【Double Flower】Honeysuckle

The thick sunshine like honey flows in the room, and every breath is choking and suffocating.

Zhang Jiale squinted and lay on the bed in a daze.

From the kitchen in the distance, there was the aroma of braised hoofs stewed in a casserole, and the TV in the living room was still playing the video of the fifth season finals.The exuberant cries of the commentator intertwined with the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, wrapping Zhang Jiale layer by layer with reassuring warmth.

The white paint on the ceiling has been stared at for a long time, it seems to be covered with colorful halos, falling into Zhang Jiale's eyes, making him dizzy after a while.After an unknown amount of time, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and the soles of the slippers rubbed against the floor making a gentle sound, moving from far to near, and stopped in front of Zhang Jiale.

Zhang Jiale tried hard to open his sleepy eyes, and smiled at Sun Zheping, who was naked and his hair was still dripping down.

Against the sunlight, he couldn't see Sun Zheping's expression clearly.

But Sun Zheping seemed to be smiling.

"let's break up."

Zhang Jiale blinked.

He didn't seem to understand the meaning of Sun Zheping's words, he opened his eyes wide in bewilderment, wanting to see Sun Zheping's face.

However, the scorching sticky sunlight cast from behind Sun Zheping made him dizzy for a while.In a trance, Sun Zheping's face became more and more blurred, but the voice that reached Zhang Jiale's ears was so calm that it was frightening.

"I'm leaving, take care of yourself."

Breathing quickened, blood rushed to the brain.Zhang Jiale's mind was in chaos, and he wanted to open his mouth to call Sun Zheping to stop, but at some point, his lips were sewn together tightly with thin red thread.

Sun Zheping didn't wait for his persuasion, took off the Hundred Blossoms team uniform jacket, changed into a piece of clothing that Zhang Jiale had never seen before, turned around and picked up his steps, and walked out the door.

Zhang Jiale was terrified, and hastily stretched out his hand, trying to grab him.In an instant, the soft mattress under him suddenly turned into a swamp, with countless water plants protruding from it, and he was dragged deeper and deeper bit by bit.

His vision was gradually covered by darkness, and his mouth and nose were filled with bitter mud.But he quickly opened two bloody gills under his ribs, the acrid air rushed in, and the choked tears flowed into his mouth, which tasted exactly like mud.

Sun Zheping's leaving back gradually became blurred, but for some reason, he turned into Zou Yuan in a moment, and Mo Chuchen in a moment.

He struggled, but his limbs became more and more tightly entangled by the surrounding aquatic plants.Seeing that figure walking farther and farther away, it seemed as if a thousand weights on his chest collapsed, crushing his heart piece by piece.He finally couldn't bear the boundless pain, endured the pain, tore open his lips, mixed with the blood, and shouted to the back:

"do not go!"

Zhang Jiale sat up from the bed.

dark room.

There is no light, no sound, and no one who was walking farther and farther just now.

All but a dream.

He fell back on the bed exhausted, unable to ignore the cold sweat that was pouring down his face, and tried his best to calm down his rapid and messy breathing.Before he could fully recover, the bedside lamp was suddenly turned away with a "snap".

In a small ball of warm orange light, Lin Jingyan half-lyed on the bed next door, propping up the mattress with one hand, looking at him with concern: "Are you all right?"

"It's okay." Zhang Jiale stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and said softly, "It was just a nightmare."

Lin Jingyan blinked: "You were selected as an All-Star just after you came back, and you will also face Zou Yuan. Is the pressure on you a little bit heavy?"

"If I say no, probably no one will believe it." Zhang Jiale smiled self-deprecatingly, the bitterness in it made Lin Jingyan feel a little bit lonely.

"You don't have to worry. After all, everyone has seen your performance since your comeback. No one can be more stable than you." He comforted him gently, but Zhang Jiale laughed: "Old Lin, you don't have to comfort me like this. Actually I have long understood that even if I am not selected...there is only one champion."

He opened his eyes, his eyes passed through the halo of light from the bedside lamp, and fell on the dark ceiling, but it seemed that even this piece of darkness that wanted to swallow everything passed through, and he shot straight into the boundless distance .

He knew that day would come eventually.

It's just that he didn't expect it to come so fast.

"I'm going out to get some air." Zhang Jiale rolled over and got out of bed, and opened the French windows.

A gust of chilling wind rushed towards his face, like sharp blades slicing his cheeks.He walked onto the balcony, the metal fence was cold to the touch, and the dull pain in his fingertips dispelled the remaining drowsiness.

The sky is starless and moonless, and the sky is full of clouds.

Facing the dark night, Zhang Jiale let out a long breath of white air.

It has been more than a year since he left Baihua.

However, for some reason, his act of leaving Hundred Blossoms seemed to flip a switch.Those memories that he tried to suppress in the deepest part of his mind, following an order, flooded like a tide from the tip of his broken heart to his limbs and bones, unable to scatter and escape.

In the two years since Sun Zheping left, he worked, trained and competed almost crazily, oppressing himself to the point where he was unable to think about other things.But when he let go of the spring that was compressed to the limit, those past events that he didn't want to mention grew like weeds endlessly in his body until now, turning into a prison, engulfing his whole being Cover it.

Facing the boundless night, he looked a little lonely.

He said he didn't know the reason, but he clearly knew that the so-called "I don't know" was just unwilling to touch it.

Hundred Blossoms was the place where his dream started, and it was also the place where the last trace of the bond between him and Sun Zheping remained.

But for the sake of his dream, he personally abandoned the last straw that he clung to and refused to let go.

Be it Sun Zheping or him, the place where their dreams started, at this moment, is already empty.

Although he knew the path he chose from the moment he retired, and these days he also relied on the glimmer of "for the dream" to comfort himself until now, but when he really wants to stand in the eyes of thousands of people and is forced to When faced with his own evasion and cowardice, the one who screamed in despair in the deepest part of his heart was the tearful himself.

He didn't know why Zou Yuan was selected as an All-Star for two consecutive years.

He also understands how unbearable a character he is in people's eyes.

He instinctively wanted to escape.

But he has nowhere to go.He has been escaping for too long, and even the cracks in his memory have mold spots that have begun to spread mottled along the dense moisture.

"I'm going down to meet up at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, why don't you come back to catch up on sleep." The floor-to-ceiling glass door was pulled open again, Lin Jingyan leaned on the door frame, and handed over a coat: "At least put on a Clothes, if you catch a cold, your status will be affected."

Zhang Jiale was startled, turned to look at Lin Jingyan, the tip of his nose was red from the cold, but suddenly raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Thank you."

Lin Jingyan was puzzled: "They're all on the same team, so why not be polite."

Zhang Jiale lowered his eyes and didn't speak.

Lin Jingyan probably didn't know what kind of nightmare he pulled himself out of.

Zhang Jiale took the coat, pushed Lin Jingyan's shoulder, and walked back to the room with him.

Just before seven o'clock in the morning, the cell phone that Sun Zheping had thrown at the end of the bed rang.

He pulled the quilt over his head, trying to ignore the annoying bell.However, the person on the other end of the phone was persistently dialing the phone. The phone rang and then rang again and again. After repeating it several times, Sun Zheping finally crawled to the end of the bed wearing a low pressure, touched the phone, and said angrily, "Who is it?" !"

"Me, me, me!" Zhong Yebei's voice came from the other end of the phone, "Sun Shao, how are you preparing?"

"Ah?" Sun Zheping frowned, "What are you going to do?"

"Abusing vegetables!" Zhong Yebei yelled loudly, hearing the veins on Sun Zheping's forehead burst out.However, his anger didn't seem to reach Zhong Yebei along the signal of the mobile phone, so the young master of the Zhong family inevitably continued to yell: "Young Master Sun! I'm so young! It is said that I have found a particularly awesome foreign aid Come on, it seems that you are going to City B today? So I want to ask if you are ready..."

Sun Zheping held his phone with his head sideways, and opened the window to let the cold wind hit his face. His drowsiness was bit by bit swallowed up by the cold winter morning air in City B.There seemed to be something in Zhong Yebei's words that pierced his ears, causing him to raise his eyebrows with great interest, and sneered, "How awesome is it?"

"Hey, I don't know." Zhong Yebei sighed, and immediately stretched his voice, and exaggerated: "He told me what glory No. 1 is!"

Sun Zheping couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Don't be funny, he can still find Zhou Zekai?" A slightly sour feeling came out in his heart, and he was immediately pressed back by him: "Or does anyone dare to call themselves the number one in glory now? You have to have someone to add fuel and vinegar." degree."

Zhong Yebei shouted injustice: "This is his original words! I haven't changed a single word! I promise!"

"Okay, time and place." Sun Zheping let out a long breath.

"No, no, no!" Zhong Yebei said courteously, "I'll be waiting downstairs at your house! Come down when you're ready!"

Sun Zheping stuck his head out of the window and looked downstairs, and sure enough, he saw a black BMW parked abruptly.He was stunned for a while, not knowing how to answer, so he heard the bell Yebei start his long speech again: "Don't dress too well, and it's better not to have your hair done. If it's sloppy, it's sloppy. From now on, the two of us will pretend not to know each other well..."

Sun Zheping didn't have the patience to listen to this nonsense.He hung up the phone swiftly, but a trace of warlike blood in his chest that he didn't want to admit was pumped out by his heart, and immediately ignited all the blood in his body in an instant.

Looking at his still young self in the mirror, Sun Zheping licked his lips.

Glory No. 1.

well.