[Jing Yuan] Arriving from afar

5.

Zhang Yuan asked Jing Ran again: "Are you sure you are in such a hurry to leave?"

Yes.

Zhang Yuan's face turned cold instantly, and his slender eyes were half drooped, and he refused to take another look at Jing Ran.As if angry, he took back all the tenderness towards Jing Ran before, wrapped in alienation, and sent the guest off coldly.

Jing Ran thought that he was going to kick him out of the house, but who knew that Zhang Yuan was still polite, he took out a heavy coat for Jing Ran, lent Jing Ran his mobile phone first, and even counted enough money from his wallet.

"Let's go." Zhang Yuan took Xiao Fei with one hand and pushed him hard.

Jing Ran was staggered out of the house, the slippers he had worn out in the snow when he came, and now he was still wearing Zhang Yuan's shoes, he didn't expect that they were about the same size, even the shoe size was the same.

"Wait..." Blocking the door that was about to close neatly, he looked a little embarrassed, as if he didn't quite adapt to Zhang Yuan's indifference.Zhang Yuan stood leaning on the door frame and looked at him indifferently. He had the usual thinness of an Omega, but he was not so soft at the moment, and the pheromones were chilling. To sweep the cold off the cedar.

"I will make up for it." Jing Ran raised the mobile phone and money in his hand, "I will pay you ten times as much as your mobile phone and money."

Zhang Yuan raised his eyebrows, his plump lips seemed to move, and he pulled out a faint smile.

With a "bang", the goalkeeper closed the tip of Jing Ran's nose. If he hadn't dodged quickly, the perfectly erect bridge of the nose would have almost been scrapped.

This person... can change his face?

He touched the tip of his nose neatly.

But very soon, Jing Ran knew what Zhang Yuan meant by saying that he could not leave.

Not only did he go back in time in a strange way, but he was also trapped on an isolated island.

He cannot convey and absorb any useful information.

He couldn't make any calls.

He didn't know which city he was in, and Zhang Yuan's mobile phone couldn't bring up the real-time map. He tried to ask others, but the most important words were blurred, and he couldn't hear anything clearly.Similarly, he couldn't tell, so he stopped the taxi, and when he said the destination, the driver had a puzzled look on his face.

"Where are you going?" the driver asked puzzledly, "Sir, how can I send you if you don't tell me where to go?"

It was as if time and the world had played a big joke with him. In this strange city covered with snow, he was isolated in an isolated island where he could not communicate.

He was abandoned.

He clenched his fists neatly, and the sharp jaw line drew a tight arc.

Is he crazy, or is the world crazy?

Shuttle blindly in the heavy snow, this city can be regarded as prosperous, the rich nightlife lasts until the middle of the night, until the shops on the empty road are completely closed, only the street lamps shine on the pale snow, which makes people's eyes hurt. Still nothing.

In his 28 years of life, he has never been in such a mess as he is today.

No one could understand what he was talking about. He said his name and his family's contact number, but he couldn't reach anyone.

The gradually collapsing emotions made him feel like a trapped beast. The soaring pheromone rushed out intensely. The full attack power was icy cold in this snowy day, as if he would see blood when he touched it.

It was almost dawn, but he couldn't even find a foothold.

Jing is not a person who breaks down easily. He was born in a wealthy businessman family. His mother's early death and his father's busyness made him rarely experience the warmth of family affection. Uncle Chen and his servants, he is used to being alone, he has long been able to solve troubles by himself, his early independence made him better than his peers, Alpha's differentiation bonus made him a higher level, he has always been The kind that stand at the top.He habitually uses the Alpha's natural leadership abilities, and he is in control of everything with ease.

And now, everything has been overturned.

He was like getting on a derailed train out of nowhere, and he didn't even know where he was going.

Snow has stopped.

Standing neatly by the side of the road, his eyes fell aimlessly on a snowdrift.

It was freezing cold, and there was no one on the street at this time, only a 24-hour convenience store on the right rear with pale lights on, and a small salesman huddled behind the counter, curiously looking at this lonely man outside through the glass.

Jing Ran's shadow was drawn into a straight line by the street lamps, and a gust of cold wind blew up his coat. Jing Ran was stunned for two seconds before grabbing the lapel and pulling it up. A faint smell came in.

I suddenly went back to a few hours ago, and was still standing in the small living room with light yellow lights. The thin Omega handed himself a coat, stood in front of him with drooping eyelashes, and stretched out his long and thin fingers to help him open the coat. Coat collar.

He shuddered neatly, and suddenly widened his eyes as if waking up.

Can't Zhang Yuan call him by his name?In that narrow cold alley, he was very close, breathing white air, calling: "Jing Ran."

He must go back.

6.

Jing Ran didn't rudely run back to disturb the father and son in the middle of the night, even though he wasn't very restrained before.

He went into the convenience store and asked for a cup of instant coffee, a pack of cigarettes, and a lighter. When he paid for it, he hesitated, and then put the cigarettes and lighter down. He used Zhang Yuan's money, and could the money be It's still a problem.

He twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, and he didn't know whether he was mocking this predicament or his ridiculous self-esteem.

After taking a sip of the coffee in his hand, he placed it neatly on the table by the window, and didn't touch it again until it got cold.He was bored lying on the table and looking out the window.

If only you listened to Zhang Yuan and waited.

"Zhang Yuan..."

He read the name unconsciously, biting the two gentle words between his teeth gently, and then spit them out slowly.

He repeated it several times, his beautiful eyes deeply creased with sleepiness.

Zhang Yuan... is really the only normal link between him and this world.

If both he and the world are crazy, then at least Zhang Yuan is normal.

Although that Omega is very strange, his emotions are unpredictable, and he has been carrying a mystery since we met.But he has pheromones that can be called charming. He is thin but not slender. He has black and fluffy hair.He is particularly tall and straight, taller than the average Omega, especially...white...

Drowsiness swept over, and Jing Ran couldn't help closing his eyes.

If we hadn't met in this situation, Jing Ran might have become interested in him.

However, he has a child.

In today's society, rare and fragile Omega have clear protection laws and related protection associations. Omega like Zhang Yuan who raises children alone is really rare. Most AOs who combine body and mind have a relatively high degree of fit. It is hard to imagine that there will be an Alpha who is willing to leave Own Omega.

Especially the one like Zhang Yuan, who is beautiful and soft, suitable for being raised at home, lying on a soft blanket in this cold winter and taking a nap with nothing else in mind.

Blinking his eyes in an orderly manner, he simply closed them completely.

if it was me……

Well thought out.

Before the vague thoughts took shape, he fell into a lethargic sleep uncontrollably.

But the moment he closed his eyes and opened them, the sky was already bright.

He straightened up abruptly, and the muscles all over his body were tense and sore after lying down for a long time. He twisted his neck hard, and he could hear a cracking sound.

The convenience store, which was empty at night except for the salesperson and him, was also noisy at this moment, and the salesperson was replaced by a short boy with a long-haired girl.

How long has he slept?

Today is a sunny day, the sun has come to the center, the sun shines on the melted snow, it is cold and sharp.

Obviously, he missed the time before Zhang Yuan went to work.

Without further delay, he walked back along the way he came, and it took him some time to find Zhang Yuan's community, stepped up the stairs of the unit building in two and three steps, and knocked tentatively on the door.

The door was indeed empty.

He walked around the narrow corridor a few times, and finally sat down on the stairs next to the door. His long legs were bent, and his elbows rested lazily on his knees. He lowered his head and looked expressionlessly. Stare at the ground.

It will take at least half a day to wait for Zhang Yuan to leave work.

How to pass the time?

The concept of killing time has never existed in an orderly life, he is always busy.A situation like this where I have nothing to do and don't know what to do has basically never happened.

very strange.

He was stunned for a while, and subconsciously touched the cigarette in his pocket. There was only a hard cube in the flat pocket. He was stunned for a moment before realizing that there was no cigarette, and then he took out the contents of the pocket.

Zhang Yuan's mobile phone.

Jing Ran took it in his hand and flipped through it. Out of politeness and respect, he didn't open the social software. He only used the browser to read the news. At the end of 2018, there were not many impressive news, but I read them all again. The real feeling of time travel was getting deeper and deeper while reading the news, which made his heart feel cold and more and more irritable.

He exited the software, held the phone tightly in his hand, and rubbed his face vigorously as if venting, his handsome brows and eyes were reddened by him, revealing a faint smell of bloodlust.

After a while, he slid open the phone screen again, and flicked the APP on the interface from side to side in boredom.

Zhang Yuan's phone interface is very clean, neatly classified under each folder, the screen saver is a photo of Xiao Fei, he is sitting on a blanket obediently, wearing a goose-yellow fleece, smiling at the camera.

He stared intently, suddenly his heart moved.

Check out the photo album...it's okay, right?

Thinking of this, he quickly clicked on the photo album, and his trimmed and flat fingers quickly swipe on the screen.

Zhang Yuan seems to like to take pictures. There are thousands of photos in the album, including scenery, food, corners of the house, and more of his son.

Xiaofei actually doesn't look like Zhang Yuan. Unlike Zhang Yuan's slender eyes, he has extra large and round eyes, and his pupils are so black that they can hardly see the edge. Red and thin, different.

However, under Zhang Yuan's lens, he loves to laugh, unlike the way Jing Ran saw him, hiding behind Zhang Yuan, staring at him fearfully and vigilantly with a pair of dark eyes.

Jing Ran roughly flipped through it, but couldn't find what he wanted to see. He just wanted to see what kind of person that Alpha who left Omega was.

That being the case, his browsing speed slowed down, and he began to look at the photos with interest, which was a good way to pass the time.

Zhang Yuan's life came alive in Jing Ran's hands. He rarely appeared on camera, but he smiled happily in the occasional short-lived photos, most of which were selfies of him holding Xiao Fei and stretching his arms.

Photos often have this kind of magical power. After seeing them a lot, this kind of private spying makes Jing Ran gradually become familiar with the children and adults under the lens.

Swipe across a small video and click open decisively.

In the video, Xiao Fei is wearing a plush clothes of a teddy bear, sitting on the sofa daintyly, with his head lowered, concentrating on playing with the teddy bear in his hand. He looks much smaller than now, especially cute.

"Xiao Fei, look at Dad."

Zhang Yuan's voice suddenly came out from the video, he was very close, as if whispering next to Jing Ran's ear, and Jing Ran touched his ear subconsciously, it was numb.

Xiaofei raised her head, her jet-black pupils were shining brightly at the camera, her mouth was slightly opened, shaking in a daze.

Zhang Yuan said, "Call again."

Xiaofei blinked her big eyes, and let out a clear "ah" as if she didn't understand.

"Call Dad," Zhang Yuan urged gently, "Dad, come on, call again, call Dad."

Xiaofei laughed suddenly, crisp and raw, as if to please his father, he took the little bear in his hand and handed it to Zhang Yuan, followed Zhang Yuan vaguely and said, "papa!"

The person behind the camera also laughed, his voice was deep and soft, and it came through the speaker cleanly, making Jing Ran also curl his mouth.

"Did you hear it?" Zhang Yuan said suddenly, his voice was very low, as if he was talking to himself, and he seemed to be speaking to someone, "This is the first time Xiao Fei has spoken."

Jingran's heart seemed to be pinched suddenly, so sore that he was in a daze.

The video stopped on Xiaofei's smiling face looking at the camera, and it took a long time before it was slowly drawn across.

There are not many such small videos, but one will pop up from time to time, almost all of which are Xiao Fei, and Zhang Yuan takes a picture of him with his mobile phone.It is often some symbolic events that happened to children, or some funny and fun things.Zhang Yuan would speak in a low voice, not to Xiao Fei, but to the person watching the video, as if he had recorded these, and when the person came, he would show him one by one.

Who did he shoot for?

Thinking of this, Jing Ran suddenly lost interest in continuing to scroll down.

He wanted to turn off the screen, but accidentally swiped his finger a few more times, and happened to click on an earlier video, and he was about to turn it off, but suddenly stopped.

It's Zhang Yuan.

"Are you shooting?" He looked at the camera, his face was a little pale, and he looked unhealthy, but his brows were soft and soft.

He held a baby in his arms, it should be Xiao Fei, with round black pupils, the tiny one twisted in Zhang Yuan's arms.Zhang Yuan was wearing a large white sweater with soft velvet, making him extremely gentle.

Jing Ran didn't hear an answer, the voice of the person holding the phone seemed to be cut off, nothing.

But Zhang Yuan nodded as if he had heard something, and sat down on a chair with Xiao Fei in his arms. On the table in front of him was a small round cake, with strawberries neatly piled on the snow-white cream, and vertical cakes in the middle. Holding a lighted candle, Zhang Yuan slightly supported the baby, and the faint light of the candle reflected on his pupils, making those eyes shine brightly: "Xiao Fei, Happy Hundred Days."

Obviously the main character of the video should be that child, but the shooter deliberately focused on Zhang Yuan’s face. The young man in the video was shot from above, and he could see every eyelash clearly, blinking slowly , as if scratching Jing Ran's heart, he couldn't help but squeeze the phone tightly.

Zhang Yuan's face puffed up, and the small mole on the corner of his lips trembled, and he blew out the candle with a "hoo".He laughed, the corners of his eyes curled up, and he teased the baby in his arms, making the big-eyed doll giggle too.

Zhang Yuan raised his head suddenly, his raised eyes were illuminated by the light, like stars in the sky shattered.

Staring at the screen of the phone neatly, his eyes slightly opened wide.

"Say something too..." Zhang Yuan said to the camera.

No, he was looking at the person holding the phone, his upturned eyes were staring at that person, he urged, with an expression on his face that was between tenderness and cuteness, he was looking at that person behave in a spoiled manner.

Soft, squishy, ​​sweet.

Those eyes were full of affectionate love.

The man didn't know what he said, and a smile rippled around the corners of Zhang Yuan's eyes. He stretched out a finger to gently touch the baby's chubby cheek, and said in a deep voice, "Did you hear that, Daddy would like You live in peace and joy."

The apex of Jingran's heart seemed to be squeezed hard, and a strange sourness hit her.

That's his Alpha, right?It must be.

It seems that he and Zhang Yuan are very affectionate.

Jing Ran didn't expect Zhang Yuan to have this kind of expression on his face. Since the meeting last night, he either smiled forcedly with red eyes, his lips turned white from the cold, or stood in the conservatory with a straight face to himself, and coldly saw off the guests.

The video is short and that's it.

Jingran flipped forward again, flipped through many irrelevant photos, and finally stopped his finger on another video,

This one seems a lot earlier.

Another very different Zhang Yuan.

He stands in front of the window, with his back to the camera, leaning on the window sill and looking out.

It was summer, and the sky was clear outside the window. Zhang Yuan was wearing a white T-shirt, with a pair of white and thin arms exposed. He was very thin, and the white T was supported by the shoulder blades, leaving a shallow dent on the back.

Suddenly, he turned his head to look at the camera, the tails of his eyes fluttered, and his whole face was full of vigor. He was very young, and his thin forehead hair was swept across his forehead and hung on his eyelids, making him look very cute.

"What are you doing?" He asked with his eyes wide open, his plump lips curled up slightly, and he looked at the camera proudly.

Those eyes were shining brightly, as if seeing through the lens, seeing Jing Ran's face directly, Jing Ran held his breath, and his heart skipped a beat.

Still no answer, he blinked in confusion, is the phone malfunctioning?

"Taking pictures?" Zhang Yuan blinked, "Okay, you can take pictures."

As he spoke, he stood up straighter, put his hand on the window sill, and looked at the camera halfway. A gust of wind blew his forehead hair into a mess. He stretched out his hand and scratched at his head, then stood up straight again and looked over. , raised his chin slightly, reflected the sky outside the window, and smiled brightly.

The bright smile didn't last for a while, Zhang Yuan became impatient, gritted his teeth and asked with a smile, "Have you finished the filming yet?"

No one answered.

Zhang Yuan opened his eyes slightly, with a trace of irritation on his face: "Are you videotaping?"

Then he raised his lips slightly, flung his teeth and claws at the camera.

The camera shakes violently for a while, and it's over.

How much he likes to hold a mobile phone, squinting his eyes when he rushes over, like a cat that can't hide happiness.

This is also Zhang Yuan.

Holding the phone neatly, it took a long time to recover.In the video, the summer wind seemed to come out, lingering in the breath of Jing Ran, which made him stunned, and it was even more difficult to connect the people in this video with the Zhang Yuan he had met.

The people in this video are more in line with Zhang Yuan’s pheromones, vigor and sunshine, like a green plant growing by the sea, with delicate buds, waiting for someone to pick it defenselessly.He smiled flamboyantly, his crooked eyes were sly, from the mole on the corner of his lips to the tip of his curled hair, it was like a layer of icing sugar was sprinkled, revealing the sweetness.

He watched these two videos over and over again as if obsessed, with a sense of immorality of prying into other people's privacy, but replayed them again and again.

He had to admit that for a person full of love, even through a screen, that full and strong emotion will still be transmitted through the eyes.

And with this addition, it will look extraordinarily... charming.

Sitting on the steps in an orderly manner, with knees tucked in, he watched intently.The tall and straight man almost huddled into a ball, his beautiful face was slightly frowned, showing a hint of gloom, he would occasionally twitch the corners of his mouth slightly with the people in the video, and his inexplicable smile made him a little scary.

He was so engrossed that he didn't notice the slight sound of footsteps in the corridor.

Until a pair of black leather shoes appeared in the line of sight, followed by the slightly salty pheromone, I was stunned for a moment, and looked up reflexively, the indigo trousers, the gray coat, and the snow-white neck Son, the man lowered his head, with a mole on the corner of his lips, looking at him indifferently: "What are you doing?"

At the same time, the person with the same face in the video turned around and asked him angrily, "What are you doing?"

With a shake, he quickly turned off the phone.

Peeping at other people's privacy and being caught on the spot is probably the first time in Jing Ran's half life.

Fortunately, Mr. Jing's psychological quality is excellent, he coughed without changing his face, and stood up on his numb legs: "Sorry."

A trace of embarrassment flashed across that pretty face, and he coughed again in an orderly manner, adding hastily: "Get off work so early today?"

Zhang Yuan seemed not at all surprised that Jing Ran would wait here. He glanced at the cell phone in Jing Ran's hand, but he didn't want to come back. He took out the key, and when he inserted it into the keyhole, he replied softly: "I invited Fake."

Then he opened the door and said to Jing Ran, "Go in."

He kept a faint expression and never smiled.

Jing Ran stared at him for a while, almost thinking that the person in the video was an illusion.

What made him change?

Life?growing up?

Or his Alpha?

Seeing that he was not moving for a long time, Zhang Yuan stretched out his hand to grab his arm, and half pushed him into the door.The body contact that was still very repulsive until yesterday seems to be suddenly used to it. Next to the person next to him, let his fingers hold his wrist, the exposed skin is warm, and Zhang Yuan's fingers slightly cold.

Zhang Yuan didn't ask him where he was going or why he came back, he put Jingran on the sofa and poured him a cup of hot water: "You have a rest, I'll go down to pick up Xiaofei."

"Zhang Yuan."

Zhang Yuan looked back at him and blinked.

Handing out the phone in an orderly manner, his face was a little hot: "I saw your phone photo album, I'm sorry."

Zhang Yuan took it, but didn't put it in his pocket, and put it back on the coffee table in front of Jing Ran. He seemed to smile slightly: "You can see, it's not a secret."

Isn't it a secret?

"Zhang Yuan," Jing Ran stopped him again, "Do you know that I will come back to find you?"

Zhang Yuan had already walked to the door and took out a mask from the storage bag on the shoe cabinet: "I know."

Then he coughed a few times, and quickly put on the mask.His face was narrow and small, and most of it was covered by the mask, only a pair of eyes were exposed.Looking at the end of his eyes neatly, I knew he was smiling, because it was curved, with a gentle arc: "You have nowhere else to go, you can only come back."

He firmly bent his eyes slyly, and suddenly thought that Zhang Yuan in the video had accidentally poked out.

tbc