White Moonlight in the Golden House [Transmigration Book]

The clinic is at the end of the street, and the surroundings are very quiet. What Akino is talking about is something that can only be heard in dreams.

Rong Jian never thought that Ming Ye would confess his love now.He thought that with Ming Ye's character, he would make a lot of preparations, make the person he likes fall in love with him, and would make sure that the confession would not fail. Until then, Ming Ye would confess.

That's why Rong Jian also had dreams, dreaming that he didn't die six months later, dreaming that he and Ming Ye could go on a graduation trip together, go to university together, and spend the next Christmas together.

At that time, there is no need for Ming Ye to make preparations, and Rong Jian will confess his love to Ming Ye.

Rong Jian still thought in her dream that the only thing she had to worry about at that time was Ming Ye, as the male protagonist who was upgraded to a popular male lead, and he couldn't accept having a romantic relationship with a man.

But it doesn't matter, Rong Jian feels that he will have a long time to chase Ming Ye.

Anyway, Akeno didn't find anyone he likes until the end of "The Evil Seed".

Rong Jian thought very well, but in fact he knew in his heart that everything was a castle in the air and could not be taken seriously.But he thought that his dream would collapse because of his death, but he didn't expect it to end so quickly.

Even if he has never been in a relationship, Rong Jian knows that this is not the right time, no one would choose to confess now.About liking is about making your head hot, your hormones are rising, and you are impulsively doing things that you would not do before.

When Rong Jian was reading, Akeno was so calm and rational that he looked at everything and everyone with a superior view, even if his life was threatened, he would follow the original plan step by step.

But now Akino is in a daze.

These days, Rong Jian pretended not to know anything on the surface, but in fact he was dreaming every day. In his dream, he rehearsed the scene of the confession a hundred times, but when he heard Ming Ye say "I like you", his heart beat a lot faster Second.

For a moment, Rong saw the light in front of his eyes, as if he saw the light of the sky.

It is night now.

So, Rong Jian thought for a while, and finally said: "No more."

He didn't use homosexuality as an excuse, he said seriously and solemnly: "I don't want to fall in love."

After saying this, Rong Jian felt a roar deep in his ears.

He couldn't raise his head, bravely looked directly at Ming Ye, and couldn't say the simplest and clearest reason - I don't like you.

Rong Jian felt that he was very cowardly, knowing that he couldn't talk about liking, talking about love, and letting Ming Ye continue to like him, but he couldn't even say the words of rejection.This probably stems from the small hopes and extravagances in his heart. It seems that there is room for redemption. After the college entrance examination, he can talk about liking and love with Mingye again.

A long silence followed.

Bright white light came out through the glass door of the clinic. Although the street lamps on the side of the street were still on, they were dimly lit. They stood between the two light sources, like shadows that could not be illuminated.

Rong Jian lowered his head, lowered his eyes halfway, spread out his palms, and stared blankly at the blood-stained, scratched, wet wound, which should have hurt, but now he couldn't feel it.

After a while, Akeno finally said, "I thought you would refuse."

Of course, I think more about what will happen to success.

Mingye's voice was very low and steady, almost no different from usual, but he paused for a long time at the end of the sentence, as if he had to suspend his emotions before he could say the next words.

Rong Jian still didn't dare to look up.He has always been very soft-hearted towards Ming Ye, but at this time he has not seen Ming Ye's expression, just relying on guessing Ming Ye's meaning, his heart is already beating, beating non-stop, encouraging and stimulating Rong Jian to make an irreversible decision.

Probably because the heart is a functionally deficient container, which can only carry love, liking, or other emotions. It is sensitive to reason, so it does not understand the pros and cons of right and wrong, and cannot understand duplicity.

Akeno continued: "It's okay. I've never chased anyone before, and I know it's hard to succeed once."

It seems that on the road of love, there are always difficulties and dangers, and the rewards are particularly steadfast and long-lasting.

It can be seen that Rong doesn't want this, he just wants to accept the confession smoothly, fall in love, and be with the person he likes.

Ming Ye's voice was lowered, so low that even Rong Jian, who was right in front of him, could only vaguely hear what he said.

Akeno said: "Probably lucky people can succeed in confession once. But my luck has never been very good, so it may take a long time to chase."

Rong Jian was extremely sad, his chest was stuffy, and he couldn't breathe through his nose alone, so he had to pinch the wound in his palm to forcefully swallow the words in his throat.

The full text of "The Evil Seed" is 200 million words, telling the story of Ming Ye from the age of 19 to 30. During this period, Ming Ye climbed the mountains, fell through the deep valleys, and lived and died, but never said luck.

Akeno does not seek gods and Buddhas, but only relies on himself.

Rong Jian gasped for breath, and couldn't say things like "stop chasing" or "it's impossible".

Akino seemed to be able to restrain the emotions that were accidentally leaked very quickly. He tilted his head and spoke to Rong Jian, and his tone was even apologetic, "I shouldn't have said those words just now, it was too time-consuming, and you still have injuries on your arm."

Rong Jian dryly popped out the word "Oh" from his throat.

He would rather fight another ten times than see Ming Ye feel sad once.

And in the original world, there is no such thing.Rong Jian thought, he might be Ming Ye's bad luck.

Ming Ye didn't mention what happened just now, but still restrainedly grabbed Rong Jian's sleeve and pulled him into the clinic.

It wasn't until he stepped into the clinic that Rong Jian suddenly realized that what he had just seen was not skylight, but the fluorescent lamp that suddenly entered his pupils when he raised his eyes.

No matter how happy you are, no miracle will happen.

The clinic is very small, and there is only one doctor on duty. After seeing Ming Ye and Rong Jian, he asked the nurse to take them into the consulting room inside.

Ming Ye helped Rong Jian to sit on the chair, bowed his head and said softly, "I'll go outside to pay the fee, so you can stay by yourself for a while, is that okay?"

Rong Jian didn't want to be separated from Ming Ye, but he still nodded.

Akeno turned and left the consulting room.

Seeing that he didn't have the strength to look at the time on his phone, he didn't know how long the nurse came in again, but Mingye still didn't come back.

He originally wanted to send a message to ask Mingye, but after thinking about it, he decided to forget it, and asked the nurse, "Is the person who brought me here still paying the fee?"

The nurse was still busy arranging the tools that the doctor will use later, and replied casually: "It has been handed in a long time ago. I think he seems to have gone out."

Rong Jian was taken aback, and after a while, he said "Thank you" in a low voice.

The nurse just turned around and saw Rong Jian in a state of embarrassment. After all, he was still a girl on the outside, so she probably felt sorry for him, and said comfortingly, "Maybe I went out to buy something, and I'll be back later."

In fact, Rong Jian can understand Ming Ye very well. He just confessed to being rejected, and he can immediately clean up his emotions and send himself to the clinic is already very powerful.Confession failure, as long as you cherish and like it, no matter what age you are, it is very sad.

Rong Jian thought, if Ming Ye didn't want to see him again for the time being, it was justified.

The nurse seemed unable to bear the injustice, "You are still a girl, why did he run away and leave you alone..."

Rong Jian couldn't help explaining for Mingye, "I was injured in a fight by myself, and he was a classmate who kindly sent me here."

The doctor opened the door, walked in from the outside, put on disposable gloves, and said to Rong Jian, "How many wounds are there?"

Rong Jian spread out his left hand, exposing the wounds on his arm and palm, thought for a while, then pushed back his hair, the skin on the right forehead was also broken, and the surrounding area was bruised, and Rong Jian's original skin was white, it looked shocking .

The doctor took a few glances, took out the tool skillfully, and said: "It's nothing serious, it just hurts a little."

The first thing to deal with was the scratch on the palm, maybe because the wound was not too deep, I didn't feel much pain, but it was very cold.There was no one in the clinic, the air conditioner was just turned on, the temperature was not high, the utensils and liquid medicine for cleaning the wound were also very cold, Rong Jian felt that his whole body seemed to be frozen, it was very cold.

The doctor was supposed to sew up the most severe wound on his arm, but Rong Jian asked to treat the wound on his forehead first.

Halfway through the treatment of the wound on the forehead, the door was suddenly opened again, and a cold air was poured into the room. Rong Jian was frozen awake instead, and even ignored the doctor's order, and turned his head to look over without authorization.

Ming Ye came in from the outside, carrying two plastic bags in his hands, and when he looked down, he saw Rong Jian sitting on a chair dealing with the wound.

He frowned, with sweat rolling down from the corner of his forehead, as if he was very dissatisfied with Rong Jian's disobedience, "I didn't say that, wait until I come back to accompany you."

Rong Jian was startled, and quickly responded, "I'm sorry, I didn't check my phone."

Ming Ye went to Rong Jian's side and squatted down, stuffed the charged hot water bottle under Rong Jian's arm, and didn't care about the blood on the skin that hadn't been cleaned yet.Another plastic bag contained hot sandwiches, fresh milk, and other things that seemed to be prepared for Rong Jian.

Rong Jian thought, it turned out that Ming Ye went shopping for himself.

In a sense, this is not good news. It is far worse than Ming Ye leaving because of sadness, but it can be seen that he is very happy in his heart.

The doctor quickly cleaned up the wound on the forehead, and the last one was on the arm. The wound was long but not deep. It seemed to be in good condition, so he asked, "Do you want to suture it? If you suture it, it will definitely leave a scar, but Without stitches, the healing is slow, the pain lasts for a long time, and it is usually inconvenient.”

"want."

"No."

"To" was said by Ming Ye, half a second faster than Rong Jian's words.

Ming Ye looked at Rong Jian, and said in a superficially persuasive, but actually irresistible tone: "Sew it, it will get better soon."

Rong Jian looked up at him, but didn't give in easily, he said, "I don't want to sew."

He added in a low voice, "I don't want to leave a scar."

To the original Rongjian, whether to leave scars or not is completely irrelevant.But he doesn't know what's wrong with him, probably the more he understands that they can't be together, the more he wants to leave a good and perfect impression in Ming Ye's heart.

Rong Jian secretly asked her heart, do you want to be Ming Ye's white moonlight?

Yes, he thought.

Rong Jian doesn't know where his vanity comes from, and he hasn't had it in the past 20 years.

But he shouldn't have done it.

Akeno frowned again, as if he wanted to say something, but the nurse interrupted to smooth things over, "Sisters in high school are young, so they definitely don't want to have scars, it's human nature, since it doesn't affect much, just follow other people's orders." I wish."

Ming Ye's eyes fell on the wound, he thought, forget it, seeing that it hurts so much today, let's let his willfulness go.

He just needs to pay attention.

Therefore, it was rare for Rong Jian to convince Ming Ye that the wound was not stitched, but just bandaged with medicine.

After the wound was stitched up, Rong Jian ate the half-cold sandwich, the two walked out of the clinic, Ming Ye took a step forward and squatted under the steps.

This is the end of the pedestrian street. Cars can't get in. They can only get in the car by going out. Rong sees that he is very weak, has no strength, and even walks crookedly.

But these were all excuses. Seeing that Rong just ate something, drank fresh milk, and the wound was bandaged, if he really wanted to leave, he could do so no matter what.

He just couldn't bear it, so he leaned on Mingye's back.

Ming Ye's footsteps are very solid, and his back is very stable. Rong Jian lay on his head, and he didn't feel any shaking at all.

There were few pedestrians on the road, and Ming Ye walked very slowly. He asked slowly, "Does it hurt?"

Rong Jian should have said it didn't hurt, but suddenly he felt wronged, but he couldn't bear to say that it hurt, which made Ming Ye feel uncomfortable, so he just said in a nasal voice: "It hurts a little, but now it's gone."

Akino seemed to have forgotten what he had confessed before, and he seriously told Rong Jian, "In the future, if you encounter such a thing, don't force yourself, there must be a better solution. For example, a temporary compromise, just give a little, and you can get it back in the future Come."

Rong Jian nodded on Ming Ye's back.

He was very sad, Ming Ye is so good, why should he like himself.

Shouldn't like it.

Akeno could feel Rong Jian's movements, and at the same time, there was a drop of warm water falling down.His back was stiff for three seconds. He originally wanted to tell Rong Jian that it would be different if he was with him, and that he would protect him all the time and prevent him from getting hurt.

These words are no longer utterable.

Until this moment, he never thought of praying to the gods and Buddhas, asking for the sincerity of tolerance.

Akeno was willing to accommodate her from the beginning to the end.

The author has something to say: today is miserable, pitiful, see you QAQ