Waste peach

Fengzhi only said that Zixiao would go to Lingdu River once a year, but I don't know when, I went to Lingdu River several times to look for him, but I didn't see any trace of him.

That day I panicked and left with the people from the Feng Clan. My friends already guessed that I remembered the past, but they didn’t come to ask me because they were afraid that I would be sad. They only told me that if they want to use them, they must tell them.

In my heart, I really wanted to cry, hug them and complain, and tell them how painful I was, but I was afraid they would worry, so I held back.

But Xishen came to me and asked me if Fengzhi had something to do with my death.

Xishen knows my little Taozi, and has seen Fengzhi once in the sky. He said that the miscellaneous-haired bird does not look like a good person, and she has not appeared in front of people for 500 years after my death. He looked at my anxious look that day, and said that she must have had a hand in my death.

I feel very uncomfortable, Xi Shen has only met her once, and I can see that she is not easy to get along with, but I treat her as a friend like a fool, really stupid and stupid.

I asked Xishen how much they knew about what happened at that time. Xishen scratched his head and said that there was not much. He only knew that a demon clan died at the wedding between Ji Ya and Zi Xiao. But all the spiritual power returned, and they knew that I was gone.

I think it should be the night when I killed Zi Xiao, that the real body and soul will be destroyed, and the spiritual power will return to the patriarch.

The patriarch took people to Yuanyu Palace to ask for an explanation, but Ji Ya disappeared. They searched for a long time, but they couldn't find him.Until three years ago, Chongyu took me back to Xixi.

They didn't know that Silent Ya killed me, otherwise they wouldn't have regarded Chongyu as a savior and let him live in Xixi.Xi Shen asked me what happened at that time, whether Ji Ya married someone else, I couldn't think about it for a while, so...

I kicked him when I heard his words, I wanted to find a reason to prevaricate, but I, Suining, is a straightforward and good peach, and Ji Ya married someone else, so I don't want him anymore, why would I want to seek death.

But I couldn't think of any good reason for a while, I can't let them know that not only Ji Ya killed me, but also Zi Xiao and Feng Zhi were not innocent.

But I don't want them to worry, and I don't want them to be involved. After all, this is only my business. I just hope that everyone who loves me is safe.

My own revenge, I will avenge myself.

I knew that I couldn't beat Zixiao now, so I went to the forbidden area in the back mountain without telling my friends, where the forbidden books collected by the clan for thousands of years were stored. Now that my cultivation base is much higher, naturally there is no way to stop me.

I learned the chaos of the forbidden technique, just to improve my cultivation as soon as possible, and I don't care about any messy backlash. After half a month, I only feel that my temper is a little more irritable and irritable than before, and there is no difference in other things.

I know that in just half a month, I will not be Zixiao's opponent, but I still went to Lingdu River again, wanting to try my luck.

In the past 500 years, Lingdu River has not changed much. I sat behind a cliff and waited for a day, but I did not see Zixiao.Just when he was about to leave, he saw a person approaching from afar.

The man staggered, as if he had been seriously injured, and kept clutching his heart. I didn't recognize who he was until he got closer.

I lowered my head and touched my chest in a daze, the heartbeat there was suddenly intense for some reason, it seemed as if it would jump out of it.

"Aning..."

When I was in a daze, I suddenly heard him call my name. I thought he had discovered me, and turned around in a hurry, but accidentally stepped on the broken leaves under the ground, making a clicking sound.

Fortunately, he didn't notice it, and I breathed a sigh of relief for no reason. He stood in front of the Lingdu River and didn't know what he was thinking. Beside him, he was calling me, his voice sobbing and mournful, as if he was crying.

I don’t know if I used his heart, but there was a faint pain in my heart. I bit my lips and told myself that it was all his fault. little peaches.

I won't have a future with him, and naturally it's best not to see him again.

I wanted to turn around and leave, but I heard a loud noise behind me.

Ji Ya didn't know why he fell to the ground suddenly, I hesitated for a long time, seeing that he didn't stand up, I still gritted my teeth and walked in front of him, trying to help him up.

I told myself that even if it were any other person, I would not refuse to save him. He is no different from anyone else now. If he really died in front of me, I would definitely feel bad when I think about it in the future.

But as soon as I squatted down, I regretted it. How could I save him? I would be fine if I didn’t kill him. he.

"A-Ning, A-Ning, don't go..."

He held onto the skirt of his clothes tightly with his hands and kept murmuring my name. He didn't wake up after I called for a long time, so I had to push him with my hands.

But as soon as the hand touched his body, I felt a terrifying scorching heat. I thought I made a mistake. This...why does this look like fire?

But there was no flame on him, and I stretched out my hand again with a look of doubt, but before I touched him, he pushed me away fiercely.

His clothes had been undone, revealing the hideous scar on his chest. I saw his flesh turned out, bloody and bloody, and I couldn't help but tighten my throat.

I don't know what he's thinking, the wound is still the same as that day, he didn't take care of it, even at the edge, I seem to see carrion.

Seeing me fall to the ground, he hurriedly gathered his clothes and wanted to help me, but he didn't dare to stretch out his hand, so he stood aside and called me cautiously.

I didn't notice that he opened his eyes for a while, and pushed me to the ground. When I looked up and saw his panicked eyes, I felt even more stupid.

Whether he is dead or alive has nothing to do with me.

As a result, before I could speak, he lowered his head, not daring to look at me, struggling to back away.

"Ah...Ah Ning, I, I didn't follow you."

Since my birthday last time, he hasn't shown up again, and today's visit to Lingduhe was only on my spur of the moment. I naturally knew that he didn't mean to follow me, but I was a little annoyed.

I should have turned away as soon as I saw him, and even now, I shouldn't have listened to him go on.

But when he saw that I was about to leave, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to stop me, and I felt even more restless, glaring at him and telling him to get lost.

"Go away!"

"I didn't know you would be here...A-Ning, don't hate me." He lowered his head and didn't look at me, hurriedly stuffed the things in his hands into his arms, turned around and was about to leave, "I, I'm leaving now. "

I saw what he was holding in his hand.

It's a star pen.

He said before that the Xingchen Pen can open the passage to the Demon Realm at Lingdu River. Zi Xiao has already become a demon, so naturally he stays in the Demon Realm. I can’t wait for him in Lingdu River now, so maybe I can take the Xingchen Pen and go to the Demon Realm to find him.

But wasn't this sum given to Zixiao by him?

"and many more."

I don't care whether he wants to leave or stay, and I don't think about why this pen suddenly appeared on him again, but I want to find Zixiao by relying on it, and I want to get this pen.

Seeing me calling him to stop, Ji Ya turned around and looked at me in surprise, and asked me what was wrong in panic.

But I don't know what to do, I can't just grab it with my hands, I still ask him for it.

Seeing my hesitation, he carefully asked me what I wanted.

I was a little annoyed, he knew me after all, he saw through my thoughts at a glance, I didn't want to talk to him anymore, I thought in my heart that I would leave as soon as I finished taking the pen.

But he refused to give it to me.

I sneered and asked him if he was reluctant, after all, it was also a token of love between him and Zi Xiao.

He said no with a nervous face, but stumbled and couldn't tell the reason. I think I shouldn't struggle with how to get the pen in the first place. I'm not a good peach anyway, and the bad things I do are worse than this. .

I simply snatched it from his hand, but as soon as the pen was in my hand, I felt a burst of heat. The next second, another me suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

……

"Does it look good?"

"It's beautiful! The stars are beautiful, Lingdu River is beautiful, Little Taozi is beautiful, and so are you!"

I saw another person I smiled and kissed Ji Ya in the picture, and I felt an unknown fire rising from my heart. This was when he and I were looking at the stars at Lingdu River. The fabricated lies, I am just an experiment to see if Zixiao will like it.

"Ah Ning, give it back to me..." Ji Ya begged me softly from the side.

"Why should I return it to you? Didn't you give this money to Zi Xiao?"

"Why, you are reluctant to part with both, so you take this pen to store my memory?"

Why should I tell him this!Am I out of my mind?I don't care who he loves, who he thinks about, and what it has to do with me. I feel that I am a bit abnormal today, and I even think it's all because of the beating heart under my chest. Otherwise, how could I become like this.

"I only love you!" He hurriedly pulled me back, his tone urgent, "A-Ning, I only love you."

"No need." I stared into his eyes and said word by word, the restless heart in my chest finally calmed down.

Between us, it is disgusting to say this word again.

"Your love is too cheap. You loved him yesterday and you love me today, but it has nothing to do with me."

His eyes dimmed when he heard my words, but I didn't want to care about him anymore. Since the pen is already in my hands, I will find a chance to go to the Demon Realm to find Zixiao later.

"A-Ning, I only have you."

"I-I've never had anyone else."

What he said had no beginning and no end, but I knew in my heart that he was talking about not going back to Xiaoyuan Hall that night.

I knew clearly that this had nothing to do with me, but I couldn't suppress my anger, and even my body felt trembling.

"A Ning?"

What did you tell me to do, why did you appear in front of me again, why did you tell me these things.

Why don't you die, I love you so much, but you lied to me, you even killed Xiao Taozi, why don't you die!

You all deserve to die, you and Zi Xiao deserve to die!

My mind was so messed up that my head seemed about to explode, I just felt a sudden blushing in front of my eyes, and there was a voice echoing in my mind, kill him, kill him!

Why don't you kill him, you just can't bear it, he gave you his heart, do you want to forgive him?

No!I don't!

Then you see why Xingchen Pen is so angry, isn't it because he gave the pen to Zixiao, don't deny it, you still have him in your heart.

Shut up...I didn't!

Xiao Taozi's death is nothing to you at all, he is just a spirit pearl, you just use him as an excuse to make Ji Ya atone for your sin.

I do not have! !

"A Ning!"

It seems that there is a tyrannical force rampaging in my body, the pain is so painful that I would rather die, who is talking, who is calling me.

"It hurts..."

"A-Ning! Where does it hurt?! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"

"It hurts."

It's so painful that I'm about to die, why does it hurt so much?

Consciousness is muddled, but a large amount of spiritual power is constantly being sent in from my body. I know it's Silent Fang, but I don't want to wake up, as if the weak and deceitful self in the depths of my soul has emerged again , looking for the warmth he gave, hoping for a moment of peace.

But...but.

He killed me, and also killed Xiao Taozi with Zi Xiao.

……

I half-opened my eyes, pulled his sleeve and told him that I was in pain, he looked at me nervously, took my hand and asked me where the pain was, but I stared at his lower abdomen like a demon, he Is there... is there something missing?

"Um……"

He snorted, but he didn't lower his head to control himself. I looked at the knife stuck in his belly, and I felt my eyes were tearing apart, and my hands were shaking violently. It's me...it's me!

"Don't be afraid, it won't hurt..."

Seeing my dull expression, he touched my face, smiled weakly at me, and came to comfort me first in a low voice, why...why didn't he escape.

He fell down, I just felt that my eyes were dazzled, as if my consciousness was slowly drifting away from me, I stretched out my hand to him, but I touched balls of blood, it was too hot...even hot My heart hurts a little.

The messy voice in my heart finally stopped, I smiled, look, I don't love him.

He's been lying to me all along, and I don't want to be fooled by him.

I just...don't love him.