Waste peach

When I woke up, Ji Ya was sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at me, I didn't bother to call him, and immediately touched my stomach and asked him how Xiao Taozi was.

Ji Ya's expression was gloomy, and he said that Xiao Taozi was fine.

I was relieved when I heard his words, Ji Ya always knew better than me, he said my little Taozi was fine, so it must be fine.

I saw that his complexion was not very good, so I anxiously asked him what was wrong.

I was a little afraid that he would scold me. After all, I rushed forward as soon as my brain became hot. After all, even if I didn't block the sword for him, nothing would happen to him.

That's what I said, but he is my Silent Tooth, how could I see danger and just hide behind him.

Seeing how cautious I was, he forced a smile, hugged me in his arms, buried his whole body on my neck, and called me hesitantly and weakly: "A-Ning."

Ji Ya must have healed my injury when I was asleep, I didn't feel any pain at all, and I nestled in his arms obediently.

Why is he suddenly so weak, like me, worried about the other party getting hurt?

I hugged his neck and patted his back to coax him, just like when I was a child when it was raining heavily on the mountain, I was afraid that the thunder would strike me, so I cried in fright, and the patriarch would come to coax me with an umbrella.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaotao, the patriarch is with you."

"Hey, don't be afraid, Ah Ning is with you, and Xiao Taozi is also with you."

I felt my body being continuously tightened, and Ji Ya was also very scared, as if my heart stopped when I saw the cold light piercing towards him.

Ji Ya seemed to have changed a bit, but I couldn't tell, so I had to pick out a difference, probably because he was much gentler on the bed than before.

When I fell asleep, Xishen had already left. I was a little sad when I found out, but Ji Ya said it was okay, let him come to see me next time.

But this one is a little farther next time.

I became weaker and weaker, and I couldn't exert my strength. I was very scared and asked Ji Ya if I was going to die.

Ji Ya fed me a lot of medicine, kissed me and said no, he won't let me have trouble.

But I was still very scared, afraid that I would die, and my little Taozi would die too. I also prepared a small pit and spring water for him, but he hasn't used it yet.

But every time I mentioned my little Taozi, Ji Ya always looked at me with a hesitant look, and I was a little scared.

I woke up less and less, but Ji Ya was always with me, and he moved the place where official documents were approved to Xiaoyuan Hall, so that as soon as I opened my eyes, I could see him.

I rubbed my belly, hoping that my little Taozi would be more angry and come out earlier, so that I could still see him a few times, and if I was lucky, I might even hear him call me Daddy.

Even if I die, Ji Ya will be accompanied by Xiao Taozi, so he won't be too sad.

But I don't want to die.

I couldn't help crying, Ji Ya held me in his arms and asked me what was wrong, I hugged his neck and cried, telling him that I didn't want to die.

I can't bear him, and I can't bear to part with our little Taozi.

Silent Tooth hugged me a little tighter, and didn't speak any more, I thought I might really be dying this time.

In the evening, Ji Ya brought a bowl of red medicine and asked me to drink it. The medicine had an unspeakable rusty smell. I held my nose and refused to drink it. He gritted his teeth and forced me to drink it down.

Xiaoxian'e and I squatted on the ground. It rained for some reason the night before, and Xiaolongtao's pit was filled with rainwater, and it couldn't get out no matter what.

We tried many methods, but the water seemed to have taken root in it, and it didn't move at all. Later, I thought that this might be a warning from heaven, but unfortunately I didn't know it at the time.

We were struggling with the rain, the sky was suddenly full of rays of light, a burst of red light soared up from the east, and then all kinds of cries came, and the birds were behind the phoenix, circling the forbidden cliff in the east. .

The little fairies beside them suddenly became very excited, chattering excitedly and couldn't stop.

I asked what was wrong with a curious face, and the little fairies all said in one go that God Zixiao had returned.

Zixiao is the God who fell 1000 years ago and is in charge of thousands of stars.

I was also very happy to hear that, now I can finally see the stars in the heavens. I thought that Ji Ya took me to see the stars in Lingdu River, and gave me a wood carving of Xiao Taozi, so I couldn’t help touching my belly. There was a sweetness in my heart.

Ji Ya also looked very happy when he came back. I have heard from the little fairies that he and Zi Xiao are good friends, just like me and Xi Shen.

He smiled at me that night, and told me a lot of things from the past, and he also talked about the day I first met him. He was injured on the forbidden cliff at that time. He wanted to go back to the heaven directly, but unexpectedly The injury was too serious, and he fell in front of me.

When I thought about it, I was very grateful to Zi Xiao. Although Ji Ya was injured because of this, he was sent to me.

I asked him what he was doing at Forbidden Cliff, because he was injured so badly that he almost died.

He seemed to have been tapped on the acupuncture points, and suddenly he was stuck, and then smiled at me, saying that I should take a good rest recently and let me go to bed quickly.

He smiled so ugly that I didn't ask any more questions.

That Zixiao Shangshen seems to be in poor health, I heard from the little fairies that he coughs up blood every now and then, I sympathize with him, because I occasionally cough up blood, but I didn't tell Ji Ya, I was afraid he would be worried.

I learned a lot from the little fairies, and secretly made clothes for Xiao Taozi. Although the clothes were ugly, I wanted to make some clothes for him with my own hands. This is called planning ahead.

Of course, I also made a set for Silent Tooth, but it was too ugly to take it out.

Little Red Bird seems to have accepted the reality of her being divorced, and came to me with all her teeth and claws, but she is not as good as Xi Shen, and she would sneer at me when she saw me.

But I cherish her very much, because besides Xiao Xian'e and Ji Ya, I have no one else to play with.

"Aren't you in a hurry?" Little Red Bird sat aside and looked at me.

I was struggling with that ball of thread, I didn't understand what she was talking about, so I gave her a weird look.

"Aren't you in a hurry?" She raised her voice and asked me again.

I sighed and put down the things in my hand, and asked her what she was anxious about.

She looked at me maliciously and said that Ji Ya and Zi Xiao were together.

I gave her a blank look for no reason. The two of them are good friends, so it's strange to be together.

As if she heard some funny joke, she clutched her stomach and laughed and fell down on the couch.

"You don't think Xianjun retired because of you, do you?"

"Are you stupid?"

"Xianjun's heart has been attached to Zixiao Shangshen for thousands of years. I just made room for him. What are you?"

I think my face must be very scary, because she laughed less and less, and finally snorted at me, let me believe it or not.

I drove her out, I didn't want to listen to her nonsense anymore, the thread in my hand was pulled more and more messily, and water dripped on the back of my hand suddenly.

I touched my face, so angry, it turned into a peach again.

I sniffed, a little sad.Because I said no surprise, I lied to her.

When Ji Ya left in the morning, he told me that he was going to visit the Demon Realm today, but he didn't mention that he was going to see Zi Xiao.

Chongyu has been in the palace all day today, because I am not in good health, Ji Ya told him not to go anywhere, and kept looking at me.

I wiped away my tears, put my little wooden doll in my arms, and whispered to my little Taozi, don't believe the little red bird's nonsense, Papa Silent Tooth must love us the most.

He said he went to the Demon Realm, so I stole Chongyu's token and slipped to Lingdu River to wait for him.

Chongyu didn't notice it, because I told him that I had a stomachache, and he looked at me helplessly, and in a panic, found me some medicine to eat.

I took the token when he wasn't looking, and I was a little embarrassed because it was wrong and I shouldn't use him.

I have never felt that Lingdu River is so far away, and I am really not in good health, so it is very difficult to rush over.

It would be better not to go.

I just want to wait for Ji Ya to come back at Lingdu River, I just want Ji Ya, I don't want to see them.

It seems that the old things are repeating itself, the sky is full of stars scattered in the sky, Ji Ya is standing side by side with a person, I saw him smiling very happily, I have never seen him like that.

The person beside him suddenly lowered his head and coughed, and Ji Ya looked at him nervously, and even reached out to pat his back and hug him into his arms.

I hid behind the tree and watched them quietly, not daring to make a sound, I grabbed the stiff bark with my hands, and my heart was smashed to pieces.

As the sky turned and the stars moved, the Lingdu River once again rose against the current.

But not for me.

Zi Xiao turned his face to the side, I felt a little blurry in front of my eyes, but I knew that he was very good-looking, prettier than me.

I returned to Yuanyu Palace in a daze, Chongyu was waiting for me at the gate of the palace, but I didn't have the strength to talk to him anymore, so I walked straight past him.

Silent Fang didn't come back that night.

The author says:

Xiao Tiantao went offline, and I came with a knife.

ps: In the early days, the heart-wrenching essays were full of pain and blood. 【Manual dog head