truth or Dare

When Dou Heng's parents arrived at Xiao Yaowen's house, it was already around eight o'clock the next night, which happened to be "Laba", so Hao Xiaohan specially cooked a pot of "Laba porridge" and waited for Dou Heng's parents When the servants of the world come back from the outside, it can drive away the cold air for them.

Like Dou Heng's family, Xiao Yaowen's family has excellent tutoring. There is such a rigid rule in their family that no matter whether it is a banquet or a family gathering, as long as the other party does not clearly state that he cannot be present, no one else at the table can move their chopsticks , both adults and children.

At first, the atmosphere of the two families was quite good, talking and laughing, after dinner, Xiao Yaowen helped Hao Xiaohan clean up the kitchen, Dou Heng just brought a few bowls from the dining table, Hao Xiaohan took the opportunity to praise Dou Heng After a while, without exception, Dou Heng's appearance was involved again...

When Dou Heng came out of the kitchen, Hao Xiaohan suddenly lowered his voice, and asked Xiao Yaowen mysteriously, "Honey, which one is on top, you or Brother Dou?"

Xiao Yaowen looked "Erkang-style shocked", and asked Hao Xiaohan, "How did you see that?"

"Why can't you tell? In the past, every time the two of you were at the dinner table, you would be 'unforgiving', and you must beat each other to death. If you don't beat each other to death, you will never have a truce. This is how it is these two days. Serving each other’s food peacefully, it seems abnormal! Besides, baby, you obviously pick up less food than Brother Dou Heng, so it’s a bit dangerous to be there..."

"Hao Xiaohan, what are you talking about!"

"Mom is talking about a very serious question!"

"..."

Even though Xiao Yaowen was speechless at this moment, Hao Xiaohan still couldn't hold back, and continued to ask: "Last time you told your mother that you are serious about liking Brother Dou Heng, so is Brother Dou Heng..."

Hao Xiaohan had a meaningful expression on his face, and Xiao Yaowen didn't bother to fool her back and forth, so he just replied: "Yes, Comrade Hao Xiaohan's 'mighty' is your son's confession!"

"Wow, does that mean my baby is..."

"No, he kissed me first!" Xiao Yaowen said directly.

"……All right."

"As for being so disappointed? I don't care who goes up and who goes down, and there's no word on this matter yet!"

"What's wrong? Could it be that your sex life with Brother Dou is not harmonious?"

"Damn it! Hao Xiaohan, can you be a little more self-conscious about being a mother!"

Hao Xiaohan chuckled and stopped joking.The two mothers and sons were silent for a while, and then Xiao Yaowen took the lead to ask: "Comrade Hao Xiaohan, do you think his parents can see it too?"

Hao Xiaohan was holding a bowl that Xiao Yaowen had just washed in his hand and wanted to dry the water. Hearing Xiao Yaowen's question, he subconsciously paused, glanced at the living room, and then said, "I guess... Dou My brother is also an only child, this matter is really not easy..."

Following his mother's gaze, Xiao Yaowen also glanced at the sofa in the living room, unable to tell what it was like.

After dinner, the two families sat on the sofa and watched TV together. Within 10 minutes of watching, Dou Heng took the lead in talking: "Parents, uncles and aunts, while everyone is here today, Xiao Yaowen and I want to tell you something..."

……

"The two of us..."

Dou Heng wanted to continue talking, but Xiao Yaowen pinched him hard on the waist.

"What do you two babes want to say?" Hao Xiaohan played cards without following the brain circuit as always, picked up the plate of apples that had just been cut and placed on the table, and handed it to Dou Heng and the others.Dou Heng couldn't help hesitating for a moment, but it didn't take long before he suddenly said: "I was with Xiao Yaowen before the holiday."

As soon as this sentence came out suddenly, Hao Xiaohan and Xiao Yizhong seemed to have expected it, tilted their heads and said nothing, but Su Qing and Dou Fan looked a little at a loss, as if they didn't understand what Dou Heng was saying, and Confirmed with Dou Heng: "Together? Dou Heng, what do you mean?"

Dou Fan paused for a moment before continuing: "Which aspect of the relationship have you confirmed? That aspect of the relationship?"

"En." Dou Heng didn't hesitate, and gave Dou Fan such a response directly.

When Dou Heng answered, Dou Fan and Su Qing glanced at each other subconsciously, and then Dou Fan said: "What you say alone, Dou Heng, doesn't count. I want to hear what the son of the Xiao family has to say!" Then he turned around Looking at Xiao Yaowen, he asked in a serious tone: "Xiao Yaowen, what do you say? You and Dou Heng are in a 'love relationship'?"

When Dou Fan asked such a question, everyone at the scene subconsciously looked at Xiao Yaowen, especially Dou Heng. He felt that the answer of that person was extremely important to him from the bottom of his heart.

His attention was suddenly drawn to him. Even though the people on the scene who were paying close attention to him were all people who were close to him, Xiao Yaowen still felt very nervous in his heart for no reason. Finally, when he calmed down, he Nodding his head, he replied, "Yeah."

In terms of his relationship with Dou Heng, even though Xiao Yaowen didn't know how he became so firm as he is now, maybe it was because he was unwilling to part with the person he had always held dear in his heart, but in the end he could only get a seemingly inseparable love, maybe It's because I feel sorry for the pathetic and hateful me who doesn't have Dou Heng.That being the case, I can't do without him, and he can't do without me, so let's grow old like this!No matter how clumsily I like you for the rest of my life, I can still say: No one in this world loves you more than me!

Xiao Yaowen's words caused the people present to fall into complete silence. On the contrary, it was Dou Heng, who almost couldn't hold back the smile on his face, and wanted to hold Xiao Yaowen's hand in full view, but his hand just touched Xiao Yaowen's fingertips , was stared back by Xiao Yaowen.

Afterwards, Dou Fan first glanced at Su Qing who was sitting next to him, and then at Xiao Yaowen's parents, wanting to hear their opinions, but they all remained silent in tacit understanding.Just when Dou Fan didn't know what to do, Su Qing called Xiao Yaowen and asked Xiao Yaowen to follow her to Xiao's study. Seeing this, Dou Heng hurriedly stood up and was pushed by Dou Fan. Go on: "This is for the good of both of you!" To this, Dou Heng didn't respond, and sat down on the sofa unwillingly.

"Xiao Yaowen, the godmother wants to ask you..." Su Qing took the lead in asking questions, with an unusually serious tone.Dou Fan on the other side also got straight to the point and asked Dou Heng: "Are you really kidding us?"

"Godmother, you can ask!", "No." Xiao Yaowen and Dou Heng replied almost at the same time.

"Xiao Yaowen, I want to ask you, do you know what you like about Dou Heng? You know, he...you...!"

"Godmother, I know what you want to say. Yes, Dou Heng is a man, but I like him. I have liked that one since I was a child. There is no one else." Su Qing didn't speak, Xiao Yaowen interrupted: " Sometimes, I also think, if he is not Dou Heng, but someone else, a person of a different gender from mine, would I like him."

"What about your answer?"

"do not know."

"I don't know?" Su Qing asked back.

"Do you know what you are doing? Dou Heng. Both of you are only children, even if you...then you have to think about the future of the two of you and the future of our two families..." Dou Fan turned his eyes It was placed on Xiao Yaowen's parents, but Xiao Yaowen's parents were unexpectedly calm, which surprised him a little.

"Dad, I know what you think about the most. About the child, you and Mom are still young, you can try again. If it doesn't work, Xiao Yaowen and I will consider adoption..."

"You little bastard! Still trying? Adopt? You know a lot!" Although Dou Heng's words were "rough and unreasonable", it still angered Dou Fan. He stood up, but he was held down by Hao Xiaohan and Xiao Yizhong.

"I don't know? Xiao Yaowen, what do you mean? Do you know that you are very irresponsible to Dou Heng or to yourself?"

Hearing this, Xiao Yaowen slanted his mouth subconsciously, and said with a smile: "Godmother, I really don't know, many things are unclear, such as when and why I fell in love with him, and then I fell in love with him again. Why do I have to keep suppressing my own thoughts. All this time, I knew very well in my heart that the person I like has no one but him, but I still have to tell him——I like someone else. "

"When did it start?" Dou Fan asked Dou Heng.

"Not long after I sat at the same table with him."

When Dou Heng said this, Dou Fan suddenly understood, and he began to yell: "Okay! Dou Heng, you have the guts! You are amazing! You can use the trick of 'waiting for the rabbit'! Thanks to your mother and I I haven’t talked about my girlfriend’s worries all the time, it seems that I have premeditated it! I just want to have a fight with your mother and me, right?”

Dou Heng did not speak, expressing his acquiescence.

"...Is it because of the relationship between our two families or the relationship between the two of you?" After a long time, Su Qing asked Xiao Yaowen this sentence.

"It's all there, and I was in adolescence at that time, and I didn't expect him to accompany me so far in the future. I thought that I would lose contact after graduation. If we are far away, I guess it will fade away in a short time. No matter what It should be the same for him, or for me. It's just... I didn't expect him to accompany me through my entire youth."

"So you don't plan to let go now?" Su Qing asked along.

Su Qing's direct question made Xiao Yaowen subconsciously taken aback, paused, and then said frankly: "Not long after the sophomore year, he played a game once, and he said that he has someone he likes, and he is chasing after him, and has been chasing him for a while. Since then, he has always surrounded me, which gave me an illusion that he would not leave me so easily, but when he suddenly said that he already has someone he likes, I was unexpectedly nervous and nervous. Afraid, even though many times, even I think he likes me, but I still think he will leave me and choose someone else."

"Didn't you teach me this, Dad?" Dou Heng suddenly said to Dou Fan.

"What?" Dou Fan looked puzzled.

Dou Heng replied: "In the second year of high school, your work was not going well. You stayed at home and constantly changed the drawings and plans. My mother was always willing to stay by your side like that. Once, my mother asked me to serve you Tea, you tell me, to find a wife is to find someone like my mother..."

"..."

Hearing Dou Heng's words, Hao Xiaohan and Xiao Yizhong both looked at Dou Fan in tacit understanding, Dou Fan felt that he couldn't argue with anything, and said hesitantly: "No... I asked you to find a wife... you... oh... forget it. "

"Dou Heng has been excellent both in appearance and academics since he was a child? You know that?" Su Qing asked Xiao Yaowen.

"Ok, I know."

"Actually, it's hard to say what excellence is. Some people admire it, while others are jealous..."

Speaking of this, Su Qing couldn't help but paused before continuing: "He hasn't lived a normal study and life since he was a child. The better ones are writing love letters and giving things, and the more serious ones are following, privately stealing from him."

"What?" Su Qing's words made Xiao Yaowen startled, how could his Dou Heng do it?

"I still remember how many pencils and erasers he lost when he was a child..."

"When he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, he started to be blocked by young men and women from society at the school gate. You have been with him for so many years, and you should also know that he has a very stubborn temper and never gives up easily."

Just as he was talking, Su Qing looked at Xiao Yaowen: "So, every time I have to make a fuss to the Moral Education Department, the number of times is too high, and the school's sponsors are offended. The principal personally went to the Moral Education Department and told me and his father—— Dou Heng is excellent and can go to a better school."

"Godmother?" Xiao Yaowen didn't know what to say, the words that Su Qing said to him before, "Dou Heng was excellent both in appearance and in academics since childhood" kept lingering in his mind. He involuntarily made a sound and called Su Qing.

"Since the fifth grade of elementary school, we don't know how many schools we have changed with him, but every time we arrive at a new school, clothes and notebooks are often stolen. For those girls who he approached a little closer, he is not a human being inside and out, but he still does not bow his head, the boys in the class don’t like him, and he has never had any friends since elementary school.”

Su Qing's words were like bullets hitting Xiao Yaowen's chest ruthlessly one after another. He never thought until his death that Dou Heng, who had always been glamorous on the outside, had hidden such an unbearable story behind his back. memories of...

It turned out that I really didn't know him!He should have thought a long time ago that his Dou Heng was so stunning in appearance alone, God would never favor anyone, and in the end, what Sybil wanted was death! 【Note】

"The important and different person you told me in your sophomore year was the son of the Xiao family?" Dou Fan asked Dou Heng.

"Well, it's him."

This time, it was Dou Fan's turn to be speechless. He already knew that his son was just as stubborn and stubborn as himself. Back then, he just told his son on a whim when he was drunk that he was courageous and brave. Pursuing the heroic deeds of the "Goddess Sister Gao Leng" who is 6 years older than himself, but he never thought that what he said would become the love principle and declaration that his son has always followed. Now, what else can he say? It doesn't matter if it's a woman, but it's all about love.

"Why has he never told me..." Xiao Yaowen asked Su Qing.

"At that time, his father and I disagreed when he wanted to go to high school. It didn't matter which school his stubborn temper went to. My father and I planned to let him study at home for a while. Send him abroad. But during that period of time, he kept shutting himself in the room alone and did not go out, except for eating, and even the living room. His father and I seriously suspected that he had a tendency to autism and depression, so we had to decide Help him find a high school, treat a dead horse as a living horse doctor, at least try again."

"Yeah." Xiao Yaowen forced a smile for a while, forcing a smile to respond to Su Qing.

Afterwards, Su Qing smiled: "It was this 'dead horse as a living horse doctor' attempt that made him meet you."

Su Qing's topic changed abruptly, Xiao Yaowen was taken aback for a moment, and then called again, "Godmother?"

Su Qing did not respond to Xiao Yaowen, but continued: "Xiao Yaowen, has anyone told you that you look good when you smile, especially when you encounter something that makes you feel very happy..."

"I think it's your smile that Dou Heng likes... Xiao Yaowen's smile is just like his name, the light reaches straight to the heart, making people unavoidable."

In the end, Xiao Yaowen didn't know how he got out of the study room. When he closed the door of the study room and was about to turn around and go to the living room, he suddenly turned around, and Dou Heng was standing in front of him, bumping into him. Full of arms, and he laughed at Dou Heng for a long time, a pair of sharp canine teeth clamoring for youth and publicity.Dou Heng in front of him was stunned for a moment, then turned to smile, lowered his body, and hugged him tightly. After a while, Xiao Yaowen suddenly moved to Dou Heng's ear, and said in Dou Heng's ear: "I love you!" You, Dou Heng."

The author has something to say: [Note] From the inscription of T.S Eliot's long poem "The Waste Land" - "Yes, I myself saw the Sibyl of Gumi (the prophetess) hanging in a cage. The children are asking When she said 'Sybyl, what do you want', she replied, 'I'm going to die.'" See the Baidu entry for the detailed story - Sybyl (Greek Mythology)

☆、Chapter 36