Talking about the doctor can't be offended

When Lu Ming received another call, it was Lu's mother who informed him that Lu Guoan had suddenly passed out and was being sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.

As soon as Lu Ming received the news, he rushed to the hospital and saw Lu Lei and Lu's mother sitting outside the operating room.

As soon as Lu's mother saw Lu Ming coming, she got up and hugged him: "Mingming..." There was a cry in her voice.

"How is Dad?"

Lu's mother held back her tears and said, "I'm still inside for rescue, I don't know what's going on."

"What's going on? Why so suddenly?"

"It's a sudden cerebral infarction."

Lu Ming helped Lu's mother to sit down first. At this time, Lu Lei took over the conversation: "Today, during the day, Mom is out and Dad is drinking tea. When I was in the room, I suddenly heard something wrong and came out. I found that Dad had already fallen on the ground. , I can’t wake up no matter how I scream.”

Mother Lu blamed herself, "It's all my fault."

Lu Ming comforted, "Mom, how can I blame you for this."

"Your father has been telling me for the past few days that his dizziness and chest pain are getting more and more frequent. I didn't take it seriously. He used to have high blood pressure and took medicine all the year round. I just thought it was because he was getting more and more angry recently. I'm tired from work, I didn't expect him to..."

"Mom, don't blame yourself, Dad will be fine."

"Um……"

"Where's Big Brother?" Lu Ming asked Lu Lei, "Why didn't Big Brother come at this time? Didn't you notify him?"

Lu Lei replied: "I called my elder brother at that time, but he never answered, and he still hasn't responded to the message."

"I'll call him one."

Lu Ming took out his mobile phone and dialed Lu Zheng's number, but there was still no answer.But he didn't dare to leave the hospital to look for Lu Zheng, for fear that if something happened to him as soon as he left the hospital, Lu Lei and Lu's mother would not be able to handle it.

During the operation, a notice of critical illness was issued. Lu Guoan's situation was very pessimistic, and the family members were asked to prepare. To be honest, Lu Ming's legs did go limp at that moment.Lu Guoan was on the line of life and death, and Lu Zheng was not there at this time. On one side was his red-eyed mother, and on the other was his young brother. At this moment, Lu Ming seemed to have suddenly become a pillar.

But fortunately, he was rescued in the end. At night, Lu Guoan was pushed into the ICU ward after the operation. He was not out of danger at this time, and his family members were not allowed to go in. Lu Ming and the others could only watch through the thick glass outside the ward. To see him.

Lu Ming had never seen Lu Guoan like this before. He had the impression that Lu Guoan was always arrogant, sometimes selfish and domineering, but now he was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, unable to say that he couldn't move, with various connections attached to his body and hands. This kind of instrument can only judge whether he is still alive through the constantly fluctuating curve displayed on the heart rate monitor.

Lu Ming quietly walked to the window at the end to take a breath, Lu Lei slowly followed and patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, don't worry, Dad will be fine."

Lu Ming sighed, and then called Lu Zheng again, but still no one answered, Lu Ming's face looked a little bad.

Lu's mother comforted him: "Your elder brother is busy, maybe he didn't see it, but he will definitely call when he sees it."

"What is he busy with? I don't believe that no matter how busy he is, he doesn't even have time to look at his phone."

Lu Ming called one after another, and finally he didn't know how many calls he had made, and the other person connected.

"Hey?"

"Brother, why did you answer the phone? Do you know something happened to Dad?"

"Sorry, I'm a little busy today and I haven't looked at my phone in a meeting. I just saw your phone. I was about to call you when you called. By the way, how is Dad now? Which hospital is he in?"

"Pinghe Hospital. The operation has been completed, but...not out of danger yet."

"Okay, I see, I'll go now."

After about an hour, Lu Zheng came, followed by two attendants.When he approached, he saw Lu's mother sitting next to her, called "Mom", and then nodded to Lu Lei and Lu Ming as a greeting.Outsiders seem to think they are not a family.

Lu Zheng stood in front of the glass window and looked at Lu Guoan, his face remained expressionless as usual, showing neither emotion nor anger, even if he looked at you close in front of you, you didn't know what he was thinking.

At this time, Lu Zheng called again, and it was obvious that he was very busy, after he answered the call, he said a few words before hanging up, and then walked over to Lu's mother and said, "Mom, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first. "

Before Lu's mother could answer, Lu Ming stood in front of Lu Zheng and asked, "Where are you going?"

"I have something else to do."

"What's the matter with you? Dad is lying in there now, and he doesn't know if he can get through it. What's more important to you than this?"

Lu Ming's tone seemed a little irritable, but Lu Zheng was very calm. "Dad is still awake, and we can't get in. There are so many people staying here. It won't help. Let me know when Dad wakes up."

"What did you say? What did you just say? I'll notify you when Dad wakes up? What if he can't wake up?"

"That's not something you and I can control. Lu Ming, don't make trouble for no reason."

Lu Ming blocked him and refused to let him go, "I made trouble for no reason? Brother, have you forgotten that you are from the Lu family? Do you not even remember that you have a family? You only think about your business every day, Benefits, money! Do you still have family affection in your eyes?

Lu Ming pointed at Lu Guoan, "The people lying here have nothing to do with you, do they?" He looked at the two people standing behind Lu Zheng with slightly bowed heads and apologetic bodies, "Look at you, you are really big, where are you going? There are attendants, those who know you are here to visit patients, those who don’t know think you are here to arrest people.”

At this time, Lu Zheng glanced at Lu Ming and said, "How many times a year do you go home? When did Dad get high blood pressure, what medicine he took, and how he took it? Do you know all about it? What qualifications do you have to come here?" Say me?"

One sentence made Lu Ming freeze in place, and immediately lost his confidence. Lu Zheng was right, what right did he have to criticize his elder brother now.

When he looked back again, he found that Lu Zheng had gone far away. He used to think that his big brother was not very approachable, and he always had a cold face and was difficult to get along with, but he didn't expect him to be so indifferent. The relationship with Lu Zheng is not as close as that of other brothers, but since when have they been so far away, like strangers.

Lu Ming wanted Lu Lei to take his mother back to rest first, and he just needs to stay by the hospital.But Lu's mother firmly disagreed, if she didn't leave, then Lu Lei would definitely not leave them alone.So the three of them sat like this in the corridor of the hospital.

The corridors of the hospital were very quiet at night, with occasional nurses coming and going.Lu Lei tilted his head and fell asleep, Lu Ming silently covered him with a coat.

Lu Ming leaned against the wall and recalled all the things he and Lu Guoan had been through for so many years. The scene that appeared most in his memory was the scene of two people arguing, either hitting the table or smashing things.

"What are you thinking about?" Mother Lu leaned over and asked him.

"I'm thinking...my dad, I used to always quarrel with him. Mom, do you think my dad is so angry with me?"

Every time Lu Ming went back to the Lu residence, he would almost break up with Lu Guoan in the end. Gradually, he also felt that the house had no warmth, and he became more and more repulsed to go back. For him, "going home" seemed to be a difficult task. , I don't want to but I have to finish it.He longs for a warm home but is afraid of going home.

"Don't say that, your father never blamed you."

Lu Ming looked at Mother Lu and said nothing.

Lu's mother took Lu Ming's hand and held it in her own, "I know that even though it has been so many years, you still can't forget that incident in your heart, and you can't get over it. But you have to know what your father did to you There was never any malice. It was actually that child who came to your father on his own initiative. The child told him frankly that he would give him a sum of money, or else the matter of you being together would be made public. You also know that ten years ago, everyone This kind of thing is far less tolerant than it is now. You were just in high school at that time, and your words were scary. How could you afford it as a teenager? Later, your father had to agree to protect you, and that child took a fortune. The money disappeared, and we don't know where he went. But your dad didn't know how to tell you about it afterwards, and he also knew how serious you were about this relationship. In the end, he could only make up such a reason , said that he used money to drive the boy away. It was also because of this that he was so opposed to you being with the boy again. You also know that your father is sometimes a bit arbitrary. Your sadness and pain back then he It's all in his eyes, and he is also afraid that you will get hurt again."

Lu Ming has always been brooding over that incident. He thought that Lu Guoan objected to his sexual orientation because he despised him from the bottom of his heart, and that was when he and Lu Guoan only met and began to have a gap.At that time, he was in love for the first time, and he knew that he was different from others, but he still took that step bravely. Although it was an underground relationship, he cherished it very much, so he hated Lu Guoan for breaking them up so abruptly, and now he suddenly didn't even get that one. I can't remember the faces of the people who took the money and left.

"As for your elder brother...don't blame him, it's expected that he looks like this. He is the first son of you and your father, the eldest son of the Lu family, and your father's demands on him are inevitably too high. When your brother was young, he strived to be the first in everything and to be the best in everything, just to satisfy your father. In order to train him, your father sent him to a closed boarding school when he was still very young. Although your brother was unwilling on the surface, he didn't refuse. Every time I asked him if he was doing well in school, he would always say yes, and he would never say what wronged him. Gradually, he and the two of us talked less and less. There is less and less communication between them. In fact, now that I think about it, I should have discovered the child's problem from that time, so at least some of it can be recovered."

"So when he comes to you, he doesn't dare to take care of you and let you grow by yourself, but he is also afraid that you will learn bad things and go astray, and he is afraid that you will be too weak when you are locked up at home. The palm of your hand is afraid of falling off. You don’t know that your father often looks through those old photo albums alone in the study these few years. He said that he misses the time when you surrounded him when you were young and kept calling him dad. Now that you have grown up I don’t want to stay by his side anymore, so I often feel that the house is empty, maybe people will feel lonely when they get older. But he only said these words to me, he will not put down his figure to be with you Those who say these things are going to save face and suffer, duplicity, even if he wants you to spend more time with him in his heart, he will never say it to you. But whether it is your brother or you, he has never blamed you Pass you, right, old Lu?"

Lu's mother turned around and put her hands on the glass window, looking at the people inside, Lu Ming saw that her eye sockets were wet.

When Lu Zheng was sent to a closed boarding school, although the conditions and facilities were first-class, Lu Guoan forgot that what children of that age need most is the company and care of their parents. When Lu Guoan came back, he had already missed it. Lu Zheng's growth.This one miss and one mistake is a lifetime of alienation and estrangement.When he was a child, Lu Zheng may have secretly cried, was afraid, and was weak, but after all, he survived those times alone. Now Lu Zheng no longer needs those things, and his eyes are naturally cold.

Whether it is parents or children, it is the first time in their lives that everyone is crossing the river by feeling the stones, groping forward, hoping to give the best to the other party, but forgetting to ask the other party if they need it, but the premise of all this must be It's all love, and in this growing relationship, whether it's misunderstanding or friction, it's all the shape of love.