heavy evening light

Xi Nan got out of the car, walked forward behind Jiang Yueyue, pursed his lips tightly and did not speak, but his heart that had been hanging high since he saw the news, fell more quickly as he walked in.

"Aren't you looking for him?" Jiang Yueyue stopped, looked at Xi Nan with a smile, pointed behind her, and said, "I brought you here, you go find him."

Xi Nan squeezed his palms tightly with his fingers, and looked behind Jiang Yueyue in disbelief. He felt that the evening sun was not gentle, otherwise why would he want to cry?

The luck he had along the way disappeared completely when he saw the stone tablet reflected by the sun behind him.

Xi Nan moved his neck stiffly to look at Jiang Yue. There was a thorn stuck in his throat, which made him feel uncomfortable when he spoke, and his eyes became uncontrollably wet, "Sister Moon, you lied to me, didn't you?" ?”

"Xiang Wanguang just doesn't want to see me, but he's actually living a good life, right?" Xi Nan broke his voice because of excitement.

He grabbed Jiang Yueyue's hand, like a person floating in the sea finally grabbing a life-saving log, and begged, "Answer me!"

But Jiang Yueyue looked at him coldly from the side, without the gentleness of the past.She pushed Xi Nan's hand away, glanced back again, and said with a smile, "The facts are in front of you, how can I lie to you?"

Jiang Yueyue stared at a certain tree in the distance. When she first came here, the tree was still a small sapling, but now it has grown into a big tree, "It's been four years."

"What happened at that time?" Jiang Yueyue was lost in memory, and her tone softened, but every word was like a sharp knife, piercing Xi Nan's heart, the pain was so painful that Xi Nan couldn't breathe.

"There was a lot of blood on the road, and Xiang Wanguang was lying there." Jiang Yueyue said slowly, her eyes were red, as if she had returned to the scene at that time.

Jiang Yueyue came out of the house when she received the call, and went straight to the scene of the accident without staying for a moment.

There were many people around the scene of the car accident, and there were discussions and cries, but Jiang Yueyue didn't notice these, because all her attention was attracted by the blood on the ground.

Xiang Wanguang, who was usually cold and reserved, and had to button the top button of his shirt, was lying on the ground covered in blood at this moment, as quiet as if he hadn't breathed.

Jiang Yueyue's eyes were sour, and she didn't care about her reserved demeanor, she pushed away from the crowd and was about to squeeze towards Wan Guang.However, the police and the crowd made it more difficult for Jiang Yueyue to move forward. When she finally reached Xiang Wanguang, the ambulance arrived just in time.

With blood on her hands, Jiang Yue followed the medical staff into the car and did not pass out completely.

But Xiang Wanguang like this has earned enough of Jiang Yueliang's tears.Xiang Wanguang, who was unconscious, was still murmuring Xi Nan's name.

The voice was small, but it was heartbreaking to hear.

Jiang Yueyue came out of the memory, looked at Xi Nan in front of her again, and felt ridiculed.It stands to reason that the relationship between Xiang Wanguang and Xi Nan has nothing to do with her. At the beginning, Jiang Yueliang didn't think it was a big deal for the two to break up, because the relationship and sense of security supported by love will be wiped out one day , that will break up sooner or later, not to mention that the relationship between the two of them is different.

So at that time, after knowing that the two broke up, Jiang Yueyue felt strangely relaxed, feeling that things should have developed like this. After all, the gap between Xiang Wanguang and Xi Nan is too big. If the two cannot achieve financial independence for a day, then the relationship It will not be smooth sailing.

But Jiang Yueyue's thoughts disappeared after seeing Xiang Wanguang's appearance after Xi Nan left.

She thought that Xiang Wanguang was the light that redeemed Xi Nan, but after that, Jiang Yueliang realized that their relationship was relative, and Xi Nan was also the light in Xiang Wanguang's world.

Neither of the two can live without the other, once they leave, it will be like a world without the sun, falling into darkness, and the world will be barren.

People's inferiority makes people partial, and Jiang Yueliang is no exception.Obviously she and Xi Nan also have a friendship, and it's even considered good, but after bumping into Xiang Wanguang, Jiang Yueyue's balance still uncontrollably tilted towards Wanguang's side.

This inclination reached its peak after Xiang Wanguang's accident.

Ginger Moon doesn't want to

Staying in this sad place, she didn't want to see Xi Nan who collapsed after knowing the truth, so she stared at Xi Nan for a while, and after telling him the exact direction, she turned around and got into the car, took a cigarette and started smoking.

Xi Nan felt cold all over, glanced at the group of cemeteries behind, and walked in numbly.Every step I took, my heart sank even lower.

The sun was hanging in the sky after six o'clock, without the blazing heat at noon, another breeze blew past, dissipating the remaining sultry heat.But for Yu Xi Nan, he couldn't feel any of this, because his eyes were filled with tears, which blurred his vision.

Xi Nan didn't even know how he followed Jiang Yueyue's words, but in the end he found the right place and walked to the place he was supposed to go in no time.

With tears in his eyes, Xi Nan could clearly see the three characters Xiang Wanguang engraved on the tombstone. The sadness that had been suppressed in his heart finally broke the dike and rushed out, causing Xi Nan to collapse emotionally.

Xi Nan's hands trembled, and the only luck left in his heart turned into deep despair when he saw Xiang Wanguang in front of him, causing his legs to soften and he knelt on the ground.

"Xiang...Xiang..." Xi Nan wanted to call him by name, but he was too emotional, but it made him lose his voice for a moment, completely speechless, he could only open his mouth and could not make a sound.

Xi Nan didn't believe this evil, so he walked forward on his knees to stroke Xiang Wanguang's three characters better, and at the same time, he continued to open his mouth to speak without giving up.

This time it was successful, and I didn't lose my voice again, but the voice was terrible.But how could Xi Nan care so much.

Following the inscription on the tombstone, he traced Xiang Wanguang's name bit by bit, words gathered with love, but finally turned into the simplest name and whispered.

Xi Nan let the tears fall, and said hoarsely, "I haven't come back to look for you yet, why are you not here?"

"Xiang Wanguang," Xi Nan said with tears all over his face, "don't tease me, okay? I know I was wrong."

"I apologize to you, if you want to scold me and beat me, don't make such jokes with me." Xi Nan cried and said, "Don't tease me, Xiang Wanguang."

Xi Nan kept talking non-stop, even though he saw the tombstone, he still didn't believe what Jiang Yueyue told him.However, the obvious three characters Xiang Wanguang on the tombstone clearly told him that everything was true.

Xiang Wanguang had a car accident and passed away a long time ago.

Xi Nan wiped away his tears, and wanted to take a closer look at the words on the tombstone, but this time he saw something that he hadn't noticed before, and this point made Xi Nan's heart, which had already fallen to the bottom, fall again, causing him to convulse in pain gas.

In addition to the three words Xiang Wanguang, there is also a sentence on the tombstone, "I live up to Xiang Wanguang", and a photo is pasted on it.In the photo, Xiang Wanguang was still about seventeen or eighteen years old, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, which made it obvious that he was in a good mood.

If the photo was of Xiang Wanguang alone, then Xi Nan wouldn't have collapsed so completely.But there was a photo of two people on the tombstone, and Xi Nan looked at this photo, tears fell like money, and Xi Nan's clothes were soaked in a big piece after a while.

The background of the photo is full of red clouds, the passing vehicles and pedestrians are blurred, only the two of them are in focus, and they are kissing like no one else around.

Xi Nan remembered the background of this photo.

At that time when he and Xiang Wanguang came back from playing, when they passed the cross-river bridge, Xi Nan was fascinated by the sunset that night, and asked Xiang Wanguang to stop, saying that he wanted to stop and take a look at the scenery.

Xiang Wanguang was helpless by his disturbance, and stopped with a good-natured smile, allowing him to stand on the bridge, enjoying the sunset and the river view at the same time.

After many years, Xi Nan didn't remember the specific scene of the scenery that day. He only knew that the sunset had turned half of the sky red, and the river was rippling.

And the gentle breeze lifted the corners of their clothes and caressed their faces, and there was a fragrance in the air, which made Xi Nan unable to control his smile, and took out his phone to record the beautiful scenery at this moment.But he couldn't shoot well no matter what, he couldn't help being a little irritable for a while, curled his lips and didn't plan to shoot again.

Xiang Wanguang, who had been standing by the side, smiled helplessly when he saw Xi Nan like this, took his phone and said, "I'll take a picture."

奚南

He obediently gave Xiang Wanguang his phone, and then stood next to him, wanting to see how Xiang Wanguang took the photos.Xiang Wanguang's steps were the same as his, but the quality of the photos he took was quite different.

Xi Nan glanced at Xiang Wanguang, and muttered unhappily, "Why is there such a difference?"

"I'll teach you next time." Xiang Wanguang rubbed Xi Nan's head and said with a smile, "I'm sure you'll look better when photographed."

Xi Nan let Xiang Wanguang rub his head, and asked, "How do you say?"

"People are good-looking, no matter how you shoot them." Xiang Wanguang smiled and said softly.

Xi Nan clicked his tongue, pretending to be disgusted, and said, "Speak well, don't just say such nasty things."

Xiang Wanguang was not angry when Xi Nan said that, he looked at Xi Nan with a smile on his face, and said, "I'm happy to talk."

Bowed his head to Wanguang, kissed Xi Nan's side face, leaned into his ear and said, "There are some things that you can learn without a teacher."

After Xiang Wanguang finished speaking, he was about to back away, but Xi Nan, who was sweetened by Xiang Wanguang's words, quickly put his arms around Xiang Wanguang's neck, and said in a soft voice, "Sir, give me a kiss before leaving." ?”

Xiang Wanguang was taken aback, but before he could answer, Xi Nan raised his head and kissed him.

Accompanied by the sky full of red clouds and the crowds of vehicles passing by, Xi Nan put his arms around Xiang Wanguang, and kissed his lover wantonly regardless of the surprised eyes from the side.

And this photo was taken by passers-by who saw it, and then they asked for it from her.

At that time, Xi Nan developed this photo and put it in his wallet, and even set it as a screen saver for his mobile phone, so he could see it every day when he turned on his mobile phone.

It's just that Xi Nan didn't expect to see this picture again after many years, but it was in this way.

Xi Nan knelt on the ground, resting his head on the tombstone, letting tears roll down from the corners of his eyes, and finally fell on the three characters Xiang Wanguang on the tombstone.

Xi Nan doesn't care what's going on around him, if possible, Xi Nan just wants to live like this until he grows old.

Obviously he still has a lot to say to Xiang Wanguang, how could Xiang Wanguang...

Jiang Yueliang, who was sitting in the car and had just finished smoking a cigarette, looked sideways at Xi Nan who was kneeling on the ground, and thought of something, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

She took out her mobile phone, found a number that had no notes, and sent a text message to the other party, saying: I will come to you tomorrow.

The person over there was probably looking at his mobile phone, and the message came back quickly: OK, text me when we arrive, and I will pick you up.