lucky for the rest of my life

Liu Ruqian watched the person she was thinking of take Su Xing away, watched him nervously overwhelmed by Su Xing's injury, watched him disappear from her field of vision, and finally showed a tragic smile.Her injury was actually a little heavier than Su Xing's. When she rolled down, her waist and head hit the stone. The pain was unbearable, but her heart hurt even more, and she wanted to cry.

She finally confirmed that the person she had liked for so long and who had poured into her so far really didn't care about her at all. He never had her in his heart, not even a shadow.

Liu Ruqian finally noticed that she really should give up.Because she has no chance at all, not at all.No, it should be said that she never had a chance.

There was water flowing into her mouth with a salty taste, Liu Ruqian finally came back to her senses, she touched the water on her face, as if she just realized that she was crying, and then the tears stopped like a bank burst Can't live.

She squatted on the edge of the hill and howled.

Li Rui and the others took Su Xing straight to the hospital.Su Yutang had already contacted the hospital on the way, and the person who entered the hospital was pushed into the emergency room.

Li Rui stood outside the emergency room, watching without blinking his eyes.The third time, it was already the third time I watched Su Xing go in, but he could only stand outside, helpless.Li Rui's eyes were closed, and the helplessness revealed on his body at that moment attracted several people.

Su Yutang looked at him with complicated expressions in his eyes.

The atmosphere outside was tense, but Su Xing's situation in the emergency room was much better than they had imagined.Because he took the medicine in a timely manner, Su Xing's heart attack was contained before it relapsed in time, and he recovered almost as usual when he arrived at the hospital.The only thing that is more uncomfortable is the head. The head hurts a bit, but it is also within the tolerable range.Although rolling down the slope looked scary, Su Xing was not seriously injured.It was just that the back of the head was knocked, and although the body was hurt by some small stones, it was not an eyesore, and the skin was not even broken, but the face was scratched a little.

The efficiency of the hospital was very fast, and the equipment on Su Xing was pulled out in a short while, and Su Xing could already sit up from the hospital bed by himself.He walked out with the paramedics.

The few people who had been staring at the door saw the door open and immediately went up to meet it.

"Ah Xing, how do you feel?" Li Rui looked at him nervously.

"I'm fine." Su Xing shook his head, "The hillside is relatively gentle, not as serious as you think."

"We suggested that he go for a brain CT." said the doctor who came out.

"What's going on?" Li Rui suddenly became nervous.

"During our inspection just now, he said that he had a headache, probably because of knocking, and he should get a CT insurance."

So a group of people hurriedly took Su Xing to do a brain CT. There were not many people at this time, and they were transferred from the emergency department again, and the results came out soon.

Su Xing and Li Rui walked into the diagnosis room, while Su Yutang, Chu Qingyuan and Zhou Qi were waiting outside.Su Yutang originally wanted to follow in, but Su Lan just called him. Su Yutang frowned, but still answered the phone.

"Have you ever had a brain injury before?" It was a middle-aged doctor, frowning while looking at the CT image in his hand.

Su Xing was taken aback by his question, but didn't react for a while, and then replied: "Oh, I was injured once before, when I was very young."

"Is there any discomfort afterwards?" The doctor asked with a frown.

"No." Su Xing looked at him with doubts in his eyes.

"Is there something wrong?" Li Rui intuitively felt something was wrong, and immediately became nervous.

The doctor glanced at him: "Are you his family?"

"En." Li Rui responded, and began to urge him again, "What's wrong with him?"

The doctor looked at him suddenly with strange eyes, and even blamed him a little: "His brain is congested!"

Li Rui was stunned when he heard that.He didn't know that Su Xing's brain had been injured before, and the last time he was brought for a physical examination was mainly heart, stomach, and some routine physical examinations.The part of the brain was ignored by him.

"Then what should we do? Will it affect his life?" Li Rui asked with a rather ugly face.

"The brain is the most mysterious and fragile part of the human body. There is no way to treat this kind of brain injury with current medical methods. At most, we can only use some auxiliary drugs to make him less painful. From what he just said According to the description, his previous brain injury did not have any impact on his life. But this impact caused the blood clot in his brain to disperse." The doctor said and circled the brain map, His face also became more serious, "It's incredible that his brain congestion didn't affect him before. Although the blood clots seem to have a tendency to spread, we are not sure whether the effect is good or bad."

He paused and went on: "We guess it's a good influence, and that's the best outcome."

"You mean you can't do anything but wait?"

The doctor couldn't help trembling when he touched Li Rui's eyes, Li Rui's eyes were too fierce.

Su Xing stretched out his hand and tugged at Li Rui, Li Rui's eyes softened immediately, but his face was still filled with uncontrollable worry and anxiety. He grabbed Su Xing's hand with his backhand, as if he wanted to gain strength from it.

"Ashin." He called out in a low voice.

"It's okay." Su Xing reassured him, "It's been all these years, nothing will happen."

"Let me prescribe some medicine for you." The doctor sighed slightly, "So far, it doesn't have any specific effect. I'll prescribe some medicine for you to treat your headache. If you feel something wrong, come to the doctor immediately. .”

"Okay." Su Xing nodded in agreement.

Li Rui's expression was very ugly until he left the door, which made the few people waiting outside the door more nervous, and the atmosphere instantly became dignified.

"What's the matter?" Su Yutang asked a little irritably.

"There is congestion in the brain." Li Rui said.

At that moment, Su Yutang's face suddenly became more and more ugly, just like Li Rui's.

"The doctor said, we can only observe." Just when Su Yutang was about to speak, Li Rui spoke again.

"..."

The scene suddenly fell silent.

"Okay, why are you all looking so ugly? I'm still fine." Su Xing said.

But although he said it very easily, no one showed a relaxed look.

"Sister-in-law will be here soon." Finally, Su Yutang uttered these words.

Su Xing nodded.I'm not surprised that Su Yutang will tell Su Lan that he is, but I still have a headache how to appease Su Lan who is coming.

"It's my sister who just called." Although Su Xing didn't say anything, Su Yutang still opened his mouth to defend himself.

"It's okay." Su Xing shook his head.

When a group of people were about to get the medicine, they heard the sound of high heels.

"Xiao Xing!"

In the end, Su Lan started to trot directly. Seeing Su Xing was terrified, she went up to meet her.

"Slow down, I'm fine." Su Xing said after helping her.

But Su Lan still walked around Su Xing, looked at him up and down, left, right, left, right, and left, before she felt a little relieved.But when I saw the scratches on my face again, my heart ached.

"Is everything checked? What did the doctor say? Is the injury serious?" Su Lan asked a series of questions one after another.

"Don't worry, the inspection has been done, it's nothing serious, just knock it down, and it will be fine in two days." Su Xing comforted him softly.

Seeing him like this, Su Yutang moved her lips, but finally said nothing.Li Rui backed out silently at this time, and went to get medicine for Su Xing.

After Su Lan got the answer, she felt a little more at ease, and finally took her eyes away from Su Xing this time.

"What's going on? What happened? How did Xiao Xing get hurt?" Su Lan looked at Su Yutang and asked.

During the call just now, she only knew that Su Xing was injured and went to the hospital, but she still didn't know exactly what happened.

But Su Yutang didn't know what happened after Su Xing and Liu Ruqian left, but it didn't matter, as long as he knew it wasn't Su Xing who was wrong.He told Su Lan exactly what he knew, without any embellishment, but even this was enough to make Su Lan furious.

"The Liu family, take good care of your daughter!" Su Lan narrowed her eyes, like an angry cheetah.

Zhou Qi stood aside and couldn't help shrinking his neck. He had never seen Su Lan who looked so dangerous.In fact, since Su Xing appeared, he seldom saw a strong aggressiveness in Su Lan.

Chu Qingyuan was also shocked by Su Lan's appearance.To be honest, although his mother and Su Lan are best friends, and they have been walking around a lot in the past year, he really doesn't know much about Su Lan. During those gloomy days for Su Lan He had never met her before, but had only heard her legend: a talented designer with a strong wrist, an existence that no one dared to underestimate.But when he saw Su Lan, he only saw her gentle and bright side.It seems that until today, this person and the legend in the mall have only fit together.

"Aunt Su," Chu Qingyuan took a step closer to Su Lan, "I am also responsible, I shouldn't let her call Su Xing away."

Hearing Chu Qingyuan's voice, Zhou Qi immediately reacted. Although Su Lan gave a very dangerous feeling at this time, he still lowered his head slightly and said, "I called Su Xing to come camping."

Su Lan looked at the two people and pursed her lips. She knew that this matter had nothing to do with these two people. Even if it wasn't today, it would be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. As long as you are targeted, you will always succeed when.

Seeing Su Lan's uneasy expression, Su Xing was also a little worried, and reached out and tugged her sleeve slightly.Su Lan came back to her senses.Suppressing the anger in her heart, Su Lan smiled at Su Xing as usual.

"It's okay, this matter is not your fault." Su Lan said to Chu Qingyuan and Zhou Qi, "No one thought that Liu Ruqian would do it."

But there is always someone to take responsibility for.

When Li Rui came back after taking the medicine, none of them went back to the camping place.Chu Qingyuan and Zhou Qi returned home. They knew that there might be an explanation for today's matter. Even though they had a good relationship with Su Xing, the following matters were no longer suitable for them to participate in.Su Xing, Li Rui, Su Lan and Su Yutang went to Li's house.

☆、No.70 A Nightmare ([-])

When Su Xing arrived at Li's house, he saw a group of people waiting in the hall.

"Grandpa Su, Grandma Su, Uncle Li, Uncle Su, you?" Su Xing looked around at the people sitting in the living room, then looked up at Li Rui beside him, his eyes were blank.

"Xiao Xing, come here, come quickly and let grandpa and grandma take a look." Su Xingren had just arrived in the living room when he was pulled to him by the standing up Mrs. Su and Mrs. Su, who sized him up like Su Lan.

"I'm fine, I'm not injured, just scratched a little, don't worry." Su Xing could only comfort the two old people for a while.

After a while, the emotions of the two people settled down.After tossing and tossing for a long time, Su Xing also showed fatigue on his face.Li Rui, who had been staring at him, immediately noticed the tiredness on his face.

"Ah Xing, let me take you to your room to rest for a while." Li Rui said with a slight frown.

"Go, go and have a rest." The two old people also said.

"Come down after resting, don't be tired." Su Lan said.

"There's nothing else going on here, your body is critical, you go to rest first." Su Zhe said.

"It's best to sleep for a while." Su Yutang said.

"Go to the room and sleep, it's time to eat and let Xiao Rui call you." Even Li Jing said.

So Su Xing could only let Li Rui send him back to the room.He is indeed a little tired.No matter what, he rolled down the slope, not only the physical injury, but also the psychological shock that he was caught off guard, especially the near recurrence of heart disease, all of which made him feel extremely tired.After returning to the room, even the spirit of holding on to it dissipated, and his expression became even more sluggish.In the end, Su Xingqiang pulled himself together and took a simple shower, before burying himself in the quilt.

"Sleep well, don't worry about the rest, I'm here." Li Rui was beside his bed, tucking the quilt for him.

"En." Su Xing replied in a daze.

Li Rui leaned down and kissed him gently on the head.Then turned to leave.But the hand was suddenly grabbed.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw Su Xing struggling to keep his eyes open and looking at him.

"What's wrong?" Li Rui knelt down and asked.

"Liu Ruqian didn't want my life," Su Xing knew that Li Rui would not let this matter go, and he would not forgive Liu Ruqian easily, even though he thought she was a little pitiful, but this is not something she can wantonly hurt people reason.He just hoped that Li Rui wouldn't do something irrational in his anger and hurt himself, "She should have seen the terrain before."

"Okay, I get it, you shouldn't worry about these, go to sleep." Li Rui leaned slightly again, kissed his eyes, and then gently put his hands back on the quilt.

Su Xing finally fell into a deep sleep, Li Rui closed the door gently and went downstairs.In the living room, several parents sat down and waited with serious faces.

"Dad." Li Rui called Li Jing after sitting down.

"I will not interfere in this matter." Li Jing said slowly.

"Okay, I see." Li Rui responded, and then said again, "Thank you, Dad."

After hearing Li Jing's words, Su Lan stopped looking at him, but set her eyes on Li Rui.

"What are you going to do?" Su Lan stared at him closely.

But Li Rui didn't answer Su Lan's question right away. He pursed his lips tightly, showing a cold arc, but then he thought of something, and his face softened a little.

"Ah Xing just told me that Liu Ruqian didn't want his life."

The members of the Su family were stunned for a moment, and then they felt distressed.

"That can't be the case!" Su Yutang's usually gentle face also showed a bit of sternness.

"You're not a child anymore. Now that you've done it, you have to be ready to take responsibility." Su Zhe's tone was normal, but there was a sharp look in his eyes.

Neither of the two old people spoke. This is a matter for the younger generation. What they have to do is to sit in the rear.As long as they are still alive, these people don't want to bully their grandson!

"So, what's your plan?" Su Lan stared at Li Rui closely, and her brownish eyes made people feel a little hairy.

"Send her abroad." After thinking for a while, Li Rui seemed to come to this conclusion with great difficulty.

"That's it?" Su Lan frowned, feeling very dissatisfied.

……

Su Xing felt that his body was not his own anymore, he was a little too weak now.His stomach was still aching, and he put his hand on it reflexively, as if to relieve the pain.But the pain still didn't go away.Finally Su Xing frowned and opened his eyes.

What caught my eye was rows of shops, but where it was, I didn't seem to have been there before.

"Are you awake?" A familiar voice came from right next to him.But Su Xing didn't get any sense of security from this voice. On the contrary, his body tensed for a moment, and his body moved involuntarily.He didn't speak.

"Go back?" the person sitting next to him asked.

Su Xing still didn't speak, but when the car was about to turn around, he finally spoke.

"Look at it for a while." He said, his voice was full of dryness, and even a little inadvertently obvious.

"it is good."

……

"Bump!" It was the sound of a vehicle colliding, and Su Xing lost consciousness in an instant.

"Xing, Xing, wake up, Xing!" Someone seemed to be calling him, why would someone be calling him?This voice is so familiar.

"Ah Xing, don't sleep, wake up, A Xing!" Why wake up, isn't he dead?It hurts.

"Ah Xing! Ah Xing!" No, he was sleeping, why did he die?

"Uncle Liu, call the doctor!" The voice was so familiar, it was... Li Rui?

"Xiao Xing!" Whose voice is this?It seems to belong to Su Lan, and...

"Ah Xing, wake up!" Why is his voice so sad?I feel a little uncomfortable.

"Ashin!!" It felt like he was about to cry.

I really want to wake up, my eyelids are so heavy, but I really want to wake up, I don’t want to see him cry, I want to wake up...

Su Xing suddenly opened his eyes.He stared straight at the roof, as if he hadn't recovered yet.But the next moment he was hugged tightly.

"Ah Xing!" Li Rui hugged his shoulders and buried his head in his neck.

Su Xing seemed to have finally come to his senses, he moved his fingers, slowly raised his arm, and touched Li Rui's head.

"Don't cry, don't be sad." Will feel distressed.

Li Rui regained his sanity a little bit and got up from him.Only then did Su Xing see that there were still many people standing in the room, and it seemed that the people who were below had all come into his room just now.

"Why did you all come to my room?" Su Xing asked.His voice was still a little hoarse, as if he had slept for too long, his lips were abnormally white, and there were beads of sweat on his forehead.The whole person smelled of weakness.

"We've called you for a long time." Li Rui shook his hand and said, "But you didn't respond at all, and you were still sweating profusely all the time."

"I seem to have a nightmare." Su Xing said, his voice was very soft, with a light feeling, as if he hadn't come back from that dream, and gradually his brows frowned slightly.

"I can't seem to remember," he said, frowning.

"It's okay, if you can't remember it, don't think about it." Li Rui said to her softly.

Su Lan poured a glass of water and fed it until Su Xing drank it.

The group of people stayed in Su Xing's bedroom for a while, and waited for the doctor to come to give him a physical examination. After seeing that he was really fine, they all walked out and let him rest for a while.

Li Rui was left alone in the bedroom.

Only then did Su Xing reveal his vulnerable side.He slowly grabbed Li Rui, with an uncontrollable panic and sadness on his face.

"Ah Xing, what's the matter?" Feeling that something was wrong with him, Li Rui immediately pulled him into his arms.

"..." Su Xing's hands were still trembling slightly, but he didn't speak.

Seeing him like this, Li Rui suddenly became anxious, and felt distressed.But Su Xing didn't know how to calm the person in his arms, so he could only clumsily pat him on the back and say, "Ah Xing, I'm here, it's fine, don't be afraid."

"Ashin, don't be afraid."

"Don't be afraid."

Perhaps Li Rui's reassurance played a role, Su Xing's face was no longer so ugly, and the panic in his eyes dissipated a little.Finally he spoke.

"Li Rui, I remembered a little bit of my dream," Su Xing said slowly, reading his name, and his trembling hands started to tremble again, "I dreamed that you were in a car accident."

As soon as the words fell, a tear fell on the quilt, leaving a mark, and it also hit Li Rui's heart.

Li Rui's pupils shrank sharply for a moment, and then dilated again, causing a storm in his heart, but he couldn't care about it at this time.

"It's okay, don't cry, it's just a dream."

"Ah Xing, don't cry, look at me sitting here properly." Li Rui couldn't help feeling distressed, he rarely saw Su Xing cry, and now he panicked when he saw him like this.He carefully wiped away the tears on Su Xing's face with his hands, but the tears seemed to flow endlessly, moistening the place just wiped away again in an instant.

Li Rui had no choice but to kiss the corner of Su Xing's eyes in a panic.

Su Xing knew that he looked hypocritical, but he couldn't help it.He could only think of the scene of the car accident at the end, the loud collision sound, the broken glass, and the deformed front of the car, it was as if he had experienced it himself, not just a simple dream.The feeling of palpitations is still lingering to this day.

"I know, but I'm uncomfortable." Su Xing said in his arms, "It's as if it's real, I don't even know if you survived."

Li Rui's body froze slightly, he knew what Su Xing didn't know, not only did he survive, he wasn't even seriously injured, the price was the life of the person he loved the most.

"I'm fine, Ah Xing." Li Rui whispered in his ear, but Su Xing didn't realize how complicated emotions were contained in that voice.

Su Xing only thought that it was Li Rui who was comforting him, and he didn't know if it was because he was too tired, or because he had spent too much energy in having that nightmare, and soon he fell asleep again in a daze.

It wasn't until 2 at this time that Li Rui dared to place a restrained kiss on his lips.

"Ah Xing, I'm fine." He leaned over and whispered in Su Xing's ear, "You protected me very well."

For a moment, it was like history repeating itself, but this time his lover frowned after hearing his words, and even the sleeping posture was protected and comforted a lot.

"You protected him very well." Li Rui said again, but this time there was unconcealable sadness inside.

The author has something to say: let me say something here, Su Xingxiaocute didn't say that sentence to plead for Liu Ruqian, he knew Li Rui, and that sentence was afraid that Li Rui's attack would be too ruthless, hurting others but also hurting himself.

In addition, this article is conservatively estimated to be over in a dozen chapters.

Li Xiaorui: Get out of the way!Don't stop me!I am angry!No one's words are useless! !

Su Xiaoxing: Where did you go, come back! !

Li Xiaorui (happy): Here I come!Ah Xing you call me?