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After Cheng Shen handed over those things to the police, he went to see Ji Qinghai. Ji Qinghai was still lying on a recliner with his eyes closed, basking in the sun as before.Xiao Zhang was busy on the sidelines.

Ji Qinghai didn't fall asleep, and didn't open his eyes when he heard the voice, so he said, "Here we come."

Cheng Shen checked the time, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.

"Dad, why didn't you listen to the radio today?"

"Today is Sunday, there is no broadcast. People have to rest too."

"Oh, how about I go out with you?"

"No, you also know that I'm lazy and don't want to move. Are you okay at work recently?"

"pretty good."

"It's good, it's good, it's fine. Xiao Zhang, is the meal ready?"

Xiao Zhang poked his head out from the side, "Why is the old man urging the food again? It's not enough yet, please bear with it."

Ji Qinghai scratched his forehead and smiled, "I'm getting more and more confused and useless."

"Stay for dinner today."

Cheng Shen nodded without refusing.

In the evening, Xiao Zhang made some home-cooked dishes. It is better for the body to eat light and vegetarian dishes when you are older.At the dinner table, Ji Qinghai kept saying something here and there, and sometimes Cheng Shen had to react for a while before he knew what year he was talking about.

In the afternoon, Xiao Zhang secretly told him that Ji Qinghai went to the hospital for a check-up last month, and that he was already in the middle stage of Alzheimer's disease.Cheng Shen knew the nature of this disease better than anyone else, so he could only ask Xiao Zhang to make her worry more, and come to him whenever there was anything.

After dinner, Cheng Shen sat on the sofa and watched TV with Ji Qinghai and had a conversation. When he was about to leave, Ji Qinghai stopped him, turned around and went into the back room, Cheng Shen followed him in, and saw him bent over Rummaging in cupboards.

Cheng Shen stepped forward and said, "I'll find what you're looking for."

Ji Qinghai said: "No need, it's in this drawer, but I put it a little further in."

Ji Qinghai took out a round tin box from the drawer and handed it to Cheng Shen, "Bring me this biscuit to Chenchen when you go back, he likes to eat it the most."

Ji Qinghai didn't know when he became sober, and when he recognized that he was not Ji Chen's Cheng Shen.

"When did you realize that I'm not Ji Chen's?"

Ji Qinghai sat down and said: "Chenchen these years, I know he has always hated me for ruining this family, and he left because of my mother, but he still comes back to see me every Sunday, and there is nothing unshakable about this. , Although sometimes he just sits for a while when he comes, and sometimes he may not even say a word. He comes to clean me for a living, and then leaves after adding things, but even so, he has never stopped every week for these years. "

"Is there something wrong with Chenchen?"

Facing Ji Qinghai's question, Cheng Shen still lied, "He's just busy, he really can't get away, he has nothing else to do."

Ji Qinghai nodded without saying anything, Cheng Shen wondered if he believed what he said.

"Don't forget these biscuits. You can steal a few pieces, but leave some for him."

Cheng Shen smiled and said: "I remember, I will definitely bring it to him, and I will give it to him without stealing a piece."

"Hey. Then you... go back quickly, it's getting dark."

"Then take care of your body, I'll see you again in a few days."

"I know, I know, let's go."

Ji Qinghai never saw him off before, but today he walked tremblingly to the door and watched Cheng Shen go downstairs.

Cheng Shen always felt that the portion of the box of biscuits was a bit wrong, and when he got back to the car, he opened it and found that it was empty.

Some places on this biscuit box are already stained with rust. Cheng Shen remembers that when he lived here, Ji Qinghai would buy them a box of these biscuits every time he was paid. He was fine, Ji Chen was real. I like to eat very much.

Then he drove to the hospital. The nurse was carrying the dirty clothes for Ji Chen to wash in the water room. When he saw Cheng Shen coming, he simply said hello.

Cheng Shen sat by the bed, put the empty biscuit box on the bedside cabinet, and said softly, "Ji Chen, you should wake up too. Uncle Ji still expects you to visit him."

Not knowing whether it was because he was too tired or what, Cheng Shen fell asleep lying on the bedside without knowing it.

He had a dream.

In the dream, he was standing on a bridge that was so long that he couldn't see the end at a glance, surrounded by mountains, and under the bridge was an abyss, surrounded by mist, and he could not see the front or retreat.

Cheng Shen tried to move forward, but suddenly he heard someone shouting "Dad."

Cheng Shen walked forward quickly, and gradually saw that the person speaking in front of him was Ji Chen, and the person who Ji Chen kept chasing and shouting "Dad" was Ji Qinghai. Ji Chen's shouts were completely deaf and ignored.Ji Chen has been chasing after him, and when he was about to catch up, Ji Qinghai stopped suddenly, turned around, his face looked angry, before Ji Chen could say "Dad" the last time, Ji Qinghai pushed him down from the bridge.

Cheng Shen dashed forward but still couldn't catch Ji Chen.Below is the cliff, bottomless, Ji Chen will surely die if he is pushed down like this, Cheng Shen saw this scene, and the scene of Ji Chen being hit by a car in front of him flashed before him that day, and he jumped along without thinking go down.

Suddenly a blinding white light woke Cheng Shen up.There were some fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and Cheng Shen was relieved to see Ji Chen still lying quietly.

At this time, the nurse who finished washing the clothes just opened the door and came in. Seeing that Cheng Shen's face was a little strange, he asked, "What's wrong? Dr. Cheng."

Cheng Shen looked at the time, it was only half an hour since he came in, maybe it was because the dream made him feel that a long time had passed.

Cheng Shen shook his head and said, "It's okay, maybe I'm too tired recently."

"Then go back and rest early, don't worry that Ji Chen will take care of you."

"Thanks a lot."

Cheng Shen stood up to leave, but before he could leave, he heard the startled voice of the nurse behind him: "Doctor Cheng!"

"what happened?"

"He...he moved."

Cheng Shen saw Ji Chen's fingers were twitching slightly, the nurse rushed to call the doctor, Ji Chen slowly opened his eyes

They only saw him open his eyes, but no one heard the phrase "Dad..." he shouted in his heart at this moment

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Tang Shenglin was taken away by the police while having breakfast with Tang Yi at home.

He might have had a premonition that something was going to happen, so he got up early this morning and made a breakfast for Tang Yi to eat.Since Tang Yi took over the company, he has been living alone, and occasionally came back to visit Tang Shenglin, but the number of times the two of them had breakfast together like this is very rare.

When the police came, Tang Shenglin didn't panic. Instead, he calmly asked them to handcuff him. When he walked to the door, Tang Yi called out: "Dad..."

Tang Shenglin stopped, looked back at him and said, "The porridge in the pot is still hot, you should drink more when it's cold outside. Maybe I won't have the chance to make it for you again in the future."

On the day when Tang Shenglin's case was in court, Tang Yi didn't go, and no one from the Lu family went, except Cheng Shen.

A person like Tang Shenglin would not have come to where he is today if he still has a trace of conscience and humanity in his heart. However, such people often have strong vanity and self-esteem. If he is killed by someone in the deep mountains and old forests one day Lift him up, in front of everyone like this, tear up his hypocritical masks one by one in front of everyone, take off his dazzling costumes one by one, let him stand naked Accepting the legal and moral trial in front of everyone, and people's contempt and spurning for him from the bottom of their hearts, this kind of shame makes him feel more painful than Ling Chi.

Cheng Shen wanted to watch all of this, the day Tang Shenglin was punished.

After the end, Cheng Shen walked over and asked Tang Shenglin before he was taken away: "Do you remember Chen Yu?"

"Chen Yu..." Tang Shenglin repeated the name, thought about it very seriously, and finally shook his head.

Cheng Shen watched Tang Shenglin being taken away, and thought in his heart that once some sins were committed, there would be no chance of repaying them. Even if he died, the damage he caused to Chen Yu would never be repaired. Even if he died, his parents would not will be back.

Lu Guoan is now lying in the hospital, sometimes sober and sometimes confused, and he still cannot take care of himself.In all Tang Shenglin's statements about his crimes, Lu Guoan was a person who knew nothing about everything and was kept in the dark.

Although he was not the one who directly stabbed the knife into the body of the deceased, it was from his first protection of Tang Shenglin to his blind trust that created today's tragedy. Completely ignorant?Perhaps only Lu Guoan knew in his heart that there would never be an answer to this question, and Cheng Shen didn't dare to think deeply about it, nor did he want to explore it.

Everything should come to an end here, there must be an end to the matter, if you keep pestering him, you will only strangle yourself to death.

Lu Ming went to find Tang Yi later. When he got to the door, he found that the door was unlocked but only ajar. Lu Ming gently opened it and walked in. It was sunny outside, but the room was dark with the curtains drawn.

Tang Yi was sitting on the sofa alone in a daze, and he didn't even come back to his senses even though Lu Ming was standing beside him.

"Tang Yi..."

Hearing Lu Ming's voice, Tang Yi came back to his senses, turned his head to look at him for a long time, and said, "Most of Lu's shares are now with me, although they have been dispersed a lot, but I have enough here for everyone Your Lu family has regained its unshakable position in the entire Lu Group."

Lu Ming didn't know what to say, so he squeezed out a sentence: "...Thank you, Tang Yi."

"I didn't do this for you to thank me, I just wanted to tell you that there are certain things that only I, Tang Yi, can help you, only I can give you, only I can!" He said with red eyes After the previous few words, he finally lowered his head slowly, "But you still don't see me in your eyes."

Back then, someone found Tang Yi and wanted to pull him into the group and pull the Lu family out of the Lu family together, and then several people shared the big pie of the Lu family group equally. It must be that the funds can't keep up, so Tang Yiduo agreed at the time with a lot of thought. He silently helped the Lu family collect the shares that had been dispersed, in order to return them to Lu Ming at that time.

Lu Ming didn't come to him at this time to talk about this. In fact, following the events that happened these days, Lu Ming already knew what was going on here. He was just worried about Tang Yi when something like this happened to Tang Shenglin.

Tang Yi asked Lu Ming, "Do you know who was among the people who found me?"

"I know... Lu Lei."

Tang Yi shook his head, "And Zhang Peng."

Although Zhang Peng used to be college classmates with Lu Ming and Tang Yi, Tang Yi saw that he was not pleasing to the eye. He told Lu Ming to keep him away from Zhang Peng, but Lu Ming didn't. He thought that Tang Yi just disliked Zhang Peng's poor family conditions. , and quarreled with Tang Yi because of this.He felt that although Zhang Peng's family background was not good, he was simple, and he didn't think there was any problem with Zhang Peng during his four years in college.

But all this looked different in Zhang Peng's heart.

In fact, he never really regarded Lu Ming as his friend.He knew that his own conditions were quite different from Lu Ming's. Marriage was about getting married, and being friends was actually the same principle.Rather than being a friend, he is more like a subordinate who can be called around by him. In his heart, Lu Ming is arrogant and arrogant. In order to make his four years go smoothly, he has to make friends with Lu Ming .

But what made Zhang Peng start to hate Lu Ming was that once he had just returned to the dormitory from a part-time job, and as soon as he entered the room, Lu Ming took the lead in booing and said: "Zhang Peng said that today is a treat!" The other people in the dormitory also clapped their hands. Booing, pushing Zhang Peng to a situation that he couldn't refuse.Little did they know that Zhang Peng got into a fight at the place where he was working this month because he had a quarrel with someone and destroyed a lot of things in the store. Loss.

Zhang Peng's economic conditions were not good, and it was just enough to cover all the living expenses and most of this month's salary. As a result, Zhang Peng was completely stretched for this meal.Every day, a pack of instant noodles had to be divided into two meals. Later, when he and Lu Ming were the only ones in the dormitory, Lu Ming took out an envelope and handed it to Zhang Peng. Zhang Peng opened it and saw that there was a wad of money inside. Looking at Lu Ming, the expression on his face at that time deeply hurt Zhang Peng. In Zhang Peng's view, it was a kind of pleasure of trampling people under his feet.In the end, of course he didn't accept it, but threw the money to Lu Ming and went out.

From then on, Zhang Peng hated Lu Mingji in his heart. Although he didn't show anything on the surface, and Lu Ming didn't notice anything wrong, but from that day on, Zhang Peng had already started to plan that one day in the future he must be punished. To get back the insult from Lu Ming, one day he will definitely trample this person under his feet, and then watch him beg for himself.

Tang Yi said these words to Lu Ming, and Lu Ming reacted in a daze for a long time before saying: "Oh... I see."

"Lu Ming, let's go. I have nothing now, I am nothing, and I don't want you to see me like this."

What happened to Tang Shenglin had a great impact on Tang Yi. Even if Tang Shenglin was a scumbag, he still cared very much about Tang Yi's son's opinion of him, and he always wanted to maintain the tall and stalwart image of "father" in front of Tang Yi. .Although Tang Shenglin didn't do well enough, at least Tang Yi always respected and cared about his father, but now he suddenly told him that his father was actually a heinous villain, Tang Shenglin collapsed in front of Tang Yi, and became It became ashes all over the place, and finally couldn't hold it back, how could Tang Yi not collapse.

Lu Ming didn't force him to stay. Before he left, he said to Tang Yi, "Tang Yi, I told you before that you are my lifelong friend and relative of Lu Ming. I will never take this back. "

"Lu Ming!"

Lu Ming stopped.

"I know you still like him in your heart, have you ever gone to him?"

Lu Ming knew that Tang Yi was talking about Cheng Shen.

"I don't need to go to him again."

"...At that time, you were kidnapped in Xihai, and when you were taken to the hospital, both of you were injured, but you were seriously injured. You were shot in the leg, and your bones were shattered by the hammer. The fracture was caused by Cheng Shen asking the doctor to take his own ribs for you."

Originally, he didn't want to tell Lu Ming about this matter in his life, but Tang Yi didn't know what he had figured out at this moment.

After Lu Ming left the Tang family, under the persuasion of Lu's mother, he went to see Lu Lei in the prison.

Lu Lei subconsciously wanted to call him brother, but swallowed it at the last moment.

"You came."

"Ah."

"I thought you never wanted to see me again."

"You are about to graduate in half a year... In fact, you are in my heart, I always feel that you are still young, ignorant of the world, pure and kind. These days, I have been wondering if you are rebellious in adolescence, but the time is too late. Others are a bit late, but..." Lu Ming pursed his lips hard and clenched his hands into fists, "As long as I think of you once trying to kill Dad, I can't forgive you."

"I know."

"Let me ask you, if you do all this because you hate Dad, us, and the entire Lu family, what about Lin Yiyi? Why is Lin Yiyi?"

"Lin Yiyi..." Lu Lei smiled, "Because Lin Yiyi betrayed me. He always said that he liked me, and no matter what I did, she would support me and help me, but he fell in love with you only once in a while. You, isn’t it a betrayal of me? I hate betrayal and deception the most. He still wants me to help you guys, and I did it... Hahaha..."

It was he who arranged Lin Yiyi and Lu Ming's blind date, and gave Lin Yiyi a chance to get along with Lu Ming officially, but he also killed her that night and tried to blame Lu Ming.

"elder brother……"

"Don't call me brother, my brother didn't set a good example for you and made you what you are now. I look at you like this now, and I don't know if you are a human or a ghost."

"Tang Shenglin lied to me, he lied to me..."

"Don't say who lied to you. If you believe in one thing enough in your heart, no one can shake you. The reason why he can lie to you is because you are not firm enough. If someone comes out and tells me now I am not born to my parents, no matter who I am, I will tell him to fuck you! But what about you? What did you do? You not only hurt others, but also ruined yourself. "

At that time, Lu Lei heard a lot of rumors about his life experience outside, although he ignored it on the surface, but the seeds of suspicion had been planted in his heart, and they slowly fermented.Later, he brought some old things about Tang Shenglin that he had collected to find him, and threatened him to cooperate with him.In fact, Tang Shenglin had already harbored ill intentions towards the Lu family. Although Lu Guoan was the one who accompanied him all the way, but he could kill an innocent person like Chen Yu. Would he want to let Lu Guoan go?What's more, at that time, I had a handle in Lu Lei's hands, and of course I agreed to Lu Lei in the end. Later, Lu Lei asked Tang Shenglin about his mother, but Tang Shenglin always hesitated and refused to say more.

Once Lu Lei followed Tang Shenglin, only to find that Tang Shenglin had gone to the cemetery. Lu Lei didn't know who was buried here, so he followed him quietly all the way to a woman's tombstone. Only when the tombstone spoke, did he know that his biological mother was buried there, and it was Lu Guoan who played with and abandoned her back then, causing her to commit suicide.At that time, Tang Shenglin was like an old friend who came to talk with his deceased old friend and tell some stories buried by time.At that time, Lu Lei didn't know that all of this was just a play played by Tang Shenglin for him.

Lu Lei knew that he had come to this point at this point and there was no turning back. He used to have a happy home where everyone probably loved him sincerely, but he ruined it just because he believed a few rumors. all this.Although he and Lu Ming are only separated by a layer of glass, they are like two worlds, and their family will never go back.No, to be exact, he will never go back to that home again.

In the evening, Lu Ming went back to the hospital alone, and Lu Guoan had already fallen asleep. Although he didn't know when he would be discharged from the hospital, the doctor said that his condition should not have changed much. After all, it was good to be alive.

Lu Ming sat alone on the steps at the entrance of the hospital, with the cold wind blowing, thinking about many people and things.

He remembered the dream he often had.The dream that often woke him up in the middle of the night, he no longer has it, and he is no longer afraid, because he has seen the person in the dream clearly.

Once when he was a child, he went to the Tang family to look for Tang Yi, but Tang Yi was not there, and when Lu Ming was about to leave, he suddenly had an urgent need to urinate, so he was about to go to the toilet first, but at this time Tang Shenglin came back from the outside, stood in the room and took a nap. While talking on the phone, when he turned around, he saw Lu Ming standing behind him, as if no one knew what Tang Shenglin was thinking.

Looking at him, Lu Ming felt that Tang Shenglin's face was scary at that moment, and he said in a low voice, "Hello, Uncle Tang."

In fact, Lu Ming and Ben didn't hear what Tang Shenglin said on the phone, and didn't care.It's just that Tang Shenglin had concerns in his heart, maybe it was because of a guilty conscience that he was afraid that people would know something.

Later, he tricked Lu Ming out with a dragonfly. Lu Ming was always playful, and he was so young that he was defenseless against anyone, so he just followed Tang Shenglin out. Lu Ming remembered that he asked himself with a smile: "Mingming, is it fun?" Before Lu Ming could answer, Tang Shenglin pushed him down the hillside.

If it wasn't for being blocked by a tree halfway up the mountain, Lu Ming didn't know if he would have survived to this day.When the Lu family found him, he was already unconscious, and usually no one would go there, let alone monitor him.At that time, Mingda did not die, so Tang Shenglin had been brooding about him for so many years, and he was always thinking of killing him, which is why Xihai kidnapped him later.

In fact, Tang Shenglin smelled the smell not long after Cheng Shen returned to China, so he came up with Zhang Jun's plan to force Cheng Shen away, but it failed, so he also wanted to continue this kidnapping. A person who is in his eyes kills two birds with one stone.

Lu Ming didn't know why he didn't remember anything after the incident, why he went out, why he got hurt, but since then he started to be afraid of heights.

Now that he remembered, Tang Shenglin was already in prison, and whether he hated him or not didn't mean much to Lu Ming.It's just that he will never tell Tang Yi about these things. If Tang Yi knows that his father is not only a heinous villain but also almost killed Lu Ming, he doesn't know how he and Tang Yi will continue to get along in the future, how to face each other, So he chose not to say anything, and kept these things in his stomach for the rest of his life, as if they never happened.

He also thought of Zhang Peng.

When Zhang Peng went out to work, he was resting in the dormitory with other roommates. Some people mentioned Zhang Peng, saying that he had never invited guests during the past two years in college, and had always taken advantage of him.

Naturally, Lu Ming couldn't stand listening to it, but he didn't know how to help Zhang Peng out of the siege for a while. Just at this moment, Zhang Peng came back, and he blurted out: "Today Zhang Peng said that he is treating you!"

Zhang Peng invited everyone to this meal. At least those people will not insult him in the future and ridicule him. Then he will humiliate him with the fact that he is stingy and poor. Afterwards, he knows that Zhang Peng must have no money left. He took out his own money and gave it to Zhang Peng. He didn't say anything but gave Zhang Peng a look, wanting Zhang Peng to know that he wasn't following them to cheat him. He wanted him to know that Zhang Peng had something to do. As your friend, I Lu Ming would not ignore it, he thought Zhang Peng would understand, but he didn't want Zhang Peng to throw him the money and run away.Later, Lu Ming also turned around and felt that what he did was inappropriate, but Zhang Peng didn't say anything later, so he didn't mention the money again.

It turned out that he had been hated by Zhang Peng since that day, but it didn't matter anymore. He didn't feel wronged. Anyway, Zhang Peng was not very important to him now.

Lu Ming raised his head and looked at the sky, because the weather was fine during the day, and now he could still see stars at night. He remembered the days when a few friends sat on the roof of the school building and looked at the sky in college. It was completely different from now state of mind.Many people and things have changed, his father Lu Guoan, his elder brother Lu Zheng, younger brother Lu Lei, Tang Yi, and Cheng Shen.

Cheng Shen...

Lu Ming suddenly stood up and patted the dirt on his pants, then drove into the car to find Cheng Shen.When he got downstairs, he saw a glimmer of light in Cheng Shen's living room, and there was someone in the house.

After he went up, he knocked on the door for a long time, but no one came to open it. Lu Ming knew the password on the door of his house, so he had to do it himself.Lu Ming tried to enter the password, and the door opened.There was only a small light on in the living room, he walked in quietly, and saw Cheng Shen sitting on the ground with his back against the sofa, his face looking towards the window, the curtains were being shaken by the wind outside

The coffee table is full of wine bottles.He casually picked up a bottle, shook it, and it was empty, and picked up another bottle, which was also empty. Finally, he picked up the bottle in front of Cheng Shen, and finally there was wine in it. There was probably more than half of the bottle, and Lu Ming drank it all in one gulp. .

After drinking, he said, "Cheng Shen, look at me."

Cheng Shen didn't move.

Lu Ming had no choice but to sit down next to him, curled up between the sofa and the coffee table and turned his face towards him, "Look at me."

"I ask you, do you like me?"

Cheng Shen looked at him without saying a word, Lu Ming didn't know if he was drunk or sober.

"do you like me?"

Still no response.

"Cheng Shen, what happened back then has come to an end, and Tang Shenglin has already received the punishment he deserved. The dead are gone, and we living people must live well. If you still can't get over this hurdle in your heart, I can take my father's place. Kowtow to your parents' graves, but can you spare yourself."

"Let me tell you that I also have self-esteem. It is impossible to come to you so shamelessly again and again. I will ask you one last time, do you like me?"

Cheng Shen still didn't speak, Lu Ming gave up, stood up and was about to leave, but suddenly his legs were hugged, and he lost his balance and almost fell down.

"I love you."

Hearing this, Lu Ming took a deep breath, pushed away his hand, turned around and gave him a kick, and then punched and kicked him.

Beating and cursing: "Cheng Shen, you are fucking sick! Huh?"

Although Lu Ming kept pushing and beating him, Cheng Shen still hugged Lu Ming tightly, buried his head on his shoulder and said to him: "You don't know how painful I was when I saw you hurt because of me, you are unconscious How scared I am if I don’t wake up, I’m not afraid of my own death, but I’m afraid that you will leave me like my parents did back then. First Ji Chen and then you, I’m really going crazy, I can only push you away, as long as you stay away You're safe with me."

Lu Ming was also tired after listening to him say these words, he stopped moving, let him hold his body, and still scolded him: "You are fucking sick! You are sick!"

"Well... I'm sick and I'm waiting for you to cure me. I'll never get well after you leave."

"I'm leaving? Do you think I'll leave when I come today?"

"Then did you scare me just now?"

"Yup……"

Hate can swallow everything, and love can melt everything. When love and hate collide, I hope we can all choose love.

The morning sun drives away the darkness of night, and also dispels the haze in people's hearts. If you stick too much to the past, the future will not be very good. If you can't let go of the past, there will be no future.

The author has something to say: On the last day of August, the end of Liao~~~