Waste peach

The heart is hard to find because of the harsh conditions. First, the person must be neither human, nor ghost, nor immortal, nor demon. Second, he must be taken out when he is awake. My whole family has searched for many years and there is no news. At one point, there are not many that match.

So after I found out about this, I lived my day as if it was my last, but I couldn't help but feel a little guilty. After all, the patriarch and Chongyu spent so much effort to save me, but they had to lose their wife and lose their soldiers.

When Chongyu said he had found it, I was a little skeptical, whether such a person really existed, or...

Cutting one's heart open is not only painful, but also means death, not to mention giving one's heart to a stranger.But Chongyu said that the one who gave my heart was a loose fairy who had been in a demon. He wandered in this world for thousands of years with neither human nor ghost, and was abandoned by all walks of life. Chongyu.

Chongyu even took him to Xixi. He was a middle-aged man who was not shabby and not confused. I asked him if he really wanted to change. After all, death is death, and there is no turning back.

He nodded and said that his life was too boring, and the three worlds regarded him as a shoe, so it would be better to seek a good luck, reincarnate and regain his own freedom.

The heart-changing day was fixed on Mid-Autumn Festival. Chongyu found a cave very close to Xixi. The patriarch asked him nervously if he could stay by. I felt a little strange in my heart, but I didn't say anything, so the patriarch could only wait for me in Xixi worriedly.

I was very uncomfortable lying on that jade bed, but it didn't take long before I fell asleep without knowing it.

But not quite right.

The nails in the palm of my hand were embedded in the flesh, and my tongue hurt from being bitten. I heard a muffled groan nearby, and finally woke up from the confinement.

……

The surroundings were completely silent, and Chongyu was not nearby. I sat up and held my chest, only to see the man pull out the knife from his heart in a panic, hide it behind him, and look at me uneasily.

"Ah, Aning..."

I stared at his gouged chest, and the folded robe beside him, and chuckled lightly.

I knew that there is no kind-hearted person in this world who would cut open the belly of others and take out his own heart alive.

It turned out to be him, why is it him again.

I grabbed the outer shirt on the side and draped it on my body indiscriminately, and I was about to leave without even looking at him.

When I walked past him, someone grabbed my wrist tightly. I just felt a burst of anger rising from my heart. I didn’t understand why he still haunted me even though I had already given in repeatedly. , the two lives of me and Xiao Taozi, isn't it enough for him to ruin it?

I was so angry that I was trembling all over, I couldn't even remember to use spells, so I just kicked him aside and shouted to him: "Get out!"

I really don't want to have anything to do with him, let alone use his heart.

"A Ning, A Ning!"

"The spell has been cast, you will die if you don't change it."

"Then let me die." I walked towards the exit without looking back, but was stopped by a barrier.

I struck out with one palm, but the barrier didn't move at all. I turned my head angrily and shouted at him: "Untie!"

"A-Ning, I know I was wrong. After changing my mind, I, I will stay far away from you and never bother you again."

"I don't want it." I almost laughed at his words, why should I use his heart.

I turned around and walked in front of him, knelt down and looked at him, pressed my hand hard on his heart, heard his painful muffled sound, and asked him with a smile: "Do you think I will give you a chance to redeem your sins? "

"Do you think that I will feel distressed seeing you like this?" I am really strange. I want to live again, I just want to be my little fairy on Xixi Mountain, and I don't want to provoke anyone again. Why doesn't he let me go? .

He should be in pain, but I didn't feel anything in my heart. I touched his sweaty face and whispered in his ear.

"I don't want your heart."

"Because it's dirty."

The cave was eerily quiet. He was lying on the ground dripping with blood, but I didn't even have the desire to take a look.

After a while I heard him ask me in a hoarse voice, "Don't you hate me?"

I stood up straight and put on my clothes. The patriarch should still be waiting for me outside at this time. I can't reveal my secrets. I feel a little ironic when I hear his words.

"you are not worth it."

I stared at his bloodshot eyes and told him very seriously.

"Silent tooth, I don't love you.

So no matter what you do, how much you pay for me, and how you want to atone, it has nothing to do with me. It is your own business, and it is your own choice.

Whether you are alive or dead, happy or miserable, I don't want to know, and you don't want me to know.

Ji Ya, I don't love you anymore. "

I think I talked a little too much with him, maybe because the cave is a little too dark.

His chest heaved and coughed continuously, and the blood in his chest seemed to flow endlessly, staining everywhere.

I didn't want to look at him anymore, I just told him to quickly open the barrier, but he struggled to get up from the ground, and staggered to me, with a smile and tears on his bloodstained face.

"I lied to you, I used your body to raise the Lingzhu, and I killed Xiao Taozi, Aning, don't you hate me?"

How dare he mention it, how can he have the face to mention it.

My little Taozi... My heart hurts so much that I almost bleed, I grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and Jiya lowered his head and asked me.

"A-Ning, don't you hate me?"

How can you not hate, how can you not hate.

It hurts so much, how can I not hate it.

A pair of rough big hands caressed my face, the tears on my face were gently wiped away, and Ji Ya's voice choked up.

"Don't cry, don't cry. Tell me, how can you let a person who hurt you so much live in this world, how can he be so relaxed, Aning, you have to be bad."

"Ah Ning, you don't love me. What kind of punishment is this? You have suffered so much and suffered so many injuries. You have to get it back from me a thousand times and a hundred times."

"This is not atonement, Aning, this is what you deserve."

The clenched palm was violently opened, and a hard dagger was stuffed into the palm of the hand.

"Ah Ning, I have taught you too little, be good, I will add another one today."

"People like me...Ah Ning, if you want him to live, you can't die."

The hand was held in his palm, and the dagger stabbed fiercely along the previous knife mark.

Hearing the sound of the sharp blade melting through flesh, my scalp became numb, and I trembled as I was about to step back, but my whole body was constantly tightened by Silent Fang, and the dagger took another step into his chest.

"...No, you can't back down, Aning, have you softened your heart yet?"

No, no.He lied to me and even killed my little Taozi. I told myself that he deserved it all, but... But, his blood was too hot, and I was a little scared.

"Have you softened, Aning!" I raised my head in a daze, he approached me and questioned me, he said he killed Xiao Taozi, he asked me if my heart softened and I couldn't do anything, maybe I still have him in my heart.

no! !no!

Why do you look at me like this, do you think I still miss you, do you think I still love you?

"Do you think I dare not! Do you think I'm reluctant!"

My eyes were blurry, I yelled at him, and the dagger stabbed hard into his chest again.

"I do not love you."

I raised my head and smiled at him, the dagger was pulled out, and stabbed again in the blink of an eye, the splashed blood may have covered my eyes, because there was only scarlet in front of my eyes, the dagger was tossed in his flesh and blood, but I could only Say this sentence.

"Ji Ya, I don't love you."

"I do not love you!"

He snorted, stroking my hair and looking at me tenderly.

"Yes... good boy, that's right."

A hot heart was pulled out, it was so hot, I was even a little scared, I trembled and wanted to throw it away, but his hand was firmly grasped.

"It's okay, it's okay, be good, don't be afraid."

I knelt on the ground hesitantly, and let him send that heart into my body. The empty space in my heart was filled with things. I touched my chest in a daze, where it was beating sonorously and powerfully. It was... his heart .

"Change, change it."

His hand covered mine, and I looked down at him. There was a big hole in his chest, and blood was gushing out. I pushed him away and stood up in a panic. Was it... I did it.

"Okay, okay, you should go..."

I stared blankly at Ji Ya lying in a pool of blood, the barrier at the entrance of the cave had been opened, Chongyu heard the movement and rushed over.

"Ah Ning, Ji Ya is not a good person, in the future..."

I bumped away from Chongyu and ran out in a panic, not listening to what he had to say.

I will not have a future with him.