his white moonlight

Yuzhou's Weibo is scattered, and there are not many updates at the beginning. Most of the time, he is sharing his own paintings, with some random thoughts.

At that time, he probably didn't have many fans, and there were only a few likes and comments. As time went by, he started to post some comics, and his popularity gradually increased.

He Zhaowen saw it at four o'clock in the morning and looked through all the original content published by Yuzhou.Yu Zhou's life before his death was spread out in front of him almost like a piece of drawing paper.

Yu Zhou would occasionally post to Weibo about how his old father and mother were cheated by a pheasant financial product with an annualized rate of [-]%. Destroyed flowers and plants.

From his words and words, it is not difficult to infer that he was born in a well-to-do family, grew up loved by his parents, likes to act like a baby and is a bit naive, but generally optimistic and cheerful.

At the beginning of Tiaoman, he roughly introduced the process of getting acquainted with Wei Zihui.

Classmates in middle school, grew up together in the same small town, and got admitted to the same city. After graduation, the two began a sweet cohabitation life.

Wei Zihui in the comics is a very reliable image, always by Yu Zhou's side to support his work.

In a cartoon, Yu Zhou said that he was confused for a period of time before graduation. He didn’t know whether to continue painting, or just like Wei Zihui to find a stable job.

Wei Zihui was listening to him talking about his confusion and thoughts, and when he finished speaking, Wei Zihui told him: "Then do it, I have the money at home. When Wang Xiaobo was just a worker, only Li Yinhe believed in his talent and was willing to do it. Support him all the time. I imitate Li Yinhe once, what's wrong? In the future, you will really become Wang Xiaobo, and you have to thank me in your biography."

In the cartoon, two people go on a trip together. Wei Zihui takes a newly bought device and wants to take a photo of Yu Zhou, but the result is blurry and ugly, and Yu Zhou despises him for a long time.Unexpectedly, after returning home, Wei Zihui began to study photography seriously, and within half a year he was able to take pictures of people very handsomely.

At the end of Yu Zhou's manga, he posted a coded photo, which he said was Wei Zihui's learning achievement.

He Zhaowen cried when he saw it, not because Wei Zihui was his current boyfriend, but because he regretted that the two people who were so in tune and in love couldn't be together forever in the end.

Life is so unreasonable sometimes.

He Zhaowen found Wei Zihui's Weibo, which was very easy to find. There were comments from this person under each Weibo. After reading Yuzhou's Weibo, he went to Wei Zihui's place logically.

Later, He Zhaowen also regretted it. If he had turned this matter over in his heart after reading Yu Zhou's Weibo, and stopped worrying about it, and didn't care about it with Wei Zihui, maybe there would be no future.

But at that time, he didn't think too much, just moved his fingers, and clicked into the Weibo of the person who was sleeping beside his pillow.

2017-1-17

Wen Wen has something to go out today, it is the first time to try to make steak, let's secretly prepare a candlelight dinner for Wen Wen.

2017-1-28

I heard that he plans to rest for a period of time and take pictures everywhere. I am a little worried about him, after all, he is always neglected and can't take care of himself.But he said that the work has been dealt with, and it is imperative to retreat and practice.His tone is like a monster in Journey to the West!

2017-3-14

No, nothing will happen.Wen Wen will be fine, he is reluctant to part with me.The doctor said that if he can wake up within 24 hours, he can be out of danger. Before he went out, he made an appointment with me to eat hot pot when he came back. When he woke up, I would order Haidilao's takeaway for him.

2017-12-31

I haven't been on Weibo for a long time.I tried suicide several times, each time my parents found out.Without smell, life is really meaningless.

I really want to be with him.

But my parents were afraid that I would commit suicide again, so they moved in and lived with me. I had no chance.

How could he be like this, without saying a word, and suddenly left.

I dare not log in to his Weibo account, and dare not tell his fans.If I don't say it, will Wen Wen always be by my side?

2018-3-15

Wen Wen died a year ago.

I plan to go back to work.

Maybe my parents are right, Wenwen wants to see me live a good life.

2018-6-15

I was in a bar today, and I saw a man whose back looked like Wen Wen, and he left as soon as I arrived, feeling like I was dreaming.

Smell, is that you?

2018-6-18

I saw that person again, but there was only a back view, he didn't look like Wen Wen, not Wen Wenshuai.

2018-7-09

I added that person's WeChat account, he seems to be a painter, and he also likes to travel and take pictures.Smell, he really looks like you.

2018-7-20

Smell, his personality is also very similar to yours.

I hooked up with him, hope you won't be offended.

But you have to believe me, the person in my heart will always be you.

3-15

I haven't been on this account for a long time, and the past six months seem like a lifetime away.

I always feel that you haven't left yet, always by my side.

I think I like Wenwen, but I don't love him.

All my love for him is because he is like you.

It must be like this.

After that, Wei Zihui's Weibo hadn't been updated, and even if it had, He Zhaowen didn't want to read it anymore.He glanced at the time, it was already five o'clock, and he hadn't slept all night, He Zhaowen felt that his mind was not working well, and he needed to take a good rest.

He buried his head in sleep until after ten o'clock, and Wei Zihui leaned next to him to play with his mobile phone without urging him.

Seeing that He Zhaowen woke up, Wei Zihui smiled at him again, and asked him what he wanted for lunch, and asked his mother to make it.

He Zhaowen didn't want to eat anything, but he finally woke up after falling asleep.

He looked at Wei Zihui and wanted to ask who he was talking to?With myself, or a fishing boat?

He even understood why Wei Zihui's family members were so courteous to him and would not obstruct Wei Zihui from being with a man at all.

Maybe it was blocked.

Some people have shielded themselves from the wind and rain before they appeared.

He Zhaowen even seemed to see a big boy whose back was similar to his own, standing in front of Wei Zihui, facing his hysterical parents together.

Both of them were kicked out of the house, and they had a cold war with the family for a long time. From the time they were teenagers, they gradually survived until they were almost 30 years old, and the relationship with their parents was eased again.

And the parents of Wei Zihui I saw were two middle-aged people who had pulled their son who attempted suicide back from the brink of life and death again and again. They were not satisfied with themselves, no matter whether Wei Zihui brought home alone Still a dog, none of them have a problem.

So what am I?Someone's replacement?

I could have been unique to others, with a person who must be me for a lifetime, or with a person who doesn't love me very much, but he must not love others.

He Zhaowen couldn't accept that his lover was looking at him through another person's silhouette.

Perhaps it is time for this relationship to come to an end.