Waste peach

"Don't go...don't go..."

"Silent Fang!!"

I woke up from the dream and sat up from the bed at once. It was not yet dawn outside, only a lamp was left on the table in the distance. I touched my heart that was still beating fiercely, and stumbled out of bed.

When I opened the door, there was a gust of cool wind, which almost blew out my lamp. I hurriedly protected it with my hands, and walked sideways carefully through the corridor.

My movements were very light, so I shouldn't have woken up. I looked back at the empty courtyard, took a long breath, pushed open the door in front of me and walked in. Looking at everything I was familiar with, I relaxed.

I put the lamp in my hand on the table beside me, and the futons on the ground were still in a mess. I scratched my head and felt a little embarrassed, as if I didn’t put it away when I left in the afternoon, so I ran over shyly. He squatted down hastily and put it neatly, muttering to himself.

"I'm very good. It rained suddenly in the afternoon. I was afraid that the little peach tree would be bent by the rain, so I hurried to hold an umbrella for him! That's why I didn't pack it up!"

"Ugh."

I sighed and looked at the long-burning lamp not far away. The light was dim and swayed slightly in the breeze, and my heart slowly calmed down.

"The little peach tree didn't germinate today, you're so slow, is it because I didn't water enough?"

"But hey, if you water it again, you will be drowned... I obediently copy the Buddhist scriptures for you every day. Those words are so difficult, but I have copied them a hundred times. Why don't you come back? I am very sad I miss you so much, can you hurry up, I can't sleep at night..."

I pursed my lips to hold back my tears, lowered my head and cut off the wick of the long-burning lamp, and the dim light suddenly became brighter. It has been more than three months, and the small peach tree has taken root and has not sprouted until now. I am anxious to death me.

I fumbled here and there for a long time, I stayed here every day, so the room was a bit messy, I put all the messy things in shame, so that if he came back, he would definitely praise me.

I yawned, feeling a little sleepy, so I rubbed my eyes, and crawled onto the soft couch beside me in a daze, wrapped the extremely ugly robe I made for Ji Ya tightly around my body, and fainted Drowsy and fell asleep again.

Before falling asleep, as usual, I secretly made two wishes in my heart, one was that the little peach tree would sprout tomorrow, and the other was that I could see Silent Tooth as soon as I opened my eyes.

I was awakened by a knock on the door. When I woke up, my heart skipped a beat. For some reason, I thought it was my Silent Tooth, so I hurried to the bed and opened the door without even wearing shoes. When I opened the door, I saw Hey stood outside the door with a tray.

"Why are you running here again, and you don't wear shoes."

"What are you doing with a sad face? Seeing me so unhappy?"

He looked at me with a frown and told me to stand still. I oh and waited obediently for the training.

Hey, everything is fine, but he can chatter too much.

"I don't want to eat at night, I can't sleep well, and I can change rooms after sleeping halfway. This is the first time. And why didn't you hold an umbrella in your hand when it rained yesterday?"

He knelt down to let me lift my feet, and lowered his head to put on my shoes.

I scratched my head and told him with some embarrassment that I forgot.

He immediately got excited, glared at me and said why didn't he forget to support the little peach tree, I shrugged and decided not to argue with him, it's better to apologize obediently.

After all, as soon as I admit my mistakes, he won't say anything about me.

As for why I didn't hold an umbrella for myself, I really forgot. I just thought that the rain was so heavy and the wind was blowing. If I didn't go there, the small tree would definitely be crushed.

That's my Silent Tooth, how could I hurt him.

Hey, I made porridge, but I couldn’t eat it after two mouthfuls. I asked him in a low voice if he could stop eating. Hey, he said no, he had to eat half of it. With porridge, trying to overwhelm my stomach I ate it.

It's a pity that I underestimated myself. I just vomited it all up after I took a bite. My face was dirty when I vomited, so he wiped my face with a handkerchief.His face was gloomy, and I was a little scared, so I pulled the corner of his clothes to apologize to him.

I told him that I didn't skip meals on purpose, nor did I want to vomit on purpose. If I could hold it back, I would definitely not vomit, at least not in front of him.

But his complexion didn't improve at all. He asked me why I couldn't eat and why I didn't sleep well.

I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, and turned into a peach again.I felt that my tears were like a flood, and I couldn't wipe them clean, and I felt a little embarrassed.

"Hey, when will Silent Fang come back?"

"The little peach tree hasn't sprouted all the time, I miss him so much, can you let him hurry up."

I never thought that I could survive, he saved me, but he refused to say how he saved me, I know I owe him a huge favor, I can no longer fiddle with this life, but I ...I really want to find Silent Tooth and Little Taozi.

I can't stay any longer, there is no Little Taozi, no Jiya in this world, Zixiao is dead, and my revenge has been avenged, I have nothing to miss.I often think that my soul is still there, if I die, can I be with them.

I was in a trance for a few days, and all I could think about was this matter. I felt that they were waiting for me, and they must be waiting to be reunited with me.

If I'm late, will Ji Ya and Xiao Taozi blame me?

But when I was found out, his face was horrifying. I even thought he would jump over and strangle me to death in the next second, but he slapped himself.

I cried and apologized to him, and I told him that I was really in pain and I missed them so much.There seemed to be a big hole in my heart, and I couldn't fill it no matter what, the emptiness scared me.I can't sleep every day and every night, my body hurts everywhere, the pain makes me go crazy.

I really want to work hard to live, but it's too difficult. I feel tired every second I breathe, as tired as I can't breathe.I miss Ji Ya so much, I want to find him, I want to be with Ji Ya.

He asked me in a hoarse voice if I forgive Silent Tooth. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. We all did wrong things and were punished. I once said that I would never love him again. If I did it again, I would definitely Will stay away from him, but... But I never really let go of it in my heart.

I still have him in my heart, and I still... love him.

I told Hey, as long as he doesn't lie to me again, I will forgive him.

Hey looked at me with red eyes, he said I can't die because Silent Fang is still there.

He led me to a small peach tree that had just been planted. He said that Ji Ya’s body and soul were not completely scattered. He put a ray of soul in this small peach tree. When the small peach tree sprouted, Ji Ya would come back. .

I looked at him stupidly, as if I didn't understand what he was saying.Hey touched my head and said to me, it is true.

Hey is a very powerful person, he can save me, and naturally he can also save Silence Tooth.

So I watered the little peach tree very carefully every day, and I also got a long light, saying that it was used to attract the soul of Ji Ya, so that the soul of Ji Ya can gather quickly, and he can come back as soon as possible.

Because it is an ever-burning lamp for Silent Tooth, all his previous things are placed here, so I will come here when I can't sleep.

I think I'm a bit pushy, I should be content with him saving Ji Ya, but I shamelessly asked him if my little Taozi can come back.

Hey, I was silent, so I knew it shouldn't work, but I'm still very grateful to him, he helped me a lot, and I can't expect more.

But the little peach tree hasn't germinated for three months, and I start to panic, is Silent Tooth really still there?Will he really come back?

A bad peach like me, why can I get the favor of God, and get the chance to start over again and again, do I really deserve it?

I asked, is there really the soul of Silent Fang in that little peach tree?When will he come back.Hey looked at me very seriously, he said yes, he brought me to the small peach tree and let me touch his branches.

I didn't know what he was going to do, I just stretched out my hand in a daze, and the twig moved!

"Silent Tooth?!"

Is it Silent Tooth?Is it really him! !

He is really in this peach tree, if the little peach tree sprouts, Silent Tooth can really come alive.

I hugged the little peach tree and cried and laughed. I called Ji Ya, and he moved. I held that delicate branch and cried so hard that my voice was almost hoarse. I was so afraid that I was about to give up. I thought it was just a coaxing Me, but it's true.

He is my Silent Fang, he is Silent Fang.I turned around and talked to Hey incoherently, Hey smiled at me, but I didn't find that smile a little weak.

I was just ecstatic that my Silent Tooth was really alive, and as long as I waited patiently, he would come back to me.