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In the late 80s and early 90s, the Northeast was still prosperous, and the state-owned economic system dominated by heavy industry was driving the development of the entire country and society.And Suijiang is a microcosm of Northeast society in that era. There is the most powerful steel plant in the province and a leading petrochemical company in the country. This city relies solely on a few large state-owned enterprises to support the province's economy. The provincial capital is Zhangzhou.

Gong Yuechao was not born in Suijiang, but moved from Lingquan to Suijiang following his father's job transfer. He was only eight years old that summer and was about to enter the second grade of primary school.His father, Gong Yansui, was the head of a large state-owned enterprise, Suijiang Iron and Steel Plant, while his mother, Ling Qing, quit her job and became a housewife. At that time, Gong Yuechao's family conditions were very good, and there was no shortage of mothers to earn a living. Qian, Gong Yuechao has enjoyed a happy life that children of his age have never enjoyed since he was a child. He has Xiaobawang and Transformers, and he wears Disney that his peers can't afford or even heard of... food and clothing costs , all fine.

However, Gong Yuechao is meek and timid, and he is new to Suijiang, so he is unfamiliar with everything, and he doesn't fit in with the children downstairs. He tried to make friends, but he felt that they were noisy It was so annoying that he didn't run around much, preferring to stay at home and read the books that his father had set up as a decoration on the wall.He was also lonely in school. Although he was a transfer student, his grades were very good. Because of his personality, he was too quiet. The boys in the class didn't like to play with him, and the girls thought he was boring.Sometimes when I get bullied, I never file a complaint, which seems a bit autistic.During the parent-teacher meeting, the teacher's comment was: It would be better if the child could be more cheerful.

His character should be inherited from his mother, who was so docile and obedient that she didn't dare to ask her husband about his affair.In fact, Gong Yuechao didn't know about his father's cheating at first. He didn't have a deep relationship with his father, because in his childhood, his father's company was too little, and he was even drunk every time he saw him, and he never questioned him. Caring, but simple and rude questions and scolding.Gong Yuechao didn't like his father, and didn't even want him to go home, because once he appeared at home, his mother's eye circles were always red.

In fact, his childhood affluent life didn't last long. At the end of the 90s, state-owned enterprises began to go downhill. Thousands of miles of embankments were destroyed by ant nests. State-owned enterprises that rotted from the roots were laid off everywhere. However, Gong Yansui seemed unaffected and still lingered in Wine table fun.

Gong Yuechao only remembers one day when his father was admitted to the hospital for unknown reasons. After he was discharged from the hospital, his father’s means of transport changed from a small car to a wheelchair, and his family had to move from a large house of 40 square meters to a crowded [-]-meter-old house. In a rental house of more than one square meter.At that time, Gong Yuechao was already in the fifth grade. His father, who had lost his job and ability to work, drank all day long. In order to maintain the family's livelihood, his mother had to set up a small stall in the vegetable market to sell breakfast.

He is not very gregarious, and after his father's accident, he is even more reluctant to talk, and it seems that from that day on, the attitude of the students around him seems to have changed.The estrangement is obvious. At the beginning, it was his deskmate. This girl has big eyes and a pair of beautiful dimples on her face. She has a lively and cheerful personality. In the past, she would carefully ask him to borrow erasers and pencils, but now she just asks him to borrow erasers and pencils. A straight line was drawn on the table, the original ratio was half of one person, and he was not allowed to cross at all. Later, Gong Yuechao discovered that the line drew the ratio of the table to four or six, and then three to seven, so he kept a small As long as his elbow touched the line, she would show a disgusted expression and say, "Gong Yuechao, stay away from me." He wanted to argue that he didn't do it on purpose, but the deskmate didn't seem willing to listen. .

The monitor of their class also changed from his usual kindness. Once in a physical education class, he tripped while stretching his legs. His elbows and knees were broken. He and a few boys laughed heartily.It was also the class monitor, the teacher announced that after school was over, he left the classroom with his front foot, and grabbed Gong Yuechao's schoolbag with his back foot. He stood on the table, raised his schoolbag, and the books and textbooks inside were scattered everywhere, white flowers The scraps of paper were like fallen leaves, "Hey, let me tell you, Gong Yuechao's father was arrested for engaging in women outside, fell into a disability on the spot, and was fired from the unit, hahahahahahaha..." Gong Yuechao didn't know that he had never been Where did he hear the gossip, he himself didn't even know the whole process of his father's accident, he struggled to climb up the table and snatched back his schoolbag, crying while picking up the scattered papers on the ground.

At first they were still verbal attacks and taunts, Gong Yuechao endured it, but gradually, more and more people seemed to be upset with him, bullying him seemed to be a certain fashion in the class, these people formed a group Union, to watch him cry for fun.When he was called up to answer the teacher's questions during class, he pulled his chair and made him sit on the ground while he was not paying attention, surrounded him and took off his clothes and pants after class, and painted bastards and stickers on his face... I didn't bully him The classmates are not necessarily good, they will not stop him at all, but will watch him being bullied and laugh.

As time went on, there were more and more such things, even too numerous to mention.He didn't understand why retribution would come to him when it was clearly his father's fault.

One day when he was a student on duty, those in his group ran away early, and all the work in the class was thrown to him.This is not the first time. He also tried to resist and went home without doing anything. The next day when the class teacher asked him, the team leader of the duty team pushed all the responsibilities to him. The teacher didn't seem to like him very much. If the team leader was alone, he was fined to stand outside the classroom for a whole day because he avoided duty.In the future, he won't escape, isn't it just cleaning?Better than going home to face a drunken dad.After Gong Yuezhao cleaned up, it was already dark. As soon as he walked out of the school, several classmates who often bullied him blocked him. Gong Yuezhao held his schoolbag and looked at them timidly. He didn't want to conflict with them, but just wanted to He found an exit to escape, but they forced him into a small alley behind the school.

In fact, he didn't have any money in his schoolbag, but they had to shake off his schoolbag, rummaged through the books, and found nothing, so they raised their hands and slapped him, "You poor man, don't you even have pocket money?" Enduring the pain, Gong Yuechao squatted down to pack up the textbooks and stationery, but a pair of clean white shoes stepped on his hands and crushed him a few times. That person was the monitor who threw his schoolbag.Gong Yuechao watched helplessly as the new fountain pen his mother bought for him was crushed in his hands, and suddenly became ruthless, stood up and shoved the monitor, but he was too thin, it didn't seem to have any effect, instead It aroused the violence of those people, surrounded him and beat him up.

He never knew how evil children could be, but this kind of evil was obviously underestimated.

He told the teacher that someone in the class was bullying him, but the teacher didn't believe it at all. He just said: How can a child who is such a good class leader bully others? You think too much.Gong Yuechao showed his injuries to the teacher, and the teacher called the monitor, who smiled nonchalantly and said, "Teacher, Gong Yuechao is lying, but I should be blamed for falling."

The consequences of telling the teacher about being bullied can be imagined, and the result is another bullying.He read that this school used to have a school-run factory, but it closed down due to poor management, and the factory was abandoned because of this. There was an abandoned factory building in the factory area. The dark-skinned boy, as far as he knew, was from an outside class. The little boy slapped him on the mouth first, and said with a smile: "Gong Yuechao, I think you can tell the teacher if you can."

Gong Yuezhao covered her face, tears fell uncontrollably, she pursed her lips and said nothing, the other party thought his silence was resistance, a fat man came up and kicked him twice, kicked him to the ground half kneeling, His deskmate grabbed his hair and spat a few mouthfuls of foam on his face, which caused everyone to laugh.

The squad leader took out a plastic bottle from his schoolbag, which contained liquid, which was green, like the poison the little mermaid used in fairy tales in exchange for her legs.The fat man and the dark-skinned boy stood him up. The squad leader walked towards him with a smile, shook the bottle in his hand, and unscrewed the cap, "Well...don't..." Gong Yuechao knew that resistance was useless, Squeezing his chin to force him to open his mouth, the bitter liquid flowed down his throat and into his stomach.He was choked, and his nose and mouth were full of bitter taste for a moment. His violent cough drew the laughter of the gangsters, "Hahahahaha, the bitter melon juice I squeezed has other ingredients in it, how about it?" It tastes good, right? It’s cheap for you, clearing heat and detoxifying..."

This kind of humiliation, because of the first time, there will be the second, third time... The endless bullying methods left scars one after another on his young heart.

After his father was paralyzed, his temper was grumpy and terrifying. Seeing him often go home with a hurt face, not only would he not comfort him, but he would throw him a wine bottle and scold him for being useless.After my mother opened the breakfast stall, she had a lot of work, and she didn't have time to take care of him.

He has gone to the police station for help many times, but the results are always unsatisfactory.

He still remembers the first time he went there with a face full of injuries. The policeman who responded to the police was very enthusiastic. After taking notes for him, he treated his wounds briefly and asked him kindly: "What about your father?" What about mom? Does the teacher know?"

"My father is paralyzed, and my mother has no time." Gong Yuechao's eyes were swollen and her voice was hoarse. "Teacher, the teacher only knows how to protect them."

In Gong Yuechao's memory, the policeman's palms were rough. He wiped the tears from the corners of ***'s eyes with his thumbs and said, "Uncle, help you decide." This is the only policeman in his memory who gave him warmth.

Gong Yuechao thought he was saved, so he sat in the office and waited for him, but it took him an hour before another policeman came over, he picked up the record, looked at it, put it on the table, and said to him: "Little girl Children cannot lie."

"Uncle, I didn't lie." Gong Yuechao was so wronged that tears were about to fall again, but he insisted on holding back.

"I just called the kid's parents and they said you lied."

They said Gong Yuezhao was lying, so Gong Yuezhao was lying.The police put away the notes on the table, and said perfunctorily, "You should go home quickly, your adults should be in a hurry."

Gong Yuechao was walking in the corridor of the police station with his dilapidated schoolbag on his back. He clearly heard an angry voice coming from an office: "Do you know who the parent of that child is? The director of the secretariat of the Municipal Party Committee Office. What kind of case are you blindly accepting?" ? Are you responsible for what happened?"

"That child is very poor."

"Poor fart, he looks like a liar. Alright, let's clean up and go out to patrol."

Gong Yuechao also tried to call the police at school. He borrowed a phone from the doorman and called 110. The two policemen called the police again. It seemed that the leader couldn't hide it, so he called those classmates The parents came to the school to confront each other, and the policeman nodded and bowed to the monitor's father, but what he got back was this reply: "You are serious, this is a fight between elementary school students, you still take it seriously, and you still come to the police , What did your teacher say? Where are your parents?"

"You are the police, why can't you help me?" He also cried and asked that pious guy.

The answer he got was: "Take care of children's affairs by themselves, don't always make trouble on the phone." It was the same answer almost every time, and his resistance turned into a prank of elementary school students.

The teachers in the school didn't care, and the principal acted as if nothing had happened.Gong Yuechao seemed to be staying on an isolated island, isolated and helpless.

He probably hated those policemen from then on. How could the hatred that spread from childhood to adulthood be easily eliminated?

Of course, Gong Yuechao couldn't tell Qin Zhengzheng this kind of thing. Except for his psychiatrist and good friend Chen Yusheng, he didn't even want to communicate with anyone about the past, because once the scar was uncovered, it would be difficult to heal.