What is the experience of being forced to confess

At this time, it was almost the eve of the day, and the sky was dim.It seemed that it was going to rain, and the clouds were thick, layers upon layers of dark gray.The scenery outside the window seemed to be soaked in water, and it was dimly lit, making people even more drowsy.

In the Chunxiao Youmeng Building, Du Wuyu drank the medicine as usual, closed his eyes and rested, fell into a dream after a deep sleep.In the past few days, he has not slept very soundly, and he is extremely anxious in his dreams. Fortunately, hearing that familiar and gentle voice seems to calm him down a little.

He felt that he should have laughed, after all, he hadn't dreamed about thrush for a long time.

He used to live in seclusion on Yufeng Island, thinking he had abandoned the past and avoided everything, but those entanglements still haunted him in his sleep.From Yijian Fenghui's point of view at that time, among the things he had experienced, Huamei treated him the best and was the most tolerant, but he himself failed her the most.Whenever I meet a girl in my dream, I always feel very peaceful and very sad.

But that kind of dream, after he suffered another drastic change and was resurrected from death, seemed to gradually dissipate along with the first half of his life.In his dream, there was another person who made him feel guilty, and there was an extra pair of eyes staring at him faintly, with nostalgia, intolerance, and an undercurrent of depression inside.He was even forced to recall that many years ago, when he set out to seal Nihai Chongfan, the people chasing him with swords in hand stared at him, their eyes seemed to be sad and lonely like falcons.It's just that at the moment when the Gufeng sword stabbed the opponent's shoulder, those eyes were like electric fire bursting out, frightening and piercing, and disappeared in a flash, replaced by a large piece of dead silence.However, the flash of fire was still flashing in his memory, piercing through the numerous illusions and stabbing his heart with pain.

But at this moment, he seemed to have gained a moment of silence again.In any case, he was dreaming of the thrush again.

It was a beautiful and docile girl, unlike her brother.Du Wuyu once thought, why would such a cold, arrogant and withdrawn Bian Xijun have such a docile and caring younger sister?Her elder brother is a peacock with trembling plumes and feathers, but she is an inconspicuous, soft and charming bird on the branch. She can land on Du Wuyu's hand, in his opinion at the time , This is the best gift Benji-kun gave him.

Thrush respects her elder brother and loves him very much.During those wandering days, Mr. Ben Xi took care of her and maintained her, which was kindness and love.It's just that after the establishment of the teaching, the confusion that gradually surfaced in my heart was like a trance fog, covering between myself and Huamei, and between their brothers and sisters.

In the dream, Huamei asked him blankly: "What is brother busy with recently? I can't see him all the time. When I see him occasionally, I feel that he is different from before."

And Du Wuyu comforted her, smoothed her black hair, and stared at the girl's twinkling eyes.

He forgot his own answer at that time.And what position does he have to comment on Bian Xijun?At that time, Huo Fengxing also changed. He became melancholy and indecisive, like a knife with a broken blade, but still hurting those who touched it.

Thrush knows it too.She said with a heavy heart: "Cause Fengxing, I gradually don't understand brother, and I also don't understand you..."

But before he made a promise, the girl smiled again: "But it doesn't matter, brother is the same man as you, and also your friend, he must understand you better than me."

She said meekly, every word was like a falling peach blossom, facing that former misfortune, the phantom in Du Wuyu's dream: "It's just...who will understand him?"

Those eyes stared at him blankly, like a innocent animal that was at a loss but also implied expectation.And when Du Wuyu woke up from his long sleep, the Bian Xijun he saw seemed to be like this.

"Thrush..." He said vaguely, whether it was in a dream or in reality... Those two words were as light as a grain of rain gliding across the palm of his hand, and disappeared without a trace, covered by the rustling sound outside the window. in the sound.

The sky was completely dark, the clouds were overwhelmed, and there was a gloomy light and smoky rain all over the sky.

Drops of water dripped down from the branches, and the mountains became blurred ink, making it impossible to distinguish their shapes.The rain trickled down the pale fingers, soaking the peacock feathers decorated on the cuffs.

Bian Xijun put the dark red jade pendant in his arms.

With his fingers, he carefully poked the silk tassels on his lapel, which looked like a water bird in Tingzhou combing its feathers.He took the jade pendant from the doctor emperor, and it didn't take much effort.The other party is good at medicine and painting, but unfortunately he is not good at martial arts. It's just that he is still falling asleep in the rain?Bian Xi-kun thought so plainly.

More time was spent waiting.Bian Xijun caught up with Emperor Yi and entered the dandelion field with him.It must have taken a lot of effort to see those little plants growing behind the houses by the road to cover the field.

Now is the season for flowering.There are round flower discs with fine fluff all over the ground. Although they are small, there are many of them. They are not only conspicuous, but also cute.It's just that these small plants seem to be more suitable for falling on the ridge between the hedges. When they are discovered, they become a kind of surprise. If the wind blows, they will scatter like catkins, and they don't know where they will settle.

Thrush used to like blowing on the blooming dandelions, and then catching those white catkins scattered in the air with her hands.At that time, she was still very young, so she naturally had the temperament of a child, but when she grew up, she didn't like to do such things anymore.He naturally thought that his younger sister was not as naive as before, but once, Thrush squatted on the ridge of the field and asked him softly, where were all these flowers going, and where were the brothers and sisters going.

It turned out to be sympathy, or feeling sorry for myself.

Mr. Bianxi, who was still a boy, couldn't promise his sister anything, but said that one day, he would definitely find a happy land where they could live and work in peace.This seems to have come true. He took the thrush into Nihai Chongfan, and watched the little white flower he planted fall into Du Wuyu's palm. Unfortunately, it couldn't last long, and it withered soon. .

But that so-called paradise has become a fertile soil for sin, and it naturally fell to the end of collapse.In the end, it was only a short burial mound by the river that could hold the thrush. What's more ironic is that it was still me who made all of this happen.

He knew that he owed his sister.

Ben Xijun stood behind the tree.The doctor in front of the tree was still babbling by the tomb. He seemed to have drunk a little too much, and wanted to reach out to touch the tombstone, but unfortunately fell down accidentally.His snow-like clothes were stained with mud, and his hair was winding on the ground, unable to hide the sadness on his face.He said that he admired the person who couldn't ask for it, and that he felt jealous, knowing that it was a mistake, but still unable to restrain it.The wind blows the pale white dandelion flowers, and they scatter one after another, as if looking forward to landing on the ground, but the wind still pushes them intermittently, forcing them to fly forward.

The sky is getting darker and darker, the clouds are pressing on the treetops, and there seems to be a vague light falling from there, like someone's pity sight.Bian Xijun came out from behind the tree, and saw the young man lying drunk in front of the grave, his cheeks were flushed, and his expression was in a daze.

He heard the other party say softly: "Xiaoshan, I did something wrong."

"If you knew, would you forgive me?"