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Before class in the morning, Su Xing was called out by the class teacher.Li Rui was worried and wanted to go with him.The teacher in charge took a look and said, "Okay, save me the trouble, let's come together."

"Su Xing, why haven't you come to class for so many days?" Gao Wu, the class teacher, is a middle-aged man in his 40s. He is not too tall, and of course he is not short. He is also easy-going and protective.I usually care about the students, especially in the third year of high school. I am afraid that the students will be under pressure, so I will find someone to talk to after every exam.

Su Xing didn't know how to answer for a moment. He was not used to lying, especially to people who had good intentions towards him.

"Su Xing is going to take care of me." Just when Su Xing was struggling, Li Rui took a step and subconsciously protected Su Xing behind him, "Didn't I accidentally smash my head, and my parents are not here?" Here, Su Xing is worried, so she went to take care of me."

While talking, Li Rui pointed to his still-covered head: "Actually, it won't be useful for these days, but it's been smashed a bit badly, and I feel like vomiting when I move. Su Xing is soft-hearted, that's why I delayed these days. Teacher , Su Xing is caring for his classmates, helping others, and spreading love, you can't blame him, if you want to blame, you can blame me."

"Okay, okay, I didn't say a word, you protected him first, and I didn't say what to do with him!" Gao Wu said with a face full of tears and laughter, "I know you two have a good relationship, but Next time you encounter this kind of thing, you should report it first, at least call me and tell me, you said that one or two of you disappeared without saying a word, and you can’t be contacted by phone, no matter where you live No one knows, isn't there a hurry in school? I'm not in a hurry?"

Li Rui glanced at Su Xing with a guilty face, it's because he couldn't get in touch, he deliberately hid Su Xing, how could he leave something like a phone at home.

Su Xing didn't look at him. He stood up straight and said to Gao Wu apologetically, "I made you anxious, I will remember it well."

Gao Wu looked at it, and felt that he had made a fuss again.The blame is to blame Su Xing for being such a worry-free kid, he is well-behaved and polite, he is good at studying, and he respects their teachers very much.You can feel that his respect for you comes from the inside out, which makes people unbearably happy.Gao Wu knew that there was no one in Su Xing's family. He seemed to have a bad relationship with his family, and he never went back all year round. He paid his tuition by working part-time.Su Xing never told him about this. If he hadn't met Su Xing who was working outside in the winter vacation of his sophomore year, he would not have known about it. He thought about applying for a quota for poor students for this child. Anyway, the school It happens every year, but it’s a bit troublesome to go through the procedure, but Su Xing refused. It was the first time he saw the child talking to him in a half-joking tone: “Teacher, I can eat enough for one person and the whole family won’t be hungry. I can earn it in one vacation, not to mention the usual scholarship, no matter how you look at it, it doesn’t need the quota for poor students, there are always people who really need it.”

Gao Wu, an adult man in his 40s, was made very uncomfortable by Su Xing, a 16-year-old boy who was not yet an adult. No matter how many times his adoptive parents scolded him, he cared more about Su Xing than other students, but Su Xing always made him feel at ease.This time, he disappeared without a sound for such a long time, which worried him badly. He went to the place where Su Xing used to work, but he couldn't find anyone at all. The boss said that he had resigned and left long ago. Gao Wu I was so anxious that I wanted to go to the police station to call the police, but after thinking about it, I suppressed it. No matter what, going to the police station is not a good thing, and it is not a good thing for Su Xing in the future. The student disappeared. It can be big or small, but the fear is that some people can’t control their mouths. Sometimes people’s words are scary, and people say what they say, and the truth can become false, and things can completely change in the end.During this period of time, he did not know how many times he greeted Su Xing's parents. While cursing, he rode a bicycle around the city and searched all around the school.If he can't find anyone, he can only call the police.

"Okay, okay, I know you're sensible." Gao Wu waved his hand, and set his eyes on the two of them, "You haven't come here for nearly a week, and you've made a lot of progress. Go back and talk to the teacher after class. , Ask the teacher for another copy of the papers you have done, do it, ask more questions if you don’t know how, don’t be afraid of trouble, don’t be embarrassed, the teacher will be very happy if you ask questions.”

Su Xing knew that his last sentence was mostly for himself, so he nodded gratefully: "I see, thank you teacher."

Normally, Li Rui would just say that he knew it and give it away, but now he is determined to save his image in Su Xing's mind, and he nodded obediently: "Teacher, don't worry, we will definitely try our best to catch up with the progress of study. "

Gao Wu glanced at him, then at Su Xing, nodded, and told them to go back and prepare for class.

Su Xing has always been very serious in his lectures. He will carefully mark the key points of the teacher's lectures on the textbook with a pen, and remember the notes in detail, which are clear and easy to understand.Li Rui looked at his serious and peaceful appearance, and felt that his heart was full and a little uncomfortable.He knew that Su Xing really wanted to learn, but he just wanted to learn.He didn't know what was going on, but he always felt that Su Xing didn't really like studying, but he studied very seriously, as if he had to learn, and he had to learn well, which made him feel a little distressed.It seems that Su Xing is also like this in the few days when he and Su Xing get along peacefully. Once he decides to do something, he will do it very seriously. Xing is serious about everything, but now he knows that Su Xing actually has a bad heart. When he looks at Su Xing's serious life, he feels a little numb pain for some reason.

Li Rui was thinking in a mess. Since he came back here, he hadn't had much rest and his injured brain began to issue sleepy instructions. His eyes began to close and close, but he couldn't bear to close them again.If you close your eyes, you won't be able to see Su Xing!When he closed his eyes, he couldn't see the person he had missed for more than ten years in regret and pain. How could he be willing?But being beside Su Xing really made him feel at ease. In the end, he still couldn't resist the attack of sleepiness, and fell asleep with his head on his stomach.

On the podium, the teacher was spitting and giving a passionate lecture, Su Xing felt the eyes staring at him disappear, turned his head to look at Li Rui, and found that he had fallen asleep.Li Rui, who was asleep, lost the sense of sharpness he brought to others, and was quiet, appearing harmless and beautiful.Su Xing looked at the teacher, and found that the teacher had noticed the situation here, and kept casting attention salutes to Li Rui, seeing that Li Rui simply shifted his position without realizing it, and put his gaze on Su Xing, Su Xing suddenly It feels like sitting on a needle cushion.

In fact, the third year of high school has a lot of homework. Generally speaking, the teacher would not say that students take a nap in class, but it is a bit too much for someone like Li Rui who sleeps aboveboard. In the end, Su Xing did not survive the teacher's "benevolent" love. With the baptism of eyes, he stretched out his hand to Li Rui, and pushed him gently.

"Don't sleep, the teacher is watching you."

Li Rui, who was woken up just after falling asleep, his eyes turned cold, and immediately wanted to get angry, but then he heard Su Xing's voice, and the flame in his heart suddenly went out with a "poof".He belatedly thought about his current situation, and thought that it was Su Xing who woke him up just now, rounding it up, it was equivalent to waking him up, right?Immediately, my heart became happy like a flower blooming.I didn't expect to get new progress after sleeping on my Long March. This is really a memorable day, write it down.

After Su Xing completed his mission, he turned his head to watch the teacher's lecture seriously, so he didn't see Li Rui's unbearable smile at all, but the teacher glanced at him and then looked at the bandage on his head. There is a faint worry that my students have been smashed stupid.

No. [-] Middle School implements a half-boarding system, and four students live in one dormitory.For some students in the third year of high school, the school has relaxed the requirements. In order to allow them to study better, the school allows them to rent a house outside, but it must be signed and confirmed by their parents.Su Xing lives in the school, but Li Rui does not.

After school at noon, Su Xing packed his schoolbag and was about to go to the restaurant. Li Rui was with him. As soon as he arrived at the restaurant, he saw the nanny waiting there.Taking the lunch box in her hand, Li Rui pulled Su Xing towards him, trying to find a place with few people to sit down.Su Xing's body froze, he struggled a bit and then let him go. After all, he couldn't do anything in public.

Li Rui took out the food in the lunch box and said: "You are just right. I asked the doctor. It's better to pay attention to what you eat. I asked the nanny to make some dishes, and I couldn't finish them myself. Would you like to eat with me?"

While talking, Li Rui looked at Su Xing's face, he was afraid that Su Xing would shake his head and leave if he was upset.Like before, Li Rui would often ask Su Xing to eat with him, but the relationship between the two was so good at that time. Su Xing shied away twice, seeing that Li Rui brought a lot of food every time, and the most important thing was to It's much more fragrant than the food in the restaurant, and it's nothing to have a meal with friends, so I no longer shirk it.But now the relationship between the two is still at a freezing point. He pulled Su Xing over so directly, and he didn't dare to look at Su Xing's face when he pulled him. Now that the dishes are all set, he dared to observe Su Xing carefully. look.

Su Xing looked at the food in front of him with a complicated expression.If it was before, he would never have rejected Li Rui.Su Xing has never been very good at rejecting other people's kindness. For everyone who treats him well, he always treats them with sincerity and tolerance. So in just one month before, he and Li Rui Only through the relationship between strangers can we become good friends from strangers, and he can feel that Li Rui was sincere to him at that time.But he also has his own bottom line. Now he and Li Rui are in a deadlock. Even though he accepted Li Rui's breakfast in the morning, he can't convince himself that he can get along with Li Rui without any grievances like before. He feels that Being able to sit here and talk to Li Rui calmly is already the best he can do so far.

"Thank you, no need, I'll just go and cook by myself." After Su Xing finished speaking, he was about to get up, with a polite and distant tone, as if he was treating a classmate with an ordinary relationship.

"Su Xing, I really realized my mistake. I just want to treat you better. I have no other intentions. Can you give me a chance to correct my mistake?" Li Rui's eyes showed a bit of begging.

Su Xing paused for a moment, closed his eyes, and suppressed the sorrow and sorrow that surged up in his heart for some reason, and the expression on his face became a little dazed for a moment.

Seeing Su Xing stop, Li Rui heard Su Xing say, "When something happens, it happens."

Then what was left to him was a back without nostalgia.

After making a fuss, Su Xing didn't want to eat anymore, and went back to the dormitory directly.It would be a lie to say that the relationship with Li Rui is not sad, after all, he has sincerely regarded Li Rui as a friend.He can't treat everything as if it never happened. Maybe one day when he is mature enough to look at the current situation, he will laugh at his current brooding. After all, the worst thing never happened, right?But not now, as I said just now, being able to talk to Li Rui calmly is the best he can do, and it is precisely because the worst thing has not happened that the relationship between him and Li Rui is just below the freezing point , did not go to a dead end.Perhaps this is the unique privilege of young people. They still retain a piece of innocence and hope that have been worn away by people who have experienced society, and they can leave all complicated enough things to be resolved by time. This is their unique privilege. Some wayward.

Su Xing regained his composure, calmed down his ups and downs, and walked towards the dormitory again after it slowly recovered.

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