lucky for the rest of my life

"Dad, why are you here?" Li Rui asked.

Li Jing slightly raised his eyebrows when he heard this, "You even shocked Zheng Yuandong, why don't I take a look?"

Li Rui didn't speak anymore after hearing the words, but just looked at Li Jing lightly, and the atmosphere froze for a moment.

Li Jing walked to the chair beside him and sat down, then looked at his son who was still staring at him and opened his mouth.

"Why are you so nervous? If you really protect him, what can I really do to him?"

Li Rui pursed his lips.

"I was the one who chased him first, and I managed to catch him. It is absolutely impossible to let go." Li Rui looked at Li Jing and said seriously.

Li Jing looked at his only son with a cold light in his eyes.

"Even if you can't inherit the Li family, even if you pay any price?"

"Yes."

It was just a single word, but Li Jing could clearly feel the determination revealed in it.After a long time, he sighed.

"What do you like about him?"

Li Rui was taken aback when he heard this, what do you like about him?Li Rui seemed to have encountered some huge problem, his brows furrowed, and then he relaxed after a while.

"Who knows." Li Rui seemed to smile slightly, "It just feels like it can only be this person, and there will be no one else."

"Xiao Rui," Li Jing looked at him firmly, "Think about it, are you really going to take this road?"

"Dad, I am this year." Li Rui looked at Li Jing without fear, "I have known Su Xing for one year, four months and one day, but I feel that I have liked him for a long time, so long that I don't want to let go, and I can't let go opened."

Li Jing stopped talking, this child was the most similar to him, he knew this child, the only son.It's useless to say more, Li Rui has fully demonstrated his determination, a determination that cannot be changed no matter what happens.The Li family has the coldest faces and the cruelest hearts, except for a love test that they can't pass.

At this moment Su Xing woke up.When Su Xing woke up, the first thing he saw was the white roof, followed by Li Rui who was standing beside the bed, but he didn't see Li Jing who was blocked by Li Rui.

"You're back." Su Xing looked at him and smiled.

"En." Hearing Su Xing's voice, Li Rui turned around, and at the same time, Su Xing was able to see Li Jing.

Su Xing looked at the person who looked like Li Rui half to six times, with a little doubt in his eyes, but also a little guessing.

"Ah Xing, this is my dad." Li Rui said as if he understood the emotion in Su Xing's eyes.

There was a trace of understanding in Su Xing's eyes, but there was a little panic, but it disappeared in an instant.

"Hello, Uncle Li." Su Xing sat up quickly, it had nothing to do with other things, but a kind of respect for people.

Li Jing was able to take a good look at Su Xing.He seemed to look at Su Xing carefully, but he didn't seem to.Su Xing saw him nodding to himself.

"Hello."

After speaking, the two of them didn't seem to know what to say, and Li Rui stepped forward in time.

"Su Xing, do you want to eat?" Li Rui asked Su Xing.

At an angle that Li Jing couldn't see, Su Xing gave Li Rui a look, signaling Li Jing's existence with his eyes.Helpless, Li Rui could only turn around and ask, "Dad, have you eaten yet? Do you want to eat?"

Even if Li Jing didn't see the small private actions of the two, she guessed some of them.He looked at Li Rui with a slightly strange look in his eyes, he didn't know what he thought of, and said calmly, "Okay."

"..." Li Rui was just being polite and didn't want to be disturbed at all.

"Then what do you want to eat, I'll go buy it and bring it back."

"It will be all right."

Then Li Rui said to Su Xing, "You still have a fever, eat something light."

Su Xing had no objection to this, he nodded to Li Rui, and Li Rui went out.For a moment, there were only Li Jing and Su Xing left in the ward, which somehow made people feel a little awkward.Seeing Li Jing who had no intention of speaking at all, Su Xing finally decided to open his mouth to ease the atmosphere. If it was someone else, he could not care about it at all, but this person is different, he is Li Rui's father.

"Why did uncle come to the hospital?" Su Xing said.

"I came to the hospital to see you, and by the way, to see my son who hasn't come home for a long time." Li Jing replied lightly.

After hearing this, Su Xing was a little surprised and a little embarrassed.He didn't expect Li Jing to come to see him.I was not very good at dealing with people, and I felt like I was going to die of chatting.

"I'm sorry." Su Xing said.

"Why do you have to apologize?" Li Jing gave him a strange look.

"I'm in City A by myself, and Li Rui didn't go home because he was worried about me..." Su Xing said, his voice suddenly became quieter. It was indeed because of him that Li Rui didn't go home for so long. There was a mistake, and he should apologize because of emotion and reason, but once he said this, and Li Rui's father was on the other side, it seemed to be a little more showing off for no reason.He pursed his lips, a little helpless, "Anyway, I'm sorry."

Li Jing looked at the young man in front of him, he looked at himself seriously and apologetically with his eyes, the inside seemed to be clean without any impurities and crystal clear.Being watched by this boy like this, the mood seems to calm down for no reason.

He probably knew why his son couldn't let go of this boy named Su Xing.Li Jing thought secretly.

"It has nothing to do with you." Li Jing said, even with a smile on his face, "Where do you go back for the New Year?"

"It's in City A." Su Xing said with a slight smile.

Li Jing stopped talking after hearing this, Su Xing didn't know what to say, and was afraid of making a mistake, so he didn't say anything at all.So the ward fell silent again.Fortunately, Li Rui was also afraid that Su Xing would feel uncomfortable staying alone with Li Jing, so he came back soon.

The three of them had a meal in the ward, and then Li Jing went back.

Li Rui sent him to the door, and when he left, he said to Li Rui, "Bring Su Xing home with you during the Chinese New Year."

When Li Rui heard this, there was a smile in his eyes, and he couldn't stop it.

"Why are you so happy?" Su Xing looked at Li Rui who came back and asked.

"We don't need to be separated during Chinese New Year, Dad asked me to take you back together." Li Rui said happily.

Su Xing's eyes were suddenly filled with surprise.He felt that Li Rui's father seemed a little different from what he imagined.

"What's wrong?" Li Rui looked at him a little funny.

"It feels like your father is different from what I imagined." Su Xing said.

"My dad used to have someone he liked." Li Rui stopped Su Xing and leaned his head on his shoulder, "That person was my mother, but it's a pity that my mother didn't like him. I guess I was honored by my mother , will be so loved by my father."

"He couldn't ask for it all his life, probably he can understand my feelings, so he is tolerant to me." Li Rui's words were a bit vague, but the main meaning has been expressed.

"What about your mother?" Su Xing couldn't help being curious.

"Depression passed away." Li Rui said lightly, as if he didn't care at all.

Su Xing didn't expect such a result. He opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. In the end, he could only say stupidly, "I'm sorry, don't be sad."

Seeing him like that, Li Rui suddenly laughed, "What are you so nervous about? Actually, I didn't feel so sad when she passed away."

"He didn't like my father, but he was forced to have me. I knew she didn't like me since I was a child. She didn't treat me too badly, but she didn't enjoy her warmth to me. When he was young, he heard her and Dad Arguing, she was hysterical alone, and begged Dad to let her go, but Dad would only say that it was impossible at the end. It was like this every time. Sometimes I wondered how Dad fell in love with such a person in the first place."

"Later, two days before she committed suicide, she suddenly became unlike her, with a gentle and clean personality, and suddenly became better to me. At that time, I thought, Dad should like her like this, the first one She. Then she killed herself. I just got word of her death the day I met you."

Su Xing listened to him speak slowly without saying a word, and his heart began to be blunt and blunt, and it hurt a little.He always thought that Li Rui had a good family.Li Rui's self-confidence, high spirits, and unscrupulous appearance usually look like a child who is usually loved by his family.But I didn't expect that everyone's family has a scripture that is difficult to recite.A child from a big family like Li Rui sometimes has a glamorous surface even if his back is dirty.

"I should have stayed with you for a while that day." Su Xing said softly.

"Enough." Li Rui rubbed his head on Su Xing's shoulder, "I didn't feel very sad when I received the news, but I couldn't help being distracted for a while. You know, what I thought of at the beginning The first thought was that she got what she wanted."

After Li Rui said this sentence, he stopped talking, Su Xing thought for a while and patted his back gently, as if to comfort him.

In a place where Su Xing can't see.Li Rui's mouth slowly curled into a successful smile.Everything he said was true, but so was his indifference.He is different from Su Xing, Su Xing values ​​affection, and in the end he no longer believes it because he longs for family affection too much.As far as he was concerned, the mother who had never treated him as a son was like a familiar ordinary person in his eyes.Naturally, he will never care about the family affection that he can't feel at all.

But it was enough, he knew that he had a despicable character, and he took advantage of Su Xing's soft heart.But he doesn't care, as long as Su Xing can fall in love with him completely, and on the premise of not hurting Su Xing, he doesn't mind using some small tricks at all.

After his mother died, he once asked Li Jing if he would do the same thing again.The answer is yes.After rebirth, Li Rui thought at the time that maybe his father didn't love his mother that much.Because he lost once, he can no longer push Su Xing to that point.

"It's all over." Su Xing said while patting Li Rui, "I will stay with you from now on."

"You said it." Li Rui said softly in Su Xing's neck.

"Well, I said so." Su Xing replied softly and firmly.

Let's see how such a person lets himself let go.

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