lucky for the rest of my life

Su Xing felt as if he had had a long, long dream. In the dream, he saw the ten years that Li Rui lived alone after he left, and saw him finally collapsed in front of his tombstone and couldn't sleep for a long time.

Then he woke up.

It was still the familiar smell of white and disinfectant, but it forcefully pulled him out of the sadness that he couldn't shake off.

Two people, one doesn't know what love is, and the other doesn't know how to love; one only knows how to forcefully stay, and the other only wants to escape wholeheartedly, as if they can hide themselves inside to protect themselves by erecting all the thorns on their bodies. Strictly.As a result, the newly born feelings were strangled in the bud, and the paranoid people became even crazier.The thorns on their bodies did not become armor to protect themselves in the end, but turned into sharp knives, which hurt others and themselves.

He also finally knew why Li Rui had changed so much when he woke up again.

Ten years is enough time to completely transform a person.Then he used what he had learned in the past ten years to approach the boy who had occupied his relationship for 15 years bit by bit and cautiously.

Every part of my body seems to be out of control, and it takes a lot of effort to move it.The sensation of pain came back, which made him feel a little real.

Su Xing moved his head, and unexpectedly saw the person guarding the bed.He was still wearing a hospital gown, one hand was tightly held by himself, and the other was on his pulse.

I don't know if he felt Su Xing's movement, and the person lying beside the bed raised his head.He looked at Su Xing with a pair of bloodshot eyes without blinking on his face with a black stubble beard and a pair of shining black circles.Not moving at all, like a stone man.

After a while, he suddenly closed his eyes hard, and waited for nearly ten seconds before opening them again.

Su Xing felt his hands trembling slightly.

Then he watched the person in front of him close his eyes for a while, then open them again, then close them again for a while, and then open them again.

Su Xing could feel his hands trembling more and more.

He suddenly felt a tightness in his chest.

He watched the man stretch out a hand, approaching his face, but when he was about to touch it, he didn't move forward a little.

"Is that you?" Li Rui asked slowly, even his voice was very soft.

"Did you come back?" He still held his hand there, drawing the outline of Su Xing's eyes little by little through the air, his eyes full of disbelief.

"Am I dreaming again?" Finally he put his hand down, and only used his eyes to carefully trace the face of the person on the bed, "That's pretty good, can you let me wake up later this time?"

"I want to see the way you open your eyes for a while longer. Don't chase me away, just watch for a while, and I'll go back." There was a little bit of pleading in his tone, and his voice was so soft that a gust of wind could blow it away.

The nose and eye sockets were sore and uncomfortable, the tear finally broke free from the restraint of the wall, slipped from the corner of the eye, and fell into Su Xing's hair.

He tried hard to raise his hand, but lost his strength in mid-air, but the hand did not fall, but was carefully held in his hand.

As if he was afraid of breaking him, Li Rui only dared to carefully support that hand, following the strength of that hand, he sent him to his face.

Su Xing met what he wanted to meet as he wished, and then used all his strength to make the two hands tend to close.In Li Rui's eyes full of confusion, he opened his mouth.

But his voice was too low, and between his lips opening and closing, it seemed that nothing had come out.Fortunately, Li Rui noticed that he seemed to want to speak, so he slowly bent down and approached his lips.

"Does it hurt?"

Li Rui froze for a moment, turned his head to look at Su Xing, and fell into a pair of smiling eyes.

Li Rui's eye sockets turned red on the spot.

"It hurts," he said.

Does it hurt?pain.

Then it is not a dream.

He was like a person walking in the void, and at this moment he finally returned to reality, and the down-to-earth peace of mind made him burst into tears.He wanted to hug this person, he wanted to kiss this person, and when his eyes touched the ventilator, he seemed to wake up from a dream.He stared at Su Xing closely with one pair of eyes, and kept ringing the bed bell with the other hand, but as if he didn't believe the bed bell, he turned around and ran outside, took two steps and ran away suddenly return.

"Ah Xing, don't sleep, you wait for me here, I'll be right back, okay?"

Su Xing could only move his head slightly with all his strength.Li Rui got the guarantee and ran away immediately.Immediately outside the door came the sound of soldiers and horses in chaos.There seemed to be the voice of Li Rui shouting, and the voice of bodyguards following him calling him.

Just as Su Xing woke up, he felt a little tired, and wanted to sleep when sleepiness hit him, but he promised Li Rui that he would definitely keep his eyes open and wait for him to come back.Just when he was trying to stay awake, a "touch" brought all his sanity back.

He turned his head and found that Su Lan was standing at the door, and beside his feet was an insulated box that fell to the ground.

"Xiao Xing?" She walked into the ward in three steps at a time, almost falling to the ground as if she was unsteady in the middle.

Su Xing looked at Su Lan, feeling warm in his heart, but a little sad when she walked up to her.There were fine wrinkles at the corners of Su Lan's eyes, and there were even a few white strands near the roots of her temple hair.Su Lan has always paid attention to maintenance. In her words, she has to live a good life so that those who don't want her to have a good life can feel uncomfortable.In the past, when two people stood together, even if they said they were siblings, people would believe them, but now they look like they are a few years older.

"Xiaoxing, did you wake up? When did you wake up? Is there something wrong? Did you call the doctor? Have you eaten? Are you hungry?" She asked repeatedly as soon as she opened her mouth. A pair of eyes stuck tightly to Su Xing's body, looking him up and down.

Su Xing didn't know why he refused to call her mother before, but now he can finally say these two words out of his heart.

Seeing Su Xing's mouth opening and closing, Su Lan hurriedly moved closer to listen.

Immediately afterwards, her eyes widened suddenly, and tears quickly gathered in the eye sockets.She stood up straight and turned around.

It just so happened that the door was opened at this moment, and a group of people rushed in.

"I, I'm going to make you something to eat. I'll be back in a while." She said in a flustered tone and quickly walked out of the ward, as if there was a scourge behind her.

Su Xing thought silently: Am I so scary?But the circles of his eyes turned red uncontrollably again.

However, his eyes kept watching her disappear into the ward before taking it back, and he concentrated on cooperating with the doctor's examination.

Outside the door, Su Lan leaned against the wall and slid down slowly, crying silently, letting her tears flow.

The bodyguard next to him didn't look sideways, as if he didn't see this scene at all.After a while, Su Lan seemed to recover, took out her mobile phone and made a call.

"Xiao Lan?" Mrs. Su's kind voice was on the other side of the phone.

"Mom." As soon as Su Lan spoke, her voice became crying again.

Mrs. Su and Mr. Su on the other end of the phone panicked.They all knew where Su Lan had gone. At this time, a phone call came suddenly, and they cried when they heard the voice...

"What's wrong with Xiao Xing?!" Mrs. Su asked immediately, her voice full of urgency.

After all, the two of them are old, so it is impossible to guard Su Xing every day. When Su Xing was sent to the hospital, the family hid the news from the elders, but they did not know how the two elders got the news and ran to Su Xing when Su Xing was undergoing surgery. Hospital.After guarding outside for so long, I almost went to the hospital in shock and fright.And it's not good to have so many people in the ward, so the two of them didn't go to the hospital these two days, they just listened to Su Lan's news.

"Xiaoxing woke up." Su Lan tried hard to stabilize her mind, but she didn't get the desired effect, her voice was still trembling uncontrollably, "He called me mom just now, he called me mom just now! Mom , I just heard him call my mother!"

"Mom, he is willing to call me..."

The eyes of the two old people on the other side were also red, and Mrs. Su burst into tears.

"Okay, okay! I'll tell your brother and Yutang right away, and your father and I will go to the hospital right away!"

"Well, I have to go back, I have to go back and make small cakes for Xiaoxing."

Su Lan wiped her eyes and ended the short call.

The doctor inside was still checking Su Xing's body, Su Lan looked at it, turned around and walked away.The little cake she made for Xiaoxing just now was accidentally dropped by her. Xiaoxing just woke up and didn't have time to eat anything. She went home and made some softer ones, just in time for dessert when she came back!

Two doctors in white coats were examining Su Xing in detail, and asked Su Xing some questions from time to time. Considering Su Xing's physical condition, these questions were relatively simple, and he only needed to nod or shake his head.

Su Xing had been to the city hospital before, and there were a few familiar people there, but the people who came this time were all unfamiliar.

Several doctors asked the questions they wanted to ask, and after discussing for a while, they smiled and said to Su Xing with a relieved expression: "You have passed the dangerous period, and you may feel that you don't need it these days." Strength, this is a normal phenomenon. Take a good rest and it will get better slowly."

Su Xing nodded at them.

The doctors didn't say anything more, and went out after comforting him a few more words.Then he was stopped by Su Yutang who was driving all the way.

His clothes were obviously not as neat as usual, his hair was messed up due to the fast running, and his breathing was very disordered.

"Doctor." He took a deep breath and calmed down before speaking again, "How is Xiaoxing's condition?"

"As long as a person wakes up, he is out of danger," the doctor obviously knew his identity, so he didn't ask any more questions, and told Su Xing's situation truthfully, "But the bomb explosion he received before The impact was too large, the internal organs were obviously damaged, and another heart operation was performed, and in addition to being bedridden for such a long time, the functions of all aspects of the body have obviously declined. In addition, the body is not good. In the end, you have to take care of it for a while."

"Okay, doctor, I see, thank you." Su Yutang thanked solemnly before entering the door.

Su Xing inside had obviously heard the movement, and had already turned his head to look at the person walking in the door.

Su Yutang walked all the way to Su Xing's bed, looked down at him, and spoke after a while.

"Su Xing." He said, with a coldness in his voice.

Su Xing was a little uncomfortable when he heard him calling his name at first.Since Su Yutang confirmed his identity, he never called him by his full name, but always called him "Xiaoxing" in a gentle and intimate way.The tone of his mouth this time was cold and hard.Su Xing felt a little at a loss for a while.

"How many lives do you think you have?" Su Yutang looked at Su Xing with cold eyes, "Do you have to block those bullets for him? Do you have to resist the shock wave of the bomb for him? He is physically strong Do you need to protect the strong one?!"

"His Li Rui's life is his life, so your life is not your life, is it?! How many lives do you have that you can afford to ruin like this! Can you fucking take your own life seriously! !"

Su Xing was completely intimidated by his appearance.The hotter the temper, the scarier it is to get angry. He has never seen Su Yutang like this before. He is like a leopard who has lost his mind, extremely dangerous.Su Xing even suspected that if it wasn't for him lying on the hospital bed now, Su Yutang might have picked him up and beat him up.

Although I don't know how Su Yutang knew what happened back then, I guess it was Li Rui who said it.He opened his mouth to defend Li Rui, but seeing Su Yutang like this, he couldn't say anything in the end.

Su Yutang walked back and forth in front of his bed like a trapped animal, and then sat down in front of his bed again with a dejected expression.

He lowered his head, his normal face was caught in the shadow, and his complexion was not good, which made him look haggard and decadent.

"Su Xing," he sat on the stool by the bed, lowered his head, and said in a depressed voice, "You haven't been able to call me brother yet, if you are gone, where can I find a brother?"

Although Su Xing couldn't see all his expressions clearly, he could still see self-blame through that half of his face.

Su Yutang was blaming herself, blaming the person he found for not being able to protect the person he wanted to protect, blaming herself for having to wait needlessly outside after Su Xing was pushed into the ward.He couldn't do anything, he could only watch how Su Xing was struggling between life and death through critical illness notifications one after another.And he can't do anything!

There seemed to be traces of moisture in the eyes, but he pressed them back firmly.

Su Xing tried hard to reach out to touch him, but couldn't.He was a little unwilling, and when he raised his hand again, it was carefully held in his hand.

Su Xing looked at Su Yutang who seemed to have calmed down, and yelled at him with crooked eyebrows: "Brother."

At that moment, Su Yutang immediately felt Su Lan's mood.

The author has something to say: short story ^_^, congratulations to Su Xing for coming back.

Congratulations to mom and brother for finally waiting for this day.