How many buildings are in the mist

When summer comes, Feng Zihuan is very busy.She first arranged for Feng Zizhang to resume the reform plan interrupted by the war.Go back to the step where you need to select the pilot states and counties.It stands to reason that the die-hard opponents in the imperial court have already copied it to death, but she still asked for a wide range of opinions to try to do a good job of this matter.Secondly, she began to arrange for Feng Xu to participate in daily government affairs.Handle the memorials with me first, and then study with Fan Deng or Cui Yi in the official office.She didn't intend to let Feng Xu immediately enter the role of the emperor's daughter in charge of the country like she did back then. After all, she was almost ordered in danger at the beginning, but now Feng Xu doesn't need it, and she can give her more time to study and grow.

She asked Feng Xu to read the memorial to herself, and discussed with Feng Xu the contents and opinions on how to deal with it. She would praise what Feng Xu said was right, and point out and criticize what was wrong. Discuss with Feng Xu.Sometimes when she was talking, she would stop suddenly.Feng Xu asked her mother what was wrong, she said nothing, and continued the discussion.After Feng Xu left, she calmed down and recalled alone. The point of view just said was actually not her original point of view, but the point of view influenced by Cui Xuanji.

Cui Xuanji was not by her side, but the words she said were branded in her heart one by one, silently changing her behavior.When Feng Zizhang was chatting with himself, he once said that his sister must have crossed a big hurdle, and now her temper is much better than before, and her personality has even changed.She smiled but did not answer, she knew in her heart that it was not caused by pure martial arts, but that when she made many decisions recently, she often thought of what Cui Xuanji said, and after thinking about it, she was right, why didn't she accept it that day? ?Why did you insist on going your own way that day?

Cui Xuanji persuaded Xu Tu to advance slowly, but she thought it was impossible because she was worried that there would be too little time.Now calm down and think about it, it will take at least ten years for all the things I planned to really work.Although she was still alive at that time, it was time to leave some of the power and opportunities to the children.The reform was originally to obtain resources from the aristocratic family to prepare for the Northern Expedition. Could the Northern Expedition be accomplished overnight?It will take quite a while for Cui Xuance's Jiangxia garrison to recover their strength.The situation reported by the Taiwei is not very optimistic. The army still needs to retrain and update its tactics.What's more, what if reforms are to play a role not in ten years, but in 20 or 30 years?It's useless to worry, you can only take it step by step.

As for the aristocratic clan, Cui Xuanji also persuaded her that it is impossible to wipe them all out at once, and it also endangers the rule of the court.Since the aristocratic clan ate away the strength of the local imperial court bit by bit, the imperial court could take it back from them bit by bit.Moreover, when dealing with the aristocratic and poor families, we should not only use their mutual opposition to achieve balance, but also listen to the opinions of both sides.Some bad habits are shared by both parties.Feng Zihuan now deeply thinks so.She proposed in the court hall that the reform plan should be done, and she also hoped to hear more opinions from everyone, especially if everyone had any new ideas after the war.As a result, no one dared to mention it at first.She had no choice but to reiterate, and even reprimanded the officials.Only in this way has a new round of valuable discussions been sparked.She put aside all prejudices, carefully analyzed everyone's opinions and suggestions, and gained new insights into many things, and the plan was gradually perfected.

So she wrote to Cui Xuanji, I haven't seen you for two months, but I remember everything you said to me, and I even remember more and more clearly.Many words seem so correct now, and some regret that I didn't listen to your words at the beginning.Hope it's not too late to listen.

The pen hangs in the air, then is put aside again.She looked at her half-written letter. At the beginning, she asked Cui Xuanji how she was doing, and whether her injuries were any better; then she said some things about herself, but I was fine. It's actually quite good; followed by this paragraph, a description of government affairs and how she handles it: Going on, she doesn't know what to write.

Feng Zizhang came that day and said that her sister might as well write to Master Cui first, but she felt a little embarrassed and said that she didn't know what to write.Feng Zizhang said that my sister can write whatever she wants to Master Cui, and she can say whatever she says on weekdays. Parents are short-tempered, flowers fade, flowers bloom, anything is fine.

Feng Zizhang said, sister, what Master Cui asked is correct, you need to think about it too, but I think you all know the answer, but my sister doesn’t know how to say it, and Master Cui is waiting, she must get it from you Just hear it.

Feng Zihuan thought for a while, and wrote again, I recently took a walk in Hualin Garden by myself, although I felt very comfortable, but without you, I would not be interested in riding a horse alone, so I chose to walk.Spring is over, the vegetation is flourishing, the aroma of plants and soil is everywhere, and the cubs born last year have also grown up, and it is time to be naughty at this moment.You said I was short-tempered sometimes, and I thought it would do me good to walk like this.It's just a pity that I don't have you together.

I am now in my forties. Although some things are quite enlightened, there are still some things that I still don’t understand, and I can’t help worrying.The day before yesterday I chatted with Cui Xiang and asked her what she thinks is "not confused" and why I am like this.She said that everyone's life should have their own different definitions of no doubts, but this definition should not be "no doubts", which I deeply agree with.After all, the world is so big, it is impossible for me to know everything.Cui Xiang also said that when Confucius was 15 years old, he aspired to study, and I was 15 years old when I aspired to politics. Maybe I wasted halfway, which is inevitable in life.I said, time cannot be made up, what should I do if I miss it?Cui Xiang smiled and said to me, I will make up for it when I know it, thinking that the latest time is exactly the earliest time.

I thought this might apply to me and you too.Today is the same, and yesterday was the same; I know that I am lost, but I may not necessarily return, so I can go out.

Xuan Ji, these days, I have begun to understand: I am the past, the present, and the future.Without the past, I would not be who I am today. Whether it is good or bad, it is me. Wherever it is, it cannot be changed. I can only choose to carry it with me.But this does not mean that it should determine what my present and future must be. If so, why should we reform?I can make decisions about my present self and help my future self.If you ask me if my current self can answer your question, I can answer it.Then you may still ask me, how can you trust your future you now?

You're right, but what if you don't believe me?I have to believe otherwise my present self cannot be my future self.This is true of all promises, and that of those who can keep their promises.Why don't I be Xiang Yu and fight against myself from now on.

I think I can.It's just that sometimes I think, if you are by my side, I will do better and easier.

Sometimes I complain about working day and night to deal with government affairs, as if there is no end to it, the emperor is the hardest job in the world, and he never has a holiday.It's New Year's Eve, and the New Year's Eve is not the end of the New Year's Eve. On the first day of the new year, there is a big feast for the officials, and they are tired after eating.Now I suddenly feel that the fact that you have come to me these past few years is actually a long vacation bestowed on me by God.I appreciate it.

I wish you a speedy recovery.

Huan character.

She put down the pen and waited for the ink to dry at ease, then collected it and ordered someone to bring it to the two imperial daughters, asking them to take it with them when they visited Cui Xuanji tomorrow.

When the two princesses came to Cui Mansion the next day, Lu Shi received them first.After drinking a cup of tea, they were sent to see Cui Xuanji.It wasn't intentional delay—although Lu Shi was quite curious about their characters—it was because Cui Xuanji's wounds on his body were more painful than usual due to the weather changes recently, and he always had to wait a while after taking the medicine, otherwise he would say nothing not come out.Although the sword wounds on her legs had healed a lot, her upper body was seriously injured, not to mention bad for walking, sometimes it was very difficult to turn over.When Feng Xu and Feng Xi came in, the strong smell of ice flakes in the room almost made them shiver.

Feng Xu was still saying hello, but Feng Xi began by saying: "Isn't Cui Qing supposed to keep out the cold? Isn't it bad to have so many ice flakes?"

Cui Xuanji smiled helplessly, before he could answer, Feng Xu said, "You know again. This is to relieve the pain."

Feng Xi pursed her lips and protested: "If that's the case, it's better to also serve ice flakes and charcoal fire."

"Are you making people cold enough, are you still in a world of ice and fire?"

Cui Xuanji laughed: "Your Highness, I haven't seen you for a long time, and you seem to be still happy."

Feng Xi immediately added: "I'm fine. I haven't seen Cui Qing all day long, so I can't tell you how well I'm practicing now. But my sister, now I'm the Lord Supervisor, I'm so busy."

Fengxu countered that she was no longer a child, and then refused to give Fengxi and her a chance to continue arguing, and started chatting with Cui Xuanji, ignoring her sister.Feng Xi was not to be outdone, and interrupted from time to time.

The two of them asked about Cui Xuanji's injury, and Cui Xuanji asked about their studies, martial arts and daily life.The two of them answered, and then asked Cui Xuanji about his future plans. Cui Xuanji said that we can talk about it when he recovers, but it will take a while.Feng Xi lamented that it must have been a long time since she saw Cui Qing, Cui Xuanji seized the opportunity to ask their mother how she was doing.Feng Xi threw the question to her sister, just at this time Lu Shi came over and asked the two of them to come over for some refreshments, specifically mentioning Feng Xi's favorite Zhu Yi, and successfully sent Feng Xi away.

Feng Xu smiled at Lu Xi to express his gratitude, and after answering Cui Xuanji's question, he took out Feng Zihuan's letter and handed it to Cui Xuanji.

"Mother said that she didn't dare to give you any rewards, but only wanted to give you a letter."

"This……?"

"Written by my mother herself."

"Oh……"

"Cui Qing."

Cui Xuanji was struggling to hold the letter with his left hand, but now he heard Feng Xu's serious tone and raised his head, "Your Highness?"

"Xi'er and I like you very much. I hope you understand."

Feng Xu smiled at her, and she smiled too.

"We all think that the time we spent with you is very happy."

"Okay." Cui Xuanji looked at Feng Xu's face, which was very similar to Feng Zihuan, but with a softer and restrained temperament between the brows, and smiled, "I also felt very happy during that time."

The two princesses went back to bring the news to Feng Zihuan. On the one hand, Feng Zihuan was happy, but on the other hand, he was a little uneasy thinking that Cui Xuanji would read his letter; I may need help, will the person who helps me see the letter?She became even more anxious, and even blushed when there was no one around.

She told Feng Zizhang the news, and Feng Zizhang said that you have to write it too, "Besides, isn't it just being seen by Mrs. Yuzhang? That's my sister's future mother-in-law. Isn't this killing two birds with one stone?" She was still a little shy, Seeing Feng Zizhang's expression again, he laughed and scolded Feng Zizhang for watching her joke.

Feng Zizhang said: "I didn't look at it on purpose, it's my sister who really..."

"funny?"

"Cute. Hahahaha..."

From the end of May to the third day of June, the weather was either muggy or rainy for several consecutive days.Cui Xuanji's injuries recurred, and the imperial physicians all tensed up—the imperial physician Qin had been there every day, but all the rare medicinal materials could not be moved there.For this reason, Feng Zihuan specially arranged a fast horse and a guard of the feather forest to guard Cui's house every day, and come back immediately to report any situation.It was an extremely hot day, and the clothes I changed in the morning began to soak in sweat in the afternoon.Feng Zihuan also felt a little anxious, walking up and down the hall, when he heard the news that Cui Xuanji suddenly started vomiting blood.

There was a thunderstorm in the sky, and heavy rain fell.

Both Feng Zizhang and Xie Yan were present, watching helplessly as Feng Zihuan didn't change his clothes, give orders, and the sedan chair and horses were unprepared. He just flew out with both feet, towards the direction of the royal stables, and disappeared from sight after a few strokes. inside.

She appeared in the stable from the sky, and the guards almost didn't recognize her. They thought it was a thief with strong martial arts, who was about to step forward to stop her, but she slapped her aside just right.She moved her own royal horse from the stables, and she didn't even need a saddle, she rode on and ran.The galloping horse left Taicheng and went straight to Cui's mansion.Fortunately, the heavy rain kept no one on the road, otherwise she would not be able to ride so fast.

When she reached the gate of Cui's mansion, she handed the reins to the overwhelmed gatekeeper, and rushed in directly.Cui Yi was looking at why there was a commotion outside, when she unexpectedly saw Feng Zihuan who was completely drenched by the heavy rain. "Your Majesty??" Feng Zihuan couldn't explain, and asked anxiously: "Where is Xuan Ji?" Before Cui Yi could answer, Feng Zihuan heard Lu Shi's voice and immediately walked to the side.Regardless of the impoliteness of rushing into someone's bedroom and other issues, he rushed in and almost bumped into the doctor Qin.

"The old minister sees His Majesty."

When Cui Xuanji heard these words, he knew that Feng Zihuan had actually come.

"How's it going?"

"Reporting to Your Majesty, Master Cui is fine. He vomited blood, but it has been stagnant for a long time. It was caused by internal injuries and cannot be resolved. Now that the body has recovered, it is good to expel it. This is not a sign of danger, but a sign of recovery. The old minister will go now Open a new prescription."

Cui Xuanji lay there, a little dazed.It seemed that I heard Feng Zihuan talking to his mother, Feng Zihuan apologized, but his mother said nothing, then asked everyone to go, and closed the door.Then Feng Zihuan walked over, so she tried to open her eyes, trying to sit up a little.Feng Zihuan immediately came up to stop her.

"Your injury..."

"It's okay. I can sit up already."

Feng Zihuan helped her up, then sat down on the edge of the bed, and found a cushion to cover it, so as not to wet the bed sheet.Seeing this, Cui Xuanji felt sweet and sour in his heart, and said, "Why do you have to take the rain, what should you do if you get wet?"

"It's okay, it's hot in summer, and the clothes will dry in a while."

"But what if you catch a cold?"

"I'm so strong, I won't." Feng Zihuan said, then stretched out his hand and gently took Cui Xuanji's left hand, "Let me see, are you better?"

"Didn't the imperial physicians tell you the news every day?" Cui Xuanji asked intentionally.

Feng Zihuan smiled, "Yes, but seeing once is worth hearing a hundred times. Besides, one day is like three autumns. How long have we not seen each other?"

Cui Xuanji was looking at Feng Zihuan's wet forehead, trying to wipe her dry, but Feng Zihuan raised his head and looked at her.

"Xuan Ji, I miss you very much."

Cui Xuanji was silent for a while, then smiled and said softly: "'Even if I don't go, Zining won't say anything!' Your Majesty, don't cut off the message."

Feng Zihuan was overjoyed—if she hadn't thought about Cui Xuanji's hand injury, she would have buried her face in Cui Xuanji's hand—"Don't worry, I will come whenever I can; if I can't, I will ask others Bring you the letter. Will you?"

"it is good."