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Lu Yanting shook her head in confusion: "I won't."

Deepening his tone, he repeated again: "I really don't know."

Under Qu Ruping's gaze, he tried hard to describe his feelings: "Are you saying that I will be disappointed with my choice? Or do you think I will feel inferior? I think that even if these things are possible, I will not I think I will regret it, what I should do is to make myself work hard and get out of the state at that time as soon as possible, instead of regretting the choice at this time."

Qu Ruping just looked at him, shaking his head extremely slowly, his eyes full of noncommittal.

Lu Yanting became more and more uneasy under this gaze, and he couldn't help asking: "But I don't think this is the most important thing, and compared to me, Teacher Qu, do you regret it?"

His face turned pale: "It's because of pheromone that you kissed me, isn't that so?"

Qu Ruping blurted out: "No."

"No..." His hand rested on the handle of the swivel chair, and he raised his hand to slowly rub his forehead, "It's not just like that."

He looked at Lu Yanting and said firmly, "I must admit that I do have a crush on you."

This sentence was a crit, Lu Yanting was like a dream: "Really?"

Qu Ruping whispered: "Besides, I have been in this circle for quite a long time. This is not the first time I have encountered this situation, but if I change someone, I will not lose control to this point."

When Lu Yanting heard him say the word "out of control" calmly and used it on himself, he was a little at a loss again: "Then...then..."

"I'm sorry." Qu Ruping sincerely apologized to him, "It's my fault, there is nothing to defend. I don't know how to make it up, I..."

"No, there's no need." Lu Yanting said anxiously, he stretched out his hand and gestured, "You don't need to make up, I don't think it's a mistake."

He asked with a low voice, "Do you think this is a mistake?"

Qu Ruping raised his head and exhaled slowly.

He turned a small half circle on the swivel chair and said: "Because of the third gender gap, I may indeed do more excessive things to you. If you understand it this way, this is a mistake. If there was a substantial injury at that time, You can sue me in court."

Lu Yanting said: "But you just said that you... have a crush on me, and so do I... I..."

Qu Ruping suddenly smiled: "You too?"

At that moment, Lu Yanting felt that Qu Ruping was like a beautiful devil, who knew everything but pretended not to know it.

Lu Yanting had no choice but to watch himself sink in, simply took a deep breath, and said, "I have more than just a crush on you."

He said these words like a sacrifice, pious and sad: "I feel as if I really like you, Teacher Qu."

Saying these words made him feel that he had torn himself apart with his own hands, completely displaying bloody in front of Qu Ruping, his body was trembling, and he was trying to mend the situation in anxiety: "But it's not very deep now, so I think I You can still get out..."

What he said was pitiful, but he had the morale of seeing death as home.

Qu Ruping kept looking at him without saying a word. Ever since he started confessing, Qu Ruping's smile disappeared. He nodded from time to time to indicate that he was listening. When Lu Yanting finished speaking, he nodded again , frowned slightly, as if he was discussing state affairs seriously.

Lu Yanting pursed her lips, sat obediently and restrainedly and said: "So, so if you don't like me, or if you think you won't like me, I won't pester you, I..."

His eyes were wet, and he was a little confused: "I will find a way to give up, and I won't cause you any trouble."

Lu Yanting herself didn't expect them to progress to this step so quickly.

It seems that this is the last step.

He regretted it after he finished speaking, he regretted coming so early

Looking for Qu Ruping, why didn't he listen to the doctor and wait until the morning to find Qu Ruping again?Even if there is only one more night, it will be a sweet night. He will find clues in the remaining kiss to infer the possibility that Qu Ruping likes him, and then spend a wonderful night happily and happily.At least that night, he was safe, even as long as he wanted, he could always play dumb and live in the beautiful dreams he wove, but now he has lost the right to have these.

It was he himself who broke the balance point and forced himself into a situation where he had no choice.

His fate was handed over to Qu Ruping by himself. He has no reason to complain, but he regrets it now. His body is a little weak and he feels that he is restless, his scalp is numb, and he even wants to cry. the meaning of.Qu Ruping hadn't said anything yet, but he already felt hopeless, as if he had been sentenced to death, and there was no possibility of appealing.

Qu Ruping looked at him, whenever he looked at himself with this kind of eyes, Lu Yanting would feel that he knew everything, he could see all the emotions in himself, so he should know the good things about Lu Yanting... as well as bad.

Lu Yanting surrendered in Qu Ruping's long silence, he felt that he needed to fight for something for himself: "But didn't you just say, you said..."

His face began to flush again: "You said you have a crush on me, right?"

Seeing him like this, Qu Ruping smiled slightly, and he nodded: "Yes."

Lu Yanting's emotions were too obvious, and there seemed to be stars in his eyes: "Is that so, is it possible that you will like me in the future?"

This question is quite cute, Qu Ruping smiled deeper, he lowered his eyes and nodded: "Yes."

He smiled.

He keeps laughing.

This familiar smile made Lu Yanting slowly regain his strength, he smiled childishly, then he pursed the corners of his mouth and looked at Qu Ruping with bright eyes: "Then, is it possible that Teacher Qu will accept me? "

Qu Ruping's smile faded again, he organized his words, and said slowly: "I just want you to understand something, the me you know now, or the me you like, may not be real And I still have a lot of problems, I don't have the ability to guarantee that you will..."

He couldn't find the words to describe it, so he could only spread his hands and nod to Lu Yanting.

Lu Yanting hurriedly followed him and nodded, indicating that she knew.

He said, "I understand what you mean, Mr. Qu."

"But, no matter what, as long as we fall in love, I may get hurt, and so do you." Compared with Qu Ruping's reserved words, Lu Yanting's words are very bold, "Of course you may It hurts me, and I can hurt you too. So you don't have to worry about it because we are fair."

Qu Ruping always smiled when he heard him say this.

He smiled shyly and looked at Qu Ruping with bright eyes: "I'm not afraid of getting hurt."

Qu Ruping's smile gradually froze.

Lu Yanting looked a little shy when he said these words, he made more small movements, looked away from time to time, and had no place to rest his hands: "Besides, I think there will be more happiness. Because I really... I like Teacher Qu, I think, if we are together, I will be really happy. I will go crazy..."

He lowered his head and said with a blushing face, "I really like you. I didn't just talk about it. It was too late when I found out. Maybe I fell in love with you earlier, much earlier. is you."

Speaking of this, he couldn't help but look up at Qu Ruping, Qu Ruping met his gaze, nodded, indicating that he was listening.

Lu Yanting scratched her head, too ashamed to speak.

Qu Ruping pondered, and said gently: "You don't have to be so frank."

Lu Yanting touched her nose: "I don't know what to say, I'm afraid you think I have other purposes to say that to you, but I'm really serious, I..."

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I know," Qu Ruping said calmly, "I know you're serious, I never doubted it. "

As Lu Yanting spoke, her eyes turned red: "Then, what about you?"

Qu Ruping stared at him and sighed: "Well, it's too late now, you go back and have a rest, we'll discuss this matter later, okay?"

Lu Yanting said "oh", rubbed his clothes and said in a low voice, "This is a strategy to delay rejection."

Qu Ruping smiled: "No."

He said seriously: "I hope you can spend more time thinking about this matter, instead of suddenly raising the relationship to another stage just because we had some relatively intimate contacts. You go back and think about it carefully, waiting for you Think clearly enough, come to me again, okay?"

Lu Yanting was a little impatient: "I didn't say I wanted to be with you because you kissed me, I was..."

"I know, Yan Ting." Qu Ruping continued his words and said calmly, "I understand what you mean, I don't think you are frivolous, nor do I think you act impulsively, but this matter requires you to spend a little more time , be more patient and think about it.”

"There are too many things to consider about falling in love. At my age, it is no longer as simple as loving and being loved. We all have to bear corresponding responsibilities and obligations in this relationship, and before that, We need to get to know each other better. And right now, I don't think we've done that yet. So don't rush to start, and don't get too invested in how you feel about me. What you need to do now is to calm yourself down, no matter how much Try to understand more of me, not only my good places, but more, you should pay attention to my shortcomings, and come to me after you feel that you have the confidence to accommodate them, okay?"

Seeing that Lu Yanting kept her head down, Qu Ruping said with a smile: "After all, if we try to date, the final destination is marriage, isn't it?"

Lu Yanting's body moved slightly, he raised his eyes and looked at Qu Ruping with red eyes.

Then, he nodded slowly.

Qu Ruping looked at him for a while, then smiled slightly: "Then, good night."

It was the first time that Lu Yanting saw someone speak so eloquently about chasing customers, he sniffed: "Good night, Teacher Qu."

Qu Ruping watched Lu Yanting leave until the door closed.

He pondered, slowly lowering his head.

The book spread out on the table is "The Cabin at Sea".

Qu Ruping felt that he might not be able to sleep tonight, and the night was still long, so he had enough time to read the book again.

Holding this obviously brand new book, Qu Ruping smiled again, shook his head slightly, and turned the book to the next page.