What is the experience of being forced to confess

It had been raining endlessly for several days, and after a few days of intermittent rain, it was finally exhausted and stopped completely.When the sky cleared, the catkins began to fly again, and when the willows, peaches and apricots all rested, the pomegranate flowers came up bustlingly, blooming in early summer.Finally, Bu Xiangchen's mood improved a bit, and the two patients who could make trouble finally calm down, which is reassuring.This time the martial arteries were completely severed and couldn't be repaired. Bian Xijun didn't feel sorry for it, and he didn't have the idea of ​​regrouping, so Bu Xiangchen only prescribed some recuperating medicines, and she didn't have to work hard to cook them herself. It was taken over by Bian Xijun's attendants and Du Wuyu.Bu Xiangchen was happy to be at leisure, and even began to write again the long-lost "A Sail of Desire", which caused a lot of booksellers to clap their crowns and celebrate.

Although he lost his physical skills, it is because the martial artist has a good foundation, and he must recover after a period of recuperation. Bu Xiangchen thought so leisurely, the tangerine flowers under the eaves have just bloomed, and they will be picked by the maid in a few days used as medicine.The fragrance of Youmenglou flowers and trees is the same as that of the owner, it is lazy, like a soft smile, mixed with the slightly astringent taste of herbs, it suppresses this frivolity.

The medicine had been boiled for two hours, the young man opened the pottery cover and listened to the steady low boiling sound inside.Bubbles began to bubble up in the thick black soup, and it took enough time, so I scooped up a bowl, fanned it to cool, and brought it to the door.

Walking in with the medicine in hand, I met Du Wuyu, who said, "I'll come."

Not long after Bian Xijun woke up, he had a dream all night, all kinds of images overlapped, false and real mixed, and he woke up sweating.When Du Wuyu came in, he saw him looking around blankly, wanting to see the situation around him.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Mr. Bianxi opened his eyes and stared blankly at the other person's face. Seeing him smiling at him in confusion, he seemed to have settled down, and sat back limply, his mouth still broken. Breathe out.

"How do you feel?" Du Wuyu asked.

He swallowed his throat and suppressed the dryness in his voice: "It's okay, it's okay."

This is their routine conversation for several days.Although they are lackluster and boring, they add up to more than the sum of what has been said over the decades, as if there is no need to worry about what to say, just sitting opposite each other like this is very reassuring.Bian Xi-kun pressed his hand on his leg, exerting great force, and at the same time he became sober while in pain.He listened to his heart beating non-stop, and said to himself in a daze, that he didn't worry about gains and losses like this.

The phantoms in the deep sleep are too many and too complicated, infecting the reality, everything in front of me has the shadow of Yimeng Nanke.The medicine bowl was placed on the small table, and there was a slight knocking sound. Mr. Bianxi heard Du Wuyu say: "Did you sleep well?"

Bian Xijun was about to shake his head, but Du Wuyu said again: "You have been a little strange these few days."

He wanted to describe, but was defeated by his own clumsiness in the end, so he could only smile wryly: "Let's put it this way...Although I have confessed to you, when you saw me, you were still the same as before, a little tense."

Bianxi-kun supported his head, took a deep breath, and after a while he hesitated and said: "No... I was very happy when I heard you say that."

However, his heart became agitated again, regardless of his master's wishes, as if he wanted to toss until Du Wuyu noticed it.Benxi Jun said uneasy: "I'm really... very happy, so happy that I was afraid that everything was a dream. When I woke up, I found that you didn't say any words of forgiveness to me, and I wasn't even alive. Trapped in the underworld from beginning to end."

He faltered and hawed like this, and felt that he was extremely ridiculous, so he couldn't help but feel ashamed on his face.Du Wuyu in front of him didn't answer, but focused his eyes on him, like the mighty sky, silent and tolerant. "You really can't sleep well." After speaking, he asked again, "Do you want me to ask Hua Jun to prescribe more medicine?"

He shook his head, and Du Wuyu smiled slightly, and patted his hand reassuringly as if he understood.This movement is very light, like picking up a handful of shallow water, and then gently falling down, spreading out a piece of light-colored ripples, and then suddenly calmed down, letting the whole lake fall into a deep tranquility.His heart seemed to sink back, thinking in this tranquility, everything in front of him is really better than any dream.

He also once had absurd dreams, and when he woke up, the lingering inside was like a drop of water falling in the mouth of an ascetic, which only made the mouthpiece burnt, but at this time it turned out to be true.It's like a person who has been trekking in the yellow sand for a long time, thinking that the oasis in front of him is just a mirage, but when he bends down, the water he touches really nourishes him.

He almost drowned in the water.

The heartbeat was chaotic for a while, and in the chaos, I suddenly heard Du Wuyu asking in my ear: "Mr. Benxi, when I fell asleep in the cave, are the words you told me true?"

Bian Xijun didn't expect that the other party would suddenly bring up this embarrassing matter, so he couldn't hold back. He turned his face away slightly in embarrassment, but still gritted his teeth and nodded.So Du Wuyu responded happily, her voice still sounded like a sigh, like a weeping willow, sweeping across the heart lake: "Then what I told you when you fell asleep is all true."

...yes, it's true.

Du Wuyu's words seemed to tear apart his bones, making him completely relax.Ben Xi-kun leaned on the couch, feeling like he was velvet cotton basking in the sun, his whole body was soft, and he exuded a fluffy, almost joyful atmosphere.

He was originally hopeless, so he didn't care about disappointment, but something that he didn't even dare to look forward to, one day, it really happened to him.Bian Xijun suddenly thought, I have gone through many twists and turns in my life to this day, and in exchange for this sentence, no matter how hard it is in the future, I have nothing to complain about.

So after a while, the lotus in Youmenglou also bloomed, half of the pool was red and half of the pool was white, and there was a pool of clear water and green leaves.Bian Xijun recuperated step by step, and his condition was very stable. Since he couldn't find the whereabouts of the ancient mausoleum, he could only stay here without going out to listen to the news from outside.However, the shackles were soon untied. It was heard that Guling Shiyan died in Yi Qixing's pursuit of revenge. The master Yandu who claimed to have the ability to stir up the rivers and lakes finally died in the waves of the rollback.

Therefore, Bian Xijun didn't have to restrain his feet. After drinking the medicine, he went out with Du Wuyu.He was still concerned about the girl waiting at Yinshu Xingqiao, so he went there to visit first.Ever since I brought Du Wuyu to Youmenglou, there have been a lot of things going on, except for a relaxing time, I only had time to pass on a few safe news.Afterwards, both of them almost died. It was expected that the girl would be worried about this, so Mr. Benxi simply kept it from her.

Seeing their visit at first, Hua Qianshu was obviously overjoyed, busy preparing wine for them, and worried that the scenery of Yinshu Xingqiao had deteriorated a lot.She visited Youmenglou a few times, but the timing was unlucky, it was Mr. Bianxi who was recovering from his injuries, so she entrusted Bu Xiangchen to make some excuses to stop her.The girl was worried, and the flowers and plants had no intention of taking care of them. There were a few water lilies in the lake, but they were all blooming lonely, so I had to hope that a few phoenix orchids in the courtyard would support the scene.Bian Xijun naturally didn't care about these things, he asked about the current situation as usual, and said that he was not in good health, so he stopped drinking.

"My lord, your face is indeed a little pale." The girl nodded, her expression worried.

"No big deal." Bian Xijun said with a smile.

Hua Qianshu lowered his head and stroked the wine glass, his eyes were like clouds, and he said suddenly: "I know, son, you have something to hide from me."

Bian Xijun laughed, and felt that the other party was really sharp, and was about to speak, but saw the girl shook her head, lowered her eyes and said softly: "But, it's okay..." She raised her head and said eagerly, "Now that's the case, It's already good."

Bian Xijun said in astonishment: "Teacher..."

"Young master, do you know? Just a few days after you took Mr. Du to recuperate, I obeyed the order of Ao Shou and went to guard the Twelve Waves of Lanfeng." Hua Qianshu said firmly, "I was there, almost I lost my life. At that time, I thought, I don’t know where you are, son. If I am really dead, when will you hear about this?” Her eyes were slightly gloomy, but she still smiled slightly, “ So I realized that my son and I are not on the same road after all, even if we have been walking together for a while, we will always take a side road, and the rest of the road needs to be accompanied by others."

Her gentle, rippling eyes were watching Du Wuyu's hand on Ben Xijun's shoulder.There is a faint scent of flowers in the courtyard, like a girl's mood that is still half-concealed, floating around like this, hoping to stay in the hearts of others for a while.Hua Qianshu thought, there are so many things about Bian Xijun that she didn't know, because she was not the one who accompanied this person at that time.She and Benji-kun have only traveled a short distance, maybe in the life of the other party, it is only an insignificant length, but for her, it is a lifetime of thinking.

However, it can only go so far.The girl pursed her lips, her eyes trembled slightly, sad and relieved.And Bian Xijun held her and said: "You asked me before if I would like to live in seclusion here with you. Although I have to refuse you, I am willing to come here to visit anytime."

Hua Qianshu nodded, seemed to be smiling, and Yingying turned her eyes to the person who had been standing behind Ben Xijun.The girl's sensitive heart noticed the change between the two of them, and she thought joyfully and astringently, the branch that made the tall bird stop and didn't dare to stop, actually bent down on its own initiative, allowing him to set foot on the perch , accompany each other.

This is naturally very good... She said in her heart, some feelings can be with each other for a long time, but others, after all, will end here.