Waste peach

It was a very accidental thing that I knew Silent Tooth.

I did something wrong that day, and the patriarch fined me not to play with my friends for three days, and told them not to come to me.

I'm also very angry, I just came up with an idea, but didn't do anything, why only punish me and not others.

Xi Shen sneaked up to me and told me that because there were too many people, "the law does not punish the crowd".

So I blamed Tao, and I beat him down with a tree branch angrily. He laughed and ran away. I was actually very envious, and I also wanted to become a human being, so that I wouldn’t have to stay on the mountain alone every night.

Silent Fang suddenly appeared at this time.

The bloody one rolled to the side of my small tree branch without any movement. I poked him with the branches and leaves curiously, and he even let out a muffled grunt and opened his eyes.

He is so good-looking... So I couldn't hold back, and gave him some fairy water.

He just took one look at me and passed out again, and I couldn't become a human being, so I had to take my leaves and give him the celestial water.He drank several drops of me and didn't wake up. I was so distressed that I didn't even want to drink so much at once.

Thinking about it, feed him another drop, and leave him alone if he doesn't wake up!

As a result, he was fed drop by drop, and the whole bottle was poured down, before he opened his eyes again.

When he woke up, someone talked to me.Excitedly, I asked who he was, and told him that he drank a lot of fairy water from me.

He saw at a glance that I was a useless peach that hadn't been transformed in 500 years, and said he wanted to thank me, and asked me what my wish was.

How would I know who he was, so I told him casually, I am afraid of the dark, if I could become a human, I wouldn't have to stay outside every night.Because of the thundering weather, Tao was really scared. The patriarch is getting old, and I don't want him to climb up and down to hold an umbrella for me every time.

Who would have thought that he would actually turn me into a human!I looked at him excitedly, only to find that he passed out again, and he was very cold.

I was afraid that he would freeze to death, so I kindly hugged him and warmed him up, but before I warmed him much, I fell asleep in a daze.When I woke up again, it was because it was too hot, and it seemed that someone had bitten my neck.

I rubbed my eyes and opened them. Before I could speak, I was kissed by him.

He was very nice to me during those three days, but unfortunately I had just become a human being, so I couldn't last long, often before he got interested, I would suddenly turn into a little peach tree again.

He will force me to speak at this time, and I can say whatever I want.

He recovered from his injuries, so he said he was going to leave, and said he would come to me after a while.

After that, I did come twice, but after that, I couldn't see him anymore.

until…

Until... until what, my head suddenly hurt so much, I couldn't think of anything, I couldn't help crying.

Little peach!

... But, but who is Little Taozi?

"Silence Tooth, let's go back."

I saw Ji Ya standing with a person, and without even thinking about it, I threw myself into his arms to complain, and the moment I stretched out my hand, it went straight through his body.

what happened……

I wanted to pull his hand to call him, but it passed through his palm again and again.

I felt a wave of coldness in my body, it was the person who was talking to him, passing through my body.

I... Am I dead?

I stared blankly at that person snuggling into Ji Ya's arms, why didn't Ji Ya push him away...

"I am the one who married you, Ji Ya, don't you like me?"

no!He likes me!

This man is talking nonsense, Ji Ya, why don't you push him away, I shouted Ji Ya's name with all my strength, trying to make him notice me.

But Ji Ya didn't even look at me, I only heard his hesitant voice.

"Yes... I like you, Zixiao."

……

Zixiao...?

Why is this name so familiar? Where have I heard it?

A bone-piercing pain hit my heart, and chaotic memories flooded into my mind like pieces of paper. I covered my head and fell to the ground.

Little Taozi, Zixiao...Lingzhu.

It's him...he ate the little peach, my little peach!

give me back!Give me back my little peach!

I'm going to kill him.

But when my palms passed through their bodies again, I finally remembered that I was really dead, so, what about my little Taozi?

"Idiot."

As if I heard someone calling me, I turned my head in a daze, and a kind-hearted old man was looking at me.

"Your inner alchemy has been damaged, and your soul has been dispersed. From now on, you will turn into a moon in the water and a flower in the mist."

"There is no you in this world, but you are everywhere in this world."

I don't understand what he's talking about, I, I only care about one thing.

I looked down at my empty palm, and muttered to myself: "Then... what about my little Taozi?" I raised my head suddenly, and asked him with a glimmer of hope: "I gave him the inner alchemy, he Did it survive?"

"Everything in the world has its own creation."

"Not to be said."

"Okay, you should go."

My consciousness is muddled, as if everything is moving away from me, Xiao Taozi, Ji Ya, and Zi Xiao... Maybe everything has nothing to do with me.

My little Taozi, if you can survive, no matter if you are a spirit bead, or if you have a chance to become an adult, I just hope that you will be safe and that you will not be sad for the rest of your life.

The patriarch taught me that there are three major sufferings in life, meeting with resentment and hatred, parting from love, and not being able to get what you want... He said that it is not good to be a human being, and I am not as happy as a little peach tree.I didn't understand it back then, and I only wanted to become a human being. Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid.

The most bitter thing in this world is people, and the hardest thing to guess is people's hearts.

I was trapped next to Silent Tooth, I tried countless methods, but there was no way to leave, and there was no way for him to perceive me.

I don't have any expectations for him, I just want to ask him if my little Taozi is okay.

"A Ning!"

I curled up next to his bed, awakened by his cries, walked cautiously to his side, and looked down at him.

They were married, but for some reason, Zixiao didn't live in Xiaoyuan Palace, and didn't even move to Yuanyu Palace.

"A-Ning...don't go..."

I stretched out my hand to touch the corner of his eyes, is that tears?

Why are you crying? Haven't you already fulfilled your wish to be with him? Why do you still have to act like this.

He sat up in shock, and I stepped back quickly, only to see him clutching his forehead, as if he had come to his senses, smiling and removing the pile of quilts.

"A-Ning, why are you sleeping aside again—"

When the quilt was uncovered, it was empty. Naturally, there should be no one, after all, I was already dead.

I bit my lip and looked at him, his face slowly turned livid, he clenched his fists and stopped talking.

The Xiaoyuan Palace is empty, even the little fairies who usually serve are absent, Ji Ya doesn't know why, but I don't want to think about it, and I don't want to know.

He often sits alone in the hall in a daze, often calls my name by mistake, and sometimes doesn’t sleep in the middle of the night, just sits on the edge of the bed in a daze,

Looking at the empty bunk, it looked pitiful.

But I don't sympathize with him at all. When I first met him, he hit me. He said that he would be punished if he did something wrong and said something wrong. I thought it was funny seeing him like this. Is this a punishment? .

It doesn't count, because it is not enough, he will be punished more and more, I think I have finally become an annoying bad peach.

I know this is wrong, but I am in pain, and so is Little Taozi.

So...he needs to be in more pain.

He went to the place where I lived before, but when he reached the inner hall, he stopped and stood there in a daze.

No one should have come here after I died, I looked at the pile of neat little clothes on the bed, my heart convulsed and I couldn't breathe, my little Taozi...

Ji Ya sat on the bed, rubbing those little clothes one by one in his hand.

"You love him very much..."

Of course I love him!

I am just a little peach tree without father and mother, he is the No.1 in the world who is connected with my blood, he is my little peach with you, but he was destroyed by you.

You lied to me that you liked me, you lied to me that the Lingzhu was my little peach, you lied to me with dragon scales, you let Zixiao eat my little peach...

You and Zixiao deserve to die.

The last layer of the small clothes was removed, and I saw Ji Ya holding the thing in his hand in a daze, his fingers pinching the collar tightly, breathing heavily.

"Ah...Ah Ning..."

It was the clothes I made for him, with my name and his name painted on the inside of the collar. At that time, I thought it was too ugly and I didn’t have the nerve to give it to him. I saw his red eyes, but I felt a burst of joy in my heart.

Ji Ya, do you regret it?

But not enough.

Ji Ya turned out a picture, but I... but I didn't want to show it to him.

I think I must be ugly and embarrassed. I can't touch anything, but I want to snatch the painting from him.

Don't look, don't look, I shrink in the corner, trying to hide myself in the dark, it's best not to see anyone.

For a long, long time, I only felt that the hall was quiet. Silent Fang seemed to be looking at the painting for a long time. After a while, I heard a burst of laughter.

The laughter became louder and louder, filling the room with his laughter, and after a while, it turned into crying.

The painting fell lightly on the ground, and Silent Tooth pushed open the door like a madman. I looked at the painting and laughed at myself.

The painting was unremarkable, even a little ugly, but it was of him... and two small peach trees.

"When little Taozi is born, I will tell Ji Ya seriously that I like him, I love him, and I want to be with him forever, and of course our little Taozi."

This is my wish, and I wrote it on the painting.

But there is no such day anymore.

Ji Ya went crazy, sitting on the steps of Xiaoyuan Hall holding the clothes and muttering to himself every day, I was like a bystander watching a farce.

"A-Ning, A-Ning—"

"Have you seen Aning?"

"Ah Ning, when are you coming back?"

Sometimes when Chongyu or Xiaoxian'e came to persuade him to go back, he would hold their hands and ask, "Where did Ah Ning go? Why hasn't he come back yet?"

Day after day, I don't know how long it has passed.

until……

"Of course he was killed by you."

I looked at Zi Xiao, who was laughing and feasting, and I never understood why I was trapped next to Ji Ya until... until I saw him.

"Ji Ya, you look so out of your mind, it's really ugly."

"I...I killed him?" Ji Ya stared blankly at Zi Xiao in front of him, as if he didn't understand what he said.

"Didn't you move your hands? Why? I can't remember."

"It's a pity, so what if that idiot used his inner alchemy, it's not in vain, anyway, the spirit orb is gone."

Me, my little peach...

The hatred in my heart was overwhelming, and I finally understood why I was trapped by Ji Ya for so long.

I am waiting for him.

I'm going to kill him.

I stood behind Zixiao, and the starlight condensed with hatred merged into a sharp blade. I just felt that the depths of my soul were constantly trembling, and they were clamoring to kill him, kill him.

The blood drawn by the sharp blade splashed on my face, and I saw Zi Xiao's disbelieving eyes when he turned his head, and finally smiled happily.

Little Taozi, am I very powerful? I, I will avenge you.

My body became lighter and lighter, and I saw the tiny rays of light scattered from my body, Silent Fang seemed to feel something, and walked towards me in a daze.

"A-Ning, A-Ning, is that you..."

The scattered light from the body seemed to be gathered together again. I opened my eyes and saw his ecstatic eyes and his blood dripping heart.

What is he doing?

"Don't go, Aning, don't go."

Is he... trying to gather my soul with all his heart and soul?

Ji Ya, so you love me.

I smiled at him, and touched his face with bloody hands, his face was full of tears, Ji Ya, you regret it.

"Silent Tooth."

Saying these two words seemed to take all my strength, but it was worth it because he heard it.

"You killed me."

I saw his pupils constricted and his body trembling uncontrollably. I felt my tears fall one after another, but I was extremely happy in my heart. That's right.Where there is love, there is hatred, and where there is hatred, there is regret. Ji Ya, I don't want you to die, but you will live in pain from now on, and you will never be reborn forever.

This is punishment.

It's time for me to go, the restraint brought by my heart's blood loosened, and the light on my body scattered again. I sighed and let myself return to this nothingness.

I am just an ordinary peach.

There are no those bizarre life experiences in the storybook, and it is not some immortal who has returned from calamity.

I'm just a stupid trash who can't be any more stupid.

The only thing I did wrong.

It may be that I liked you beyond my control, not only lost my heart, but also lost my little Taozi.

You taught me to love and also taught me to hate, but if I can do it all over again.

This time, I don't want to love you.

"A Ning!!"

The last thing that came to my ears was Ji Ya's heart-piercing cry.

So be it, so be it.

I closed my eyes.

"A-Ning...don't go..."

The star point where the soul condensed completely disappeared, and Ji Ya knelt on the ground and stretched out his hand in vain, but couldn't grab anything.

There was a weird creaking sound behind him, and Zi Xiao stood in front of him surrounded by black mist.

"You are possessed..."

"Tsk, I want to wait a little longer, but this Xiaotao is so powerful that he ruined my life."

Zi Xiao chuckled lightly when he heard this, and touched his bleeding heart indifferently.

"What did you say to him... what did you say to him?"

Zi Xiao kicked Ji Ya and looked at him mockingly.

"But let Feng Zhi tell him that his precious beads are with me, Ji Ya, and you did it yourself."

Ji Ya lowered his head and sneered, "You clearly know...you clearly know that it's not a spirit bead..."

"So what." Zi Xiao looked down at the man kneeling on the ground, as if he understood something, and said with a half-smile: "Ji Ya, you don't think you like him."

"Like...?" Ji Ya clenched his palms and asked himself, does he like Aning?

"Back when I used forbidden techniques, you concealed me and took the initiative to take the blame. I thought you had me in your heart."

Ji Ya closed his eyes, seeing Ah Ning disappearing in front of his eyes, his heart was so painful that he was almost speechless: "...I also thought it was liking."

It wasn't until I met Aning that I realized that liking wasn't like that.

To like is to possess, to be jealous, to be afraid that he will be sad, and even more to be afraid of him...

Ji Ya thought of Ah Ning's last hateful eyes, and couldn't help but feel a tingle in his heart, and was even more afraid that he would no longer have me in his heart.

I have been deceiving myself, I thought that as long as I don't look at him, as long as I stay away from him, I won't let myself fall into it.

But he was so nice, so good, and he was never really mad at me.

Sad and sad, he just hugged me and didn't speak.I deliberately ignored him, but he foolishly thought it was his fault, so he ran over to apologize to me.

Ji Ya seemed to finally understand what he had lost, and his heart was clenched into a ball, as if someone was pounding with a pestle again and again, the pain was severe.

"Aning..."

He smiled sadly, tears rolled down from his eyes, Ah Ning, do you feel the same pain...

"So I love you..."

It was too late for him to understand. To Zixiao, he had always been only the obsession and responsibility of being guilty back then. He was looking for a way out in guilt, but that was not love.

From the first time he saw him on Xixi Mountain, Aning had entered into his heart, took root and sprouted, and he could never pull it out again.

He chuckled, wrong, wrong.

He is the one who deserves to be damned, not his Aning.