truth or Dare

Xiao Yaowen suddenly asked himself this way, Dou Heng was in a trance for a while, and panicked for a while, he seemed to have thought of something, but he didn't dare to say it easily, so he remained silent.

Seeing this, Xiao Yaowen panicked involuntarily. He hurriedly asked Dou Heng, "What do you mean? If you have a girlfriend in the future, we can no longer be friends?"

Dou Heng still didn't speak, and he didn't know where his thoughts had drifted now.

Dou Heng is always so unmoved, this situation makes Xiao Yaowen a little annoyed.In fact, when eating hot pot just now, what Dou Heng said was correct. He himself didn't understand Dou Heng at all. That's how it started when we first met.

Xiao Yaowen still remembers when he and Dou Heng first met, when he saw Dou Heng for the first time, four big words flashed in his mind unconsciously——Appears to be a heavenly man.He thought, how could there be such a good-looking man in this world?It is estimated that his goblin-like face alone is enough to conquer the whole world.

Unexpectedly, Dou Heng actually became Xiao Yaowen's deskmate, and later became that "good gay friend" that Xiao Yaowen estimated that he would never forget in his whole life.Dou Heng has always been excellent, although like Xiao Yaowen, Dou Heng is also an art student, but his grades can be ranked high in the class.Xiao Yaowen's high school was originally one of the top key high schools in the local area. According to Dou Heng's ranking at the time, if there is no accident, Dou Heng should be able to be admitted to a key university with a high-ranking art major in China. After the mid-term exam in the next semester, one day he suddenly told Xiao Yaowen that he wanted to apply for the architecture major in one year.

Art students apply for architecture major, and frankly, it's a dead end.Architecture basically recruits high-achieving science students from key high schools. No matter how good Dou Heng's grades are, they are definitely not as good as those top-notch students who specialize in science.Xiao Yaowen remembers that at the very beginning, he and Dou Heng had a lot of discussions about the pros and cons of art students applying for architecture. If you start your life again, if you really become a high-achieving science student in our school, then it is probably really possible!

Xiao Yaowen thought that Dou Heng was just talking, but he didn't expect that Dou Heng immediately took him to the Xinhua Bookstore in the city center as soon as school was over that day, and bought a lot of architectural magazines.Xiao Yaowen thought that Heng Dou was just having a fever in his head, and that a day or two would pass after being crazy, but he didn't expect that after half of the semester, until the end of the semester, Dou Heng would still be listening to the class carefully and taking notes, while constantly flipping through the pages. I used the architectural magazine they bought half a semester ago to do copying exercises.Xiao Yaowen has no choice but to follow Dou Heng's temper, and usually try his best to help Dou Heng in some small life matters, bring him breakfast, discuss homework problems with him, and even go out of his way when visiting the bookstore from time to time. Keep an eye out for any new architecture magazines, and bring them to him if they do.

Until now, Xiao Yaowen doesn’t know how he and Dou Heng spent the entire senior year of high school. At that time, one of their four good “art student friends”——You Ran transferred to the United States after the second semester of the second year of high school. Xiao Yaowen, Dou Heng, and Chu Jiang went to the studio for training together. At that time, the accommodation conditions in the training institution for their college entrance examination painting training were not bad, and the four of them lived in one room, because the three of them happened to be the last in line, and the group behind them was crowded. There were not enough four, and the three of them "good friends" lived together as they wished. It was one of the few exciting moments for them during that difficult training period.

In the days that followed, I continued to paint for more than ten hours without a break. Every day, I braced my back, stiffened my back, sucked carbon lead, and was corroded by paint at the same time. I don’t know how many times I suffered from skin diseases.And Dou Heng was even more bitter, in addition to the daily routine painting tasks, he also had to add extra volume, copying and practicing architectural design drawings all night long.In addition, he has to memorize the theoretical knowledge of architecture, and pay attention to the cutting-edge developments of architecture through architectural magazines. Xiao Yaowen still remembers that at around 3 o'clock in the morning every day, he would wake up inexplicably once, and see the bed on the opposite side. On the table below, Dou Heng's lamp was still on, and there were cans of coffee one after another, and Dou Heng's desk light made him unable to fall asleep again.His name is not Dou Heng, he just sleeps quietly on the bed and looks at him, asking Dou Heng in his heart again and again: "What is the reason why you choose such a miserable life out of thin air? ?”

The "voluntary choice" in the second semester of the second year of high school was the one that Xiao Yaowen couldn't understand Dou Heng the most in his self-impression.It stands to reason that according to Dou Heng's performance at the time, there was almost no problem in applying for the painting major in several key domestic universities. In order to be closely related to painting design on the surface, in fact, the architecture major in China is thousands of miles away, and it is worth paying nearly twice as much effort out of thin air. Is it worth it?

Thinking of this, Xiao Yaowen felt even angrier in his heart. It wasn't that Qi Douheng was always arbitrarily assertive, and he always told himself when things were decided. , but he also said that he didn't understand himself at all, he was angry with himself, the person in front of him had been with him for most of his youth, but he still had no way of knowing who he liked now, and why he did that in the first place, Thinking about it this way, it seems that I really don't know Dou Heng at all as Dou Heng said!

"I never thought of treating you as an ordinary friend." Dou Heng suddenly looked at Xiao Yaowen and said it.

Xiao Yaowen was still in deep thought, and hadn't recovered yet. Hearing what Dou Heng said, he subconsciously responded, "Huh?"

Dou Heng looked at Xiao Yaowen and continued. He said to Xiao Yaowen: "Since the day I met you, I have never thought of treating you as an ordinary friend. I don't know why, but you are always in my heart. It's different. So, don't worry about the question of 'will we be friends forever', even if one day we break up because of something in the future, we can no longer be like this, I I will also guard you, protect you, and try my best to make you happy, I wonder if this counts as the 'friend forever' you said?"

After Xiao Yaowen kissed Dou Heng at the departmental party at night, his heart couldn't hold back and beat violently again.Dou Heng What does this mean?Confess to him?

Dou Heng smiled, couldn't help but reached out and touched Xiao Yaowen's head, looked at Xiao Yaowen and said, "Go back to sleep quickly! The cutest kid Xiao Yaowen in the world."

Xiao Yaowen didn't know how he walked back to the dormitory, he walked through the corridor in front of his dormitory in a daze, took out the dormitory key in a daze, opened the door, took a shower, his mind went blank Lie down on his own bed, turned back and forth on the bed and couldn't fall asleep, and his roommates were sobbing and woke up several times by him, Xiao Yaowen suddenly realized: "After a long time, the one Dou Heng said he likes Man, can't it be me?!"

Some things are always like this, I always think so, but if I ask for a certificate, it is always sudden and unexpected.The next day happened to be the weekend, and Xiao Yaowen didn't fall asleep almost all night. He squinted his eyes for a while after 4 o'clock in the morning. Not long after he fell asleep, he felt that someone opened the door and went out again. He was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes. He opened his eyes, heard the sound, opened the blindfold drowsily, squinted through the bed rail and looked out the door, only to see a figure in a red and blue sports coat from the back.Probably that bastard Chen Xi woke up early in the morning to have breakfast with his little girlfriend!If those two guys were to be placed in ancient times, they would definitely have the same love as Liang Shanbo and Romeo!Thinking of this, Xiao Yaowen fell asleep again.

Xiao Yaowen's sleeping habits are more particular than anyone else's. Because he is located in the south, the weather usually turns cool when it rains or when the seasons change. At this time, it is usually too hot to cover the quilt, and it is too cool without the quilt. Therefore, at this time, as long as If Xiao Yaowen sleeps alone, he will definitely turn on the air conditioner at 16 degrees, then cover himself with a quilt, sleep under the quilt, watch dramas, play games, and when he gets tired, he will put down his phone and lie down under the quilt to sleep , Even if he felt cold during the period, he would never think of turning off the air conditioner. On the contrary, he thought of adding another quilt. There is no cold that cannot be solved by a quilt. If one quilt is not enough, then two beds!For the "God of Sleep" Xiao Yaowen, no matter what was wronged, he couldn't afford to sleep badly!

The "God of Sleep" Xiao Yaowen has put a lot of effort into sleeping, from bedding such as quilts and pillows, to personal items such as pajamas and eye masks, to sleep aids such as milk and hot water, "Sleeping God" Xiao Yaowen has done everything and strives for perfection Therefore, Xiao Yaowen seldom suffers from insomnia, even if he sleeps in a simple and unfamiliar bed.

It's just that Xiao Yaowen's title of "Ten Thousand Years of Sleeping God" seems to be unbearable recently. Since the beginning of school, he has lost sleep for the first time. Some are worried about department work, and some are troubled by oil painting homework , but Xiao Yaowen also knew from the bottom of his heart that it was the relationship between him and Dou Heng that caused him the most insomnia. The "basic friendship" between him and Dou Heng for nearly 5 years, what shameful things did the two of them not do together? Pass?Wearing the same style of clothes, wearing couple rings, spending Christmas, New Year's Eve and Valentine's Day together, they have done almost all the things that couples should do, and even the people in the academy finally recognized them as "academic No. [-] model CP", but no matter how much they follow other people's teasing, they make some jokes with each other from time to time, but there is still "friendship" between them except for "friendship". There is nothing beyond the bounds of brotherhood.

For such a relationship between the two, both of them seem to be very satisfied. They have been together for almost 5 years. Even if Dou Heng knows that Xiao Yaowen likes men, the relationship between the two of them still has not changed. Eat as much as you eat, drink as you need to drink, and make trouble as you please. People before and after are still as close as before, and they have never deliberately kept a distance from each other, and they have never thought about developing in that direction.As for the gossip in the academy about their "No. [-] model CP in the academy", they didn't bother to explain it. After all, there were too many scandals about the two of them, especially Dou Heng. The more they tried to explain, the more confusing the explanation would become.

When did the long-standing balanced relationship between the two begin to be broken?Is it really because Dou Heng said that he started to have someone he likes, and then he found it difficult to adapt?Or is it because I'm really unhappy about "Dou Heng has someone he likes", and I don't want a third person to enter?Or maybe I am afraid, afraid of losing that one person who is especially important to me?What kind of special existence is Dou Heng to himself?

Xiao Yaowen woke up, opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling above his head thinking for a long time, but still didn't come up with any result, and didn't bother to think about it anymore.He simply lifted the quilt and got out of bed by himself. When he got out of bed, he suddenly felt a little cold on his body, and subconsciously looked at himself, and he was wearing a pair of shorts. , I like to take off my clothes and go to sleep. I turned on the 23-degree air conditioner and slept under a blanket like yesterday. It’s the most comfortable. Usually, I can fall asleep within 15 minutes after lying down, but last night was an exception. , oh no, it's just that this period of time is an exception.

Even though he felt cold, Xiao Yaowen didn't bother to look for clothes to put on first. He hadn't fully woken up yet, and the drowsy sleepiness in his mind made him subconsciously like to pick some light things to do first.He picked up his toothbrush and mouthwash cup from the table and cabinet under the bed, squeezed some toothpaste, and walked over to the mouthwash table with an empty mouthwash cup.Xiao Yaowen likes to do other things while brushing his teeth. Right now, he is holding his toothbrush and brushing his teeth with toothpaste in his mouth while walking out from the balcony. As soon as he stepped out of the balcony door, he subconsciously As soon as he raised his head, he ran into Cui Yang who was standing stupidly in the middle of the corridor of their dormitory!

The author has something to say: Xiao Yaowen: Just because of your vague confession, do you want Lao Tzu to like you?You just want to be beautiful, Dou Heng!

☆、Chapter 9