If You Are The One

It was not too late when I got home from get off work, after eight o'clock.

Chen Hejia fried a few side dishes with the ingredients he bought and ate them—his cooking skills have never been very good.A person was busy in this large and empty house, cleaning up the dishes, washing the tableware, going out to take out the garbage, and then started to tidy up the living room and room that were messed up last night.

Tan Yonghui left a coat here last night.

Chen Hejia hung up the navy blue suit jacket with one hand, but found that there seemed to be a lot of things in the pockets inside. Chen Hejia hesitated for a moment, and took out all the things inside.

Five photos, one key.

Spreading them out in front of his eyes one by one, Chen Hejia's usual indifferent expression also showed a crack. In the photo, he and Wen Yan sat in the tea restaurant and looked at each other, and they were photographed with a bit of warmth. It must be good, Chen Hejia thought to himself, and flipped through the next few photos. Without exception, they all looked at Wen Yan with a smile on their face.

I couldn't help stroking my fingers up, Chen Hejia thought to himself, did I look like this when I was facing him?

As if hit by something for a split second, he thought, seven years.

Accompany that man by myself, with the most sincere youth, for seven full years.

How long is seven years?

Enough to make a newborn little one grow up to be a first-year student who can run, dance and laugh, enough to make a young and innocent junior high school student pass the college entrance examination and enter the university campus, enough to make a young man who has just graduated with great ambitions start a family and start a career .

But when I walked over and looked back, I felt that the past was just a dream time.

Many lovers and couples have stumbled on the seven-year itch, but Chen Hejia clearly understands that between him and Wen Yan, even the seven-year itch is a luxury. Not because that person treats him badly, but because he doesn't want to pay more to a man who doesn't love him.

He is such a selfish and narrow-minded person.

Chen Hejia slowly squatted down, sat on the floor close to the edge of the bed, squeezed the photo tightly and closed his eyes.

He has always admitted that he has a bad temper, but he will pretend to be the most elegant and outstanding top student in front of that person, so what if his family is poor, he can learn those so-called aristocratic temperaments by imitating a little, so among a group of sons of the rich, I lived for seven full years under the envious eyes of others.

But in the end, it is no match for a heart that has endured for too long and been lonely for too long.

——I like you, Wen Yan.

--Um?good.

Too many endings have already been predicted by the beginning.

——Let's break up, Wen Yan.

--okay.

Look how similar it is.

From the beginning, there is no turning back, and in the end, there will be no turning back.

Chen Hejia sat for a while, and felt that it was meaningless for me to remember my youth here like an adolescent girl, so I stuffed the photos back, the keys... also stuffed them back, and hung them on the hanger as if I didn't see anything.Chen Hejia held his injured arm and thought, the past has passed, but the future is still very long.

After tidying up the messy room, Chen Hejia went to the bathroom.

The wound should not get wet, so he could barely take off his clothes and wipe his body with a wet towel. During the process, it was especially difficult to wipe his back. But after living alone for so long, Chen Hejia still cleaned up quickly, and then Next, take medicine and sleep.

All the curtains are closed and the lights are turned off.

Chen Hejia slept naked under the soft quilt, and he fell asleep very quickly in the darkness.

Since the cold worsened that morning, Chen Hejia often felt a little fever, stuffy nose, and headache, even though taking medicine didn't help, so Chen Hejia had to treat this as a routine cold in spring and let it develop on its own, maybe just sleep How about it?

But today in the middle of the night he was woken up by the heat.

There seemed to be a fire burning on his body, followed by difficulty in breathing. Chen Hejia tossed and turned, but found that he seemed to be crushed and unable to move, "Hmm..." He frowned, pursed his lips and refused.

"Baby..."

The hot breath sprayed on the neck, and the man's deep and sweet voice sounded in the dark night.

"doing what?"

Chen Hejia fell into a drowsy sleep, and looked at people with her beautiful eyes half closed, "Are you back?"

After saying this sentence habitually, the hands that were constantly making trouble on his body suddenly stopped.

"...Well, I'm back."

After finishing speaking, the man pestered him to kiss his lips, his teeth were slightly opened, and the overwhelming smell of alcohol poured into his mouth at that moment.

"Uh-huh!"

Forced to endure the plunder, Chen Hejia's body couldn't help but half arched.

The strong smell, accompanied by the domineering yet gentle movements of the men, made Chen Hejia completely out of sleep, especially the pain at the moment of being bitten on the neck. Chen Hejia gasped and looked at the ceiling. The recovery of his senses made him conscious Gradually, it became clear, so Chen Hejia remembered in the fire that was about to be burned, Tan Yonghui had returned from bingo.

Sniffing, Chen Hejia frowned at the messy smell of perfume on the man's body.

"Honey, I miss you."

When he was entangled, he heard Tan Yonghui's ravings, Chen Hejia couldn't help but his eyes darkened, how much did he drink?Who do you think you are again?

"Tan—"

Just as he was about to speak, his lifeline was pinched. Chen Hejia bit his lips and did not make a sound. Tan Yonghui smiled in his ear: "Scream, I want to hear you scream."

The voice was so beautiful that he finally sank.

After an extremely intense love/event, Chen Hejia was paralyzed on the bed and could not move. During the process, Chen Hejia knew that his wound was torn again, but Tan Yonghui, who was too drunk, did not notice the bandage on his hand. But now, after being satisfied, Tan Yonghui had already fallen asleep beside him.

The heat came continuously from his side, Chen Hejia opened his eyes to see the cold moonlight leaking in from the gap in the curtains.

He still remembered the first time, a long time ago, when Tan Yonghui came to him at three o'clock in the morning with such a strong nightclub smell, how much he cried.

How painful was it at that time?

He doesn't remember.

I just remember that I was crying innocently on the bed, shouting over and over again, don't treat me like this, it hurts, if you continue to do this, I will hate you forever, forever.

But the man on his body became more and more excited, and even said, then hate, you don't love me anyway.

So his first time was taken away in an almost cruel and tyrannical mode.

It was also at that time that he realized how narrow the world he so-called saw through, and how vulnerable his heart that he had thought to be strong was. From then on, he never cried out for pain, and he couldn't cry out for pain without pity. What that person is bound to get will finally fall into his pocket.

No matter whether things are good or bad, whether the temperature is cold or hot, whether the ending is crying or laughing, if he wants to get it, he must get it.

So why resist?

Chen Hejia turned his head to look at Tan Yonghui's face by the moonlight. He stretched out his hand and measured the distance between himself and him. It was only a dozen centimeters, but even after eight years of walking, he couldn't get past it.

The next day Chen Hejia woke up very early.

He had no energy last night, but now he can still clean himself up in the bathroom, and even tore off the messy bandages from last night. The terrifying looking flesh and blood were ripped open in the fine needlework, It was even scarier than when it was just scratched before, but Chen Hejia didn't care too much. After cleaning his body, he found a bandage at home and tied it casually before going out.

This time I went to a small clinic.

The doctor inside was a bit old, and kept asking him about the wound, and blamed him for saying that young people nowadays don't take their bodies seriously, so they were very ruthless when re-sewing, and Chen Hejia's face turned pale. It was a piece of paper, and the old doctor looked at him and said cheerfully: "Oh, it's okay if you didn't make a sound, young man."

Chen Hejia let go of her clenched lips, and smiled slightly at the corner of her mouth.

It was only 07:30 when we returned to the company, and the company was still deserted. Chen Hejia went straight back to his office. He left work so early last night to relax his tense nerves, but left a lot of documents that needed to be processed, so Chen Hejia quickly buried himself in a large pile of documents and tapped on the computer.

When the secretary who came to work on time at eight o'clock saw him, he didn't seem surprised, and just greeted him with a smile, "Morning, Special Assistant Chen."

"morning."

The blue gray under Chen Hejia's eyes made him look very haggard. The secretary was stunned for a moment, but he didn't say much. Chen Hejia has always been a rigorous and dedicated image in the company, and he often works overtime. It was only by Tan Yonghui's side that he worked so hard, otherwise, with Tan Yonghui's playful temperament, how could Chen Hejia stay for eight years?So if you get some, you should pay some.

The secretary pouted, thinking that it was not his turn to worry about Chen Tezhu's health.

But it's true that Chen Hejia was not feeling well this morning.

Even if he devoted himself wholeheartedly to his work, he couldn't relieve the pain in his abdomen and the drowsiness caused by dizziness, especially at this time, his stomach was also faintly clamoring for hunger. Finally, I couldn't resist opening a private drawer.

Enteritis, stomach troubles, headaches, medicines to relieve such discomforts are placed in different categories, including the tube of ointment that Tan Yonghui brought yesterday.

Chen Hejia froze for a moment, pushed the tube of medicine to the innermost position, and then took out one box of medicine to catch hot water.

But he didn't expect that he had just connected the scalding hot water, and when he turned around, he saw Tan Yonghui's unattractive expression. He was frightened, and the hot water spilled on his hands made him let out a low cry.

Tan Yonghui's face became even uglier.

When did he come?

Chen Hejia frowned slightly, but the person opposite had already opened his mouth slowly:

"Yu Sheng came to the company to make trouble yesterday?"

The author has something to say: I have to explain a part of it, not QJ.Let me just give a spoiler, at that time Chen Hejia liked Tan Yonghui.