another bowl, Suddenly, he found that Gu Ming's neck turned red at some point, but his side face was still serious as usual.

Gu Ming felt that Shi Mucheng's noisy voice was suddenly gone in this room except for the sound of "gurgling" from the medicine pot and the sound of rain. He looked up at Shi Mucheng, and Shi Mucheng had recovered from the daze just now. Confused, he pointed to the kitchen and said, "I'll get another bowl, how about you?"

"Drink it yourself." Gu Ming said, watching Shi Mucheng flash into the kitchen, and then turned his head to stare at the medicine pot.

This kind of life should seem extremely boring to others, and they don't even understand why he gave up such a good time and a promising company to come to serve this old man in this shitty place.

Zi is not a fish, so how do you know the joy of fish?He enjoys it, because being able to stay with Shi Mucheng all the time is a very interesting thing in itself, and it is a satisfaction that others cannot experience.Looking back on the past years, he followed behind Shi Mucheng, step by step.Between them, there is no need to have any emotions that must be expressed, and there is no need to possess a person's body. He feels that the kind of spiritual companionship and dependence is the most precious.

After all, Shi Mucheng has become a part of his life from an ignorant boy to now without confusion.Without Shi Mucheng, his life would be blank.It was Shi Mucheng who painted the most beautiful scenery on his canvas with colorful pens.

If Shi Mucheng really wants to have something with him, then he will obey.It's like the answer Shi Mucheng gave when he asked the abrupt, endless question just now.

Always accompany and depend on each other.

Gu Ming felt that it was more than just saying "I love you".

The author has something to say: Many readers are curious about the relationship between Shi and Gu, and I answer: Soulmate.In fact, this word is very wonderful. After writing this episode, I think it is even better.I didn't regard them as CPs in the copy, because I think the relationship between them is not as clear and clear as the partnership between Gong Yuechao and Qin Zhengzheng, Chen Yusheng and Wei Jiangyuan.But this kind of feeling is actually as precious as love.