[Jing Yuan] Arriving from afar

31.

Because of pheromone imbalance, Zhang Yuan has been locked in the isolation room and cannot go out. Fortunately, the isolation room is fully equipped, and he went home to pick up some things in an orderly manner, so life is not inconvenient.

After being able to move freely, Jing Ran brought him the notebook again, which did not delay his studies and work.

They never saw Zhou Jing again, and after hearing that he was stable, he was transferred to the Provincial Court. As for why, they couldn't find out.Zhang Yuan only received a message after he transferred - [Senior, sorry to have affected you, thank you. ]

Zhang Yuan and Zhou Jing are familiar. That Omega is not tall, thin and weak, with big eyes and a pointed chin. He looks like a girl. He has a good personality, is enthusiastic and eccentric, and usually has an expression in the message The person who packs constantly.

Zhang Yuan looked at this unadorned message, so he didn't get to the bottom of it, but Chun Chun told him to take a good rest.

Jing Ran has never asked, he has always been a relatively indifferent person, and being polite is almost his limit. Except for Zhang Yuan, he can be called a bit ruthless to others.

Chang Feng has been here a few times, and he also organized classmates to visit the doctor before the Chinese New Year. All Betas came, and the rare Alpha and Omega students gathered in front of the computer, and Chang Feng took a notebook to visit the doctor remotely.

The young man was laughing and joking in the ward, filled with vigor for a while, it was very lively.

He neatly gave up the room to them, but he didn't go far. He sat on the bench facing the isolation glass in the corridor, listening to the occasional laughter from inside.

Some classmates in the class were not particularly close to Zhang Yuan, and they were surprised to see Zhang Yuan in the Omega isolation room suddenly.In the past four years of getting along with each other in college, many people thought that Zhang Yuan was a Beta, he was gentle and alienated, and he was a little cold, and he never showed any signs. How...how did he suddenly become an Omega?

It is conceivable that if this news is sent back to the school, it will be such an explosive news.

But Zhang Yuan was very calm. He watched his classmates chirping, but he didn't care.

Chang Feng took out an apple from the fruit basket given to Zhang Yuan, and gnawed it: "What's so strange, I already knew about it, young master."

The others were not convinced, and said loudly: "Then why don't you say it?"

"What can I say? It's not a big deal," Chang Feng snorted, "What's the matter? You still want to visit us as rare animals?"

Zhang Yuan glanced at Chang Feng and smiled.This kid is usually frizzy and out of tune, but this time his words are quite pleasant to listen to.

"Besides, as a roommate, I was entrusted to sign the protection agreement." Chang Feng took another bite of the apple, and before he swallowed it, he was stunned stupidly, blinking blankly, "It's strange... who entrusted me?" Is it coming? Is Zhang Yuan your guardian? Who is your guardian? Why can't I remember..."

Zhang Yuan pressed his hand and stuffed the apple into his mouth again: "Eat yours, nothing can stop your mouth."

In order to ensure the patient's rest, the nurse came to chase away the patient not long after. The students complained and complained, but they obediently said goodbye to Zhang Yuan.

After everyone had left, Chang Feng came over meanly, and Zhang Yuan pushed his face in disgust: "Stay away, you have to talk next to each other, there is no one else in the room."

Chang Feng nervously covered half of his face with his hands, and said angrily, "Yuaner, who is that buddy outside?"

"Be normal."

Chang Feng smiled "hehe", and pointed to the man sitting on the bench diagonally across the corridor outside the isolation glass: "The one who has been watching us."

Zhang Yuan looked in the direction he pointed, and saw Jing Ran sitting on a bench with his legs crossed. He was wearing a beige cashmere sweater, with one hand in his trouser pocket, and the other hand sliding with his mobile phone, slightly A tuft of hair was tied behind the bowed head.He looked a little bored, his folded calf dangling.

When Zhang Yuan saw him, he couldn't help laughing. As soon as his eyes were bent, he was noticed by the man. He raised his head to face him neatly, and raised his eyebrows suspiciously.

"Fuck..." Chang Feng hurriedly put down the hand pointing at Jing Ran, and turned his back on the straight man sitting in front of Zhang Yuan's bed, as if he had put an iron plate behind his back.

Zhang Yuan sneered and said, "How can he have surveillance?"

"Still under surveillance?" Chang Feng made an exaggerated expression, "We've been staring there since we came, and we haven't moved until now. Hey Zhang Yuan, who is he?"

"my brother."

"Your brother???" Chang Feng stared, "Since when did you have a brother?"

Zhang Yuan thought for a while and said, "Then put it another way, my Alpha."

Chang Feng fell silent now, his eyes widened and his mouth opened wide, as if he was shouting at the protagonist in that painting, almost holding his cheeks.

Zhang Yuan smiled: "I lied to you."

Chang Feng finally closed his mouth, took a deep breath, and before letting it out, Zhang Yuan continued: "I'm interested, but I haven't agreed to it yet," he stretched out his index finger to his lips, and gave a "shh", I'm still chasing."

The breath that didn't come out was held in his throat, and he couldn't get up or down. Chang Feng held back a constipated expression. After holding it in for a long time, he jumped up with a disheveled face: "Fuck, Zhang Yuan, you ..."

There were two "knock knocks" at the door, and the door opened orderly and walked in.

"It's almost time for lunch," he smiled politely at Chang Feng, "Does Chang Feng want to stay together?"

Before Chang Feng understood how he knew his name, he was about to speak when Zhang Yuan pushed him from behind: "He doesn't eat."

Chang Feng didn't react, and looked at Zhang Yuan inexplicably: "I..."

"Aren't you leaving?" Zhang Yuan said with a smile, "Goodbye."

"That's a pity," Jing Ran said, "I won't give it away."

"..."

Chang Feng took a look at Zhang Yuan silently with the eye knife, and snorted in his heart, but he really didn't see any regrets!

Chang Feng had no choice but to leave angrily with an unsatisfied gossip heart.

Just 2 minutes after he left, Zhang Yuan received several roaring emoticons followed by a message.

[You think I'm in the way, don't you? !You are too ungrateful!At least I signed your protection agreement, why don't you allow me to review it? ! ]

Zhang Yuan replied blankly: [Go away]

Then came a series of roaring expressions.

Zhang Yuan looked up at Jing Ran, the two looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

Jing Ran lowered her eyes, looking at Zhang Yuan with gentle eyes dripping water: "What do you want for lunch?"

"Sweet, sweet and sour pork."

"Didn't you just eat yesterday?"

"I still want to eat..."

"Okay, what else?"

"Stir-fried lamb with scallions, eggplant with fish flavor."

"Then I have to go out and buy it. Why do I always want to eat something that is not available in the hospital canteen." Helplessly stroking Zhang Yuan's hair, "Just wait, I'll go buy it."

Zhang Yuan nodded, watched Jing Ran take the coat and hang it on his arm, and waved at him before walking out the door.

Zhang Yuan also waved, and then showed a mouthful of white teeth.

Zhang Yuan didn't let go of his arms until Jing Ran completely disappeared from sight. The white quilt in the hospital made his two hands on top look bloodless. Zhang Yuan stared blankly and sighed.

Chang Feng came to the hospital several times intermittently, and each time he would ask who Jing Ran was.

This time Zhang Yuan was hospitalized and intensively interacted with other people with Jing Ran, only then did he truly realize that Jing Ran really does not belong to this time.

Because no one can remember him except himself.

The little nurse on duty had greeted Jing Ran the evening before, and the next day routinely asked Jing Ran to register as a family member.

The same goes for Chang Feng, they had a meal together the first time, but next time, he would still ask, who is that Alpha.

This phenomenon has become accustomed to him, and he took the trouble to register repeatedly, even though his name could not be left on the registration form, he didn't mind Zhang Yuan repeating himself again and again, he just stood quietly, and then smiled lightly.

Zhang Yuan felt that his expression was helpless, and there was something else.

So later, Zhang Yuan directly issued an order to chase away the guests to Chang Feng, directly saving this step.

I don't know why, Zhang Yuan looked so orderly, obviously tall and straight, with a strong aura, but Zhang Yuan felt that he was pitiful, and he couldn't help feeling distressed.

Jing Ran is getting better and better for him, in fact, it was good enough, but now, Jing Ran is holding him and taking care of him meticulously.

Accompanied by the pheromones buried in the glands, like a hot spring, he couldn't help but indulge in it.

Zhang Yuan had no choice but as the time passed, his liking for Jing Ran became deeper and deeper inch by inch.

He wanted to carve him into his bones.

Want to hug him, kiss him.

Wanted to... have him.

32.

Well, this period of time is actually a bit hard, the hospital will not allow Alpha to accompany him overnight, so he usually goes home to rest, then comes back in the morning, and uses the time when he goes back at night to stay up late to deal with short-term investment.

When taking care of Zhang Yuan during the day, he did it himself, but he has never served others like this in his life, and he feels happy doing it.

But Zhang Yuan doesn't always need his care, most of the time he is still in good spirits, even though he is a little tired, but he can do everything by himself, only occasionally when the pheromone fluctuates greatly, he will fall into a coma for a period of time.

"However, the situation has improved a lot," the attending physician stared at the data on the digital screen embedded in the glass, and sketched on the file board in his hand, "Don't worry about the patient's family, according to this data, it will take one to two weeks at most. You can leave the hospital."

Nodded neatly, and said "um" in a low voice: "Thank you doctor."

Zhang Yuan was sitting on the edge of the bed with his back facing outside, rolling up the sleeves of the blue and white striped hospital gown, exposing his thin arms, and drawing blood for the nurse. His skin was especially white, and the deep red blood flowed slowly along the needle. It poured into the needle, causing Jing Ran's heart to tremble suddenly.

The attending physician closed the folder of the medical record, and said with a "snap", "Chinese New Year is almost here, young man, you will be in the hospital this year for Chinese New Year."

As he spoke, he patted Jing Ran on the shoulder.

Yes.

Jing Ran and Zhang Yuan celebrated the New Year for the first time and the only time in this wrong time.

In fact, Jing Ran doesn't have much idea about Chinese New Year. It might be better when his mother was there when he was a child, but it's been so long that he can't remember clearly.When he was a teenager, his father was busy with his career, and the chances of father and son having New Year's Eve dinner together were very low.Until he became an adult, his father didn't know which string was finally connected, and he wanted to come back to find family affection. However, the estranged relationship was not so easy to repair. In the past few years, the two of them had finished their tasks dryly and had a New Year's Eve dinner. , After that, Jingran will immediately drive out to find a place to spend time with close friends.

But Zhang Yuan is very concerned.

Even if he keeps talking about it, Jing Ran also pays attention to it.

He regretted that he couldn't celebrate the New Year at home together. He could have cleaned the house thoroughly, and then stood in the kitchen, busily cooking a table of dishes that two people couldn't finish, and making dumplings together.

Neatly asked the cleaner to do a deep cleaning.Zhang Yuan said that quick-frozen dumplings had no New Year flavor, so he found a handmade dumpling shop and bought ready-made dumplings, stacked them neatly and frozen them in the refrigerator.

Zhang Yuan also complained at the time: "Isn't it possible to make the same bag yourself?"

Jing Ran couldn't laugh or cry: "I don't know how to make dumplings..."

Zhang Yuan immediately beamed with joy: "I will."

He didn't let him toss about it neatly, and rubbed his head.

Zhang Yuan also said that during the Chinese New Year, fireworks will be set off on the beach by the sea, blowing up the entire sky, which is very beautiful.It was only then that Jing Ran realized that this was a city near the sea. He had stayed here for so long this time, and he didn't even think about going out.

Zhang Yuantai shrugged his head, and his voice was muffled: "I planned it a month ago and wanted to take you to see it."

Jing Ran could only comfort him helplessly: "It's okay, we'll talk about it later."

But he didn't say when.

"gentlemen."

Jing Ran was pushed by someone, and when he came back to his senses, the little nurse beside him was holding the collected blood and smiled at him: "He called you."

Zhang Yuan sat cross-legged on the bed, moving like a big puppet bear, waving to Jing Ran.

"Brother Jing Ran." Zhang Yuan smiled at him, "Close the blinds."

Close the door neatly, walk over and close the venetian blinds of the isolation glass, making the isolation room a private space.Then, he looked at Zhang Yuan with some apprehension.

When Jing Ran heard him call these four words, he felt terrified.

During this period of time, Zhang Yuan was a little too reckless. He acted more aggressively, and became more and more outspoken, like a cunning little fox, jumping out sweet words one after another.

Frankly speaking, Jing Ran was a little overwhelmed, and was teased by him several times to flee.

When he came back, Zhang Yuan was not angry, and continued to flirt with him as if nothing had happened.

"Brother Jing Ran," Zhang Yuan called again, and patted the side of the bed, "Come and sit down, I have something to tell you."

Jing Ran went to the bed and sat down, held Zhang Yuan's arm and looked at it. The pinhole was small, and the bleeding had stopped long ago, but Zhang Yuan was too thin, and his skin was thin, and there was a bruise on the place where the blood was drawn. The desire to kiss him helped him roll down the sleeves of his hospital gown.

"Speak, what do you want to say?"

Zhang Yuan smiled, changed his sitting position, and faced Jing Ran: "Brother, I'm in trouble."

Frowning neatly, he asked inexplicably, "What?"

"When you didn't come in the morning, the doctor came and told me something. I didn't quite understand what he said, but the meaning was that I can't use inhibitors in the next letter period." Zhang Yuan also frowned. Frowning, with a serious expression, "Unless I remove the gland."

Standing up abruptly, he shouted at Zhang Yuan: "Are you crazy?"

Zhang Yuan didn't expect his reaction to be so big, he was a little dazed for a moment, and stared at Jing Ran with big eyes.

Uncontrollably paced back and forth for a few steps, clenched into fists hanging on the side of his legs approaching Zhang Yuan, so aggressive that Zhang Yuan thought he was about to be beaten, Zhang Yuan couldn't help but dodge back, and was grabbed by the shoulders neatly , the huge strength seemed to cut off the thin shoulder, Zhang Yuan frowned in pain, but held back and didn't make a sound.

The well-pressed brows made those eyes look a bit dark: "Don't tell me, you don't even know the danger of removing the glands."

"No, no..." Zhang Yuan held the hand clasping his shoulder and pulled it down forcefully. He felt a little funny and helpless, and an indescribable feeling appeared in his heart. He reached out and touched the neat He frowned, as if he wanted to smooth it out, "That's not what I mean, I haven't reached this point, so listen to me carefully."

Being made such a fuss by Jingran, it's useless to spend a long time on the belly draft. He originally planned to follow the persuasion, intimidate and lure, make the matter serious, and use all kinds of coquettish and deceitful tricks to get Jingran to agree.

But he couldn't bear to see that man's eyes were red because of his anxious words.

"It's just... I can't use inhibitors in the short term," Zhang Yuan glanced at Jing Ran quickly, then quickly lowered his head, his palms were sweaty, he let go of Jing Ran, and squeezed his hands together, "Next letter period when I need to be marked deep."

Depth mark.

To bite the gonads and inject their own pheromones, and at the same time enter the inner cavity to form a knot, filling that place.

Jingran froze for a moment, her beautifully shaped eyes widened a little.

There was a ringing in his ears, a rumbling sound like the grinding of gears.

Look, even if he didn't want to go forward, he was still urged by fate, and he just stood at the critical point.

For a moment, Jing Ran thought, if only Zhang Yuan wasn't an Omega, he wouldn't be troubled by the estrus period, and he wouldn't be urged to move forward.

This world is not fair.

Or, fairness is always relative, and what you think is fair may not even count as charity for others.

In the history of the three sexes, Omega, as the rarest human being, has been trampled on in the most inhumane way.The predecessors made a way with flesh and blood, and the advancement of chauvinism gradually led the three sexes to equal rights.In today's society, all kinds of laws are formulated in favor of Omega, and the soundness of the protection law also guarantees the most basic rights and interests of Omega.

But no matter how strict the rules and regulations are, they cannot resist instinct.

Omega is doomed to be fragile, and doomed to have a life that cannot be controlled by himself.

The current medicine can clean the glands of an Omega three times without damage as much as possible, which is already the limit.Rather than giving Omega more opportunities to choose, it is better to say that young Omega will not die because of rejection of sexual characteristics.

They always have to have a relationship with Alpha and compromise with their instincts, otherwise the pheromones will never be comforted.

However, there are still very few Omegas who are really unwilling to bow to their fate and choose gland removal surgery with a mortality rate of 50% to fight. Even if the operation is successful, life expectancy will be lost.

It is impossible for Zhang Yuan to choose this path.

In Zhang Yuan's words, it is true that it has not reached this point, this is a bad idea.

Zhang Yuan looked at Jing Ran's stern and tangled face, his anxious eyes were gradually filled with disappointment, he was a little discouraged, and he couldn't even get up to play tricks on Jing Ran.

He said sullenly, "Don't make things difficult for me. If you really can't, lock me up in the house for seven days and then release me."

Omega survived the 7-day estrus alone, probably like going through hell once.

If you don't die, you have to lose half your life.

Jing Ran showed a painful expression, he moved his lips, and his voice was very soft: "It's not..."

Zhang Yuan glanced at him.

The pheromones in the isolation room seemed to be getting stronger, with a heavy sense of oppression, making people breathless and stuffy, causing chest pains. Zhang Yuan rubbed his chest, but he couldn't feel comfortable.

The breath was suffocated there, and it was enough to stir up a handful of flames.

Zhang Yuan said dryly: "Or I can find someone else, it's not that difficult to solve anyway."

Jing Ran was silent for a long time before saying in a deep voice: "Xiao Yuan, it's really not..."

"It's not what?" Zhang Yuan knelt up from the bed, grabbed Jing Ran's collar and roughly pulled it in front of him. Kneeling on the bed, his eyes were almost at the same level as Jing Ran's. They were so close in an instant that they almost bumped into each other. The tip of the nose, the long and narrow eyes were red, Zhang Yuan finally couldn't help it, the grievance and depression of the past few months poured out, "You said it? Don't say it... hide it, let me guess everything , How can I guess? You need time, I have given you a lot of time, well, I have never forced you, now you are forcing me. "

Neatly staring at Zhang Yuan's eyes, too close, he can see the color of the pupils, which is lighter than his own, the outer circle is a crystal clear amber color, looking down, is the high nose bridge, and that suitable for kissing lips.

He clearly remembered the previous time, when Xiaofei was nearly two years old, Zhang Yuan also got angry with him. At that time, he was outspoken and presumptuously attacking the irresponsible Alpha.

In fact, Zhang Yuan has not changed much, he looks exactly the same when he is angry, frowning, piercing eyes, slightly trembling lips.

Neatly felt sad for a while, with a layer of bitterness.

Don't say that Zhang Yuan will be angry, even he himself is angry, hesitating and hesitating, he doesn't look like a man at all.

He sighed orderly.

The breath caressed Zhang Yuan's face, as if most of his anger had been wiped away.

Jing Ran sighed again.

Zhang Yuan frowned, with a hint of annoyance on his face.Look, the man let himself down so easily.

Zhang Yuan loosened Jing Ran's collar, which was violently crumpled into a ball by himself, he sucked the tip of his nose lightly, and stroked it with his hands.

After all, it is not an iron, no matter how you wipe it, it will not be smooth.

"Zhang Yuan."

He opened his mouth neatly, as if he had made up his mind, and said word by word: "I can't stay by your side forever, and one day I will leave. When I come again, I will not be who I am now. I don't know about the matter between you and me," he paused, took a deep breath, and said with some difficulty, "whether I love you or not."

Zhang Yuan was stunned, he didn't understand, he thought for a while, only grasped an unimportant point and repeated: "Do you love me?"

"..." He pursed his lips neatly and smiled helplessly, "Yes, I love you."

33.

Jing Ran tried his best to calmly talk about what he had experienced before in a straightforward manner.

All I can say is keep as calm as possible.

Occasionally, because of guilt and heartache, I can't control my voice, so I can only force myself to stop and take a deep breath.

To the present Zhang Yuan, talking about the future Zhang Yuan.

This kind of mental torture is even more difficult than I thought.

He avoided some facts, such as... the existence of Xiao Fei.

He just said the time of his arrival, and his scumbag attitude at the beginning.

Said to wait.

Zhang Yuan waited.

The time of being apart is far longer than the time of being together, and what he is waiting for is not the current self at all.

Jing Ran originally thought that these things would be enough for him to talk about for a long time, as if he had experienced half a lifetime, but he didn't expect that even though he paused a few times in the middle, he still finished talking quickly.

Then, there was a long silence.

After he had finished speaking, Jing Ran felt relieved for a moment, but almost the next second, he fell into an indescribable panic.

Zhang Yuan sat quietly on the bed, staring at an empty corner of the floor with half-downcast eyes, and didn't speak for a long time.

Jing Ran immediately understood what he was afraid of, he was afraid of Zhang Yuan's answer, no matter what kind of answer he could accept, he didn't know how to face it.

"Actually, I should...know." Zhang Yuan said suddenly, and then fell silent again.

He frowned neatly, didn't understand what he meant, waited for a while, his palms were covered with sweat, and finally couldn't help but opened his mouth: "Xiaoyuan..."

Zhang Yuan raised his eyes and looked at him deeply. After a long time, he showed a soft expression: "Brother, can you give me some time to think about it?"

"...Ah, good, good..." Jing Ran immediately stood up and went to get his coat impatiently, "Then I, I'll go out first."

He left in a hurry, didn't give Zhang Yuan a chance to stay, and didn't dare to turn his head until the door was closed.

He was afraid that if he turned around, he would lose control of his emotions and force Zhang Yuan to accept him, or...

give him up.

Neatly sat on the bench in the corridor for a while, staring at the glass with the venetian blind hanging down.

He checked the time several times, 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, there was no movement from the door or his cell phone.

He stood up and walked back and forth, then put on his coat and went downstairs.

It has snowed several times in the past few days, and the outside is completely white. There is only a long and thin road from the main entrance of the hospital to the garden behind.

I went along this road to the west of the garden, where there used to be a bench with an old pine back, but now both of them are covered with snow, pure white and flawless. No one has been here.

Yes, it's so cold that few patients come out for a walk.

There was a trash can next to the bench, and he swept it neatly with his hands, revealing the ash trough, and then lit himself a cigarette.

Wisps of smoke spewed out from his mouth and nose, lingering on that handsome face, his eyes were blinded by the smoke, and he blinked vigorously before looking up.

The place where the curtains are drawn on the third floor is Zhang Yuan's isolation room.

This place was discovered some time ago.

The grass next to it suddenly moved, and a big black cat leaped out of it unexpectedly, with snow on its slick fur, it approached Jing Ran on catwalks, and squealed coquettishly while rubbing against his leg.

"Meow--"

Isn't this the cat that dominates in the small park next to the community?

He met Zhang Yuan a few times while walking together, and occasionally fed it some canned food.The hospital is not far from the community, but it's not close either.

Can a cat walk that far?

Jingran bent down and touched the fat cat's soft body, and patted it on the head.

The big black cat was not annoyed at not being able to get food, and gracefully stepped on the flawless snow beside it, leaving footprints one after another.

The cigarette in his hand was burnt out, he put out the cigarette butt in an orderly manner, and lit another one.

There is a cat walking around, but it doesn't seem that he is too lonely.

He smoked in an orderly manner and smiled wryly to himself.

The eyes staring at the third floor suddenly felt a little itchy, and he raised his hand in an orderly manner, and pressed it hard.

As soon as he left in an orderly manner, the isolation room seemed to be empty.

He took away the smell of cedar and let the clear sea breeze have nothing to follow.

Zhang Yuan sat on the hospital bed blankly for a while, then jumped off the bed suddenly, ran to the bathroom and turned on the faucet, splashing cold water on his face.

He was a little uncertain about what was going on in his heart, and he told Jing Ran that he had to think about it, but in fact, his whole body was empty.

Things like time have always been very mysterious. He and Jingran overlap inexplicably, making it impossible to trace the cause and effect.

Zhang Yuan thought of the way he met Jing Ran for the first time. He was sitting in the corner of the bar, looking extraordinarily silent amidst the feasting and feasting. His eyes would occasionally sweep over, contact him for a second, and then calmly move away.

Thinking about it now, Zhang Yuan was sure that he should have come for himself at that time.

So now he doesn't remember the past with himself, but has a future with himself.

Zhang Yuan didn't know how long he stood like this, his mind was rolling with the past between him and Jing Ran, and what Jing Ran just said, repeating and intertwining, like a silent movie.

What he vaguely knew was confirmed, but he was not as relieved as he imagined. Instead, he needed some time to sort out and accept it.

It is impossible for him to feel the truth of what Jing Ran said. He tried to imagine it, but was quickly covered by his own memory, whether it was 4 years ago or this time.

In the end, everything in his mind came together and gradually became the man who was sitting by his bed just now.

He lowered his head slightly, talking about his future slowly and calmly, his hands clasped unconsciously, and he could clearly see the whitish fingertips.

He looked cautious, apprehensive, and sad.

The apex of the heart was pinched, and the pain began to throb, Zhang Yuan rubbed his chest, and exhaled lightly.

For Jing Ran's future, he may not be able to estimate his mood at that time.He knew what Jing Ran was hiding, and he couldn't guess the reason why Jing Ran concealed that detail.

But now, he can't control that much anymore, he doesn't want to let go.

Zhang Yuan raised his head, wiped the mirror in front of him, and smiled forcefully at the mirror.

Then he quickly went back to the hospital bed to look for his mobile phone, turned on the screen and looked at the clock on the wall at the same time, he didn't pay attention to the time at first, and now he is a little uncertain how long it has passed.

two hours?three hours?Or four hours?

In short, it was past lunch time, and he was a little hungry.

He originally wanted to make a call to Jing Ran, but he pressed the call button, and then pressed it off in an instant, and then turned out the information screen. The speed of his fingers pressing the keys was so fast that there was almost an afterimage.

-[You gone? ]

The opposite person seemed to be holding the phone all the time, and immediately turned back.

-[No]

Zhang Yuan ran to open the venetian blind, a nurse happened to pass by outside, and was startled by Zhang Yuan's sudden appearance, there was no one on the bench directly opposite.

-[Where are you? ]

Zhang Yuan squeezed the phone, staring at the screen nervously.

-[Come to the west window. ]

Zhang Yuan ran over in twos and threes, almost rushed to the window, and pulled open the white curtains.

Jing Ran stood where he could see at a glance, put down her phone, raised her hand to pinch the cigarette in her mouth, and was looking at him.

He must have stood there for a long time, his face turned pale from the cold, almost melting with the snow behind him, making those black eyes deep.

Zhang Yuan pushed open a window and raised his hand to him: "Needless!"

"..." Jing Ran wanted to answer, but suddenly coughed in his throat, and he let out a dry breath. He took a step forward, as if he wanted to see Zhang Yuan more clearly, and the smoke he pinched on his fingertips burned to the ground. His head was so hot that he shivered, and hurriedly pressed it out.

When he turned his head again, Zhang Yuan shook the phone in his hand at him.

He pointed and said loudly to Jing Ran, "Look!"

Lifting up the phone in an orderly manner, a line of domineering and charming words appeared on the screen.

[I want to be with you, do you dare? ]

Breathing desperately, every nerve in his body was trembling, he looked up at Zhang Yuan, his beautiful brows and eyes were red.

Zhang Yuan showed a smug smile at him.

He seemed to be taking a big gamble, and he was sure to win.

He lowered his head in an orderly manner, his fingers were up and down on the phone screen, his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't hold them steady, and he typed and deleted the words in the dialog box several times.

After a while, a message popped up on Zhang Yuan's phone screen.

-[are you hungry?What to eat, I will buy it. ]

34.

In the end, Zhang Yuan failed to leave the hospital before the Chinese New Year.

Although I went to talk to the doctor in an orderly manner for a long time, I still didn't get permission.

But now the relationship between the two people has changed, and the time is not so difficult.It is still a place full of disinfectant, and there are patients coming and going, but as long as they see each other, the two of them seem to have a layer of glued jelly, which is clear and sweet.

It's just that when it's time to leave the isolation room, it's hard to leave.Jing Ran tried to stay in the hospital, but was driven away by the nurse on the grounds that it was not appropriate to influence Omega for too long.

Looking at Zhang Yuan's unhappy face through a layer of glass, Jing Ran couldn't cheer herself up.He suddenly found it funny, obviously he has experienced a lot, he is 28 years old, and now he feels like he is in first love.

He smiled and touched Zhang Yuan's face through the glass.

During the Chinese New Year, Jing Ran cooked dumplings at home and brought them over in an insulated bucket.

Although he didn't pack it himself, Zhang Yuan ate quite satisfactorily, one after another, his face was full.

The doctor mercifully allowed the family members to stay in the hospital tonight, and Zhang Yuan was very happy.

He finally saw the fireworks that he had been talking about for days.Since eleven o'clock in the evening, I have been guarding in front of the window. From the distance of the hospital, I can only see a palm-sized area.

At zero o'clock, the color of that place finally changed. In the dark night, it seemed that the sky had been burned, and it was colorful, prosperous and noisy.

Zhang Yuan took the initiative to put his arms around Jing Ran's waist, and kissed him tenderly on the lips: "Happy New Year, brother."

He hugged him neatly, Zhang Yuan was really thin, he could fill him completely into his arms.

"Happy New Year."

The fireworks in that corner burned for a full 20 minutes, and finally failed. The entire sky returned to pitch black in a short while, as if it had never been lit just now.

Zhang Yuan stared at it for a while, then suddenly said, "It's like a dream."

"Ok?"

"Brother Jing Ran," Zhang Yuan touched Jing Ran's face, and rubbed his fingers on his mandible, "You are also my dream, right? When I wake up, you will be gone."

Jing Ran blinked, not understanding yes.

Zhang Yuan pinched that white face: "Maybe you come from another place, and when I wait, I won't be able to see you at all."

"No," Jing Ran held his hand, tilted her head and kissed the soft palm, "I am real, one day, when I return to our common time, I will come to you."

Perhaps it was because Jing Ran's expression was too firm, Zhang Yuan was stunned, speechless for a while, he touched Jing Ran's face again, and after a while, he repeated: "You will come to me, right?"

"I will try my best to find you."

Zhang Yuan nodded, and murmured in a low voice: "Then what am I afraid of, I am not afraid anymore."

His voice was too low, so I couldn't hear clearly, so I asked him again, but he just refused to speak.

Jing Ran didn't insist, but fondled his hair fondly.

Before going to bed, Jing Ran took out a thick red envelope and handed it to Zhang Yuan.

Zhang Yuan held it in his hands and stared in surprise.

"New Year's money." Jing Ran said.

Zhang Yuan repeatedly touched