lucky for the rest of my life

"Li Rui, Li Rui?"

Li Rui opened his eyes, looking at the person in front of him with blurred vision: "Su Xing?"

"Well, how is it, do you feel better?" Su Xing asked with concern.

Li Rui didn't know what happened, how could Su Xing be by his side and ask him about his situation in such a caring and worried tone?But even though he couldn't figure out what was going on, he still answered Su Xing's question honestly: "My head still hurts, what's wrong with me?"

"I don't even know I have a fever, and you are too good at taking care of yourself. Fortunately, I found something wrong with you, otherwise you would still have a fever." Su Xing gave him a blank look while talking.

Li Rui hadn't seen such a lively Su Xing who had no grudges against him for a long time, and he couldn't help looking greedily at the familiar face in front of him.

"Hey, what's the matter with you, are you stupid?" Seeing him staring at him, Su Xing couldn't help asking a little funny.

"No, I'm just happy to see you like this." Li Rui said, and couldn't help laughing again.

"What about me?" Su Xing looked at him a little strangely, "Aren't I like this every day?"

"You always ignored me before," Li Rui said a little aggrieved, "but I know it's all my fault. Su Xing, are you willing to forgive me now?"

Su Xing looked at him with a smile, and said with some doubts: "When did I ignore you? Isn't it because you ignore others? Why do I feel that you are a little strange today, no Is it really crazy?"

While talking, he touched Li Rui's head worriedly, but Li Rui's temperature was not as hot as before, so he felt relieved, looked at Li Rui and said, "Otherwise, you should go to the hospital for an examination Don't really have a high fever, it's almost forty degrees, I don't know how you can bear it."

Li Rui was originally stiff when Su Xing touched his head, and his thoughts had already started to fly, but now he came back to his senses after hearing this.Since he was a child, he has been in good health, and even minor ailments such as fever and cold are rare.In his memory, he only had a fever of nearly [-] degrees once, and that was when he had just transferred for more than two weeks.When he went to school that morning, he felt something was wrong with his body, but he didn't think it was a big deal, so he didn't pay much attention to it, but he didn't expect it to get worse, and he fell asleep in class.At that time, Su Xing took care of him.

He looked at the place where he was staying, and it was obviously the school's infirmary.At this moment, he was stunned, was he dreaming or was he returning to the time when he just arrived and nothing bad happened?What about what he's been through before?Or are those just dreams and this is reality?

"No, I'm fine, I just feel like I might have had a long dream."

"What did you dream about?"

Li Rui opened his mouth, but couldn't come out, what did he dream about?I dreamed that you were tortured by me for five years, I dreamed that you were dead, I dreamed that you lay lifeless on the hospital bed, I dreamed... I dreamed that I would never find you again.

But how to say it?

"Nothing, I forgot."

"Forget it, didn't you say that you want me to take you out this weekend? It's a holiday today, but you have a fever, so we won't go. You see, if you feel better tomorrow, we will go tomorrow .”

Regarding Su Xing's words, Li Rui naturally had no choice but to agree. They waited until the drip was finished, and Li Rui sent Su Xing home first, and then asked the driver to take him home.

The next day, Li Rui felt that he was almost fine, so he pestered Su Xing to let him take him to play. After confirming that Li Rui was in good health, Su Xing reluctantly acted as a tour guide and took Li Rui to J City One of the more famous scenic spots is not far from here, and one day's time is enough to visit.

Li Rui drove Su Xing with him, feeling that his mood was going to fly.But when he was driving, he felt something was wrong. At first he thought he was thinking too much, but slowly this feeling became stronger and stronger, and finally when he turned his head to look at Su Xing again, something was wrong. The feeling has reached the extreme, Su Xing's clothes have completely changed, this dress is obviously the one Su Xing wore on the day of the accident!Li Rui's heart suddenly jumped, the person sitting in the car was not the energetic young Su Xing, but Su Xing who had been tortured by him for several years and had lost hope in life!He hurriedly wanted to stop the car in his hand, but found that he couldn't stop, the surroundings had changed, it was not province S, not city J, but city A!

"Bang!", the car was knocked over, Li Rui felt a sharp pain attacking his whole body, but Su Xing, who was sitting beside him just now, was looking at him in mid-air.He felt that his life was rapidly draining away.

"Li Rui, does it hurt?"

Li Rui heard Su Xing ask.It hurts, why doesn't it hurt, he couldn't breathe because of the pain, he gritted his teeth and popped out a word: "It hurts..."

"It hurts, I also felt quite hurt at that time, so, Li Rui, you have to live well because of my pain, right?" Su Xing's face was soft and his eyes were pure, but what he said made Li Rui feel that it was for him Sentenced, "But, Li Rui, I didn't need to be in such pain. It was because of you that I experienced this kind of pain. And do you know that it hurts more to live than to die."

Li Rui wanted to say that I know, I know, I also know that I was wrong, so you let me live well, I can only live, if you don't say forgive me, I dare not go to you, I'm afraid you won't see me.But he couldn't say a word, he could only look at Su Xing with his eyes open.

"Li Rui, that's it. I'm dead. From now on, yin and yang will be separated. I will never see you again. Don't come to me again. I don't want to see you." Su Xing said, not knowing what he was thinking, and suddenly He laughed, "No, you can't find me either, and there will be no more me in this world from now on."

Li Rui watched Su Xing disappear little by little, the veins on his forehead popped up, and the blood dripping made him look horrifying, he stretched out a hand with all his strength, trying to pull that person back: "Don't... ...Go..., Su, Su Xing, you...don't go..."

"Don't go, I was wrong, Su Xing, I was wrong, don't go..." Li Rui murmured, opened his eyes suddenly, sat up at once, everything was quiet under the darkness, but he was like He was a child who lost his way and couldn't find his home. He was full of panic. He began to be a little confused about which one was reality. Could he still be in a dream?

He ran out of the bedroom in a panic, took the keys, went to the garage and drove in the direction of Su Xing's house, and drove the car all the way to the downstairs of the residential building where Su Xing was located, and opened the car door in twos and twos. Xia rushed upstairs and stood in front of Su Xing's door. He raised his hand and knocked on the door twice, but no one responded to him. He wanted to knock twice, but he held back.In case Su Xing fell asleep and didn't hear it, would he be unhappy if he woke him up?

Thinking of Su Xing's frowning brows and his thin body, Li Rui walked around the door twice a little irritably, but he didn't knock on the door again, and finally sat down leaning against the door.

The next day, as soon as Su Xing opened the door, he fell directly in front of him: "Why are you here?"

Li Rui's vague consciousness suddenly came to his senses, but his head was still a little dizzy, but even so, he still showed a big smile when he heard Su Xing's words, and at the same time, his heart finally settled down: "Su Xing..."

"Why are you here?" Seeing that Li Rui didn't answer, Su Xing frowned and asked again.Li Rui doesn't look like he just came here, but looks like he's been sitting here for a long time, and looking at his clothes, even wearing pajamas in such a cold day, he doesn't know what he is thinking.

"Su Xing, I can't sleep." Li Rui said with some grievances and pity.

Since he came back from rebirth, he has been unable to sleep all night. Every night he falls asleep with sleeping pills, but he is awakened by nightmares. Every time he dreams of Su Xing, Su Xing can see him every day at school. It was so early because he went straight to school as soon as he woke up, and waited outside when the school was not open. Even if he waited outside, it would make him feel at ease. Looking at the familiar school, he knew that there were people waiting inside. You will feel that this is the reality, here, Su Xing is still there.

Su Xing was silent for a while, seeing Li Rui's purple lips and blushing face, he finally let the door open and let him in.

Sitting in the living room, Li Rui was completely dumbfounded. This was the first time he entered Su Xing's house. When the two of them had a good relationship, Su Xing would always work outside. He never had a chance to come. Find him at home.This huge progress made Li Rui so happy that he didn't even care about freezing outside in his pajamas all night. He was sitting on the sofa, but his eyes were looking at the real living room, as if he had discovered a new continent with excitement.