[Jing Yuan] Arriving from afar

18.

The two people who have faced each other sincerely are still awkward.

But there is also an intimacy that is so thick that it cannot be dissolved. When these two kinds meet together, Jing Ran often feels blush and heartbeat.

They naturally slept on the same bed, and as far as Zhang Yuan was concerned, he was just sleeping with his Alpha.But to Jing Ran, they are more like a pair of Alpha and Omega in a trial marriage. Before getting married, they will have a brief run-in, whether it is their compatibility with each other or their living habits.

He groped to get acquainted with Zhang Yuan, and became more and more used to this kind of intimacy that goes deep into his flesh and blood.

Apparently, they're a great fit.

But Jing Ran can't tell exactly what kind of feelings she has for Zhang Yuan, she obviously likes him, and he has desires for him.But it's not just pure liking, but also responsibility, and a perverted sense of fate.

The child has also become a special glue, even the feeling of holding him has changed, he will call himself father to this little baby, and he also begins to look forward to when Xiaofei can call him father, he is only so big , I haven't even grown my teeth yet, I can only grunt every day, turn my big eyes, and groan in the arms of adults with my mouth flattened.

But what he had seen, Xiao Fei called her father for the first time.

Xiao Fei yelled "papa" crisply at him.

"He called you Papa?"

"Yes."

Sitting on the chair in an orderly manner, with his arms resting on the shelf of the crib, he held a toy to tease Xiao Fei, and the child babbled and reached out to grab it.

Standing behind him, Zhang Yuan turned the blower to the minimum, his slender fingers fiddled with the wet hair, letting the strands of hair wrap around his fingers and then slip out of the middle, he grabbed a handful of hair, lifted it up, Let the hair dryer gently blow the hair roots: "Did I tell him to yell that?" He pouted his lower lip unconsciously, "You agree too?"

Didn't I say nothing to Jing Ran?

"No." He leaned back neatly, lazily leaning on Zhang Yuan, "You said that he can't call you uncle, but dad...it's taking advantage of me."

Zhang Yuan gently pushed him, making him sit upright obediently again.

"What else would he say? Can't he just call him Dad?"

"There are a lot of people who know it." Jing Ran pulled the corners of his lips, and smiles spread from his thin lips to his eyes. "They will call the people downstairs Grandpa and Grandma, they will move in later, the second floor Aunt Wu, Uncle Zheng."

Zhang Yuan let out a "hmm", moved the hair dryer to the front, and dried his forehead hair.

"There is a big black cat in the community, it looks fierce, Xiaofei is not afraid, but he thinks it is a dog, and chases it every day, barking 'dog dog dog'..."

Speaking in an orderly manner, he couldn't help laughing out loud.At that time, when Xiaofei had a strong desire to formally express herself, Naihe mostly just jumped out word by word, unable to connect into sentences, and often said things that adults couldn't understand, and walked around anxiously by herself, which was really cute.Jing Ran is not a good talker, but he couldn't help telling Zhang Yuan about the child. The buzzing sound of the hair dryer made his voice deeper and deeper, and he talked about the future with a smile.

Zhang Yuan listened quietly, his slender fingers touched the sensitive scalp from time to time, he was so comfortable to touch, surrounded by gentle pheromones, he couldn't help squinting his eyes, like a big cat that is full.

The hair is almost blown, Zhang Yuan turned off the hair dryer, and combed the soft and fluffy hair roots with his fingers: "He knows so much, why can't he be called uncle?"

Yes, why...

He opened his eyes in an orderly manner.

He raised his head and looked at Zhang Yuan. Omega curled up his lips, curved eyebrows, and curled his eyes like a fox.

Jing Ran blinked: "He actually knows? You taught him to call me that?"

"I don't know," Zhang Yuan couldn't help laughing, "Maybe it's really not possible?"

As he spoke, he wound up the cord of the hair dryer and wanted to take it away, but just as he turned around, he was grabbed by the wrist neatly.Neatly pinched the thin hip bones and dragged them into his arms, and hugged the thin waist involuntarily. He was sitting, Zhang Yuan was standing, and he was wrapped in his arms very roguely.

The hair dryer in his hand had no place to put it, it could only hang above Jing Ran's head, Zhang Yuan struggled a few times but did not break free, and pushed Jing Ran's shoulder angrily: "What are you doing?"

"Xiao Fei knows it. You lied to me. You taught him this on purpose and asked my son to call me Dad, didn't you?"

He raised his face and looked at Zhang Yuan from bottom to top, his eyes were extremely deep but sparkling, like peach blossoms.The little guy on the crib behind him was left out in the cold, and he also stared at this side with a pair of eyes. He hasn't opened yet, but those eyes are black and bright, exactly like his father.

Zhang Yuan looked at the big and the small, and laughed out loud: "Aren't you making trouble for no reason, how can I know the future..."

"It must be," Jing Ran said to himself, he put his face against the milk-scented chest, and whispered, "Xiao Yuan..."

As if acting like a baby, he lightly rubbed against Zhang Yuan's chest, the overflowing pheromone entangled with his Omega, making him feel extremely comfortable.

Jing Ran can almost see the much mature Zhang Yuan facing the little Douding, secretly teaching him to call him father.

A heart seemed to be clenched tightly, and it was rubbed in the palm of the hand again, making a soft mess.

Jing Ran began to feel that this prank of time was not absurd, but perhaps a gift.

He involuntarily hugged the slender waist in the bend of his arms, with such strength that it caused Zhang Yuan pain, he gave a soft "hiss": "Brother."

Jing Ran immediately let go of her arms, and blinked innocently at Zhang Yuan.

Xiao Fei has been left out for a long time, and has been moaning with his mouth curled up. Unfortunately, the two fathers only care about flirting and no one cares about him. Finally, they feel wronged and cry at the top of their lungs.

Jing Ran let go of Zhang Yuan in a hurry, picked up the toy that fell on the crib to tease him, his face was red from crying, his nose was full of tears and he didn't buy it, he opened his arms to hug, Jing Ran could only pick up the baby, Hold her in her arms and coax her.

Zhang Yuan didn't help him either, he put away the hair dryer and turned to do other things.

After coaxing him for a long time, he stuffed the toy into his arms and let him bite, finally he coaxed Xiao Fei well, sobbing from time to time.

He raised his eyes neatly and followed Zhang Yuan, seeing him open the can of milk powder, counting the spoonfuls and scooping it into the bottle.Biting her lower lip orderly, she couldn't help lowering her gaze.

He still feels a little guilty... Zhang Yuan is very thin, but he is not the kind of person who has plenty of milk. On the contrary, he looks a little barren, and he can't get enough for Xiaofei on weekdays, so he needs milk powder.

In the past few days, he has wasted a lot...

It seems that it is a bit unreasonable to grab food with my son.

But the chest is thin, but surprisingly soft, the hand feels as if it has been sucked in, the place stands up as soon as it is touched, it is gorgeous and dripping with white.

Jing Ran couldn't bear it at all.

Zhang Yuan was wearing a large white sweater, and his legs were wrapped in jeans. He looked like a college student who was still studying, extremely green.

If he was walking outside, who would have thought that he already had a child?

Zhang Yuan shook the bottle in his hand, put a few drops on the back of his hand to test the temperature, and felt that it was almost done. He raised his hand, and the tip of his tongue was bright red, and the liquid was sucked away.

Jing Ran's eyes deepened further, and his Adam's apple rolled, making his mandible sharper.

His eyes were too naked, as if he wanted to eat people, Zhang Yuan walked over angrily, and smashed the bottle to his face: "What are you thinking about?!"

Grab Zhang Yuan's hand neatly, and gently press her lips on the place he just licked.

Zhang Yuan was startled, and immediately shook off his hand, picked up the child from him, and crimson climbed up along the neck, until it reached the tips of the ears, making those ears glow with blood: "Don't make trouble!"

He laughed neatly.

Zhang Yuan glared at him, ignored him, held the bottle and put the pacifier into Xiaofei's mouth. The baby seemed unhappy, and pushed it a few times with his mouth flattened, but was forced to be sent in by Zhang Yuan. I ate with a puffed face reluctantly.

Zhang Yuan sat down beside Jing Ran, leaning gently on his shoulder.

Omega's sympathetic reliance made Jing Ran very useful, he changed his posture, hugged Zhang Yuan into his arms, rested his chin on the thin shoulder, and gently kissed the snow-white back of the neck with his head.

"Xiao Yuan..."

"You go out later," Zhang Yuan said suddenly, "I ordered a cake at the pastry shop outside the community, you go and pick it up."

Jing Ran was stunned for a moment, and just about to agree, Zhang Yuan went on to say: "Today is Xiaofei..."

"Hundred days." Jing Ran said.

Zhang Yuan was a little surprised, and looked at Jing Ran in surprise: "You know?"

Nodded orderly, hugged Zhang Yuan's hand and walked to the front, patted Xiaofei's hairy head: "I know."

Not only did he know, he had been waiting.

Waiting for an anniversary he'd seen in cellphone video.

Zhang Yuan blinked, didn't speak any more, and quietly leaned in Alpha's arms to feed the baby milk powder.

The afternoon sun was plentiful, they pulled up all the curtains, and the whole room was bathed in golden light.

Extra gentle.

Jing Ran began to be greedy for this gift, but he also knew that even if he and Zhang Yuan agreed without mentioning it, this kind of getting along would be like a mirage, which would fall apart in one blow.

He took a deep breath and buried his face on the thin shoulders and neck.

19.

Jing Ran originally thought that he could welcome Xiaofei's hundred days in peace.

But when Zhang Yuan sat at the table with Xiao Fei in his arms, put the lighter into his hand and asked him to light a candle, he realized that his hands were trembling.

The thumb slid a few times, and finally clicked, and jumped out of the flame.

He watched that video many times and remembered it clearly, the same cake, the same candle, the same Zhang Yuan, and the same Xiao Fei.

But he never thought at the time that it was himself who was hiding behind the camera.

The dancing flames on the candles were reflected in Zhang Yuan's eyes, shining brightly, and he was a little restless. He waited for Zhang Yuan to let him record the video, but Zhang Yuan didn't mention it until he clapped Xiao Fei's little hand and sang the birthday song.

"Blow out the candles?" Zhang Yuan puffed up his face.

"Wait a minute!" Jing Ran hurriedly stopped, Zhang Yuan looked at him blankly with open eyes, "Aren't you going to record it?"

Zhang Yuan blinked, with question marks all over his face.

"Video," Jing Ran said, "to commemorate."

Zhang Yuan rolled his eyes and smiled: "Okay."

Jing Ran now knows why there is a blank sound in that video, because he is the one talking to Zhang Yuan, and he cannot be recorded.

Before he tried to record himself by taking pictures and videos, Zhang Yuan smiled helplessly and said, "It's useless. I tried many times before, and there is no way."

He did not give up, and tried his best to leave a mark, but no matter whether he was taking pictures alone or in a group photo, he was like being erased by an eraser, without any trace.

Thinking neatly, if he can leave a little evidence, Zhang Yuan can find out who he is, and then go to him.

"Then we can get married, you and Xiao Fei are both my responsibility."

At that time Zhang Yuan listened to him quietly, and suddenly smiled, he bent his eyes, with a mischievous taste: "A strange Omega brought a child to find you, do you recognize it?"

Jingran froze for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

"If it was me," Zhang Yuan said after thinking about it, "I would think this person is crazy."

Jing Ran looked at his fingers, rubbed them together, and followed Zhang Yuan with a helpless smile.

Yes.

I'm afraid he will also think that the person is crazy, and then drive him away unceremoniously.

With his previous temper, I am afraid that a few words can completely hurt the skinny young man in front of him.

He has never been called gentle, and he slowly changed after meeting Zhang Yuan.

It seems that all his tenderness was born for Zhang Yuan.

He raised his phone neatly and pointed it in the direction of Zhang Yuan and Xiao Fei.

The face of the person in the camera turned pale, and he looked at this side gently: "Are you shooting?"

Looking at the small screen neatly, he raised his head and looked at Zhang Yuan again. He was in a daze for a moment, and after a long while, he nodded: "Yes."

The exact same camera is aimed at Zhang Yuan almost unconsciously. Most of the time, he looks directly at his Omega and his child.

The extreme tenderness overlapped, giving Jing Ran a dizzy feeling of dreaming.

His chest seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't breathe for no reason. He silently watched Zhang Yuan blow out the candles, and laughed with the baby in his arms.

"Say something too..." Zhang Yuan raised his eyes and looked at him burningly.

Those eyes were soft and full of affection.

Jing Ran seemed to have been cut off suddenly, and there were waves of dull pain crawling from the tip of his heart, which made him frown. The person in front of him completely overlapped with the one in the video in his memory, and he didn't know for a while. What to say.

What did he say?

The video did not record his words.

But Zhang Yuan... Zhang Yuan said...

"May Xiaofei," Jing Ran's voice trembled a little, he took a deep breath, "I wish you a safe and happy life."

Zhang Yuan smiled, he stretched out a finger to touch Xiao Fei's cheek, and said in a deep voice, "Did you hear me, Dad wishes you a safe and happy life."

He turned off the recording in an orderly manner, and he held the phone in his hand, so hard that his knuckles ached.

Zhang Yuan noticed the sudden drop in his Alpha, he squeezed Xiaofei's small hand, and the gentle pheromone was released, wrapping around his Alpha: "Brother, what's wrong?"

Shaking his head neatly, he stretched out his hand to touch Zhang Yuan's hair, stroking it down along the arc of the hair tip, touched his neck with his fingers, and rubbed him affectionately: "I wish you a safe and healthy life too. ..."

……happiness.

He swallowed the last two words, stared at Zhang Yuan with a slight smile, as if he was too focused, he didn't notice that his eyes were red and his smile was a bit bitter.

Zhang Yuan raised his hand and gently held his wrist, as if to comfort him, but also as if to make a promise: "I will."

20.

Well started to suffer from insomnia.

Zhang Yuan slept peacefully beside him, always leaning on him with his neck slightly bent.Unable to fall asleep, I just looked at him quietly, followed his eyebrows, lips, and traced the little mole over and over again, and finally it always overlapped with Zhang Yuan who was frowning with stomach pain in his memory, which made him unable to bear it. He kept frowning, and raised his hand to touch the center of Zhang Yuan's brow.

But he always fell asleep peacefully, with his brow stretched.

The nervous person turned into a well-organized one.

According to what Zhang Yuan said, he always has to leave, he will continue to move forward and meet a younger Zhang Yuan.

But he will never see the current Zhang Yuan and his children again, and maybe he will never be able to see him growing up from a small size to being able to run around like a small cannonball.

He will miss a lot of time and Zhang Yuan later.

He was reluctant.

Maybe it's because Jing Ran has never tasted such a turbulent and complex emotion, coming from a perverted world, rushing towards him with no purpose and no source, with results, a short period of time is like a majestic sea, will He watered it thoroughly.

But so pure.

Zhang Yuanyi loved him without hesitation, and never gave up for a second.

Jing Ran once woke up Zhang Yuan when he was tossing and turning. Zhang Yuan rubbed his eyes and asked him sleepily what was wrong.

His voice still had a strong nasal tone, leaning on Jing Ran's neck, and lifted Jing Ran's eardrums with a low hoarseness.Putting him in his arms neatly, he asked him softly, "Have you ever hated me?"

I left you and left you alone to bear so much.

Zhang Yuan didn't hear clearly at first, nestled in Jing Ran's arms and mumbled "Huh?"

Asked again neatly.

This time Zhang Yuan heard it clearly, he giggled and burrowed into Jing Ran's arms like a small animal, when Jing Ran was touched by him, he couldn't dodge from left to right, so he could only grab his hand and forcefully With the clasp in their palms, the two of them quarreled silently for a long time, both sweating a little.Well, with his making such a fuss, the haze lingering in his heart was blown away calmly.

He looked at Zhang Yuan helplessly, and gently pressed his forehead.

Zhang Yuan was still smiling, with crooked eyebrows and eyes: "I hated it, sometimes you are too self-righteous, which makes me gnash my teeth in hatred."

As he spoke, he showed his white teeth and ground them vigorously.

Jing Ran still wanted to ask something, but Zhang Yuan pinched his chin and gave him a domineering kiss. Zhang Yuan said: "If you talk about the time you left, there is no such thing, but sometimes you miss you too much, and you can't help but blame me. you."

Jing Ran was startled, and kissed the corner of his lips: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Kissed along the mole and pecked at the ear, Zhang Yuan was tickled by him, and smiled softly: "Can you not apologize, brother?"

He turned over and pressed his entire back against Jing Ran's chest: "I know why I won't tell you about us in the future. I definitely don't want to hear your apology. You always say sorry, I keep listening, keep listening ...I'm tired of hearing it."

Look, this is the Omega.

Pick up the guilt in Jing Ran's heart with my own hands.

He is beautiful and upright, before he was tolerant, alienated, and gentle, but now he is cute and charming, and he treats him wholeheartedly and without restraint.

Why doesn't Jean Jingran like such a person?

At this wrong time, he was about to experience a grandiose love.

How could he be willing to let him go now?

He started researching how to avoid leaving Zhang Yuan. He looked up relevant information in a serious manner. There have always been legends about the time and space time travel, but flowers are not flowers and fog are not fog, and it is basically impossible for the parties to come out to prove it.

He passed through the door twice, and went back to the past, so could he stay here forever if he didn't open the door again?

Then what?Live in this house all your life?

"Like going to jail?" Zhang Yuan asked, he didn't take it seriously at all, Xiao Fei fell asleep in the bedroom, he was rarely able to work for a while, lying on the sofa, typing with a notebook on his lap, "I'm stuck here , can't go anywhere..."

Zhang Yuan's attitude made Jing Ran a little anxious, he walked back and forth in front of the sofa, which dazzled Zhang Yuan, and yelled to stop.

It is clear that no one can be trapped in a square inch. After a long time, no amount of love may be wiped out. Even he does not have this confidence. Moreover, it is equivalent to him giving up everything before and only being alone. The Omega who accompanied him alone lived here.

A lifetime is too long.

But otherwise?

"Otherwise?" Jing Ran squatted down in front of Zhang Yuan, "What else can I do?"

Zhang Yuan stroked his hair with his hands, and murmured: "Your hair is growing, do you want to tie it up?"

"Zhang Yuan!"

Zhang Yuan sighed, he closed the notebook, looked at Jing Ran seriously, and said: "This is not a solution at all, there is no solution."

He opened his mouth neatly, and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Zhang Yuan: "If I could keep you in this way, I would have locked you up and kept you by my side, and I will never let you go .”

Zhang Yuan smiled, but the smile didn't last long, and soon faded, and the corners of the drooping eyes were also flushed: "My reluctance is no less than yours."

Yes.

Sitting by the bed that evening, Zhang Yuan, who smiled reluctantly at Jing Ran with red eyes, would often dream of him when he dreamed back at midnight.

Jing Ran suddenly realizes that this Zhang Yuan is not hiding everything now, he is also reluctantly hiding something.

Before, Zhang Yuan hid his feelings, but now, he hid all his negative emotions.

He noticed Jing Ran's emotions, guilt, sadness, and countless mental tortures, so he hid his share of things and tried to make Jing Ran feel better.

He was so considerate that Jing Ran felt ashamed.

Jingran held Zhang Yuan's hand and apologized in a low voice.

"here we go again."

Zhang Yuan didn't complain angrily, he raised his chin slightly, his plump lips curled up, and he had many small expressions, such as this one, like acting like a baby unconsciously, which made Jing Ran feel soft.

He combed his neat hair with his fingers again, his eyes sparkled: "Is it okay to tie your hair up?"

In the end, Jing Ran couldn't hold him back, so he obediently let him toss around, and finally tied a bundle behind his head.

Zhang Yuan looked at him and smiled, and touched and touched the braid.

"The last time you came, it was like this, with a bundle."

Slender fingers brushed Jing Ran's forehead hair, and touched down along the sharp eyebrows. Jing Ran's facial features were almost perfect, sharp and beautiful. When he frowned, it was like a knife that had just been sharpened, sharp It was too hard to touch, but it softened the moment the finger slid over, and the beautifully shaped eyes were bottomless, staring at Zhang Yuan fiercely.

He grabbed Zhang Yuan's hand, tilted his head and kissed the soft palm, and rubbed it against his face.

Alpha's mood is not stable, the smell of cedar makes waves, and every trace of uneasiness is revealed. As his Omega, Zhang Yuan is very clear: "Don't be afraid, keep going forward, we will meet again."

He shook his head neatly: "I'm not afraid, have you ever thought about whether I exist or not? In this world, you and Xiaofei, or me to you, is it true or not..."

"Yes, you told me."

"……what?"

"You told me that I'm not waiting for someone who can't come." Zhang Yuan said firmly, "Maybe I don't know how long it will take, but you will definitely come."

Jing Ran was tongue-tied, what kind of promise did he ever make to make this Omega believe so deeply?

Zhang Yuan held his hand and said seriously: "You have to trust me."

He smiled helplessly, who should believe whom?

Zhang Yuan's harmless appearance to humans and animals suddenly reminded him that this person said that he had lied to him before, but now he believed it, and even wondered if he had lied to the 19-year-old Zhang Yuan from the very beginning. Let him stay here willingly and wait for him.

Jing Ran couldn't help but ask him: "Did I... from the first time I saw you... just took advantage of your ignorance and tricked you?"

Zhang Yuan opened his eyes wide, surprised why Jing Ran said that, raised his lips and showed a coquettish look, and said, "No." He rolled his eyes, and pulled a successful smile from the corner of his mouth, "...but, I It was love at first sight for you."

Jingran was stunned for a moment, then smiled.

His lover is like a cloud of honey, with love words on the tip of his tongue, capturing all senses of taste in an instant.

Sweet and delicious.

21.

Zhang Yuan began to plan to take Xiao Fei out while Xiao Fei was asleep.

He drove through most of the city and stopped in front of a university in the west of the city.The school gate is wide and grand, and students come and go from time to time, full of vigor.

"I live on campus when I was studying, and I only go home on weekends," Zhang Yuan looked at the school gate, as if thinking of something, he smiled slightly, he turned his head, raised his slender eyebrows, stretched out his hand to squeeze his neat face, "You have to come to me quickly, don't wander around outside alone."

After reacting neatly, he understood what he meant. He didn't answer the words, but his lowered hand was clenched into a fist, and his fingers were carved into his palm bit by bit.

He said that next time, he will go back to the past.

Jing Ran learned something about the relationship between them from Zhang Yuan. Zhang Yuan seldom talked about himself, but he always talked about Jing Ran. With a gentle look in his eyes, he talked about the past Jing Ran.

Sometimes Jing Ran would be impatient, he frowned, and went to pick up the mistake of "Jing Ran" in Zhang Yuan's mouth, which caused Zhang Yuan to laugh haha.

"Are you eating your own jealousy?" Zhang Yuan said.

He choked for a moment, and closed his mouth sullenly.

Maybe it is.

Zhang Yuan took him to many places and showed him.

His favorite kebab shop, the cafe he often goes to, the small park that he often passes by for running, he also said that there is a big black cat that dominates a group of wild cats, often occupying the pool in the small park, and He occasionally goes to the bar where he works.

Zhang Yuan said: "You need to come to me quickly."

They are counting the days, breaking every minute into several pieces to experience it.

This time, Zhang Yuan is not as out of control as last time at least, but he will still be nervous, he will hug Jing Ran tightly on the bed, and fill himself in his arms, as if his tendons and bones are broken, he will not let go.

He knew the day when Jing Ran would leave from Jing Ran himself.

But he was playing tricks and refused to tell Jing Ran, as if if he didn't tell, this day would never come.

But who can stop the fool of fate, who can stop time?

The day has finally come.

22.

Putting Xiaofei in the crib neatly, the child was sleeping soundly, biting his fingers, looking delicate and naive.

Compared with when he first arrived, Xiao Fei has grown up by more than a circle. The baby always seems to grow very fast, and looks different every day. Huge and gut-wrenching, he's healthy and vibrant on the way to growing up.

Zhang Yuan originally followed the bedroom, but he went out again after a while, when he was covering Xiao Fei with the quilt orderly, he heard him walking back and forth in the living room.

Zhang Yuan was restless, biting his fingers nervously.

The slightly salty pheromones set off the sea breeze, blowing to the sea and mountains, the waves are layered, and the turbulence can overturn a heart.

He walked out of the bedroom in an orderly manner, closed the door, and stared deeply at his Omega.

The upturned face was full of panic, he only glanced at Jing Ran, then lowered his head, he seemed to accept his fate, and said in a muffled voice, "You have to go."

He seemed to be saying something innocuous.

There was a sudden surge of anger.

Zhang Yuan started to pave the way before, for himself, to welcome parting calmly and calmly?Jing Ran wanted to ask him, why are you so indifferent?Obviously the last time... last time you were in so much pain.

"We will meet again, I am waiting for you to come, you have to find me." Zhang Yuan's voice was very soft, as if he was talking to himself.

Then he raised his hand and wiped his tears with the back of his hand, but he couldn't wipe it clean after several times.

That anger trembled in his chest, went straight to his heart, and he panicked all of a sudden.He walked quickly to Zhang Yuan, grabbed his hand, wanted to hug him and warm him, the pheromones were tightly intertwined, and every thread was intertwined, sadness is contagious, he couldn't help his nose sore, and he was about to cry from heartache.

"I'm right here," Jing Ran said, "I'm not going anywhere, I won't open any doors."

Zhang Yuan shook his head, he raised his eyes, the despair welling up from the depths of his eyes could overwhelm people: "It's useless, it has nothing to do with the door."

Zhang Yuan shook his head again, muttering to himself: "It's useless..." He held Jing Ran's fingers with his backhand and held them tightly, almost sinking into his flesh, but said, "Let go."

Jing Ran refused, his expression was a bit fierce, as if he wanted to swallow the life in front of him: "I won't let go."

"You're going to be torn apart, you're going to be in so much pain."

As if to confirm Zhang Yuan's words, a huge pain hit instantly, and he screamed out in pain, and almost let go of Zhang Yuan, but he held it again.

Time will take him away, but he is not allowed to take others away.

"Zhang Yuan!"

With a low growl, he grabbed Zhang Yuan's hand and held it tightly, refusing to let it go. From his fingers to his back, it seemed that every inch of muscle was being pulled forcibly.

He is in great pain.

That handsome face should also be ferocious, the thin lips turned white, and his teeth were almost gritted.

The real sense of time and space disorder made him dizzy, he could hardly see Zhang Yuan clearly, countless fragments of pictures slid past his eyes, split into countless Zhang Yuan like a kaleidoscope, each fragment was a different him.

He met a year later, some now, some younger.

He was wearing a white shirt, turned around and smiled at him; he ran to him with a basketball in his arms, his forehead was covered with sweat; Breathing with both hands...

Jing Ran had a splitting headache, but was still reluctant to blink once.

The distorted time seemed to tear him apart, he screamed out in pain, the fingers holding Zhang Yuan turned white, almost pinched into the flesh.

Zhang Yuan looked at him, big tears fell drop by drop without any process of gathering.

"Let's go."

"Xiaoyuan..." Jing Ran couldn't see Zhang Yuan clearly, he was merged with the fragmented images of time, so he couldn't tell which Zhang Yuan was standing in front of him and was firmly held by him.

He doesn't want to go.

He wouldn't let go.

He wants to live with his Omega, his children, take care of them, protect them.

But...but...

Zhang Yuan's eyes were red and he was crying hard. He wiped his eyes vigorously, bit his teeth, and with the other hand, opened Jing Ran's fingers one by one.

Jing Ran's eyes were so deep, staring at him so hard that he wanted to drown in it.

Zhang Yuan avoids Jing Ran's eyes and pulls his hand away forcefully.

It was silent for a moment, like a universe blown into ruins, empty.

In a panic, he wanted to reach out to catch it again, but he saw Zhang Yuan clearly again. Zhang Yuan hid back for a while, and then smiled. His eyes were red, but as long as he smiled, it seemed that the whole world lit up.

"Brother, let's go."

The hoarse voice hit Jing Ran's eardrum, and the pain went deep into the bone marrow.

The world spun for a moment, and he wanted to be pulled back by the huge suction force, and everything changed before his eyes.

Taking a step back in an orderly manner, the leather shoes knocked on the floor, making a dull sound.

There was a roar in his head, and the stabbing pain came from the apex of his heart, almost taking all his breath away, his slightly dilated eyes were gray, he was at a loss, his body swayed, and he stumbled back a few steps.

Zhang Yuan...his Zhang Yuan...

Jingran raised his hand and clenched it into a fist, pressing it hard against his chest. There was a large space there, and the wind whizzed by, rolling sand and gravel and scratching his flesh and blood.

The pounding of the heartbeat became louder and louder, and it was connected with the tinnitus. He closed his eyes involuntarily and took a deep breath.

...Suddenly, there was something separated by a membrane, overlapping with the sound of the heartbeat.

"Knock knock."

what?

He raised his head neatly, that handsome face couldn't hide the pained expression, he looked blankly at the source of the voice - "Master?"

Master?

Jingran straightened up suddenly, and quickly looked around, the space, decoration, furnishings, strange and familiar...is this his room?He is back? !

The digital calendar on the bedside table shows the date: September 2019, 9.

Uncle Chen was taken aback by the violently opened door. He still maintained his posture of knocking on the door, staring dumbfounded at the man in front of him: "...Master?"

Is it an illusion?Why do you feel that the young master is different...

"Uncle Chen, call Xiao Zhou and ask him to book a plane ticket for me."

"Ah? But..."

"Call him first!"

"Oh good." Uncle Chen hurriedly turned and ran downstairs.

Jing Ran almost rushed to the table to find his own mobile phone, but there was none on the table.Where did he put it?He clearly remembered that he used to put his mobile phone on the table.Jing Ran's face was pale, and his thinned lips were bloodless. He went to search for his windbreaker again, and finally took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

His fingers kept trembling, so trembling that it was difficult to even unlock them. He shook them hard a few times before he managed to regain his composure. A drop of sweat trickled down his forehead, gathered on the tip of his chin, and dripped to the floor with a "pop" superior.

He tremblingly and quickly dialed a number, which he had memorized countless times silently in his heart. His ears were hot, and his phone was cold. When he first posted it, he was shocked.

pass!

He listened almost greedily to the sound of the connection, "beep-beep-" gradually formed a frequency with his heartbeat.

His heart was beating faster and faster, he was expecting and fearing at the same time, he was so nervous that he almost vomited.

Take it...why not take it...

He pressed the call button in an orderly manner, and immediately dialed it again.

This time there were only two rings, and suddenly there was a click, and a voice came clearly through the radio waves, low, clean, and magnetic: "Hello, hello."

Jing Ran didn't need to listen any more to know that this was Zhang Yuan.

A burst of ecstasy was swept by the hurricane, Zhang Yuan exists!They were in the same world, he could go find him, have him.

Jing Ran's eyes turned red immediately, he unconsciously rolled down his throat, and swallowed with difficulty: "Zhang..."

Blowing in through the open window