When I woke up I was married

Song Zhilin stretched out two fingers, took the business card from Yan Shu's hand, and looked her up and down. Yan Shu stood there, completely without the agility just now, looking a bit dumbfounded, as if he was at a loss little penguin.

"It's none of my business."

She squeezed the business card, and smiled slowly at Yan Shu. The smile was bright and dazzling, and Yan Shu was dazed.

"I've accepted the business card. I'm looking for you for business."

After Song Zhilin finished speaking, she left the French window Shi Shiran and went to the dining table to get drinks.

Yu Wei looked at her back, thoughtfully.

She pulled Yan Shu to the corner of the balcony and asked her in a low voice, "What happened to you and Zhilin?"

Yan Shu was still brooding over the scene just now, when he heard Yu Wei's question, he scratched his hair a little annoyedly, and said, "It's nothing, it's really nothing."

"Really?"

Yu Wei's eyes clearly did not believe her.The scenes where these two people meet each time are getting weirder. If they don’t get along and quarrel, they should speak up. In the future, they just don’t put the two together in the same game. What’s going on now?

Yan Shu lit a cigarette and looked at the hazy sunset outside the window. The fog covered half of the sun, and the clouds seemed to be golden, reflecting the colorful lights on the road, reflecting a scene of the first lights.

She exhaled a smoke ring and said, "Really...nothing right now."

"Huh?" Yu Wei asked, she knew that asking too much would be annoying, but with Yan Shu's appearance, lighting a cigarette on the balcony, it was obvious that he wanted to chat with her.

"I'll be honest with you."

Yan Shu seemed to have made up his mind. Looking at the sunset outside the window, the sunset had already dyed the clouds a burning red, and the whole sky looked extraordinarily coquettish.

"Wait a minute," the atmosphere suddenly became tense, and Yu Wei knew that she might hear something important, so she subconsciously said, "Do you want to bring a bottle of wine?"

"Need not."

Yan Shu seemed to smile a bit, then relaxed a lot, and said:

"It's really not a big deal, you don't need to be like an enemy."

"Actually, Song Zhilin is my ex-girlfriend."

"what???"

Yu Wei's brain shut down for a moment, some images flashed in her mind, once Yan Shu talked about her lover, before Yan Shu said she didn't like others, and so on some images...

"Aren't you the only one from high school... Is she the one? Wait a minute, what's going on?"

"It's her."

Yan Shu nodded, his eyes full of fear.

"She went abroad later, and she showed up at a party some time ago, which really surprised me."

Yu Wei was silent, she didn't know what to say, it was no secret that Yan Shu broke up with that person, but no one thought that that person was Song Zhilin, the student council president of the school next door who often appeared in their corridors, It turned out not just for work.

Fortunately, Yan Shu didn't need her answer. After she finished speaking, she smoked the remaining half of the cigarette in one gulp, exhaled a beautiful smoke ring, and talked about other things.

"Your exhibition is about to open, when will you go to inspect it?"

"The day after tomorrow after it's settled," Yu Wei became serious when talking about the business, "Whenever you have time, let's sign the sharing contract."

"That's great, I'll be able to lie down at home and collect money soon."

Yan Shu smiled and said, "I'll go with you the day after tomorrow."

They were talking while walking towards the living room, approaching the living room, Yu Wei saw Song Zhilin's figure standing among a group of friends, very outstanding.

She turned to look at Yan Shu, only to see that although Yan Shu's face was plain, his hands were clenched into fists.

"Really okay?"

Yu Wei whispered:

"Do you want to separate them later?"

"no need."

Yan Shu replied immediately, she didn't know what was going on, not only did she not feel relieved about Yu Wei's proposal, but she felt a little uneasy, as if she still wanted to see Song Zhilin, but there was no excuse...

To disguise this sudden thought, she said:

"No need."

As soon as Yan Shu returned to the party, she felt a gaze following her like a shadow. She straightened her back, went to the drink stand to get a glass of sparkling wine, and walked towards Song Zhilin.

Song Zhilin was talking to others, talking about the future direction of the media industry, and obscure professional words kept popping out, but she was looking at Yan Shu from the corner of her eye. Seeing her holding a glass of wine, she walked towards her for some reason. coming.

For a while, she was a little dazed.

Many times, Yan Shu walked towards her like this, and they smiled at each other, hiding their secrets.

Yan Shu walked up to her, raised his glass slightly to her, and said, "Let's have a drink together?"

Song Zhilin showed her the orange juice in her hand, raised her chin slightly, and signaled that she was busy.

Yan Shu was very stubborn, standing there without moving, and said, "There is no one on the terrace."

The people around were very savvy, and they all found reasons to disperse. Yan Shu's appearance like this is really rare, and no one wants to make people unhappy in a rare gathering.

Song Zhilin smiled wryly, and followed Yan Shu to the terrace.

Yan Shu walked and drank all the way, before reaching the terrace, she had already finished the glass of sparkling wine, she picked up another glass from the drink stand next to her, and handed it to Song Zhilin.

You can see the cold starry sky on the terrace, and there is an endless sea of ​​lights under your feet.

Song Zhilin stood beside her silently, not knowing what to say.

Yan Shu drank the glass of wine and said, "I told Weiwei."

"What?" Song Zhilin was slightly taken aback.

"What happened before," Yan Shu blinked and drank half of it, "I told her."

"Let's talk about it," Song Zhilin breathed a sigh of relief, they have grown up, there is really no need to hold on to the past and refuse to let go, "It's all in the past."

"Do not."

Yan Shu suddenly raised his head and looked at her stubbornly, his eyes shone brighter than the sea of ​​lights and the starry sky.

"There is no past."

"Song Zhilin, why do you say it's all over?"

"For so many years, is it only me, why is it only me for so many years..."

Yan Shu was drunk, his voice was chaotic, and there were tears in his eyes.

"Why am I the only one who can't forget?!"

"Why does everything end when you leave?"

Seeing Yan Shu like this, Song Zhilin's first reaction was to wipe away her tears.

However, before her hand touched Yan Shu's face, Yan Shu had already slapped her down, causing burning pain.

Song Zhilin smiled wryly and said, "How do you know that you are the only one who never forgets?"

Yan Shu snatched the glass of wine from her hand, drank it all in one gulp, and said, "We agreed to go to school in city A together, and then return to city B together, but what?! You went abroad suddenly, and I'm going to I can't get in touch with you..."

She stopped for a while, held back her tears, and said the words that had been in her heart for many years:

"Isn't this just being dumped?"

Yan Shu has always been proud, losing Song Zhilin is just a kind of pain, but feeling that he has been dumped is another kind of deeper pain.

Even after such a long time, when she said this sentence, she still felt like her heart was being cut back and forth by a piece of broken glass.

"Who told you I dumped you?"

Song Zhilin said slowly, she looked around to see if there was a drink stand, but fortunately she found one, she went to pick up a glass of sparkling wine, she felt that she also needed a little alcohol.

"Didn't you dump me?"

"Huh?" Yan Shu was stunned.

She saw Song Zhilin's sad eyes, she had never seen Song Zhilin so sad, emotions overflowed from her body like sea water, enveloping the two of them, soaking this space, all the air was squeezed out, She felt unable to breathe.

"Didn't you say that? I'm not good enough for you. You're going to study in country F after graduation, so I won't pester you anymore..."

Song Zhilin's voice was very slow, as if speaking with all her strength:

"Then, your mother said that you will never see me again, and if I pester you again, I will not be able to take the college entrance examination."

"That day, I went to your school to look for you, but they all said you were not here."

"Later, I called you, but I couldn't get through."

"After I went to country A, I wanted to contact you, but I couldn't get through any of your contact methods, and you didn't reply to your email, so you just disappeared."

"Didn't I get dumped by you?"

Yan Shu was completely stunned, her brain was buzzing.

It was her sister's wedding that day, and she went to attend the wedding, and when she came back, she was very angry when she heard from her classmates that Song Zhilin had come to look for her.

However, when she called Song Zhilin and wanted to explain to her, she found that she couldn't get through to Song Zhilin.

After that, she never called Song Zhilin again.

Yan Shu's face slowly turned pale, and the feeling of alcohol was blown by the breeze, chilling to the bone, everything was too clear.

In her mind, after her sister's wedding was over, her sister gave her a new mobile phone, saying that she would not be able to accompany you in the future, and that she would call her if she missed her.

She happily accepted the gift, but she didn't expect that the mobile phone was turned into a mobile phone, and Song Zhilin's number was blocked in both directions.

At first, she thought that Song Zhilin was arguing with her, and they often do this, blocking each other during the quarrel, and unblocking each other later——

Soon, the family confiscated her mobile phone on the grounds that she had to study hard and prepare for the college entrance examination.

Yan Shu didn't think too much about it, she always had other ways to find Song Zhilin, for example, sneaking into their school, but their school was very strict in those two weeks, when she was able to sneak in, she only heard that Song Zhilin had already left the country .

She never contacted Song Zhilin again.

all of these……

It might not be what she imagined.

"I do not have."

She slowly told Song Zhilin everything, and the two of them sat down on the bench together, a cold feeling filled their bodies, and they cuddled together like two little beasts.

"Why did you go abroad so soon?" She asked the last question.

"The school said there was an exchange program and recommended me to go," Song Zhilin said briefly, "After I went, I stayed."

"Believe it or not, I looked for you, but I couldn't find you."

Yan Shu nodded. She felt chills all over her body. The wine she just drank seemed to be fermenting in her body, taking away all the warmth.

Her parents' handwriting, she figured it out.

Her lips trembled, her mind went blank, and it was a long, long time before she heard her own hollow voice say:

"sorry."