[Jing Yuan] Arriving from afar

39.

Life is like walking on clouds made of cotton candy.

Soft and sweet.

There is an unrealistic feeling to it.

Jing Ran would hold Zhang Yuan tightly in his arms at night, frowning and not sleeping peacefully.Sometimes when Zhang Yuan wakes up in the middle of the night and sees this man's expression of bitterness and hatred, he will find it funny, kiss his face, and smooth out the wrinkled brows with his fingers.

In the end, he murmured in a low voice: "Why do you still look unhappy when you fall asleep..."

Jing Ran became extremely clingy.

It seemed that because he had spoken, he acted as if he didn't care, wishing he could put Zhang Yuan in his pocket and carry it with him.Jing Ran knew it himself, but he couldn't control it at all. He had suppressed it for too long, and now he could finally let it go. He just wanted to see Zhang Yuan in his eyes every second.

Zhang Yuan has always thought that he is the clingier one of the two, but now he finds that his Alpha is even worse.

Sometimes he couldn't help laughing, and asked Jing Ran if he was like this with his lovers?

Although he was joking, Jing Ran thought about it seriously. Before meeting Zhang Yuan, he lived for 28 years and had a few love affairs that ended without a problem, but they were never the same as they are now.

He said, "No, you are different."

Maybe it's because the feelings born of adversity are particularly strong and strong, but I know that Zhang Yuan is different.

Jing Ran couldn't tell exactly what was different, but he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Zhang Yuan, and this feeling was clear.

Even if the two are as gluey as glue, it is impossible to be together every minute and every second.

As soon as Zhang Yuan's trust period is over, Chang Feng's life-threatening calls come one after another, and a sour voice comes through the radio waves, advising him not to be dazzled by love, and he still has to go to work.

There was nothing he could do. Every morning, he watched Zhang Yuan get dressed sleepily, and dragged him into his arms like a rogue.Zhang Yuan didn't struggle, he buttoned his buttons slowly, and let him hug his waist from behind. The stubble that had grown overnight stuck to his sensitive nape, making him shrink back.

Zhang Yuanxin said: How did Alpha's beard grow so fast?

He pulled Jing Ran into the bathroom, and leaned against the marble sink to lather up the shaving water. Alpha still lazily put his hands on Zhang Yuan's sides, trapping him like a cage, but obediently raised his chin, allowing Zhang Yuan to carefully shave his face with the razor.

He wiped his cheeks with a warm towel, put the aftershave on his knuckle hand cloth, and patted Jing Ran's face lightly, and he finally completely washed off his drowsiness.

Sometimes they get up earlier, and the two of them will have breakfast at home.

Sometimes after procrastinating on the bed for a long time, they would go to the breakfast shop outside the community to eat together.I heard from Zhang Yuan that it is a time-honored brand that has been open since the early days. The authentic Chinese breakfast will warm your stomach after eating it.

Jing Ran really became Zhang Yuan's driver, taking Mr. Zhang to and from get off work with all his heart and responsibility every day.

Time walks in the foam of shaving water, the smell of rice porridge in the morning, and the click of supermarket trolleys, falling on the details.

Jing Ran always felt that time passed quickly and slowly, the time when he saw Zhang Yuan was fleeting, and the time when we parted was so long.

None of them mentioned the child. Even if the male Omega is pregnant, it will not affect the sex life, and the need may even be greater. They regard this as a small Easter egg, and everyone pays attention to when the Easter egg will come.

Similarly, they tacitly never mentioned the separation again.

Just living like this day after day, doing the same thing every day, waking up in the same bed, brushing teeth together, Zhang Yuan helped him shave, he hugged Zhang Yuan's waist and refused to let go, and then helped him tie it. Tie, become Xiaozhang Zong.He had breakfast with Mr. Zhang, sent him to work, and then came back to do his own things. In the afternoon, he picked up Zhang Yuan after work. The two of them went to the supermarket together, and made a hot meal at night. Fall asleep sweating.

The days are too ordinary, but there is a feeling of eternity.

On May 2016, 5, there was still half a month before the day of leaving in an orderly manner.

He started to prepare for the future in an orderly manner. He took out a sum of money from the card, checked it online, and used Zhang Yuan's working time to go all over the shops in this small town about Omega's pregnancy and post-pregnancy products. For some necessary items, he calculated the timing and asked the store to deliver them to his home according to the scheduled time. He tried his best to get things done in advance, and if possible, he could save Zhang Yuan some snacks.

He started having trouble sleeping all night and night.

Zhang Yuan slept soundly in his arms, with his hands on his waist, half of his face pressed against his neck, his long and thin legs domineeringly wrapped around his calves, just hugging him like this, waking up in the morning with half an arm Her chest and shoulders were numb, but Jing Ran didn't let go.

He stared at the ceiling, kissing the top of the furry head from time to time, his eyes were sore and sore, but he couldn't close them no matter what.

He and Zhang Yuan's positions were reversed, and now, he was the one counting down the countdown.

This taste turned out to be so tormenting.

He began to think of Zhang Yuan from last time frequently.

He remembered that it was a very ordinary afternoon, the weather was fine, the curtains were drawn, and the sun shone in through the glass.He was doing things in front of the computer. Zhang Yuan had just finished feeding Xiaofei and put him to sleep, and came out of the bedroom with the fragrance of milk all over his body.

Jing Ran glanced at him, and saw him sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, his whole body sunken in, holding a pillow in his hand, and clutching the corner with his fingers, the sun just fell on him, dim and yellow Dizzy circle of light.

Jing Ran felt that he had something to say, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't speak. Zhang Yuan answered the phone and talked about work matters.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhang Yuan suddenly said, "Remember to say goodbye to me properly."

He lowered his head, still holding the pillow in his hand, his forehead hair blocked his eyes, Jing Ran couldn't see his expression at all, he said: "May 2016, 5, you remember."

Jingran was stunned for a while before he understood what he said.

Jing Ran didn't understand why Zhang Yuan had to tell him in advance, and later he felt that maybe Zhang Yuan was afraid of forgetting, and the parting was too painful.

However, it is really difficult to say goodbye properly.

too difficult.

How can he speak?

Jing Ran only now feels that Zhang Yuan is much stronger than him.

40.

May 2016, 5, only nine days left.

Zhang Yuan seems to be very busy these days, working overtime for several consecutive days.

After finishing the work in hand, there is no way to stay at home alone, the more idle, the more tormented.He drove to the office building of Zhang Yuan's small company, leaned on the car door and looked at the floor, smoking one cigarette after another.

While waiting, he will be very irritable, and his emotions will make him a little uncontrollable, dark thoughts come out from the depths, and he even thinks that he should lock Zhang Yuan at home and spend the remaining time alone. Staring at him for a second.

Wanted to return home, but he couldn't do it.

When the mood goes down, he will feel that he is unreasonable again.

How many minutes did he wait for Zhang Yuan?Zhang Yuan can wait for him for so long.

He raised his eyes, and the black pupils became more and more bottomless at night, until Zhang Yuan appeared in the lobby on the first floor, jumped down the stairs in two or three steps with a briefcase in his hand, and ran over at a trot all the way. Only then did the light appear.

The irritability in my heart dissipated the moment I saw Zhang Yuan, smiled calmly, and rubbed Zhang Yuan's neck: "What do you want to eat tonight?"

"Let's eat outside," Zhang Yuan sat in the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, looked at Jing Ran with bright eyes, and said, "I have rushed to finish writing the program these days, Brother Jing Ran, let's go out and play."

Jing Ran blinked suspiciously: "Huh?"

"Get out of here, go to the beach, escape!"

Zhang Yuan was very excited, dancing and dancing, as if he was really planning an escape.

Jing Ran followed suit with a smile: "Okay."

They set off early the next morning, putting the big and small luggage in the trunk. In order to prevent hunger on the way, Zhang Yuan also took a bag of snacks and drinks from the small supermarket at the door.

Neatly withdrew enough cash, especially the old coins from a few years ago, he put the bank card on the coffee table, the password has not been changed, Zhang Yuan knows it all.

The way of escape that Zhang Yuan joked about is a farewell way for Jing Ran.

From now on, 24 hours a day, every minute, every second, he can be with his Omega.

If people can be content and happy, Jing Ran should also be satisfied.

They first went to the nearest beach outside the city, and heard from Zhang Yuan that the New Year's fireworks were lit here.

It's not really summer yet, the sea is still cold, and it's not a public holiday, so there are surprisingly few people.Zhang Yuan didn't mind, he took off his shoes and socks and stepped into the sea water.He followed him neatly, picked up the shoes and carried them, watching him jump up from the ice in the sea.

Zhang Yuan jumped on the beach like a rabbit and rushed towards Jing Ran, who was caught by Jing Ran and wrapped his arms around his slender waist.

"Leng Leng Leng Leng Leng Leng Leng Leng!" Zhang Yuan shouted, his wet feet were covered with sand, he moved his toes, stepped on the neat shoe uppers, and his whole body was wrapped in his arms.

Looking at him neatly and smiling, the curved eyes looked extraordinarily charming: "I told you not to go."

Zhang Yuan stepped on Jing Ran's shoes, put his arms around his neck and chuckled, his soft temples rubbed against Jing Ran's ears, showing an extremely intimacy.

Zhang Yuan said that the beach here is not beautiful enough, and continue along the seaside road, passing through a county, where the sea is beautiful.

They rested enough here and continued on their way.

The city Jing Ran lives in is an inland city. He thought carefully about the coastal cities across the country. It would take an hour to fly from his home to the nearest coastal city. It is a place that his family’s business cannot cover. If he usually goes out for leisure , and will definitely choose a foreign seaside.What Zhang Yuan said might be right, if it wasn't for time to fool him, he probably wouldn't be able to meet Zhang Yuan and get to know Zhang Yuan.

There are so many people in the world, no one has to meet anyone.

Even the Alpha and Omega with the highest degree of fit may not be able to meet each other in their entire lives.

The meeting between him and Zhang Yuan happened to be so coincidental, but also so unfortunate.

Jing Ran glanced sideways at Zhang Yuan, they were not in a hurry, the car drove slowly, several windows were lowered, the smell of the ocean swirled in the car with the wind, and ran out again.

Thinking well, even if he is not by the sea, there is a sea beside him.

Zhang Yuan lay on the edge of the car window with his back to him. Because of the heat, he took off his shirt jacket, leaving only a white T-shirt. His snow-white arms were exposed, and the knuckles of his elbows protruded. The hair was messy and flying uncontrollably. He would impatiently stroke the back of his head after a while. The thin white nape of his neck was exposed in Jing Ran's eyes. Suppress the desire to take a bite.

Idle tunes were played in the car, passing patches of clouds along the road, and walking close to the sea, the scene hadn't changed for a long time.

Suddenly, time seemed to have stopped.

Like this, a car, two people, and a sea can go on like this.

They stop and go, a few hours' drive takes a whole day.

In fact, the two of them have never experienced this kind of self-driving tour without burden. To be precise, they have never experienced it with their lover. They both find it new and enjoy it.

Sometimes Zhang Yuan will switch his mobile phone to video mode, take pictures of the scenery along the road, and then aim at Jing Ran. Even though he has tried countless times to keep Jing Ran’s appearance but failed, he still doesn’t mind. The frame of the viewfinder looks orderly.

The way he was driving, and his back standing facing the sea, deftly acted like a cheetah stepping on a rock.

Jing Ran asked him what he was photographing, he blinked and put on a particularly proud expression: "Shooting my Alpha, I'm so handsome."

Zhang Yuan looks neatly through the lens, with slender and thick eyelashes, a high nose bridge, and side lines, he will turn his head to look this way, those black eyes are bottomless.

When I saw him for the first time, he was almost 10 years older than me, and now he is 6 years older than me. He has hardly changed, mature and gentle, occasionally showing his sharpness, and every minute and every bit makes me feel Fascinate yourself.

Smiling at him neatly, his brows and eyes looked like a meticulous painting: "Have you seen enough?"

"Not enough," Zhang Yuan raised his eyes, and looked at him from head to toe seriously, with a faint smile at the end of his eyes, "It's not enough."

These words were so heartwarming, as if they poked at the softest part of the heart all at once.

They barely had lunch until two o'clock in the afternoon.

There is a simple small restaurant beside the long coastal road. It is a temporary house built of composite color steel plates. There is a large dark tank at the door. A bench sits at the door, leisurely basking in the sun.Seeing two people coming in, he grabbed an octopus half arm long from the big tank without saying a word. The octopus's legs were sticky and clinging to the boss's thick arm, which looked quite scary: "Guest, today's fresh Seafood, do you want it raw or cooked?"

Jing Ran had never seen such a rough operation, and was stunned for a while.

With a smile on his face, Zhang Yuan asked the boss to cut a small plate of raw food, and let them take care of the rest. He ordered another plate of fried sea sausage with oysters, and ordered two more vegetarian plates, so he sat down quietly down.

It is indeed too crude here, the stools are all plastic, and a rickety round table has to be pressed hard to maintain balance.

After a while, a little girl ran out of it. She looked 5 or 6 years old, with two croiss braids, and she ran up and down.She is young, but she already knows how to help her family with work. She took a glass of ice water from a small kettle on her feet, and handed it to Zhang Yuan first: "Brother, here it is."

Zhang Yuan smiled, touched her head and said thank you.

She ran back again "thump-thump-thump", brought another cup immediately, walked around the table to look for Jing Ran, held her hands high and said, "Uncle!"

Taking the cup in a daze in a daze, Zhang Yuan on the other side laughed out loud.

When the little girl ran away, she touched her chin in an orderly manner, and said meaningfully: "Is my beard growing too fast?"

Zhang Yuan laughed out loud, his face was flushed with laughter.

When he had laughed enough, he squinted his eyes and squeezed Jing Ran's face: "Tell me, is our generation messed up?"

He nodded neatly, gave a low "hmm", took Zhang Yuan's hand and held it in his hand, playing around with his fingers, he purposely moved closer to Zhang Yuan, and said in a low voice: "According to your seniority, you also have to Call me uncle."

Zhang Yuan raised his eyes to look at him.

With a smile on his face, he stretched out his hand to touch his neck, moved his finger down, and scraped vaguely on the protruding Adam's apple.

Zhang Yuan raised the ice water in his hand and put it on Jing Ran's face: "Drink water!"

He took down the cup in an orderly manner, looked at the red ears of the Omega in front of him, and laughed softly.

41.

They arrived at their destination in the evening. Zhang Yuan didn't know how long he had been planning, so he booked a very romantic hotel early.

The wooden house is built on the coast of the beach, with only a few rooms. Although it looks simple, it is better than using all kinds of decorations. A long white stone step is paved from the parking lot to the wooden steps of the hotel. In fact, the house is also snow-white, with a few unused wooden boats outside, painted in beautiful colors, and blue life buoys hanging in the corridor, it looks really nice from a distance.

It's the off-season now, and I don't know if the other rooms have been booked out, but now I look towards the beach, the snow-white beach is next to the blue sea, there is no edge in the distance, and there are only a few people.

Zhang Yuan felt pretty and was very happy. With a backpack on his back and the shirt jacket he had taken off on his arm, he couldn't wait to turn on the video mode of his phone, and walked down the stone steps to record.I also felt happy as I dragged my suitcase and followed behind.

This hotel is a self-service check-in, and the keys are placed in the lock box at the door, which looks like a mailbox.

Zhang Yuan bent over to check the password, it was inconvenient to hold the phone in his hand, so he handed it to Jing Ran behind him.

He took the phone neatly, but the screen was still in video mode, he turned it off casually, and was about to put the phone back up, but for some reason, he called up a new video mode by some mysterious means, and took a photo at Zhang Yuan.

He didn't press the start button, but watched Zhang Yuan fiddle with the combination lock through the small viewfinder.

"Okay!" Zhang Yuan said happily, and took out a key with a house number from it. He looked back at Jingran and said, "Let's go!"

As soon as he entered the room, Zhang Yuan threw his backpack and shirt on the big bed, yelled and rushed to the window, opened the curtains "shua", then opened the window, and immediately wrapped himself in the window facing the ocean. Into the refreshing sea breeze.

Zhang Yuan stood by the window, propped his arms on the window sill, and took a deep breath.

He pressed the record button in an orderly manner, and looked at the thin back through the screen, with a shallow dent in the snow-white T-shirt propped up by the shoulder blades.

Like where?

Zhang Yuan turned his head, the sea breeze blew his hair into a mess, and the fine hair on his forehead swept across his forehead, and the tails of his eyes fluttered with a smile: "What are you doing?"

I was stunned for a moment, my heart skipped a beat, and then jumped up.

Yes, he has.

Time seemed to have passed for a long time, so long that he almost forgot.

The video stored in Zhang Yuan's mobile phone was originally taken at this time.

He held the phone a little higher in order to cover his itchy eyes, with a faint smile on his thinned lips: "Take a picture of my Omega."

"Taking pictures?" Zhang Yuan blinked, "Okay, you can take pictures."

Staring at the screen of the phone neatly, the man was facing him in front of the window as in his memory, with the clear sky behind him, and his smile was extraordinarily bright.Jing Ran couldn't help but wiped the corners of his eyes, and continued to look.

"Have you finished taking the picture yet?" He became impatient, and his smile remained a little stiff.

Smiled neatly, with a deep smile rippling throughout the room, and ran out the window.

"Are you recording?!"

Like a cat, Zhang Yuan rushed towards him with bared teeth and claws. The cell phone that was forced to be turned off was thrown on the carpet, but no one was free to pick it up.

Zhang Yuan pressed Jing Ran on the bed, held his wrists with both hands, and pressed hard on the top of his head. He looked down at his Alpha, frowned, pretended to be angry, and slightly curled his lips, and said to Jing Ran: "Why are you so cunning..."

Jing Ran was about to speak when he suddenly bent down and bit Jing Ran's ear lightly. Jing Ran's scalp felt numb all of a sudden. Before he could recover, he heard a low, tickling voice: "Uncle."

The surging Qi and blood did not allow him to react, the majestic cedar breath spread around the slightly salty smell, and in the next second he hugged Omega and quickly turned over, pressing that soft body under him.

An ambiguous voice sounded, and both of them burned up. No one bothered to close the window and draw the curtains, but Jing Ran could only push the soft and warm person into his arms, and pushed him halfway into the bathroom.

The sound of the turned on shower became louder, covering up other sounds, but the lingering smell of pheromones could not be blocked, slipped out through the crack of the door, and was brought to the beach by the sea breeze and blown into the waves.

42.

Time passed quickly, but for them, it seemed that there was no concept at all.

Once people in love are lingering, they are endless. They are like honeymooners. They don't care about time, and they are always at a distance that can be touched by reaching out and seen by opening eyes.

Honeymoon?

But who said no?

The weather is still cold now, and when the sea breeze blows ashore, you will feel cold if you don’t wear more than one piece. This beach is beautiful, but since it’s not yet the tourist season, it’s only lively during the day, but at most Swaying on the beach, few people actually go into the water.

Zhang Yuan and Jing Ran set up two folding deck chairs prepared in the hotel and put them on the wooden corridor, with squeezed fruit juice in hand, chatting lazily in the sun.

Zhang Yuan would pester him to talk about the future, and it is impossible for a human being to remember all the trivial things clearly, so he would pick up some important and interesting things to say in an orderly manner.

Most of what he said was that he was a bit of a jerk and had a bad attitude.

"Don't be polite to me. If you are really angry, hit me like you did before."

Punched in the face.

Zhang Yuan laughed in a low voice, his joyful look was very attractive, and Jing Ran couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed him.

At night, there were no people on the beach, the sea was dark, and the waves were even more choppy at night. The tide was high, like a beast that swallowed people, rushing towards the beach.

At this time, Zhang Yuan dragged himself out, carrying a bag of fireworks bought in the county town by driving for half an hour during the day, wearing flip-flops, or simply barefoot, leaving footprints in places where he could not see clearly.

There is an abandoned bus on the beach, probably because of its beautiful shape, it was dragged here, the tires were removed, part of it was stuck in the sand, and most of the seats inside were dismantled. From time to time during the day, children would come in and out through the front door and run Running around, over time, has become a landscape here.

The sea breeze was a bit strong at night, so I stood neatly on the side of the bus, staring aimlessly at the dark sea.Zhang Yuan got into the bus, walked back and forth in the compartment, stood at the window on the side near Jing Ran, and knocked on the glass with a "knock knock".

Looking back neatly, he saw Zhang Yuan lit a fireworks stick, and the dazzling fireworks ignited between his fingers, illuminating his facial features.

Across a layer of glass, Zhang Yuan's smile is unbelievably beautiful.

"Does it look good?" Zhang Yuan said loudly.

His voice was mixed with the sound of burning fireworks sticks, a little unreal.Then he held the pyrotechnic stick in one hand, spread five fingers with the other hand, and touched the glass.

Jingran leaned over and laughed along with him.

It was clearly separated by a layer of glass, but he felt that the fireworks were hot.

It was burning hot in his heart, making his eyes full of the boy holding the firework stick, and the happiness filled with a smile filled his chest, making it soft.

"nice."

Jing Ran said that the voice was so soft that he himself could not hear it.

But Zhang Yuan seems to have heard it, with circles of smiles at the end of his eyes, which are full of stars.

They took the bag of fireworks, arranged them in a circle on the beach, and connected them with wires, intending to make up for the hustle and bustle that they would miss during the New Year.

Jing Ran asked Zhang Yuan to stand far away, and ran forward to point it himself. He lit the fuse, turned around and ran towards Zhang Yuan.The sand under his feet was soft and it was not easy to exert force. He staggered and fell forward uncontrollably.

Zhang Yuan was startled, and hurried to pick him up. The person who fell over hugged his waist, and the two of them rolled into a ball and fell on the beach.

Jing Ran rested one hand on the back of Zhang Yuan's head, buried it in his neck and laughed muffled.

Zhang Yuan also laughed along with him, and suddenly pushed him, and the voice next to his ear was hot: "Look!"

Turned over in an orderly manner, and Zhang Yuan lay on his back on the beach, facing the rising black curtain of light.

With a sound of "bang--", the sky was full of hustle and bustle in an instant, and the colorful lights mixed together, which looked particularly brilliant in the dark night.

"Zhang Yuan," he said suddenly, holding Zhang Yuan's hand neatly, his voice seemed a little unreal in the hustle and bustle, "Thank you."

Zhang Yuan didn't understand, so he turned his head to look at him, that handsome side face was even more beautiful against the backdrop of the fireworks.

"Thank you for what?"

After waiting for a while, he smiled calmly: "Thank you for loving me."

"Oh..." Zhang Yuan blinked, then turned his gaze to the sky again, "Then you will be thankful forever."

Clutching those thin fingers neatly, and intertwined with him, the words he spit out were like a weighty promise, extraordinarily thick: "Okay."

43.

October 2016, 5, early morning.

Sitting neatly in the corridor outside the room, on the wooden overhead floor, there are lighters and the remaining half pack of cigarettes on the round table beside him, facing the dark sea.

With the cigarette between his fingers, he lifts it up to his lips from time to time, turning from sparks into smoke.

His position is next to a window in the room, and a small night light is turned on in the room, dimly illuminating Zhang Yuan's sleeping face, which can be seen by turning Jing Jing's head slightly.

They've just had sex, and the room is full of pheromones.

Inside is the sea, and beyond is also the sea.

But what's in the room makes him feel at ease, but what's in the distance makes him fear.

He counted the days, and the time had reached a critical point.

Even now, Jing Ran is still unable to say goodbye to his lover.

He felt that Zhang Yuan might know about it, but he kept his mouth shut and took him to flee the city they were in, as if it was really an escape, and he could leave everything in another place.

Jing Ran still remembers Zhang Yuan childishly saying to him: "Let's run away secretly, so that time won't find out."

Thinking of it, he couldn't help but smile.

Whether it is expectation or blind pursuit, Jing Ran feels cute.

But he must know, otherwise he wouldn't wake up suddenly in the middle of the night these few days, panting softly, touching his face, kissing his forehead, and then carefully hugging himself tightly.They closed their eyes neatly, but they were all awake.

He was obviously as scared as himself, but he still smiled so brightly when facing himself.

More heartbreaking than anything... anything.

"Okay!"

A scream came from the room, and Jing Ran immediately stood up to respond to him: "I'm here! In the corridor, I'm outside!"

Zhang Yuan's eyes widened, and he looked at him blankly, the next second he stumbled out of bed, ran around the door barefoot to the corridor, and hugged Jing Ran.

Being embraced by him, Jing Ran staggered and fell into the reclining chair. Zhang Yuan took advantage of the situation and sat down on the soft cushion beside his knees, holding his arms tightly with both hands, and buried his face sideways in his knees.

He was trembling all over, so that Jing Ran was forced to break out in a cold sweat.

Jing Ran wanted to hug him up, but his knees were pinned down and he couldn't move, so he could only bend his back and kiss the top of Zhang Yuan's head.

They were close to each other, no one spoke, the boundless sea was not far away, bitter and endless.

I don't know how long it's been like this, but the fabric of Jing's knee pants was wet and then dry, Zhang Yuan leaned against him tightly, refusing to let go of his hand, his legs were numb, but he didn't move.

"Baby." He lowered his head neatly, kissed the thin nape of his neck, and called out again, "Baby."

Zhang Yuan lay on his knees, his bent back twitched towards him. After a while, Zhang Yuan raised his head to look at him, his eyes were red, but there were no tears. He moved his hand to Jing Ran's wrist, as if to lock him Hold on tight.

"You can't leave without saying goodbye."

"I do not have."

Zhang Yuan sniffed, and the tip of his nose turned red: "You can't go, you can't leave me."

His voice was rustling, with a coquettish and capricious taste, which made Jing Ran feel soft and sore in his heart.

Nodding neatly, he said, "I still want to watch our child be born, stay by your side, and go to more and farther places with you. I will take you to the city where I am, to my home, and to meet my family. Father, he is a stubborn and unreasonable person, but he will definitely like you. We will bring the documents, do a fitness test, and get married."

Zhang Yuan rubbed his chin against his hand, and smiled at him, his eyebrows were still in pain, and he smiled a little reluctantly, in order to adjust the atmosphere, he tried to make his tone lighter: "You are Propose?"

"Yes," Jing Ran held his chin up and kissed his plump lips, "It's a marriage proposal. We will definitely get married."

His deep voice never stopped, talking about some future things, as if he could really stay by Zhang Yuan's side.

Zhang Yuan would respond to him, like a well-behaved cat, lazily chatting on his lap.

Even the hours of the night are fleeting.

Soon, a layer of hazy gold gradually rose on the horizon in the distance.

Day is coming.

Before, 24-year-old Zhang Yuan said: "You left me at dawn."

Jing Ran's voice was a little hoarse, he had a lump in his throat, and suddenly rolled out a choked sob, and then, tears fell down, falling on Zhang Yuan's neck lying on his knees.

His hand was tightly held by Zhang Yuan, and time could not take him away.

But the pain would find him.

The pain came as expected, and it was about to tear him apart in an instant. The pain was so dizzy that the screams escaped from his mouth uncontrollably.

Zhang Yuan panicked.

He wanted to raise his hand to touch Jing Ran's forehead, but Jing Ran held his hand tightly. He sat up on his knees, and finally realized that time was going to take his lover away.

Zhang Yuan shook his head blankly, and his hoarse voice was full of pain: "Don't go, I can't bear you..." He straightened up and kissed Jing Ran, kissing the painfully bruised forehead, delicate kisses Falling down, kissing all the way to the thin lips, "I love you, well, I love you..."

Nodding orderly, he nodded unconsciously as if reflexively conditioned.

"Okay...then don't let go of my hand." Jing Ran pursed his lips into a smile, he smiled forcedly, and there was pain between his brows.

They are two lines that run counter to each other.

Jing Ran can move forward without hesitation, he can see the end point, where is the sea breeze in summer, and Zhang Yuan, who is more youthful.

But what about Zhang Yuan?

Every time Jing Ran thinks about it, it feels like her heart has been dug out, and it hurts a lot.

Zhang Yuan still has a long way to go, what should he do?

He knew that Zhang Yuan was crying, and the tears hit the back of his hand drop by drop, which was a little hot.

It was already difficult for Jing Ran to maintain a smile, he tried his best to control his expression, in order not to look too uncomfortable.

He couldn't see Zhang Yuan, and he could hardly hear the loud tinnitus, and the kaleidoscopic fragments came again, covering his retina like a hood.

This time he was not as anxious as last time, but calmly, looking at the fragmented images almost greedily.

It's all Zhang Yuan, it's all Zhang Yuan...

He simply can't get enough of it.

He thought again, his baby really loves to cry, crying is especially painful, silent, the tip of the nose is red, and tears are falling down one by one.

I don’t know if Zhang Yuan also cried when he left Zhang Yuan’s side for the first time in that winter, when the sun was setting outside the window and thunder was thundering outside the door.

He couldn't hear what Zhang Yuan said at all, he convulsed in pain, like a dying person, gradually weakening.There was no trace of blood on the thinned lips, and they kept trembling, but he murmured like a raving: "Don't let me go..."

The pain almost occupied his entire consciousness, and he was about to be crushed.

Only one thought remained in his mind, repeated, almost morbidly repeated - he would rather die than leave his lover.

He also had no idea what kind of terrifying scene his Omega saw.

Going against the time, his body was about to collapse, his chest cavity collapsed right in front of Zhang Yuan's eyes, the veins all over his body were congested, clinging to the skin, blood red and frightening like a spider's thread.

If you don't let him go, he will die...

The buzzing and severe pain disappeared in an instant, and it was as if he was thrown into a lonely vacuum.

He heard Zhang Yuan crying loudly, and it broke his heart.

Zhang Yuan let go.

Opening his eyes neatly, he saw Zhang Yuan sitting not far from the corridor, covering his eyes and weeping.

In just an instant, he was dragged backward by the huge gravitational force.

The orderly world collapsed.

In May 2016, Jing Ran left his young lover again.

44.

Wrapped in the heat wave, even though he was only wearing a thin shirt, he was sweating instantly.

He stood in that familiar alley again, with a brick wall behind him.

There was a scorching sun above the head, pale, and a layer of white steam was rising from the steaming asphalt.

Jing Ran was expressionless, as if his five senses were rusted, he felt that he was broken, and he couldn't feel anything.

He seemed to have died once, and it hurt so badly that he was numb.

He raised his head and looked blankly at the sun.

This is not a long road, he met Zhang Yuan, he saw the wind and snow, he saw the spring rain, he saw the autumn, and now, he saw the bright sun.

Their time is so short, but they have gone through the four seasons and the climate