Mizuki

"Dad! Mom! I'm going out!" Su Miao casually put on clothes and ran to the door.

"Slow down! Wear more clothes!" Shen Luo's voice was blocked behind the door.

Su Miao took Qiao Lin to the street, but didn't know what to say.Pedestrians on the road were jostling each other, in pairs and in groups, having fun and making noise, but they couldn't hear the words clearly.The fireworks on the outskirts of the city came from far away, as if blooming on the apex of the city.

"Isn't it cold? You don't wear enough." Qiao Lin took off the scarf and wrapped it around his neck.

"It's not cold." Su Miao poked her head out of the scarf and said with a smile.

Wandering aimlessly to the small park, he found a clean bench and sat down, while Jolin took out a piece of paper from his coat pocket.

It was the painting that Su Miao saw in his room today.

"I didn't have time to apologize to you at that time," Qiao Lin spread out the paper and handed it to Su Miao, and said sincerely, "I'll make it up now, sorry."

It was the seed of repentance planted in childhood, the self-blame that comes from realizing how stupid one's actions were when one was young.This kind of emotion is like a carving knife, and every trace is the appearance of the child crying.Years later, even though Qiao Lin had already forgotten that person's name, his thoughts of making it up were still non-stop.

"Children are so forgetful, it will be fine if you coax them." Su Miao took a long time to pick up the painting, and said it very easily, as if he didn't care about it at all.

But he lowered his head and stroked the yellowed paper, and after a moment of silence, he said softly: "What if I'm not that child?"

"what?"

"Didn't you tell me that you liked him very much?" Su Miao's voice became lower and lower, he sighed and raised his head to look at the sky.

"Actually, you don't need to worry about it all the time. How many people are always clinging to that little kindergarten?"

Su Miao was quiet after finishing speaking, and Qiao Lin didn't speak either.After an unknown amount of time, Jolin suddenly heard sobbing.Su Miao's voice was choked with sobs: "If I weren't him, would you still be brooding over him?"

Qiao Lin stopped, turned his head to look at his light golden hair, and suddenly remembered the soft and cool feeling when rubbing his hair before.

No, no, no.A voice in Qiao Lin's heart said, but his face was quiet.

Su Miao waited for a while, but didn't hear him speak, and said with a wry smile: "Brother Qiao, how much effort should I have to make you really like me."

He didn't think Qiao Lin didn't like it, but there was always something missing, just like a colorful and beautiful kite in Tiantian Mountain when the spring breeze was warm, but only when it was flying happily did he realize that the string had already been broken.

There is no support, no place to return to, just high up with the wind, and when the wind stops, there is no sound.

That's not what he wanted.

Qiao Lin frowned, grabbed the hem of his coat and rolled it, and it took a long time before he said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry."

When the voice fell to the ground, apart from the dense voice of the crowd evaporating into the air, there was only the sound of the cool wind.

Su Miao finally felt cold, and his body finally began to tremble non-stop. Gradually, he drew back his feet, put his heels on the stone bench, wrapped his arms around his knees, and unconsciously made a gesture of self-protection.

Qiaolin heard whimpering softly from his arms, like a person who endured great grievances but could not speak, hiding in a corner to vent his emotions.

His heart hurt a little, it was the feeling of suffocation as his heart beat with the other's movements as he was grasped tightly by one hand.

He should tell Su Miao not to cry, what happened to the child is not worth it, so sad now.

It's not here to be sad, and it's not here to try to solve it.

Su Miao suddenly put her head on his shoulder, grabbed his scarf, and said in a trembling voice, "Brother Qiao, I'm afraid."

Afraid of being affectionate today and lonely tomorrow;

Afraid that the foot is deep and the road is dark;

Afraid of being uncertain, afraid of saying goodbye.

Qiao Lin sat quietly. He would have comforted him immediately before, but not now.He waited until Su Miao calmed down before speaking.

"Listen to Su Miao." Qiao Lin stated the facts softly: "When I hugged and kissed you, I never felt that you were someone else. I am willing to treat you well only because you are Su Miao, and no one else , and nothing else."

Su Miao leaned on his shoulder and listened to him.

"You said that I was bitter, because you were my best friend when I was young, and I was afraid of hurting you. I have a guilty conscience. You can't think that my heart is fake and empty based on this. No one has such a double standard. Now You are as important to me as you are, when I grow up, I will forget what your name was and what you looked like before, but I will never forget you in the future, no matter what happens to me, I will cherish you."

"You like me, I feel very lucky. I treat you the same, not because you were so good to me when you were young, but now I like you now." After speaking, he shook his head again: "No, I like you before and now."

In my eyes and heart, you are inviolable as time goes by.His Chinese is not very good, this is the most precious thing he can think of, and he wants to say it.But some vows never have to be said.

Su Miao had never heard such a long speech from Qiao Lin, but he heard the last sentence very clearly, and it took a long time to realize that Qiao Lin was talking about love.

He just stared at Qiao Lin blankly, and asked, "Are you talking about love?"

Qiao Lin's ears turned red, and he didn't feel it when he said it so deeply, but now he just feels embarrassed.

But Su Miao got into a fight with this one, leaned close to his arm, held his face and asked, "Really? Are you talking about love? To me?"

The breath sprayed on his chin carried the moist breath of just crying, and it was as hot as the body in front of him.

Qiao Lin was finally defeated: "Yes."

Su Miao sat back upright after listening, rolled up her clothes and kept silent.

"Why don't you talk." Qiao Lin was a little uneasy. He spoke so earnestly and made it very clear. It shouldn't be that Su Miao is still entangled in that matter.

Su Miao suddenly took out her mobile phone, twirled her index finger and thumb in a circle, and said, "I suddenly thought of something." He clicked on the chat box with Zhao Ze and showed Qiao Lin: "Zhao Ze asked if we were together .”

Qiao Lin looked down at Zhao Ze's dialog box on the screen, and Su Miao didn't reply after a day.

Suddenly there was a hand covering the bright screen, with light shining through the fingers.He raised his head in doubt, Su Miao smiled coquettishly, and asked, "Do you think I will answer or not?"

In the past two days, they had done more intimate things, but they hadn't confessed their love. Everything was going on in a hurry. He wanted Jolin to give him a direct answer.

Qiao Lin raised his hand and covered Su Miao's hair. It was soft and cool, just as he imagined.He moved closer, put his lips against Su Miao's forehead that was left with red marks due to pressing his arms just now, and left with a light touch, and then replied: "Yes."

"We're together."

Su Miao chewed this sentence a hundred and eighty times in her heart, and finally realized that it was the truth.

He's with Jolin.

After an accident-prone winter solstice, he and Qiao Lin were together.

Su Miao walked around the street with Qiao Lin's shoulders hooked, looking for fun.

Qiao Lin sent him home just in time for Shen Luo to cook the glutinous rice balls. Unable to stop the enthusiasm of his family, he pushed and squeezed into the door.

Just like at the food stall that time, Qiao Lin praised Su Miao's performance in school with good reason, and Shen Luo laughed from ear to ear.

Instead, it was Su Yao who interrogated her in the same way as investigating household registration.Asking age, grades, where you studied in junior high school, asking what you like and don't like, it's like choosing a relative.

Shen Luo whispered to his husband Su Pinggui: "Our son isn't so serious about finding a wife, is he?"

Su Pinggui raised his eyebrows: "Has he ever found a wife?"

Shen Luo fell silent after hearing the words, and Su Pinggui also realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said.

Su Yao made a big fuss about having a boyfriend in high school. The couple tried their best at that time, but they couldn't persuade him to turn around. Su Pinggui was so angry that he was hospitalized.When Su Yao ran on both sides and lost weight in a short period of time, the couple finally compromised. No one could bear to make things difficult for their own son.

But they compromised, and then what?Almost at the same time, it was as if the person Su Yao had been looking for disappeared from the world.However, Su Yao forcibly endured such an accident, became mature and took responsibility, and didn't need the couple to worry about it, but neither of them could be happy.

Su Yao's household registration investigation ended in a phone call that fell from the sky. As soon as he left, Qiao Lin was almost ready to leave.

Su Miao went out to see him off, and it took less than 10 minutes to walk for half an hour.

Su Miao said full of guilt: "My brother is not like that usually, maybe I brought you home."

Qiao Lin shook his head with a smile, and asked, "Does he understand you so clearly when you make friends?"

"No." Su Miao took a quick step forward, jumping on the ground like a brisk bird, then he turned his head, looked around, no one was around, so he bent down and whispered, "I have Tell Su Yao that I'm going to chase you."

Qiao Lin paused: "How early?"

He tilted his head and thought for a while, and finally said, "When I asked you if you liked anyone."

Qiao Linli had a complicated expression on the spot, and felt that since he met Su Miao, his heart had softened a lot.He didn't know that Su Miao's heart had been moved so long ago.

Surprised, nervous... All kinds of emotions blended together. He stepped forward to embrace Su Miao, wrapped him in his arms, and rubbed his cheek against his ear, feeling a little cold.

Su Miao reached out and patted his back without saying a word.

After a while, Qiao Lin suddenly asked, "Is it love at first sight?"

Su Miao pushed him away and jokingly said, "You look so attractive, don't you know how annoying you are when you just started school?"

"I know." Qiao Lin didn't follow his joke, but was very serious: "Did your nose hurt at that time?"

Su Miao looked up at the sky, the night sky was bright and full of stars.His mood improved inexplicably, and he said with a smile, "I almost fainted, why don't you give me a try?"

"...Don't laugh like that," Qiao Lin sighed, "I love you so much."

Su Miao shrunk her face and said wrinkled in pain, "It hurts, it really hurts, it hurts enough to cry, but I can't twitch."

Qiao Lin was taken aback, and was amused by him. He bent over and laughed for a long time before finishing his sentence: "You are so ugly hahahahaha—" After speaking, he ran forward.

"...You stop," Su Miao pointed at Qiao Lin who was walking forward and scolded with a smile, "Say it again, if you have the ability, say it again."

Seeing him chasing him, Qiao Lin speeded up and turned a corner without seeing anyone.

Su Miao rushed forward, but she didn't expect to be pulled into the darkness as soon as she leaned out of the corner.The wind blown by the movement was the scent of Qiao Lin's coat laundry detergent.

In the next second, something soft and slippery stuck to his lips, sticking it carefully, and the other party stuck out his tongue to gently lick the crack of his lips.

He rolled his eyes with a smile, hooked his neck and leaned forward.

The author has something to say: I plan to continue writing the story about Su Yao and Lu Chen later, so there are a lot of descriptions about them in this story, please click for comments!