truth or Dare

Xiao Yaowen was about to answer, when Lao Qin under the bed suddenly coughed, Xiao Yaowen hung up the phone in fright, and sent a message to his father's WeChat——

-Isn't it because other people's pretty girls are not as good-looking as our little brother Dou Heng!

Not long after the message was sent, the WeChat message came back, and judging by the tone of voice, it was probably his mother Hao Xiaohan who was right...

- That's true, after all, even someone with a picky eye like my mother has no immunity to Brother Dou Heng's appearance. The baby is still young, and his concentration is still a bit weak, which is normal!

Xiao Yaowen's mother, Hao Xiaohan, put on the WeChat avatar of his father Xiao Yizhong in a suit, and spoke with a warm and cute tone, discussing Dou Heng's appearance with him, it's quite scary to think about it!

-Well……

It has been a long time since Xiao Yaowen's modal particle was sent out, but no message from his mother Hao Xiaohan came over. Xiao Yaowen thought that his mother, whose brain circuit did not play cards according to common sense, had gone to the beach to play in the water again now. Kong returned his message, and simply put down the phone, but not long after the phone was put down, the WeChat message came again——

"Son, liking someone has nothing to do with gender or other people, just follow your heart. It doesn't matter whose 'son' or 'godson' that person is, as long as you like it, that's enough."

The development of the matter was beyond Xiao Yaowen's expectation. When he saw the words on the screen of the mobile phone, he burst into tears. He didn't know whether the words were sent by his father or mother. On the other end of the screen, it must be his family.

Ever since Xiao Yaowen could remember, he remembered that he had a fashionable and exquisite mother, and a father who loved flirting with his mother. The two of them were exactly a pair of "happy lovers". Fight each other, and sometimes even attack personally.But it's strange to say that two people quarreling is like "playing house". One second, they were still angry with each other, and the next second they were serving food for each other at the dining table, and one second they were still disgusted with each other. Wearing taste, the next second I saw a nice windbreaker in the online flagship store, so I called the other party in front of me and asked him if the windbreaker looked good.

The way the two of them get along, just like him and Dou Heng now, never seem to be willing to be angry with each other for a little longer.Thinking about it this way, Xiao Yaowen feels that what he is currently going through seems to be very similar to what his parents have gone through. With such a relationship, once you start to make a choice, it means that disputes and disapproval will definitely come. If this must be the case, will you still hold him in your arms without fear?

In fact, I don't care whether this love has nothing to do with gender or other people. I only care about whether the person I want to hug can hold me in his arms.

When Xiao Yaowen was in elementary school, his parents were often away from home all year round because of their busy work. Xiao Yaowen was also very sensible and did not complain. There was only one request, that is, to ask his parents to remember to buy him every time they came home. Last comic book, that way, he wouldn't be mad at them.

Xiao Yaowen's parents have always kept this matter in mind. When Xiao Yaowen was in high school, every time he came back from a business trip, he would still remember to bring Xiao Yaowen a comic book.Xiao Yaowen no longer remembers many contents of the comic book, but he still clearly remembers the look of joy when he took the comic book from his parents every time his parents came home .At that time, he was smiling so happily, and he didn't know whether it was because he got his favorite comic book, or because he saw his parents who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Many of the publishers of the comic magazines collected at home have ceased publication, but some of the contents have left Xiao Yaowen unforgettable, and even affected most of Xiao Yaowen's life, such as the choice of art majors, adherence to artistic sentiment, and true love. The pursuit of pure humanity.

Xiao Yaowen still remembered that among the pile of comic books, there was a very special category. The magazine was said to be a comic magazine, but it was not actually a comic magazine in the true sense. Its content was not limited to comics, but also had text content and Among the character interviews, Xiao Yaowen was particularly impressed by the "saddle stitch" bound page of the magazine, which was a colored page of the same paper as the cover.

The content of the coloring pages will include a paragraph of lyrical literary texts every month. Xiao Yaowen is not a very literary person, but he is always moved by those texts and always asks his parents to bring that magazine back next time. , In this way, the number of times he talked about it increased, so Hao Xiaohan simply went to the post office to order that magazine for him, and that was it, until the magazine stopped publishing.

Xiao Yaowen still remembers that the first issue of that magazine he got was just in April, and the middle page of the "saddle stitch" binding was titled——April, the flowers are blooming hard.There is a passage in it: "You know, you cherish, the flowers bloom hard; you don't know, you hate, the flowers bloom hard." Xiao Yaowen didn't know the source of these words at the time, and simply thought it was added by the editor of the magazine , He didn't know until a long time later that that passage came from Tagore.

Xiao Yaowen is always like this, he will always remember a sentence that is very reasonable, especially a sentence that has been verified by personal practice, such as this sentence that he saw in elementary school-"You know, you cherish, flowers work hard; You don't know, you hate it, the flowers bloom hard."

Regarding Dou Heng's feelings, to be honest, Xiao Yaowen feels that he has always been unable to figure out, can't see through, and he is not willing to figure out or see through. A little bit, you will be afraid, you will be afraid.

The days passed day by day, and before we knew it, the week-long "National Day Holiday" was over.Since Qiu Cheng maliciously provoked conflicts in front of the corridor of Xiao Yaowen's bedroom, Xiao Yaowen has never seen Dou Heng again. It's not that Dou Heng doesn't contact him, but he hasn't figured out how to face it and how to make a choice. In his opinion , It seems that no matter what the choice is, it is a dead end. He doesn't want to back down, but he still can't grasp it. He doesn't want to let go, but he doesn't know what kind of identity he should stay.

On the day of the "National Day holiday", Xiao Yaowen finished his meal alone, took the plate and put it back to the "plate recycling place", people came and went, the cafeteria was much more lively than the previous few days, The hustle and bustle sounded continuously in his ears, and at that moment, Xiao Yaowen felt as if he had come alive.It turns out that when you lose someone, especially when that person is very important to you, you will be like a walking dead.

But no matter how sad I am, I still have to live this day as usual, I still have to eat, I still have to do my homework, and I still have to go to the library.The printmaking homework for the next stage of study has not yet been settled. Xiao Yaowen carried a bunch of reference books on art history and painting history from the library, nestled in a corner of the library, and followed the history of art development to find ideas.

I don't know when I developed the habit. When Xiao Yaowen has no clue about his painting creation, he always likes to read books such as the history of literature, painting history, and general history of China and foreign countries.Probably because I walked the path of the ancients again, and truly experienced the unique inspiration creation and source of ideas of the predecessors, and I would at least gain some fur, so that I could be worthy of "standing on the shoulders of the predecessors". "Bar!

Xiao Yaowen was so absorbed in the books that he didn't even notice that a person was already sitting beside him.The tables in the library are all two-to-two facing four-person tables, and there are vacant seats next to them. It is normal for a person to sit down suddenly. Too lazy to look up, who cares who he is.

The person next to him moved very lightly, and there was no sound of writing or flipping a book, and his breathing was so shallow that you even wondered if he was there.Xiao Yaowen was sitting by the window, the sun was shining faintly, which made his mood brighter for no reason.The person next to him suddenly pushed a piece of paper towards Xiao Yaowen. Xiao Yaowen read the book very engrossed and was unmoved.The man moved the note a little closer, and suddenly, Xiao Yaowen felt a familiar smell on the tip of his nose, he raised his eyes, and happened to catch a glimpse of the note next to him.

He had probably guessed in his heart who the person sitting next to him was, and he picked up the note on the table with a seemingly calm expression, opened it, and it read——

"Why don't you reply to my messages?"

Looking at the familiar characters on the note, Xiao Yaowen's nose suddenly felt sour, and he folded the note again, and put it directly in front of his desk without putting it back.Then, he picked up the pile of books on his desk, turned and walked forward, followed by the stairs of the library.

After borrowing the book, Xiao Yaowen went straight out of the library. It was sunny just now, but now it was drizzling and the wind was still strong. Xiao Yaowen was wearing a white shirt, holding a dozen books , Just rush into the rain, regardless of whether the rain will wet the books or wet yourself.

Xiao Yaowen rushed down the stairs in front of the library, turned a corner, and went down to the underground parking lot below the library to hide from the rain. He was shaking off the rain on his body when Dou Heng rushed in, with the same wet body and the same face exhausted.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and it would not stop for a while. Xiao Yaowen simply put the book in his hand aside, and sat down on the ground.

The wall of the underground parking lot is the oil painting practice field for their painting art students. The portrait of Van Gogh that says "Mr. Van Gogh, please don't smoke here!" is the masterpiece of their class students. I remember the composition of this picture was made by Xiao Yaowen and his roommates together. Most of the ideas were proposed by Xiao Yaowen himself. In the blink of an eye, a year has passed, time is so fast!

"Where did I offend you? Ever since I was in the hallway with Qiu Cheng last time...you haven't replied to my message...you know me..." Dou Heng "dumb eats coptis—you say bitterly Not out", hesitating in his mouth, not knowing how to speak or what to say.

"What do you want to say?" Xiao Yaowen asked directly.

"I……"

"Are you saying I'm teasing you? Can't you afford a crap game like 'Truth or Dare'?"

"not me!"

"Dou Heng, if you have any opinion on me, you can just say it! There is no need to involve Qiu Cheng! There is no need to involve a third person in the relationship between the two of us!"

"no!"

"What isn't it? Isn't Qiu Cheng's words aimed at me? Isn't he trying to fight for you?" Xiao Yaowen scolded, "That's right, I, Xiao Yaowen, am such a bastard and ignorant! I always love to drag you, Dou Heng. Let go, hinder you, Dou Heng, from finding a girlfriend, and hinder you, Dou Heng from living your own life! Needless to say, from high school to university, anyone can see that I, Xiao Yaowen, is the stumbling block on your road to Dou Heng's success! A trash!"

"I'm not human, bastard, that's why I play those boring and rubbish games with you every day. After dragging you for almost 5 years, you still have nothing in the end, and you can't even talk about a girlfriend. You, Dou Heng All of my wonderful youth fell on me, Xiao Yaowen!"

Xiao Yaowen suddenly became excited, and kept poking his heart, he said: "I, Xiao Yaowen, am obviously a man, and I want to form some rubbish 'CP' with you, thinking that you should not find a girlfriend so quickly, so that you You can stay by my side indefinitely, be my nanny, be my friend who plays indefinitely, how dare I think so! What a fucking bastard! Bastard!"

"Because we have a good relationship and I am a man, I don't have to be responsible for your life. As long as you stay by my side, I don't care if you don't find a girlfriend for the rest of your life. How dare I If you think about it that way, you're really not human!"

Xiao Yaowen was furious, "Bastard" and "Bastard" scolded himself countless times, scolding himself as "not a human being inside and outside", Dou Heng saw it in his eyes, felt pain in his heart, and grabbed Xiao Yaowen with one hand arm, and shouted, "It's not like this!" Xiao Yaowen's emotions were instantly frightened away.

When Dou Heng called out, Xiao Yaowen also subconsciously stopped. Dou Heng breathed a sigh of relief, calmed down a little, and continued: "No..." Instead, he looked at Xiao Yaowen and said: "...I'm not I can’t afford it, and it’s not what you call blaming you for wasting my time and my youth, it’s all bullshit! As long as it’s with you, Xiao Yaowen, no matter what you do or what game you play, no matter what Whether it's the truth or a big risk, as long as it's with you, I can..."

"You..." This time it was Xiao Yaowen's turn to be speechless.

"Xiao Yaowen, don't think about it anymore, no matter how many amazing people I meet in the future, he can't be you, and it's impossible for me to be like this again."

"Dou Heng, you..."

Xiao Yaowen hesitated again, Dou Heng didn't care, he took the books piled next to Xiao Yaowen to his side, and sat down next to Xiao Yaowen, he didn't look at Xiao Yaowen, and didn't think the floor was dirty, just sat down When he got to the concrete slab, he didn't speak to Xiao Yaowen, but just looked in front of him and said, "Xiao Yaowen, in fact, I have been sincerely wishing... I hope you are like me, don't always be a bowl of water, I hope There is one thing that Jiang Ting can't do, Cui Yang can't do, and Yu Ran can't do it either, only I, Dou Heng... can do it."

After Dou Heng said this, he turned and looked at Xiao Yaowen after he finished speaking.

The author has something to say: Ma Ma: Baby Dou Heng, don’t be sad~ Soon you will understand that in someone’s heart, only you are the one who can do it!

☆、Chapter 20