lucky for the rest of my life

For a moment, Li Rui felt mixed flavors, sweet, bitter, hot and salty mixed together on the tip of his heart. He was glad that Su Xing began to pay attention to his emotions, his Su Xing had already started to pay attention to him, and began to think about him.But he also felt sorry for Su Xing. Su Xing's experience made him have very little experience in getting along with normal friends, and he was even more anxious about dealing with today's situation. In the end, he was wrong, and he made Su Xing difficult. .

In the end, Li Rui just sighed, buried his head in Su Xing's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Ah Xing, I don't want you to work part-time."

"Well, I know, that's why I discussed it with you." Su Xing said, "But I didn't expect your reaction to be so big."

"I don't want to be angry with you. I just feel sorry for you. You don't take yourself seriously. You don't know how to cherish yourself. You are not in good health. You should take good care of yourself, but you never care about it. "Li Rui said.

"I don't care, I just..." Su Xing said, frowning here, as if he was thinking about his words, "I'm just used to it. You know, my father doesn't like me, and he doesn't even like me after grandma passed away. Leave me alone. He doesn't want me to go to school because school needs money. But Li Rui, you know what? I want to go to school, not because I like studying so much, but because it's the only way I can get out of there. Li Rui Rui, I can't be ruined by them for the rest of my life."

Li Rui felt uncomfortable hearing this, and held Su Xing's hands tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to rub this person into his own flesh and blood.Su Xing felt something wrong with him and patted his hand, Li Rui paused and relaxed.

"So I don't care about my body. I know my body can't do high-intensity labor, but some things must be done."

"That's not okay, I don't agree." Li Rui was buried in Su Xing's neck. Su Xing couldn't see his expression, but could only feel his voice muffled, and his mood seemed even worse.

"Li Rui..."

"Ah Xing, try to rely on me, okay?" Su Xing was interrupted by Li Rui before he finished speaking, "That's all in the past, the past is in the past, they can't see your goodness That's because they are blind! But now that you have me by your side, you can rely on me a little more. Ah Xing, you see that I am two years older than you, even if you rely on me like an older brother."

"Li Rui..." Su Xing felt that he might have been infected by Li Rui, and his throat felt itchy.

Su Xing is sixteen this year, and he has never been told "you can rely on me more" when he grows up. Even his grandmother who has raised him for four years has always said to him, "Su Xing, grow up quickly." Big, when you grow up you can take care of yourself."

He knew that he was different from others since he was a child, but he never asked why. He knew that his parents would not love their children.He has seen his parents hugging his little brother in their arms, and their faces cannot hide their love; he has seen his father's face turned ruthless by his brother's anger, and he slapped his hands high and lightly. Put it down; he has seen his mother go to the market to buy some meat when the younger brother said he wanted to eat meat, and put a plate of fried meat in front of the two younger brothers.He has seen a lot. He knows that his parents don't love their children, but they just don't love him. He always thought that he was used to being treated like that and didn't care.But I didn’t expect that it’s just because no one treats him so well, it’s not that I don’t care, it’s just because I never got it, even if I compare it, I can’t empathize with it, or why I feel uncomfortable because of one sentence now, it’s so hypocritical, I don’t care like him.

Su Xing didn't want to talk for a while, his throat was tight and uncomfortable.

"Xing, do you know? Sometimes I really regret that I didn't know you earlier. If I knew you when you were young, I would be able to hold you in the palm of my hand, pamper you, tender I'm used to it, and I've raised you in a dignified way. If you want to lose your temper, you can lose your temper, do whatever you want, and be happy every day. As long as it's what you want, I will meet you. My Ah Xing, you deserve the best things in this world." But I met you too late, no matter in the previous life or in this life, I met you too late, in places where I can't see, you have suffered a lot after all.

"Li Rui, you did it on purpose." Su Xing said hoarsely, "You deliberately made me feel uncomfortable."

Li Rui smiled lowly when he heard his words, "Yes, I did it on purpose, but Ah Xing, you asked me to tell you. I am listening to what you said and telling you bit by bit. Listen."

Su Xing's laughter seemed to ring next to Su Xing's ear, it made Su Xing's ear numb, and he couldn't help rubbing his own ear.

"So, Su Xing, it's my regret that I couldn't participate in your past, but in the future, I can't watch you tire myself so much, even if you don't feel tired." Li Rui said and touched Touching his arm, "It took me a lot of effort to raise a little bit of meat from you, but I can't let you consume it for me silently, then I have to die of love."

"Li Rui, I know you are doing it for my own good, but I have my own plan." Su Xing thought for a while and said, "Otherwise I promise you that you will not go out to work part-time in your freshman year. There are a lot of empty classes, and I will have a part-time job in my sophomore year, okay?"

Li Rui looked at Su Xing's persistent eyes and finally sighed.

"You probably were born to beat me."

In the end, Su Xing and Li Rui discussed and the result was that Li Rui reluctantly agreed to allow Su Xing to go out to work part-time if there were more empty classes in his sophomore year.Of course, it is not certain whether Su Xing will really be asked to work part-time in the end. After all, who can say what will happen one year later?

So, on the second day, Zhou Qi and Chu Qingyuan saw that they had reconciled as before, and their relationship seemed to be a little better than before, and they felt very calm inside, even a little numb.I don't know why, it seems to be expected, maybe the two of them will be really surprised if they are not well the next day.

As the days passed, Li Rui found that even if Su Xing promised him not to go out, he still couldn't relax.Su Xing was smart since he was a child, and these courses in the university were not difficult for him at all. Some courses in the freshman year were not difficult even if he studied by himself, so he devoted most of his spare time to the library.Su Xing comprehends quickly, and likes to read books. He reads all kinds of books, but the books he reads most often are in the fields of computer and finance.

Li Rui had no choice but to stay with Su Xing, and the rest of the two together said, well, let's go to the library.So Li Rui, a person in the dormitory, became a frequent visitor to the library.

Li Rui is not in a good mood recently, and everyone around him can feel it.But Su Xing also felt a little bit, but whenever he asked Li Rui, Li Rui smiled and said nothing, and then diverted Su Xing's attention with a few words.After coming and going, Su Xing also felt that Li Rui didn't want to talk about it, so he didn't ask.

Today is Sunday, when the group got up, they found that only Li Rui was working in the living room, and Su Xing was not there.

"Hey, where's Su Xing?" Zhou Qi asked.

"Going out." Li Rui said flatly.

"Hey, Young Master Li, you didn't come with me?" Zhou Qi asked again.

Chu Qingyuan felt his forehead twitching at the moment, raised his hand to push his glasses, and slapped Zhou Qi on the head again.Can't this blind person see Li Rui's dark face?

"He was called out." Li Rui paused and continued, "Alone!"

These two words are quite gnashing of teeth.

Zhou Qi silenced his voice now, even if he had a big heart, he could see that Young Master Li was in a bad mood, and it was very bad.

"But I'll be back soon, Young Master Li doesn't have to be so... nervous." Zhou Qi murmured in his heart, of course, he only dared to be in his heart.

Li Rui sat in the living room, getting worse and worse, and stood up suddenly after a while, no, he has to go to Su Xing!Su Xing, who he had managed to raise a little, must not be snatched away by an unknown person!

Just as Li Rui stood up and walked a few steps, he just touched the door of the dormitory, and the door opened.

"Su Xing?"

"Huh? Why are you standing here?" Su Xing asked suspiciously.

"I wanted to find you." Li Rui said.

"Oh." Su Xing nodded, walked into the room, and raised the things in his hand, "I brought you breakfast."

As he spoke, he looked at the two people who were also standing in the room, "And yours. I guess you guys bought it together before you went to eat at this time."

"Su Xing is so kind." Zhou Qi grinned, but he glanced at Li Rui and didn't dare to move.

Su Xing looked at Li Rui, then raised the rice in his hand, "Aren't you going to eat? I bought crystal shrimp dumplings for you."

"eat."

Li Rui took what was in Su Xing's hand and walked to the table.

Zhou Qi quickly took out the plates from the dormitory, set them up quickly, and then took the things from Li Rui's hands and put them on one by one.

Seeing Su Xing come back, Chu Qingyuan also felt relieved. After all, Li Rui was really angry, and now only Su Xing can hold him down. He doesn't want to be a fish in the pond.

"Thank you." He walked to Su Xing and said with a smile.

"It's okay. I happened to be on the way when I came back. I'm going to have breakfast anyway."

Chu Qingyuan smiled, raised his hand and rubbed Su Xing's head.Su Xing may have not developed well before, he was young and small.He was really surprised when he first found out that Su Xing was only 16 years old. Children who are 16 years old go to college, and it is not unheard of 16-year-old college students, but after all, it is relatively rare around me.At first I thought that Su Xing went to school early, but after hearing what Su Xing said, I realized that he had skipped two grades.

Like Li Rui, Chu Qingyuan is the only child in his family, and he is used to seeing children from relatives, but he has never seen one like Su Xing.His uncle and the children of his uncle's family have been spoiled since they were young. That is to say, the parents in the family know that they are suppressing them, so they restrain themselves a little.But even in this way, there are few people in the family who can pamper others like Li Rui. The most important thing is that Su Xing has not been spoiled by Li Rui's pampering method.This made Chu Qingyuan feel a little surprised. After contacting him again and again, Chu Qingyuan suddenly felt that it was not unreasonable for Li Rui to spoil someone so much.

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